A glance at the city-Star essay

Not long after Tang Song left, Qin Qin's heart ached, and dense sweat flowed down his forehead, which soon wet his bangs. This was Qin Qin's old problem.

Ever since he broke up with Gu Qing, whenever he was caught in the memory of Gu Qing, his chest would be filled with overwhelming pain, and every nerve that twisted him felt like a needle prick.

Qin Qin curled up on the sofa and clenched the clothes on his chest desperately, feeling the suffocation of his heart seemed to be constricted, his eyes widened in the dark trying to suppress the rapid breathing.

As for Gu Qing, before he could react, he sank into it with muddy feet, and plunged into it at an age that he could not grasp anything.

Gu Qing is indifferent, clean, with such eyes, if you can't get it, you want it even more.

Desire is like a spark that starts a prairie fire, love him, want him, get him, all Qin Qin's passion, desire, and resistance are on the verge of collapsing when they meet Gu Qing's indifferent and clear eyes.

Gu Qing is a poison, once infected, it will be entangled for a lifetime, until death, but I can't get rid of it, can't avoid it, I can only let it attack the whole city, pouring out my body, for the thousands of changes it brings Feeling warm and cold.

"Qin Qin, you will follow the above statement tomorrow. No matter what the media asks, you must not let go. You must say that this is just a KISS between friends. It is a joke. There is no other meaning. Please correct me again. Manuscript..."

Qin Qin leaned lazily on the back of the wooden art chair and threw the manuscript in his hand on the table, raised his eyebrows, and there was a kind of playfulness in his slender and long eyes:

"Didn't you say you want to hide it in the snow? Why are you holding a press conference again?"

Wei He sighed, picked up the stack of manuscripts, and the face of this usually indifferent man also showed unspeakable burnout and exhaustion:

"The company is thinking about the benefits you have created in the past few years, and many people have helped you speak out there, so this matter will be treated as an oolong scandal, but the current society is not so friendly to homosexuals. Tolerance, if it's just you, it's easier to handle. Gu Qing is involved in your matter. His image is too positive and his reputation is too great. Now there is a lot of noise in the outside world, and everyone believes that your sexual orientation is a problem. The fact that you were attacked by fans didn’t have a good outcome, which is why you ended up so hard this time. Otherwise, the company would not have decided to hide it directly. Now that you have this opportunity, no matter what the facts are, your answer is also only one……"

"Gu Qing is looking for you?... Don't lie to me, I don't believe that the company will suddenly cancel my intention to hide because of someone else's words."

Wei He was a little stunned. He raised his eyes to look at the person opposite him and then nodded. He seemed a little embarrassed to speak, his face was unpredictable, and finally decided to say:

"Yes, otherwise, you know, everything won't go so smoothly. You can just follow my request for tomorrow's press conference. Later...Gu Qing...he will arrange it."

Qin Qin's complexion remained unchanged, his tone was still casual, but with some indescribable bitterness:

"Then what is he going to do?"

"You just need to control the scene tomorrow. Gu Qing said that he would find the child and talk to him. Then he would explain it with a misunderstanding. In addition, Chen Ke also promised to help you prove her identity and your scandalous relationship." Speaking of it, the credibility is much higher, to be honest... I don't know how Gu Qing persuaded her, after all, Chen Ke and you seem to be... well, not very good, and Gu Qing will find someone from the company..."

"How much will it cost?"

"what?"

"I said about how much is it including my liquidated damages and the liquidated funds for activities during this period?"

Wei He was stunned for a moment. Actually, he had already calculated these things some time ago. He didn't know the meaning of Qin Qin's question, but he still replied:

"The company did some calculations before, excluding the liquidated damages to the company, it is more than 7000 million, and the total is almost [-] million, because the company signed a lot of contracts because of your popularity last year, but this time because of the damage to the image, basically... ...you should understand."

Qin Qin nodded to express his understanding. The breath on his body was so heavy that Wei He didn't know what to say. In fact, Wei He admitted that he was not a good economic person. He is very serious about his work, but he doesn't care at all whether the stars brought out by his hands are popular or not, even if he brought Qin Qin three years ago.

To be honest, he felt that the company had passed a bit this time, no matter how many years Gu Qing had made considerable profits in the company, it was really chilling that he didn't give Qin Qin any chance this time.

Qin Qin is the most thoughtful person he has ever brought, and also the most relaxed entertainer. As long as you book the itinerary for him, he can always do everything flawlessly. His flawless acting skills make everyone believe it is true , will always remain in the middle of the first-rate, the last, and the second-rate, but unfortunately he is also the most difficult artist he has ever managed. He is too affectionate, and this affection will destroy him.

Before going out, he glanced at Qin Qin, the man was still sitting there, his slightly feminine face exuded a complex aura that was similar to anger or sharpness, his hair grew a little longer, the short hair that was almost shoulder length was thin and dense , just like this person has the indomitable toughness.

If two people stay together for a long time, they will always acquire some similar habits. If you deliberately imitate a person for many years, whether in private or externally, you will basically not get rid of this habit. It has poured into your Limbs and limbs, bones and blood, when you want to get rid of it, you find that you can't get rid of it long ago.

Chu Nan hates Gu Qing, no... it should be disgust, but he can't help but imitate him, from how he treats people to how he behaves, even though he doesn't want to speak with that look, his facial expression has already reflexively imitated him. adjusted to that.

But he is not Gu Qing, how realistic the society is now, you have no status and put on a bad face to show that you are just looking for it, Chu Nan has suffered a lot of bullying for this, so he hates Gu Qing even more, but he doesn't know that Gu Qing was stronger than him back then Still miserable.

He denied that he was jealous of Gu Qing, and he even felt that without Gu Qing, he could have reached his previous status and even be better than him.

However, when Yu Zhengzhu really stood together, Chu Nan realized that he was left with low self-esteem and helplessness. He didn't even know where to put his hands. The man sitting in front of him was just a gesture. Nan can guarantee that he has done this action countless times, but now he feels unparalleled pressure.

It's like a fake in front of the real one. Even if you imitate it well, it's still remarkable when you take it out alone, but you can still see through it at a glance when you put it together with the real one.

That's the difference between ruby ​​and glass!

He felt that no matter what he did, he was deliberate, nakedly exposing all his embarrassment to this person, but the person in front of him was like a mountain, blocking all his paths, but he could still see himself clumsily and desperately on the lake. Embarrassed figure.

Gu Qing did not do anything other than drink a few sips of water from the glass. He only found out about the whereabouts of this child yesterday, so he asked someone to contact him and asked him out. Himself, a pure cotton hoodie with a small black suede vest, is thin and thin. If he didn't know that his father died early, he would regard this man as his brother. If many people see a man who is like himself People who look alike and even act alike will definitely feel a sense of trance, but Gu Qing didn't feel any emotions beyond reason, he has a cold temper, even if this person is exactly the same as himself, he won't feel special Feel.

Explaining the purpose of coming here in detail, Gu Qing waited for the person opposite to give a reply. His voice was always clear like a young man's, but this time because of a cold, there was an obvious nasal and muffled tone in his words. .

"Didn't you and Qin Qin break up? Why did you help him? Are you guilty? Because he likes you? Or is it because he hasn't forgotten you for so many years and found someone like you to comfort himself, so you are ashamed? How did you fall out with him in the first place, I really can't figure out how he loves you so much?"

Chu Nan sarcastically pretended to be arrogant like a cat with its teeth and claws open, he smiled evilly and deliberately.

However, the person on the opposite side was still indifferent, and Chu Nan felt that this person seemed to be isolated from the world. He was not as unattainable as a thousand mountains and snow at dusk, nor was he proudly and independent, nor was he as elegant as a green lotus. There is always a remoteness in the world that is not inaccessible to people.

He is so clear and indifferent, he clearly sees all the magnificence of mountains and rivers, and all the traces that fall into his eyes, but slowly go away like flowing clouds in an instant, nothing can enter his heart, and he can't be shocked at all. ripples.

Gu Qing put down the cup in his hand, and the glass cup glowed with colorful light under the light, reflecting the colorful colors on the table. He raised his eyes to look at the person opposite, and obviously felt that the other person's aura had weakened. He shook his head and said:

"No, I'm not guilty."

"he loves you!!!"

"So what? No one stipulates that your love must be responded to, right? Love is just a matter of one person."

Seeing Gu Qing's indifferent look, Chu Nan felt a surge of anger. He curled his lips into a half-smiling arc, and said maliciously:

"Tsk... You are such a cold-blooded person, Qin Qin is really pitiful, you don't know that every time he makes love with me, he calls your name, that is so sad, I feel pitiful when I hear it, I was thinking about how he endured it after you have been together for so many years... You never woke up in the morning and found that your waist was so sore, or you had a few extra marks on your body..."

He thought that Gu Qing would get angry or fly into a rage and ask him to shut up, no matter what, he would just give a little reaction, and he wouldn't make himself act like a clown in a one-man show. Seeing the indifference and clarity that sees through people's hearts, it directly falls into your heart, making all emotions invisible, Chu Nan feels that even his hidden disgust and inferiority towards the other party are directly dissected in front of the other party.

So he finally stopped this malicious conversation.

When he accepted the feigned malice, he felt that he didn't know what to do. He still felt embarrassed, and his every move was like performing magic. The audience has already seen through your tricks, and you still can't stop. Still going on.

"Okay, why do you think I should go to some press conference to clarify, we are dating now, and I love him very much, I think it would be better to announce it now"

Gu Qing shook his head: "Maybe you..." Gu Qing said, frowning slightly, he hadn't been able to say the word love: "I like him, but you only do this because you hate me." He didn't wait for Chu Nan to argue and said again : "But you have to know, this little thing can't hurt me, you go outside and see for yourself, there are more people who hurt him now, and more people who feel sorry for me."

Chu Nan looked at him gloomyly, and squeezed out a few words from his throat:

"You are so cold-blooded, he is going crazy for you."

Gu Qing didn't speak, and lowered his head to drink water. He has gained some weight recently, and the clothes he wore before are now just right. He is wearing a brown casual jacket with a black gown underneath, to get rid of the one-sided two imaginings that are at stake. Sitting together is really like a pair of brothers.

After a while, Gu Qing said, "Then do you want to help him?"

"Why should I help him? I'm only with him to hurt you. He always sees you when he looks at me. He calls you by your name when he makes love. It's you even in his dreams. How can I save you?" He, I will not save him." Chu Nan's hysterical words gradually turned into weeping: "But why do I like him, Gu Qing, I hate you, I hate you, I hate him because you are in my heart... …I hate you……"

Gu Qing looked at the sobbing boy covering his face, his eyes were full of pity, he didn't know how to comfort this boy who was eight years younger than him, but in the end he still didn't do anything, after Chu Nan recovered from his emotions, he had already seen He didn't look like he was crying a moment ago, and the lingering gloom seemed to fade away in an instant, he asked:

"I can promise you, but I want to go abroad, and I want 1000 million in cash."

Gu Qing nodded: "Yes, I will help you arrange where you want to go. Actually...you are still young, you can go to study more, and if you want, you can come to me when you have something to do."

"Aren't you afraid that I will be a black hole and blackmail you in the future?"

Chu Nan laughed as if crying, Gu Qing shook his head:

"You won't. If you can, I can do it. You don't have to worry about it."

After the two reached an agreement, Qingqing was about to leave. As soon as the two opened the door, Gu Qing's phone rang, so he had to go back and take out his mobile phone to answer it. Susu's voice was on the other side, a little cold and helpless:

"Gu Qing, go and turn on the TV."

Gu Qing asked what was wrong but started to panic in his heart. He quickly turned on the Internet TV in the room, and Chu Nan behind him saw that his face was not very good, followed him in and wanted to ask him what was going on, and then he knew the reason in the next second, Crystal On the screen, the man with enchanting eyebrows smiled casually, facing the reporter's questioning about homosexuality, he lazily said:

"Well, yes, my sexual orientation is gay, are you prejudiced against homosexuality?"

The reporter didn't know whether it was because of surprise or something, he didn't speak for a while, the lights flickered, and the white side of his eyes dangled, and the reporters raised their microphones and began to ask:

There are rumors on the Internet that you and Gu Qing used to be lovers. You dated because of that person and Gu Qing, is that true?

After hearing this, Qin Qin burst out laughing, the laughter was sharp and short, and for some reason, the media present didn't know how to react to the person involved. When they all looked at each other and didn't know what to say, Qin Qin suddenly stopped. He let out a laugh, looked at the camera with open eyebrows, and said with a sarcasm: "No, you also know that Gu Qing and I don't have a good relationship, so if you see someone who looks so similar to him, please bully me."

This is the first time that Gu Qing has replayed it, he doesn't care anymore, he is neither angry nor disappointed, he just sits on the chair, his always indifferent and clear eyes sink and float, leaving only exhaustion and burnout.

Half an hour ago, Chu Nan thought it was impossible to see other emotions from Gu Qing, but now seeing him, he couldn't feel joy.

I don't know if it's for my previous agreement, or for the burnout-wrapped person in front of me.

After a while, Gu Qing raised his head and said to Chu Nan with his expression unchanged:

"What I said before still counts. I'll call you later. You should go back first."

Chu Nan didn't know what to say, he didn't feel that the person in front of him needed his comfort, not to mention that two hours of being together couldn't erase his dislike for this person, and finally he nodded and turned to leave. Before leaving, he seemed to be He was talking to himself, but the voice just reached Gu Qing's ears:

"I keep forgetting to ask you, do you love him?"

After a long time in the quiet room, a low and inaudible whisper came:

"perhaps."