Nana

Fortunately, Nana came, and a rainbow began to appear in my life. It was a real rainbow, and we saw it together.

After a rain, the short color of the rainbow is not good-looking, but it is particularly dazzling in my eyes. Maybe it is because we just saw it together that I like it so much. If it is only me, I probably cry in my heart that there is a rainbow Then I took out my phone to take a photo and continued walking. How could I stop and look at it and see my neck hurt like now.

I used to think that life was gloomy, but now every step I take beside Nana is like a flower, why do I like it so much, I love Nana so much, time allows us to meet at the right time, we are the first in the eyes of each other Are you attracted by the sight of it?

I don't understand why I want to be with her forever, but it doesn't matter even if I don't understand, because I need, I need Nana to be with me, and I need her to smile in my life.

I'm a rebellious kid, let's not talk about smoking, drinking, and self-abuse. I'm also very withdrawn, and I have a big temper. I always like to quarrel with my sister. I went to my sister's place and vowed not to quarrel, but after I went, I often Quarreling and brother-in-law are even more incompatible. I don’t think there will be anyone else except my relatives who will tolerate and love me because of blood relationship.

The weather is getting colder, and Nana has been in the factory for ten days, right?Our relationship is not very good, we are not friends, and I don’t like it or not, I just think that this girl has a good personality in all aspects, especially that night, I deeply feel that this girl is an angel.

I remember that day I was on the night shift and she was on the morning shift. Because of something, my sister and I quarreled and went out to work on an empty stomach without eating all day. I am also quite weird. Every time I get angry with my family, I just don’t eat One or two days to wait until the breath subsides before eating. I haven’t eaten breakfast since the third and fourth grades of elementary school. The fixed two meals a day are also small. It’s not bad for me not to eat for a day. I guess I was full of breath at that time. Yes, but I can't remember the reason for the quarrel. It's probably not a big deal. It's just me getting awkward again.

So I went to work on an empty stomach, because some people in my class took over early. Nana also got off work early. We met on the road. It would be around 07:30 in the evening. She saw me from a distance and left. Come here, I have an unfriendly face, but I guess she didn't see it when it was dark, and I was full of complaints, thinking that I was a bad sister, a bad sister, a bad sister.

Come to work.Nana walked up to me and said to me.

Um.I agreed and she didn't stop and continued walking towards the factory, but she also followed me. I was quite surprised why she didn't go back and follow me to the factory, but I didn't bother to ask.

Have you got a meal yet?she asked again.

In fact, I am not a person who likes to tell others about myself, but that would especially let Nana know that she has a bad sister, so she would be a little angry and say that she didn't eat.

ah?Why.Nana held me tight and wouldn't let me go.

After arguing with my sister, I ran out and stopped eating.I was a little aggrieved as I said that.

That's it.she says.

The street lights on the road were not too bright, and I couldn't see her expression clearly or hear her emotions. Seeing that she didn't continue talking, I told her to go back, I'm going to the factory.

I waved to her and left without looking back. Now I think it would have been nice if I had looked back to see her expression carefully, hehe.

When I arrived at the factory, I was still depressed and unhappy.

Although the people in this class have worked together for a long time, they are not very familiar with each other because they don’t speak much, so I can only sit in front of the machine in a daze. None, a little lonely.

About ten minutes later, the phone rang, and I saw that it was Nana. We had already exchanged mobile numbers and QQ before.

After I connected, Nai Nai said to come to the gate of the factory, and I asked what's the matter?She only talked about it, and didn't say anything else, so I thought to myself, let's go, and I went out after talking to my colleagues. Generally, the machine is very busy after it is turned on, so it is difficult to leave. It is difficult to go to the toilet. I have to say, I don't feel very comfortable walking away like this, I don't like to trouble others like this, and I'm still angry with my sister, and I feel even more unhappy now.

When I arrived at the factory gate, I vaguely saw Nai Nai sitting behind an electric car, and a dark person was carrying her. If I had to say why it was a dark person, it was because there was no light at the door and the person turned his back to me. I don't know if it's a man or a woman, but I can only see a black human figure. When Nana saw me coming, she came down from behind and handed me something. I didn't reach out to take it, and asked her what.

I went to buy you food.she says.

ah?I am flattered.

Hurry up and eat, and tell the big sister (a big sister in my class) to do it for you before you eat, and then look at the machine after you finish eating.

To be honest, I was very touched, but I was a little embarrassed because the black man was there, so I didn't say anything, I wanted to say thank you but I was thin-skinned.

Nana insisted on stuffing the lunch box to me, got in the car, said goodbye to me and left.

I didn’t eat that meal. I really didn’t want to bother others at work, and it was very embarrassing. I had to eat something suddenly after I didn’t eat. It’s embarrassing, isn’t it? After an hour, I sent a message to Nana to say thank you for giving her money tomorrow.

I received her reply in less than 1 minute: You are welcome, is there nothing else, I am worried that you are hungry.

I don't know what other people think about this, is it normal?But I was so moved. I don’t know why I was so moved. At first I thought it was no big deal. Later, when I thought about it, I had a comparison. I was neglected by my sister and bullied at work, but Nana has been here since she came here. Talking to me and still caring about me, can it be said to be a timely help, anyway, I didn't fall asleep at work that night when I was happy because I had this good friend.

On the second day, we didn’t need a boot station for packaging in the factory. Nana went to work during the day, and those who worked on the night shift rested from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] pm before going to the factory. There were no day shifts and night shifts on that day. , so we have more contacts, that lunch box made me more willing to get close to her, and she was also willing to chat with me.

But after a few days, she gradually felt that the atmosphere in the factory was not right, no, it was not right for me. Every time they chatted, they stopped talking when I talked to Nana, and the whole private room was only our voices. Smiling Tiger would call me by my name and say in a weird way, I talk a lot today, so concentrate on doing things.She heard Smiley Tiger say that I had to grin awkwardly at me, and I stuck out my tongue to show that I didn't care.

In the next two days, Smiley Tiger seemed to be unwilling to hear what I said, so he separated me from Nana. She was there and I went to work on the other side. Although it was still in the same private room, it was a bit far away. After Smiley Tiger separated me from Nana I kept talking to Nana, and other people joined their conversation. Gradually, many people chatted together, laughing softly and laughing loudly, but I was silent.If you want to talk about why the laughing tiger is so deliberate, it's not that I offended her, but that she bullied me if she didn't like me. Those people in the factory are like this. It's not just because of my voice and my silence. I like me, but I don’t like to see me well. There is a strange rule in the factory that is not negotiated openly but formed by themselves, that is, other people can do whatever they want but I can’t, just like if we are at the same table It is inevitable to move when doing things, and when it is moved, it is inevitable that the table will also move, but it is nothing when others move, and someone will definitely scold me when I move.Then they go to work and chat, and I just need to smile and call my name so that I can concentrate on work and do things.

Really, I feel speechless myself, there is no need to target me like that, although I can only smile helplessly when I think of these things now, but later their attitude towards me has improved, and everyone else is willing to talk to me except Smiley Tiger Scolding me for making things difficult for me is another story.

During this period, the factory has been packing or inspecting some products for half a month. We don’t need to turn black and white without turning on the machine. What the factory makes are some decorations, such as Christmas lights. They are all shipped abroad to buy. In fact, I really want to complain about this factory. The quality of those lamps is super poor. But at that time, I was a part-time worker, of course I was not qualified to say whether I was qualified or not. Nana seemed to like those colorful lights very much, and I also liked it, but I was scared by the electricity.

Nana greets me every day at work. Sometimes we can do things together and sometimes we stay far away. It depends on the mood of the smiling tiger. But during that time, Nana didn’t chat with me much. I felt a little bit hated, but It doesn't seem like it's annoying, but in short, I feel that Nana doesn't seem to care about me anymore. Although she greeted me, it was just polite.

Today's job is to sort out the pile of threads in front of me, a bunch of messy threads, first roll into a small ball and then slowly go around here and there to sort out the messy threads, you have to ask why there is such a boring job Ah, that's right, I want to ask too.My mood was messed up because of this messy pile of threads. Nai Nai was sitting quite far away from me, fixing the lamp on the stage and chatting with other people, while I was holding the ball of thread in my hand and looking at her, alone, in the In a corner, blankly, looking at her in that direction, the smiling tiger would call my name when I was in a daze, and the last word sounded the old man. I usually ignored her, as if I had never paid attention to her, I thought she was crazy She always stares at me, and she will call me by my name when I take a break, as if if I stop, it will affect the business in the factory.

A lot of things have changed, what I used to get used to now suddenly can't bear it anymore, seeing them chatting lively together while I'm alone, I'm obviously used to it before and it doesn't matter, but why do I unconsciously look at Nana and take it seriously Listening to the voice of Nana chatting with them, I feel very restless and irritable. It is because I finally got warmth but became flustered by getting close and far away. Yes, this is not an illusion. She has indeed ignored me recently. Like those people in the factory, they ignored me, like a smiling tiger looking at outsiders, and turned their eyes away when they glanced at me. Fortunately, Nana did not have a face full of contempt like a smiling tiger.

Did I say that?She is super beautiful, she seems to like flower buds very much, seriously think about it, it seems that she has never seen her with her hair covered, she is tall and looks slim in any clothes, how old is she when I am, is she a monkey or a rooster? Forget, she probably doesn’t know my real age, we didn’t ask about each other’s family, age, or interests when we were together, so we don’t know each other very well, but we both accept and like everything about each other sincerely, When we were still friends.

I really want to praise her, but the writing is too poor. I can simply say that she has beautiful eyes, nose, mouth, fingers, and hair. She is a beauty.I am much shorter than her, and I have to stand on tiptoe to kiss her cheeks. For such a beautiful person as Nana, surrounded by many people, she would actually like me. I still don’t know if the love she’s talking about is love or friendship. When I desperately want to date, she’s a little embarrassed. Is it because she’s afraid that the road will be too difficult or because she doesn’t really care about me and doesn’t want to refuse to hurt me? I don’t understand.