admire the ordinary

"Xiaofan, look, come here quickly..." A gentle female voice sounded from downstairs.

"Bump, touch" came the sound of going downstairs in the corridor, and a fat little boy ran out after a while.

"Mom, what's the matter?" The little fat man panted while running, his fair face was slightly reddened by the heat.

"Xiao Fan, Xiao Fan, guess what Mom caught?" The young woman smiled happily.

Mu Fan looked at the cat under the woman's hand, which was full of black lines, it's still a guess...

Kneeling down and looking at the shivering cat, I wanted to comfort it with my hand, but it was shaking so badly that I could only retract my hand resentfully.

"Woooo..." The little thing stared at the boy, as if the hair all over his body was about to explode. Mu Fan thought it was funny, and asked with a smile: "Mom? Do you want to raise it?"

The woman's face darkened immediately following the boy's words: "Nurture? You thought you were a rich man. You raised one after another. How rich do you think your family is!" The woman's voice sharpened immediately.

The boy was too scared to say a word, he just glanced upstairs: "Mom, keep your voice down."

"Small or small, it's just one burden after another!" The cat in the woman's hand was struggling in fright because of the woman's yelling, and the woman's hand holding its neck was even harder to restrain it.

Mu Fan looked at the pity in his mother's eyes. He knew that his mother liked cats very much, but the family conditions were really not optimistic. Looking at the skinny cat, he didn't know what he was thinking before he said Say something like this: "Mom, let me raise it, and share my meal with it..."

In the end, did the cat stay? It’s not that the family’s conditions are so difficult that even a cat can’t be kept. The meal sharing plan the boy mentioned was just a proposal. After all, who is the mother who loves her son? I won't let my son go hungry...

"Brother..." Mu Jing squatted beside Mu Fan: "Do you want me anymore..."

The thin and frail boy gently pulled Mu Fan's hand, his red eyes looked like a rabbit with aggrieved eyes.

Looking at my younger brother whom I have always loved, for some reason, I felt mischievous: "Yes, if I have a cat, I don't need my younger brother. The cat eats less and can play with me..."

The crystals in Gu Jing's beautiful phoenix eyes flickered, and the pitiful look of standing there with trembling lips made Mu Fan realize that he had made the worst joke.

Something called heartache is spreading. He knows what he is most afraid of. Why would he make such a joke? Mu Fan can't wait to slap himself. "I'm just kidding, brother, I'm not right, how could I not want you..."

After finally soothing his brother's wounded heart, Mu Fan just picked up the shivering kitten.

"Bump..." The door was kicked open, Mu Fan looked helplessly at his lovely door, and silently mourned for him. Since meeting Lin Xiangyu, its lifespan has been shortened.

"Xiaofan...Xiaofan..." The sunny boy rushed into the room, "Ah, I heard that you have a cat? Damn, it's true!"

"Hey, Mu Fan, can you take care of yourself? You have to get rid of the fact that you haven't washed your feet for a week. Hey, don't smoke this aging cat to death..."

Mu Fan punched Lin Xiangyu's shoulder: "Shut your fucking mouth for me!!"

Lin Xiangyu touched the tip of his nose: "Xiaofan, you are still so violent, you will never find a wife in the future."

Mu Fan gave Lin Xiangyu a hard look, and the latter obediently stopped talking. The noisy person finally calmed down, and Mu Fan continued to comfort the frightened cat in his arms.

Lin Xiangyu put his arms around Mu Fan's neck and looked at the cat from a close distance. It was peaceful and harmonious like a picture on a TV. Gu Jing looked at the person who quickly got along with her brother, her eyes were dim...

Facts have proved that this is actually a very docile cat, especially after getting acquainted with it, it is so simple and cute that people can't take their eyes off it. After the first few days of hostility, the cat's docile personality began to gradually reveal itself.

It seldom barks, it looks at people silently, and waits for Mu Fan and Mu Jing to finish class at the door. It is also quiet when it is dumb, but it will only make a sound at one time, and that is when it is sleeping. When it is comfortable, it will snore "lulu", so in the end Mu Fan finalized "lulu" became its name.

Mu Fan liked Lulu very much, and Lin Xiangyu and Mu Jing gradually accepted the existence of this little thing. Later, Lulu almost became the friends of the three boys...

However, Lulu eventually became Mu Fan's regret in this life...

At first, Lulu started not to eat, then the corners of his mouth started to turn black, he lay motionless on the floor every day, and finally there were a lot of yellow-green flies flying around him...

"Brother, what's wrong Lulu..." Mu Jing asked cautiously.

Mu Fan squatted in front of Lulu, at a loss for the first time, "I don't know..."

"Did you accidentally put your foot in someone's mouth while you were sleeping? You lost your temper..." Seeing Mu Fan's distressed look, Lin Xiangyu curled his lips to comfort him, but said something that deserved a beating.

Mu Fan's eyes were red and he wanted to hit him, he stretched out his hand and put it down... Looking up, Lin Xiangyu's eyes were full of inquiries, what should I do?

Lin Xiangyu didn't feel very well. Seeing this, Lulu probably wouldn't be able to survive, but he looked at the two brothers who were staring at him eagerly, and still choked out a sentence, "I heard that cats are very resilient. , this little ailment is definitely fine, let's beat these flies to death first, don't worry..."

So the three of them fought the flies all afternoon, Lulu looked at them with his eyes open, and then closed them again. When Mu Fan went to school in the afternoon, he closed the room tightly. He didn't dare to tell his mother about Lulu, because He believes that there is a 90.00% chance that his mother will throw him out.

After school in the afternoon, Mu Fan rushed back to their house with Mu Jing, but there was no sign of Lulu. Mu Fan searched anxiously, calling Lulu's name, but found that Lulu was really Disappeared in his own room, Mu Fan's heart was filled with panic, he rushed out of the room, "Mom? Where's Lulu? Where did Lulu go?"

"I cleaned up the house for you in the afternoon, and I saw that he had some illness that he didn't know..." Mo's indifferent tone drove Mu Fan crazy.

"Mom, where did you throw Lulu!!!" Mu Fan yelled at his mother for the first time.

He once watched his mother slap Mu Jing on the face, and he told himself that his mother was just too angry. He carried Mu Jing back to the house, looked at the swollen cheeks and wondered if he had done something wrong by bringing him back. He even felt that Mu Jing's life was not as good as a wandering life; once he saw his mother scolding Mu Jing's trash sharply, he told Mu Jing to just bear it, after all, it was his mother, what could he do?But this time he didn't know why he felt a little chilled, how could his mother become like this...

The mother was stunned, looking at the hysterical boy just now as if she hadn't recovered from her senses. When she recovered, her face became grim: "I raised you so big, and you dare to start yelling at me!" Mu Jing, who was hiding behind Mu Fan, stretched out her hand and wanted to drag him out. She urgently needed a vent bucket to deal with her anger: "It must be you, a bitch, crawling around... teaching your brother bad... ..."

Mu Jing was so frightened that she tried her best to hide behind Mu Fan. Seeing her mother feel powerless, Mu Fan took Mu Jing's hand, "Xiao Jing, let's find Lulu, let's go."

"Looking for it? Let me tell you, don't bring that thing home, I'll kill it if I see it," a shrill female voice sounded behind her.

Without looking back, Mu Fan led Mu Jing to slam the door open and left... When the woman saw the door being slammed shut, she suddenly seemed discouraged, and so did I...

I'm also afraid that its unhygienic disease will affect you...my only son.

Mu Fan led Mu Jing to search for a long time, and finally found Lulu in the open space behind the public toilet. There were a lot of flies hovering around Lulu. Mu Fan was startled when he saw it. He raised his hand and blasted away the flies, looking weak Lulu.

"Brother, Lulu can't do it." The young and tender child's voice was crying, Mu Fan looked at Mu Jing, who used to not shed tears even if his mother bullied him, but now his eyes are so moist, maybe he only cares about himself That's why I open my heart like this.

Patted his brother on the back to comfort him: "It will be fine..." I don't know if I am comforting myself or others...

"Xiaofan..." Lin Xiangyu ran over sweating profusely: "I'm so anxious, I heard you and your mother quarreled, and I couldn't find you after searching for a long time, I was scared to death..."

After finishing speaking, he saw Lulu on the ground on one side, coming over to blow away the flies that were about to surround him again, and the words "I'll accompany you" made Mu Fan's eyes wet...

It was getting dark, but the three of them still squatted in place and looked at Lulu who was gradually moving away from them. They sat down when they were tired from squatting. Maybe they knew the ending a long time ago, but they still didn't want it to go so lonely.The tranquility of the three boys under the evening sky is deeply engraved in Mu Fan's heart.

The sky was getting dark, and Mu Fan saw his mother running out of the building looking for him anxiously. After seeing three people, he froze for a moment and walked over, "Xiao Fan, go home with mother." Mu Fan just stared at Lu without moving. Lu "Hey, be good, let's raise new ones in the future, okay..."

"Xiaofan..."

"..."

No matter what Mu Fan said, he just looked at Lulu, and finally the woman said, "I'll take him to the pet hospital to see if it's okay, let's go back, Xiaofan, okay?" Mu Fan looked up at her with an unbelievable light in her eyes "real?"

"real……"

From that day on, Mu Fan never saw the cat again. When his mother came back that day, she said, "Xiao Fan, the doctor said that Lulu was a little seriously ill. Let's take a look there, and then go get it when he is well..."

Later, his mother said, "Lulu is doing very well there, the doctor said let it stay here for a few days..." Mu Fan really thought that Lulu would live so happily, if it wasn't for him one day I really ran to the only pet hospital... It turned out that everything was just a deception, lulu... I don't know where I was thrown that night...

Later, Lu Yunzhong gave him a cat. At that time, Xiaoyan was still alive. Looking at the cat, Mu Fan thought it was Lulu. Although Mao lost his temper, he was so stubborn that it might be Want to make up for something.

The current Lulu can make noise, act like a baby, be by her side when she is in the most difficult time, and meow... It is not the original Lulu who is as silent as water, but Mu Fan likes it just as much...

In Mu Fan's heart, Lulu is not just a pet, a sustenance, a trace of warmth, it is also his fond memory of the three of them together in the past, the miniature of the boy who stood side by side in the sunset is always in his heart flash……

But Gu Jing told herself that it was all fake, lulu was fake, warmth was fake, everything was fake...

Only then did Mu Fan realize that for that blurred and invisible past, that gentle past, that boy in the dusk, and that dead cat, only he can remember so clearly, only he can remember so clearly. I hope to go back to the past, the only one who can't let go is actually myself...