Stubborn illness

"It's another Mid-Autumn Festival and National Day. I've been here for more than half a year, and I don't have time to take us out. It's a big holiday. Let's take the children to go shopping nearby."

"What's there to go shopping? I just went to XX supermarket last night. Are there any other interesting places around here?"

"Fun place? With kids? Amusement park, park."

"Oh, that's right, where can you go during the big festival? There are so many people."

"That's right. I'm most afraid of going out during the holidays. I'm afraid when I see so many people on the bus."

"If you don't go out, of course adults don't care. Children like to be lively, so we should let them go out for activities, right?"

"Then... tell me, where are you going?"

"Let's go to Zhongshan Park."

"Well... I can do whatever I want." Mother hesitated for a while.

"Then go to Zhongshan Park, bring two children, a family." I made a decision, they packed up some necessary things to carry, led the two little guys, we stood on the side of the road, waved from a distance, shouted, But the bus sped by, and I saw the driver shaking his head apologetically, and saw the densely packed people in the car, like standing enoki mushrooms.

After finally waiting for one that is willing to stop, squeeze in and dangle.

The park is also crowded with people, but the little guy is like a teal duck, croaking, croaking, running back and forth happily. "Dad, I want to row a boat, Dad, I want to row a boat." Quan'er suddenly grabbed my sleeve, took my hand, pointed to the kayak on the lake, and begged.

I bought two tickets, and the family took two boats, stepped in, untied the chains, and as soon as they started to move, the whole body trembled and trembled, "I'm afraid, Dad, I'm very scared, slow down!" ,Slower."

"It's okay, Dad is by your side, don't be afraid, sit still."

"It's not fun anymore, it's not fun, I want to go up, I want to go up, I'm afraid."

"Look at Brother Xiaowu, his mother is not afraid of paddling so fast. See how happy he is smiling. He even told us to hurry up. Look at him waving to us. Shall we come back when we paddle to the center of the lake? "

"No, no, I'm scared, I'm scared, and then I say, Dad, I'm going to pee, I'm going to pee, go up, go up, stop playing, stop playing, it's not fun at all. "

I don't know how courageous he is, but the little guy's face was livid, he shrank into a ball with fright, and trembling, he had no choice but to turn around, go ashore, and take him to the bathroom. There was a long queue outside the women's toilet, and the men's toilet The inside was full of people, and the scene was quite spectacular.

Standing by the urinal in the men's bathroom, some people didn't come here to relieve themselves at all.

Squeeze in a rectangular limited space, unzip the zipper, unbutton the button, take it out slowly, turn your head, keep your eyes scanning forward, backward, left, and right, and when you see the right person, stay fixed and stare at the other person. And down, it fell between the crotch.

The thumb and forefinger gently rubbed the soft or hard, small or huge meat column a few times, the foreskin was opened, there was no urine, some was just lust.

"Daddy, are you alright?" A little girl called out shrilly from outside.

"Oh, okay, okay, you guys go first, I'll be right back."

Hearing the sound, the man trembled, put away all the lewd thoughts in his head, zipped up, straightened his clothes, stepped back, as if changing his face, immediately adjusted his description, pretended to be a modest gentleman, turned around slowly, and took a step.

There was a modified expression on his face, but in fact, as long as people of the same way took a closer look, there was a trace of regret that couldn't be erased from his eyes, and he turned his head several times, reluctant to part.

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Waiting for Brother Xiao Wu and the others to come up, that day, we went all the way, saw animals, took a spaceship, and bought some simple toys. Finally, we were tired of playing, so we came out and followed the way we came.

When I came out of the park gate, my mother said: "Oh, it's useless. I have a urgency to urinate as soon as I took a sip of water. Wait a minute. I'll go in and use the bathroom." Do you want to pee? There will be no place to pee when you get in the car, and there will be a toilet when you get home."

"I'm going." Brother Xiao Wu was the first to raise his hand.

"I'm going too." Quan'er followed.

"You don't need to go in, it's just outside here, just below here, come, I'll take you there." Our family, I was in the front, and they followed, slowly, like a small tourist group.

Near the toilet, for a while, an elderly man walked out quickly from under the bus stop sign, about 1.6 meters five, about 65 kilograms, well-dressed clothes and pants, and neatly combed hair, maybe he caught my eyes Some signals in the book, or maybe I inadvertently revealed some kind of half-hidden secret.

I saw him walking towards me quickly, with a friendly smile on his face like an old friend who had known me for many years. He was almost in front of me, only two meters away. I quickly took a step back, turned my head, and said to my mother When he started talking, he even stretched out his hand to hold Brother Xiaowu's little hand.

Looking back again, I saw the elder stopped in embarrassment, and it took several seconds to turn around, turned around, and retreated under the stop sign just now, with a disappointed and red face, very cute.

I was heartbroken, if it wasn't for my family, this elder would really be my favorite.

A one-sided relationship, it's over, it's gone, look back, look back empty.

All living beings, in the vast sea of ​​people, cannot be found or forgotten.

Where is the elder who came out from the corner and gave me a smile, how are you?

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Then one afternoon, I went to Zhongshan Park alone, walking through the restrooms, I lost the initial nervousness, and I also lost the fear of being a thief at that time. Maybe I became an old fritter, maybe I was thinking That's it, maybe looking for it, maybe just watching.

Entering the park, go straight, turn left and move forward. In a restroom on the left, beside the urinal, on the left, there is an old man standing about 1.6 meters five, about 65 kilograms, with a kind face, clean clothes, short-sleeved T-shirt, seven points Sweatpants and a pair of Nike sneakers look very sharp.

I looked at him, familiar, and he looked at me, smiling.

Coming out of the toilet, he walked straight, crossed a small bridge, and turned into a tree-lined path. I followed him from a distance, and when I saw him start jogging, I also started jogging. Not close, follow all the way.

He turned his head back from time to time, without smiling or saying anything, I always paused with a guilty conscience and sorted out my memory, is it him?Are you still following?Then continue until you catch up, have run a circle, and returned to the door of the toilet just now.

I thought he would go in, but no, "Hello, Uncle." I mustered up my courage and tried to strike up a conversation.

"What?" He turned around alertly.

"Do you come here for a run often?"

"what's wrong?"

"You are handsome." I raised my right hand and drew an S shape from head to toe in front of him one meter away, with a flattering expression on my face.

"You're sick." He gritted his teeth, turned around, and walked away.

In an instant, I was nailed there like a rusted screw, stupid.