A box of light gray blue

When the door opened, Xu Huang ran into Fu Zhongzhou head-on.

"How is it? Teacher Lu didn't scold you, did he?" Fu Zhongzhou grabbed his arm, frowned and looked up and down, for fear that Xu Wei would be eaten by Teacher Lu. "Why did he only find you alone? It's obviously our problem. No, it doesn't seem to be our problem..."

Xu Chang's eyes hurt so badly that he held back his tears several times.He sniffed calmly and grabbed Fu Zhongzhou's hand. "It's okay, I didn't scold me. Let's go and eat."

Fu Zhongzhou checked it, and he was not suspected after hearing this, and he was finally relieved. "That's good, I was scared to death just now. I knew that Mr. Lu is not the kind of rigid and unreasonable person. Let's go to the restaurant opposite to eat hairy crabs?"

He smiled until his eyes were bent, with an expression of relief for the rest of his life after the catastrophe.

Seeing him like this, Xu Yan couldn't laugh at all, and silently let go of his hand.

"Go, I invite you."

The environment of the small restaurant is not very good, and it should have been built at the same time as the apartment building.However, there are many students here, and there are no other dining options, so the popularity is quite high.There is no air-conditioning in the store, and several electric fans installed on the wall blow back and forth, mixing the smell of crab and lobster cold dishes with the smell of sweat.

There was not much space in the store, so the two chose a corner to sit down, and the electric fan above their heads was blowing back and forth between them and their neighbors.It's cold for a while and hot for a while, and it's a little uncomfortable.

Xu Yu was not in high spirits, so he sat and lost in thought after ordering a crab.Teacher Lu's words played back in his mind over and over again, and the words of breaking up were already on his lips, and he was about to blurt them out.

"What's the matter, are you really okay?"

Fu Zhongzhou sat across from him, stretching out his hand nervously to hold Xu Yan's hand on the table. "What did Teacher Lu tell you, tell me."

Xu Yu didn't answer, and looked up at him with no expression on his face.He didn't know how to describe his mood to Fu Zhongzhou, and he didn't know where to confess to him.He really wanted to ask Fu Zhongzhou why he used their relationship to degrade himself, why he didn't have a heart-to-heart relationship with him, why he used "I talked about a beautiful girlfriend" to prevaricate Brother Sheng.

Or break up.There are so many gaps between the two, how can they be together.

He took a deep breath.

"Fu Zhongzhou..."

"what?"

Fu Zhongzhou's eyes were wide open, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and he held his hand in his.Xu Chang met his gaze and softened again.

"It's okay," he exhaled, took his hand out of his hand, and pretended to look at the phone, "I didn't say anything, and told us to study hard in the future."

"I don't believe it," Fu Zhongzhou asked, "Why did he only look for you and not me?"

"Because you haven't been in shape all day and you can't listen to the truth, and it's useless to talk about it!"

After Xu Yan finished speaking, he was stunned.Thinking about what he heard just now, he was a little angry at what Fu Zhongzhou said, and he couldn't control the volume for a moment.

These words really touched Fu Zhongzhou's sore spot.Xu Yu could clearly feel that his expression was gradually dimming.

"...I'm sorry, I was a little upset just now, I didn't mean to kill you."

The electric fan turned back again, and the cool wind blew wildly at the two of them, messing up their thoughts.

"It's okay," Fu Zhongzhou smiled inexplicably, "I think this is pretty good, the most important thing is to be happy every day."

"Do you really think so?" Now that the words have come to this point, Xu Chang doesn't want to pretend anymore, "Then let me ask you, why do you want to read Xu Jiufeng's paintings?"

Fu Zhongzhou didn't expect him to mention Xu Jiufeng, so he blinked suspiciously. "Xu Jiufeng? What's the matter, are you still jealous?"

"You obviously yearn for that Academy of Fine Arts, the Academy of Fine Arts that you didn't get into." Xu Chang avoided the name, stared straight into Fu Zhongzhou's eyes, and didn't allow him to change the subject, "That's your dream, right? .What about Z University and Qingmei are just the expectations given to you by your ex-girlfriend, teacher, principal, and classmates, and you don’t want them at all.”

The electric fan was turned on again, leaving stagnant and hot air, making it hard to breathe.

"I've seen it all, the look in your eyes when you and Xu Jiufeng discussed the Academy of Fine Arts. I have never seen anything that can interest you so much."

Fu Zhongzhou's expression had become ugly, he pursed his lips, looking in pain.

"Xu Wei, stop talking, it's useless to say it now. I really want to, but it's different now."

"What's the difference?" Seeing that he was trying to avoid him, Xu Yan burst into a rage inexplicably, "Don't you dare? Don't you dare to fail again? Or is it that your 'beautiful girlfriend' is too much?" Pretty, are you fucking crazy?"

He almost jumped up against the table, and his voice was very loud. Except for sitting on the big pendulum in the playground, he had never talked to Fu Zhongzhou so loudly.But in the small shop there was a lot of wine, his anger and loss of control were like a grain of sand immersed in the sea, completely submerged in the din of voices.

Fu Zhongzhou heard his sarcasm, and parted his lips, "...I told Brother Sheng that, it was just a joke to prevaricate him..."

"Yes, prevarication." Xu Wei snorted, and fell back on the back of the chair, "You prevaricate Brother Sheng, prevaricate me, and then prevaricate yourself. Then the world will be peaceful, we will be together forever, and you will live happily forever."

"And then you dare to complain that these are not what you want when you dream back in the dead of night."

After he finished speaking, he did not wait for any response from Fu Zhongzhou.The clerk, wearing an apron full of grease, brought out the pot of golden and tender crabs.

"Slow use!"

The little brother was infected by the atmosphere in the store, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with the guests at this table. After delivering the crabs, he left with a smile.

Heat rose between the two of them, and white mist obscured the view.Xu Chang looked at Fu Zhongzhou through these, but found that he lowered his head and did not move.

So they sat like this, waiting for each other to speak.

Xu Yan waited until the heat was blown away by the electric fan, and his eyes were sore, only then did he see Fu Zhongzhou raise his head and raise his eyebrows at him.He smiled nonchalantly, as if nothing happened just now.

"Eat crabs, it's getting cold."

This was said lightly, and Xu Chang felt that he had hit the cotton with his fist, and he couldn't hold his breath anymore.

However, Fu Zhongzhou picked a big crab, patiently untied the rope wrapped around it, and carefully pried off the crab shell with his thumb and index finger.

There was a light "click", and the delicious and salty crab roe smell came out all at once.

Fu Zhongzhou held the shell full of crab roe, and handed the warm delicacy to Xu Huang.

"Open your mouth and feed you."

Xu Yu's eyes were fixed on the most delicious thing on the crab, and Fu Zhongzhou's fingers were already close to his lips, but he felt sad like never before.

He doesn't deserve to let Fu Zhongzhou peel the crab shells for him.He wasn't a competent boyfriend, he didn't even notice the pain and cover-up of the other party, and he was even played around.He didn't know the other party's past, nor did he know the other party's future expectations. If Mr. Lu hadn't told him so much today, he would have willingly and unknowingly ruined Fu Zhongzhou and himself.

But he still ate it, sticking out the tip of his tongue to take away all the soup and crab roe, swallowing it all into his body as if tasting a fatal poison.

Xu Chang told himself that this was the last time.