Stubborn illness

"Honest Man", an anime avatar of a young man with blue hair and piercing eyes, opened the profile, and it said age: 54, hometown: Hebei. Q name: honest man.I observed for several days.

He also seldom spoke, and it took a long time for him to say a few words, such as "Hello." "Yes."... In the chat room with scrolling pictures and texts, like flying flowers and flowing water, floating on it, disappearing in a flash.

I clicked to add friends, but there was no movement for a long time.

Didi, "Honest Man" agreed to your friend request, and that happened the next night.

Surprise, nervous, although it is not the first time to add friends, there will still be surprises and nervousness, everyone in it, especially everyone I added, I regard them as my own clan, It's like a relative who has been lost for a long time and has no news, but suddenly appears in front of him. The intimacy is hard to describe. When I look at it, there is a voice in my heart: "Oh! It's him, it's him, yes, it's him. "

Then, in an instant, there was a feeling of refuge in my heart.

"Hi, good evening."

"it is good."

Pretending to be unhurried, resisting being neither salty nor bland, chatting a few words.Stuck there, not sure what to say, what to ask?He doesn't ask about my situation, and I don't like to ask people about their height, weight, and waist circumference. At most, I can ask: "Your age?"

"More than 50, hehe."

"Oh, can I see you?" I muster up my courage every time.

"Okay." Waited for a long time again, and after waiting for two words, there was another burst of surprise with a sudden heartbeat.

The video starts slowly. On the screen, it’s not dark in the middle of winter, and then some dark light shines on a wall painted with gray and white lime. It’s a corner of a simple house, dim, narrow,….

"and you?"

"Wait a moment."

I held my breath again, and waited for a long time. I found out that in the dim light, a half-figure appeared, indistinct and vaguely recognizable: round face, high nose, big eyes, thick eyebrows, and sparse hair. , the forehead is shiny, the head portrait, especially this series of appearance actions, matched with the Q name, restrained, simple, and a bit interesting.

"Hello." I sent two more words.

"Hi, did you see that?"

"I see, very handsome."

"I am old, but you are young and handsome."

"Hehe, thank you." I was very moved, he didn't turn off the video immediately, and he even praised me for being handsome.

.........................

"Where are you?"

"I'm in Foshan, Guangdong, how about you?"

"I'm in Hebei, what do you do?"

"I work part-time, private enterprise, feed factory, what about you?"

"I'm in..., logistics."

Our chat went on so simply, chat for a while, stop for a while, and go online every day to say hello, "What's your name, what should I call you?" I asked him that day.

"My surname is Zhang, let me call you brother."

"Brother Zhang, hehe." I told him my real surname, and then sweetly called Brother Zhang. "Hey, Xiao Lai." He also responded readily, and sent a mischievous emoji.Later, we told each other each other's mobile phone numbers.Even when you are offline, you have to send a few text messages before you can go to sleep.

"Brother, have you ever been to Guangdong?"

"I've been there."

"Business trip?"

"Business."

"Oh, when?"

"A long time ago."

"Will it still come?"

"There is no chance now, hehe."

"Oh, when you retire, come here to travel."

"Okay."

"Our boss said that this year's annual output will reach XXXXX tons. The whole factory will go to Beijing for a trip, and we will find you then."

"Okay, welcome, I will pick you up in person then."

We chatted lightly like this for about a month, and we didn't talk very deeply, but during that month, the first time we went online every night, we just checked to see if he was there, and to see if his QQ profile picture was dim. Yes, it is still shining, even if you don't speak, seeing it is shining, your heart will feel quiet and at ease. During those days, I picked a song "The Sound of Silence", and I could see the green hills and valleys, thin clouds and light mist, I You can hear the fluttering of butterfly wings, the blooming of mountain flowers,...there is no happiness like being here.

Suddenly, I didn’t see him online for several days, and I lost my soul. I sent a message, but there was no reply, and I called his cell phone. The ring tone of the cell phone was a warm saxophone: "Go Home", "Hello, hello."

"Hi, I'm in a meeting." Then hung up.Still not online at night, I went into the chat room, the cat was there, and I saw his profile picture and his Q name, I sent a message: "Brother Zhang, is that you?" Inexplicably, another person sent a cursing message: "You southern barbarian,...!" It was really inexplicable.

"Brother Zhang, can I have a look at you?" Although the profile picture was dark.Dududu, it was just invisible. I was very pleasantly surprised. I sat up straight, clicked to receive, and the video started. The luxury of the space I saw was no less than that of the rich families in urban romance dramas. Behind him was A large living room with bright and clean windows, tea table, tea set, mahogany furniture, leather sofa, a gleaming stainless steel clothes rack about two meters long, with several branches branching out from the rack, hanging a clean police uniform with two bars on the shoulders Samsung, he said before that he was working as a security guard, just this suit....

"Brother Lai, do you want to see mine?"

"Think." I didn't know that he would be like that, but I really watched him like that, took off his shirt, took off his pants, and took off all the restraints, a piece of black hair, a hard iron pestle..., I was shocked shocked.

"Oh, I miss you, Lai, I miss you, Lai, oh."

"Well, I miss you too, I miss you too, um, ummm." Undoubtedly, she complied and couldn't disappoint him.

"Oh, oh, oh..." A piece of milky white splashed out, like ice crystals that had condensed on the windshield.Turn off the video, "Thank you." "Thank you." We sent the same words.

Later, the content of our chat was still not too deep, and gradually, gradually, it seemed that there were no words.I like it, I like it, but his family background emerges in my mind, recalling the inexplicable infamy, the end of the song, the wild sand in the desert, "New Dragon Inn", Maggie Cheung: "The coquettish life, in the end , the one who was willing to leave for me turned out to be only a Tartar.”

Random thoughts, confusing words and sentences, knowing that we can't climb high, we have nothing to say!