Stubborn illness

"I'm at Liuhua Station." When I reported my exact location, I felt terrified.

"What kind of DVDs do you have? Two men?" I lowered my voice timidly, for fear that someone beside me would listen.

"Yes, there are, 3P, 4P, group sex, European, Asian, all."

"Are there middle-aged ones? Asian ones." I don't know what 3p4p is, and I don't know what group sex is.

"Yes." On the other end of the phone, he was very decisive and straightforward, feeling a little bit like whether you want to or not, and don't want to be pushed down.

"Oh, okay, let me take a look first." I hung up the phone, hesitating, nameless nervous, with curiosity and excitement, my mind was fighting, even my body seemed a little shy, and after a long time, I took out my phone again and dialed In the past: "Hey, where are you?" This time it was my turn to ask him.

"I'm near XXX, take XX car, transfer to XX car, get off at XX station, walk 50 meters ahead, turn right, XX community, you will see a forest, call me there."

"Oh, how much is a disc?"

"See what discs you buy? How many discs do you buy? One hundred and fifty, one hundred, fifty, everything."

"Oh..., then..." I was at a loss for words for a while, maybe it was because it was too expensive, maybe because I had to get on and off the bus, the forward and reverse route was too tortuous, maybe because "a forest" was too dark and scary,... .

To go or not to go, I began to hesitate again.

Standing next to a small store near Liuhua Station, the clock is about to point to [-] o'clock in the evening, and I have to go back to Foshan, "Go, go all out, even if you risk your life!"

Always follow your inner voice!

I went to the bathroom again, found a pit, closed the door, unzipped my backpack, took out the few hundred dollars left, took one, folded it, pressed it tightly, stuffed it into a shoe or a sock, Like what some people did on the train going south, I thought, in case..., as long as the other party doesn't hurt anyone, I won't sleep on the street if I take my backpack and wallet away, and it's because of this kind of inability to speak up. the reason.

I got in the car, the horses and horses roamed around, the lights were neon, the prosperity and prosperity in front of me had nothing to do with me, my destination was framed in an unknown darkness, I found the community, I found the woods.

"Hi, hello, I'm here." I told him that I only had three or four hundred yuan, and told him that I wanted Asian, mature, and not under 400 years old..., I told him some of my thoughts, only I dare not bargain with him alone.

"Oh, wait a minute."

Hang up the phone, hold the mobile phone in the left hand, and the shoulder strap of the backpack in the right hand, intertwined with each other in front of the chest, behind is the gate of the community, the electric gate, wide open, in front of it are tall buildings, Western style, which looks simple and heavy, beside him A piece of big banyan tree with hanging roots, swaying in the wind, ghostly, vivid, and a burst of panic and excitement coexist, and the panic is greater than the excitement.

Not long after, "Boom." With a blunt sound, the door on the first floor of a certain building in front opened and closed. A black figure, neither fat nor tall, was wearing a peaked cap, with his left hand in his trouser pocket and a small nylon bag in his right. Walk towards me quickly.

"It's you?"

"you are?"

"Here." He held up his right hand.

"How much?" It was like we were in a drug deal.

"Three hundred, eight in total, I'll give you a few more."

"Thank you." I also want to ask what kind of one he gave me and whether he has followed my request, but I can't ask anymore. "Well, what kind of car should I take to get to Jiaokou from here, and where is the car?"

"To Jiaokou? Now to Jiaokou?"

"Yes, I want to go back to Foshan, and I have to go to Jiaokou first."

"Oh, let's take 202. 202 should be at the entrance of the cellar, but it's not nearby. It's a little far away. It's outside." He raised his finger and looked at the mechanical watch on his wrist: "There should be a car at this time, but from here It's a bit far in the past, let's go, I'll take you to the station, and I happen to be taking a walk too."

"Thank you." All the panic and preparedness disappeared. This man was not much taller than me, dressed casually and wearing a peaked cap. We exited the community, walked through the busy city, and walked on a relatively secluded newly opened road with greenery on the side of the road. There is no vegetation in the belt yet, and there is a river next to it, dim street lights, quiet running water, and the evening wind blowing on the face, exuding a soft and refreshing feeling.

"Are there many people who come to you to buy discs?" In fact, I want to ask if there are many people like me?

"A lot, not so much now. Now they can be downloaded on the computer. In the past two years, I sometimes sold more than 1 yuan a day, but it was more expensive at that time." His tone at the moment and The tone of voice was much gentler and more soothing than the one on the phone, as if they were two people.

"Really?" I was very surprised. I was surprised that it could sell for more than 1 yuan a day. I was surprised that it was more expensive before?It's not cheap now!

"Who are the most people who come to buy discs?" I want to ask if they are young or old.

"Most are Europeans. Of course, there are also many Japanese and Taiwanese. There are also mainlanders, but there are relatively few."

"Oh." We walked side by side, about [-] to [-] centimeters apart, just walking side by side, chatting, thinking in our minds, so many people, so many people, where are they?Where are they?

"In our kingdom, there is only night and no day." Mr. Bai Xianyong's "Nie Zi" has not been read carefully until now, but I have heard this sentence from others many times. Please allow me to borrow it.

"I'm sorry, I don't know whether I should ask, are you... are you gay too?" I was looking at the dark and quiet river beside me when I asked, and after two seconds of asking, I turned my head, Looking at him seriously.

"Yes, I am." He was very calm and natural.

"Oh, you..., when did you find out that you are such a person?"

"I knew I was this kind of person very early, in middle school, I was sure that I was this kind of person in middle school."

"Oh, you..., did you find it?" I felt a bit pushy.

"I have a boyfriend. We have been together for many years." He was still calm, gentle and gentle. He raised his right foot and kicked it lightly. A gravel rolled forward a few times.

"You are waiting here for the bus. There should be some cars. The last bus time has not yet passed. There should be cars. The road is newly opened, and the bus line is also newly opened. There is no stop sign here, so I will take you out. It’s not easy for you to find it yourself, it’s still relatively remote.”

Even though I was struggling at the time and refused to admit that I was gay, even though the words or information about gays I saw were hidden in a corner of the book or graffiti on the door of the public toilet, but later, until now, I have always thought and believed that the vast majority of comrades are relatively kind and friendly. Most of them may be because of the very good impression this person gave me, or because of the journey, or because of the journey along the way. talk.

The car came and said goodbye to each other.

I bought a second-hand TV set and a DVD player that was on sale in the mall, and I seemed extremely anxious.

Eight discs, half of which are from Westerners, and some are wearing blue and white striped navy suits. In a seemingly abandoned warehouse, one person, and then two people hugged and kissed each other, and slowly took off their clothes.

There are several people, African, black, tall, thick, crazy, beast-like...  

There are Japanese, two elderly people in their 50s, doing foreplay in a slow manner.There are also people from Taiwan who speak sweetly....

well!I spent 300 yuan and risked my life to go there. I just want to know how two men love with their bodies.

It turned out that at first, at first, the behavior in the picture made me a little sick.