Stubborn illness

In order to save money and to experience social life in advance, I didn’t go home during the summer vacation of the second year. I stayed with Xiami and w, who rented a house next to the farmer’s market. Xiami stopped to concentrate on painting in his free time, and w went to Beidaihe.

The boy looked for temporary workers everywhere, and went to many restaurants that advertised recruitment in front of the door. They either didn’t recruit summer workers, or…, the boss took a look, and some were very polite: “Sorry, we only recruit female workers.” Some were very straightforward: “ No more recruiting, it’s full.” Some were so mean that they didn’t even look straight in the face: “Is that you?” They turned and left.

The boy walked alone on the scorching hot street, empty, helpless, confused...

Later, I went to sell instant noodles and Fumanduo instant noodles. In Haidian District, I was full of enthusiasm. I got up before dawn every day and rushed there from Chaoyang District. , the male host is very strong, the female host is very petite, and may be hardworking. Both of them have weathered faces, dark and brown complexion, cheerful and forthright temperament.

"These people, how should I put it, you'll know it when you see it a lot."

"You are a poor student, you don't need to give it, you might as well give it to me."

One morning, as usual, the difference was that when the boy was selling instant noodles to the aunts and uncles who were going to buy vegetables with a smile on his face, he saw many people around him stop and turn their heads to one place, as if it happened suddenly What an accident.The boy looked around, not far ahead, along the various stalls in the morning market, three people lined up, two men in their thirties were lying on the ground, the former was missing an arm, the latter was missing an arm. One leg, the sole of a rubber shoe like a tire was tied with a rough hemp rope at the missing part, crawling forward all the way, crying loudly, followed by a little girl about four or five or six years old, with two horns of hair tied up indiscriminately. , with a dirty body and a face like a cat, holding a medium-sized stainless steel bowl in his hand, and a canvas bag the size of a schoolbag hanging on his chest, with a dull expression.

The kind-hearted uncle took out ten yuan and 20 yuan from his pocket, approached the girl, and put it in a bowl. The compassionate old aunt gave her the cash, and stuffed two apples into the canvas bag. The girl with messy hair, turned around, with tears on her face, and some people gave fifty or even a hundred, but there were fewer stall owners.

Seeing such a scene for the first time, the boy felt like an overturned taste bottle, filled with sadness, sympathy, and bitterness. He reached into his pocket and took out the only ten yuan he had set for himself every day. Expenses, including fares.

"Sister, please open the ten yuan for me."

"What? Do you want to give it too?"

"Give me a little, it will feel better."

"You don't know, these people are very rich, and they built small western-style buildings at home."

The boy insisted that she open it, and she said: "Forget it, you are a poor student, you are not as good as I give, and we all give the same." The boy saw that she took five yuan from her pocket and threw it into the stainless steel basin.

"You'd better open it for me, anyway, I need change for the car later."

The woman smiled: "You, why are you so twisted."

The morning market closed that day, and the boy walked to the opposite road to take a bus. In the bus shelter, the three people looked brand new, with new clothes and new pants, and they were also waiting for the bus. , No longer crying, no longer sad face looks calm and peaceful.Seeing this scene, the boy felt another feeling in his heart. Maybe everything else is really fake, but the lack of arms and legs is real.

Summer vacation is over and a new semester begins.

In the blink of an eye, one year, three years, two and a half years in school, and the last six months, some have applied for correspondence courses, some have taught themselves law, and some..., many people are in love.

In the small restaurant in front of the school, there are a plate of peanuts, two bowls of sliced ​​noodles, two boys, the boy and his middle school classmate, the guy fell out of love, and asked the boy to come out and listen to his bitterness, and the boy was willing to be the audience.

On Wangfujing Street, there are two men and one woman, the boy is walking in front, the girl is in the middle, followed by a tall man, walking for a while, the girl asks the boy to wait, hunchback, right hand propped up, making a very tired expression, looking at Boy: "Xiao X, you carry me for a while, I'm so tired."

The boy is so helpless, and the tall man behind him is even more helpless, but he is very gentleman, and he always has a sweet smile on his face, as if he has eaten honey, overflowing at the corners of his mouth. If you look carefully at the eyes, there is a bit of evil, It's dark, it's all because the face is so ordinary and distorted.

The boy felt sympathetic: "Ah Zhen, ask Lu Li to carry you."

"Well... no, I have to recite it on you." The girl snorted tenderly, winking and grimacing.The boy stood still and didn't look back, never thinking that the girl really climbed up: "Go, you carry me."

At that moment, the boy was shy, thinking that Ah Zhen insisted on inviting him, and went to make a light bulb at most, but he didn't know that he became a eunuch.This Ah Zhen, if you don’t like her, just reject her directly, this Lu Li, if she doesn’t like you, just let her go, why bother the third person so much, but fortunately, Lu Li worked hard, and then they got better, Heard it for years.

On the window sill of the dormitory on the sixth floor, there was a person standing outside, and several people standing inside. The one standing outside raised his arms and was furious, while the one inside spread his hands and repeatedly argued. The two people seemed to be confronting each other because of the same girl. The two buffaloes were about to collide with each other, fighting to the death. The boy heard the news and rushed over, playing the role of peacemaker.

"He? Don't you? You think I'm so tasteless?" The girl's eyes rolled around, her face was exaggerated, and her mouth was opened wide.

"What, he looks so good, like a big star, even more handsome than Andy Lau."

"You mean Mr. Gao? Go...! It came from an empty shell."

"No, he's full of muscles, look."

"It's not this, I mean he has no connotation, no taste." The girl folded her right palm, facing the boy's ear, and lowered her voice.

"People say that you are together, so pretend." The boy was serious, pretending to be a detector, gossiping.

"Who said it? Who said it?" Seeing the girl who sang "Story of a Small Town" in front of her and always looked like a doll, she seemed to have been caught, and she seemed to be listening to the Arabian Nights. He raised his left hand, half-covered his mouth, hee hee hee... hee hee hee, smiling to himself like a sheep.

"La la la, look at that sweet face, yes it is, and keep it so secret, virtue!"

"Oh, even Xiao X doesn't believe me anymore, so there's nothing I can do."

"Is that so?"

"Yes, that's not the case!" The girl was firm and pretended to be angry.

Yes or no, love can be reversed if you want to, but I still feel a little against the sky. After a few years, see Huang Jiang again. They really got married. There are more than [-] people in the class. There are no less than seven or eighty-nine pairs of intentions, and they are the only ones who can achieve positive results. They were so pessimistic at first, oops!Love!bless!

In these pursuits of friendship and love that are as simple as white water and sugar, the boy is like a soybean sprout that breaks through the soil, holds his head in his palms, and has not been opened. In fact, boys also have love, and love is hidden. He was so moved that he dared not act.

It's late at night, but it's not that deep. After sunrise, there is only this cloud.Obviously, the flying sand made a noise for all living beings, but after the wind passed, I was the only one.Dazzling and shocking, the raindrops hit me, from far to near, not only made my face dusty.When the earth is bright and the sky is dark, not only this lamp, but the light and heat only illuminate one person.Ask God, is it you who is either crying or laughing?Flickering is that you?Are you awake or drunk?Sojourner, turn around and smile, is that you?Is that you in a flash?

That day, that scene, don't keep it low, don't let it go, let's go!move!

Gathering and breaking up, getting along separated, before leaving, Kunlun Hotel came to the school to recruit, and seemed to have called the students with better image in the class to interview, but none of them stayed, they all came back, returned to their respective household registration places, and went their separate ways future.

No assignment, no recommendation, in [-], the Lantern Festival was not over, the boy went to Dongguan to look for a job, kept looking, kept hitting a wall, lived in classmate W's house, did not dare to go out to look for it, was alone, watching the TV In front of the camera, "New Dragon Inn" starring Mr. Ma Jingtao, the subtitles rose, and the ending song, listening to it, always burst into tears.

Recalling those years in technical secondary school, at first, the boy who was depressed and bitterly cold was like a super five-guarantee household. He was grateful for the comfort of his classmates and accepted the teacher's giving. Gradually, he stretched and blossomed, and began to try surfing.

However, after the waves receded and the tide passed, in the vast open land, the boy was like a stranded fish, bouncing and struggling in the hot sun, struggling to breathe.