A box of light gray blue

If there were other students or strangers behind the door, Xu Wei wouldn't feel so embarrassed.However, the sky does not follow people's wishes, and it is really bad luck to meet Mr. Lu who is checking the bed after saying a few words of love.

Judging from the decoration cost of this apartment, the cost of the door is definitely not high, and the sound insulation effect will not be much better.

When Xu Yan came back to his senses and began to reflect on why he was flirting at the door of the dormitory, Teacher Lu had already led him to the teacher's lounge for tea.

To be precise, tea is also undrinkable.

The lounge is at the end of the first floor. Teacher Lu shut Fu Zhongzhou out and only took him in.As soon as the door closed behind him, and Teacher Lu sat down at the desk, he felt that he was going to die.

Teacher Lu had a serious expression on his face, without any looseness.

Xu Yan didn't dare to look at him, his eyes wandered from the end of Teacher Lu's long hair to the teacup, and he sat upright.He is usually not afraid of the teacher's criticism, but he is the only one who has an inexplicable awe of this one.He really wanted to know why Teacher Lu only called him in, but he didn't dare to speak.

Generally speaking, if a puppy love is caught, shouldn't the two be trained together?Why are they treated differently?

"Do you know why I only asked you to talk?" Teacher Lu seemed to see through his mind, took a sip of tea, and asked.

Xu Chang shook his head.

Teacher Lu cleared his throat, and the bottom of the teacup lightly touched the coaster, making a sound. "I came out to sketch during this period, and I noticed your relationship." His tone was loose and calm, as if he was talking about something trivial, but Xu Yan felt a little nervous.

Facing his silent students, Teacher Lu seemed to have a lot to say.Xu Chang watched him hesitate to speak for a while, and then became anxious himself.Teacher Lu is not such a pedantic person, but heterosexuality or homosexuality, in the teacher's view, is puppy love, which would be reported and criticized in his high school.

"Ms. Lu," he tried to speak, "What you have heard just now, in fact, we don't usually do this..."

"No need to explain," Teacher Lu changed his posture slightly, propping his head with his hands, looking a little tired, "If we were friends, I would hope that you will always get along like this; but, I am your teacher."

He leaned forward slightly, and tapped his fingers on the table.

"So do you know that you are hurting him?"

What should come is still coming.Hearing this sentence, Xu Yu tightly closed his eyes and subconsciously took a deep breath.It seems that whether it is Mr. Lu or any other teacher, they will beat each other in such a situation.

However, the imaginary preaching did not fall on Xu Chang's head, and was replaced by a more lingering dull pain.

Xu Chang looked up at Teacher Lu and found that his expression had eased a lot.

"I only asked you to come in, not because your grades are worse than Fu Zhongzhou." Teacher Lu turned the transparent glass teacup unintentionally, with a very flat voice, "I want to talk to you about something."

The tea leaves circled on the water surface, ups and downs following Teacher Lu's movements.Xu Chang's gaze was also on the teacup, and he felt less nervous than before.

"……What's up?"

"About Fu Zhongzhou."

Xu Chang was taken aback for a moment, then looked up at Teacher Lu.

"He really didn't confess to you," Teacher Lu sighed half-jokingly, "It seems that the relationship between the young couple is not close enough."

Yes, not intimate enough.The speaker had no intention of the listener, and Xu Chang felt that the self-confidence he had built up with great difficulty was sent back to hell in an instant, and he fell back to the eighteenth floor along with the sense of loss.

"You can tell me everything, I won't hurt him."

Teacher Lu probably felt that his mood was wrong, so he gave up trying to ease the atmosphere in this way. "Well, let me ask you, do you feel that he is not in the right state?"

Xu Chang thought about it, and then nodded very sincerely.

"Yes, he seems to be scolded by Brother Sheng all the time recently, and he often fails to hand in his homework." He added a few more words, "But when we are not together, he is in this state."

"That's why I hinted at you today," Mr. Lu met his eyes, and leaned on the back of the chair in a different position, "He's not in a good condition."

That was an unguarded, storytelling gesture.Xu Chang had a premonition that he was about to tell a long story, so he couldn't help but sit up straighter.

"Fu Zhongzhou was not like this before," Mr. Lu held his teacup, "he is not only very down-to-earth, but also hard-working. I started teaching him colors in September, and every day he was the earliest to arrive and the last to leave That one. He didn't seem to be a smoker at first, but in order to refresh himself and relieve stress, he often hid in the still room and smoked wildly. I found out several times. When I passed by him during that time, I could smell the smell of cigarettes. "

"He was working really hard and was very anxious at the same time."

Xu Yan couldn't help frowning, but Teacher Lu didn't elaborate.

"The teachers at the school wanted him to take the Tsinghua University exam. In fact, he really wanted to enter the Central Academy of Sciences. When the school exam results came out, because he failed the Central Academy of Sciences, he asked for leave from the cultural school to go home for a week, and his mentality was very bad."

"I don't know if he was affected by this this year, and he didn't focus on painting at all." Teacher Lu rubbed his temples, looking tired, "It's not that he doesn't want to, but he doesn't dare."

Xu Yan had never heard of Fu Zhongzhou talking about these things.From the first meeting, he felt that Fu Zhongzhou should be such a person.I go out late all day and come back early, and my mentality is healthy and optimistic. I can save my homework and save the rest. The happiest thing is to drink and play with two little bees. If there is anything sad, it is probably only my ex-girlfriend.

Teacher Lu's words were a fire, and directly burned Xu Yan's unilaterally established cognition completely, revealing the black wound inside.

He suddenly realized that he should have found out earlier.Being broken up by his childhood sweetheart's ex-girlfriend, filling out volunteers on the spur of the moment, getting drunk and going crazy on the road, hanging out every day after class to play... All these things have long been gathered into a string of pearls, and it was Xu Chang who cut the chain by himself.

"...I'm sorry, I didn't know this before," he even said incoherently, "I will help him adjust, I will."

"You have to break up with him."

Xu Yu's words were choked in his throat and turned into thorns in an instant.After he swallowed all the emotions that he couldn't swallow, he slowly spit out a sentence.

"why."

"Because of your relationship, it's an excuse for him to give up on himself." Teacher Lu narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at him sleepily.Since the last incident until now, his spirit has not been very good. "Do you know what Li Ruisheng talked to him?"

"Brother Sheng asked him why he was absent-minded in painting recently and fell behind in the monthly exam. He said, 'I'm sorry, I got distracted from studying because of a very beautiful girlfriend recently, and I will definitely change it in the future to balance study and life.'"

--impossible.

Xu Yu's last line of defense was also broken, and he couldn't imagine what it would be like for Fu Zhongzhou to say such words himself.What kind of girlfriend, distracted by falling in love, is this really something he can say.

Or, he didn't dare to let others know that the person he liked was a boy.

"Only when you are separated from him can he fully see himself." Teacher Lu saw Xu Yu's expression in his eyes, and his own expression was also a little sad, "I know he is strong enough. When he has no excuses at all, he Will definitely step up and get his goal back."

"But his mentality is already very bad," Xu Yu shouted almost without thinking, "I can accompany him to slowly adjust...you don't have to force him to recognize himself."

"Slowly adjust? Do you know how many months it has been?" Teacher Lu put the teacup back on the table and sighed, "Fu Zhongzhou is very good, and so are you. I don't want you to just reward yourself with a good grade. I want you to get what matches your abilities."

Xu Chang met his gaze, but found that his eyes seemed to be full of water, and he couldn't see clearly at all.

"Xu Wei, you have to trust him, and you will definitely be able to stand up in a desperate situation."