A glance at the city-Star essay

"I disagree, Gu Qing, you are too willful this time!!!"

The protagonist who can make Susu so angry is sitting on the sofa beside him. Gu Qing didn't speak, his black and clear eyes were focused and firm, he looked straight at Susu, and there was an irresistible air in the silent confrontation. Determination.

Susu knows him well. If you stay by a person's side for ten years, you can know what he is thinking with just one expression. That's why Susu is even more angry. She restrained her tone from poking at others, Trying to dispel Gu Qing's thoughts:

"Gu Qing, think about it clearly, the price you have to pay for taking over this matter! Have you forgotten how you got to this position from so much ridicule and public opinion? Do you know how many people are waiting for you? Down? Do you understand how serious Qin Qin's current situation is? If you don't intervene, you have already been implicated like this, and you still have to help him. What do you want others to think? Yes... the company is yours, and you have the right to sign who will win it Who, but you have to know the pros and cons. If there is no such thing, you have to sign Qin Qin. I will not say a word, but the situation is different now. Have you read what the media said? Do you know how many Qin Qin have now? The event has been breached, you signed it now, let alone say that your efforts may be ruined, the huge liquidated damages and debts alone are worth more than [-] million, I know money can be made, but you forgot what you said ?Your dream may be postponed for many years or impossible to realize because of him. Your day and night creation may no longer be appreciated by anyone. If you don’t think about yourself, can you think about my hard work day and night? Qing, listen to me, don't worry about these things, let me take care of it, okay?"

There is nothing more tormenting than waiting, especially waiting for the unknown. After Susu said these words, Gu Qing lowered his head, and his hands were spread out in front of his knees. She is as slender as a woman but not so weak and boneless.He is a born king. Since his first album, his raging ambition has spurred him day and night, and he has created his own era, honor and crown.

He never stopped from the very beginning, and he couldn't stop later. Too many fantasies and longings were placed on him. There are countless people behind him who can live because of him. He dare not fall down, let alone fall down. If he fell down, how could he be worthy of those sufferings in the past.

But put all this on the balance, the other end of the balance is Qin Qin, the person who took pictures of countless years, and reversed the fleeting years and left a brand in his heart. , the man said in his ear:

My name is Qin Xiaoran...

That person's black and charming slender eyes were the only picture I saw, and the calm words seemed to suppress the monstrous emotions presented in a flat manner. If it was this person, would everything be worth it?

Gu Qing raised his head and looked at Susu again, with a childish stubbornness in his eyes: "Sister Su, I understand, but..."

"You understand, what do you understand? You don't understand anything at all... You don't understand it's going to destroy you, you don't understand anything"

Susu interrupted Gu Qing's words, and the pretended calm finally broke. Her tone was hysterical and violent, and the long-suppressed fear was released with this sound:

"What do you want me to say, Gu Qing, you think I don't know anything. Since I took over you in the second year, which of your big scandals was not because of Qin Qin, but the first time because others said he was bad. You got into a fight with someone in the bar, and the second time you got into a young model scandal, it was because he, Qin Qin, took someone back and fucked him. You are righteous, and you sent someone back in the middle of the night. How many such things are there? Can you count? Ah? A reporter from CNN came to visit you from the United States. You were two hours late for Qin Qin’s birthday, which resulted in you being blocked by the American media within two years. How much more can I say about this? I thought it would be fine if you separated, hmph... Qin Qin almost fell down the year before last, how many opportunities did you pass up that allowed you to quickly gain a foothold abroad, and you finished the three-day workload in less than two days, you are desperate My job is to set aside time to act in fields that you never want to try, how about now? You still have to sacrifice your achievements of more than ten years just to redeem an artist who is about to be buried in the snow, hehe... Gu Qing, I should What are you talking about, you already knew that, why did you fall out in the first place, now what are you going to tell me, could it be you fucking..."

love him?

Susu suddenly closed her mouth, the abrupt interruption was like a fishbone stuck in her throat, sharp and scorching, as her pupils dilated, she subconsciously covered her mouth, what did she almost say just now?

Isn't she messy enough?

Looking at Gu Qing on the opposite side in a panic, that person had already stood up, his expression was too vague, like the corner of a shadow front hidden behind the dense mist, she knew what was there, but didn't know what it was?

At this time, Susu was suddenly a little confused. Since when did she not see through her Gu Qing?

Gu Qing stepped forward and pulled Susu's hand down. He was taller than Susu, making him look extraordinarily tall and tall in front of this small-looking woman. Gu Qing's expression was gentle, and his movements were also gentle. Even with helpless pampering, he patted Susu's head, pushed her messy hair behind her ears, and his plain words were gentle:

"Sister Su, believe me, I have never let you down, haven't I? No matter which award you just say that I will definitely get it, no matter how many gossips and gossips, you can't stop it. Believe me, I will not fall down, even if I can stand up even if I fall down..."

What else can I say, Susu wants to sneer, what can she say, Gu Qing insists on helping, how can she refuse?

But Gu Qing looked at her with that look, that clean look like a god, so firm and meaningless, as if as long as it was what he said, you have no reason not to believe it, and in the end Susu compromised, she didn't even have any extra emotions. If you don't have time to think about it, you already believe it. Whatever Gu Qing says, you will do it...

After Susu left, the room returned to silence again. Gu Qing leaned on the sofa. His expression seemed to be the same as usual, but it was really different...

Gu Qing looked up at the snow-white roof with his deep black eyes, an indescribable sharpness appeared in the corners of his long eyes, and gradually the aura faded, and an inexplicable fragility emerged from the end of his breathing.

After Tang Song finished filming a group of new films in Korea, he rushed back to China non-stop to attend a ceremony in the evening, endured headaches and went back to the hotel arranged by the staff, thinking about taking a good bath and sleeping Keep your spirits up, otherwise, if he goes to the ceremony at night like this, people will think that he has taken too much drugs?

These days are so busy and gloomy, looking at the mirror so haggard that even he finds it scary, Tang Song turned on the TV and turned around to get towels and pajamas, but the information broadcast on the TV surprised him beyond recognition , stared blankly for a while without even thinking about putting on his shoes and rushing out the door. When driving to Qin Qin's house, he was not surprised to see the crowd surrounded by media reporters.

damn...

Tang Song punched the steering wheel, he couldn't figure out how Qin Qin and Gu Qing hadn't had any social relations for several years, how could something like this happen just over two months after he left!

Gu Qing was even involved, who is MD Gu Qing?Who in Asia is more influential than him, and how small things are involved in him is also the focus of attention. Everyone knows that you two went your separate ways a few years ago, and now you have a homosexual affair. It's hard for you not to be famous .

The more he thought about it, the angrier he got, Tang Songwo took a cigarette in the car and slowly puffed out smoke rings, glanced at the reporter downstairs at Che Qinqin's house from the corner of his eye, Tang Song felt calm after smoking a few cigarettes After a while, he took out his mobile phone and opened the address book, looked at the word Qin Qin in a daze, sighed and pressed the dial button, after a few beeps, he picked up, and then heard Qin Qin's laziness Hoarse voice:

"Hey, what are you doing?"

When Tang Song heard the sound that was obviously just waking up, he almost threw the phone away in excitement, exhaled secretly and said as calmly as possible:

"Where are you? Do you know that the threshold of your house is almost trampled? Can you still sleep after such a big incident?"

"You boy, Tang Song, are you back? Why are you so excited? You're hurting yourself, why are you asking me so many questions all at once..."

"Damn, Qin Qin, you bastard, you caused such a big trouble, I came back and ran to you without caring about anything, are you a fucking person who still has time to entertain me? You want to ruin my reputation, why should I worry about you?"

Hearing Qin Qin's lazy and nonchalant tone, Tang and Song were completely annoyed, and the swear words that hadn't been on the lips for a long time were forced out, and they didn't wear markings when they spoke. Said that his mother almost crashed a car, he was careless like a big man, can he be so fanciful?

Probably feeling that Tang Song was really angry this time, Qin Qin on the phone obediently reported his address and asked him to come and talk.

Tang Song parked the car, and said "Small bungalow by the sea?"

Came upstairs and knocked on the door, Qin Qin's voice came from inside, "Come", the door opened, Qin Qin's monster smiling face like a signboard hadn't come yet, Tang and Song completely ignored it, the door closed and just sat down At the beginning of Tang and Song Dynasties, I asked:

"Can you explain to me what's going on?"

Qin Qin lazily leaned on the sofa and said lazily:

"Didn't you hear what the outside world said? Two teenagers who loved each other were destroyed by a third party and turned against each other, and after many years, one of them..."

The rest of the words were automatically silenced after seeing Tang Songhei's gloomy face, smiled embarrassingly, Qin Qin tilted his head slightly, and said lightly for a long time:

"Don't you believe it? Then there's nothing else to ask, as long as you know it's fake, what the outside world says is someone else's business"

"But I want to hear you say it yourself, why don't you find Chu who is exactly the same as Gu Qing... Don't you know how influential Gu Qing is? His admirers can bear their idols Stained, you are lucky this time and only got a little injury, and next time they go crazy, you won't have enough lives to play."

The more Tang Song said, the more excited he became. When he saw the scene of Qin Qin being knocked to the ground by several of Gu Qing's admirers on TV, his whole body was startled. Qin Qin's hands were covered in blood and he was still hanging With a ostentatious evil smile, such a thick stick hit him directly on the head. Tang Song admitted that he never knew that a person could be so crazy about his idol. He was really afraid that Qin Qin would suddenly be killed one day Those people were killed, but then he heard Qin Qin say:

"What if this is true?"

"what?"

Tang Song stayed there for a while before he could react to Qin Qin's words. Qin Qin's eyes did not have the previous cynical, serious, solemn, shocking:

"What if I say it's true? If I say I like Gu Qing, if I say I love him, I love him to the point of death."

Tang Song was obviously stunned and sat there in a daze without saying a word. In fact, he didn't feel it. Every time Qin Qin said Gu Qing in the past, his sharp and cold eyes would soften. Gentleness rippled layer by layer. Although I vaguely felt that Qin Qin's feelings for Gu Qing were not just friends, it was another thing to hear it with my own ears. It took Tang Song a long time to find his own voice. :

"When did it happen? Does Gu Qing know?"

Qin Qin curled up on the sofa, his whole body seemed to be sucked in deeply by the huge shadow. It took him a long time to raise his head and smile and talk about Xu Miao. Tang Song even felt that Qin Qin would disappear like this, with that bleak smile Stretching his heart for bursts of pain, he heard Qin Qin's indifferent and dry voice:

"Tang Song, you don't understand. Gu Qing is a poison. If he doesn't say or do anything, I can never recover for him. There is no way to start. It's just going from deep to deep, but Gu Qing doesn't want me. I love him to death, and I don’t care about him. A heart hangs coldly in the air. It can’t be given away or taken back. He doesn’t want it... then lose it and no one wants it. Way to watch him love someone else."

"Tang Song, do you know why Chen Ke went to France?"

Qin Qin raised his eyes and looked at Tang Song from afar, with a warm smile on his face, but Tang Song felt as if he had fallen to the bottom of the ice. Qin Qin's eyes were only cold and stern, like a poisonous snake waiting for an opportunity. Looking at Tang Song coldly, he even suspected that Qin Qin would kill him without hesitation in the next second.

Cold sweat began to break out on the back, and the hair stood on end. When Tang Song was about to be suppressed by this strange atmosphere and was on the verge of eruption, Qin Qin lowered his head slightly, his long hair covered his eyes and his mouth was smiling strangely:

"Because Gu Qing loves her..."

"what?"

No wonder Tang Song would be surprised, he always thought that people like Gu Qing would not have human feelings, no matter who gets close to him, he would be indifferent to honor and disgrace, and ignored Tang Song's surprise Qin Qin went on explain:

"He likes Chen Ke, but that woman didn't do anything, she just said something bad for health when Gu Qing was still eating instant noodles, and she got all his affection, even if I will help him from grains in the future. No matter how much I get a chef license, I still can't make up for that sentence, I'm jealous... I dated Chen Ke behind his back, and then he saw it, Gu Qing hated me, he didn't look at me that much, I've never seen that look in my life I can't forget it, but I can't help it, I can't control myself, sometimes when I see Gu Qing's expression when he mentions that woman, I want to kill him, it doesn't matter if Gu Qing doesn't love me, but I can't watch him love others , so I want Gu Qing to never see Chen Ke again, I secretly recorded a video of her having sex with me, threatened her to quit the circle, and she finally left... Although Gu Qing hates me, he will never be with me again That woman is involved."

He paused and said:

"Then there were a lot of people around him. Of course, his charm and status will attract many people to fly to the flames, hmph...but they all had scandals with me later on. You don't know that Gu Qing would never be with me. When I get in touch with someone who has been rumored to me, no matter when, he is actually such a person, and he will stay away from those who hurt him and those who don’t love him. You see, Gu Qing can be so cruel. Love, no matter how long time passes in the future, he will be full of distrust in feelings, and no one can be as close to him as I am."

He casually picked up the cigarette case on the coffee table and lit one. What Qin Qin said was light and calm, but Tang Song was terrified. He never knew that Qin Qin's love was so extreme and tragic, even if jade and stone were burned, Gu Qing would not be allowed Falling in love with someone else, intuition tells him that going on like this is dangerous...

Then there was a death-like silence, only the sound of his own light breathing in the air, if it wasn't for the flickering cigarette butt around Qin Qin's mouth, he would even doubt whether Qin Qin was dead, the one who broke the silence in the end couldn't stand such a weird atmosphere Tang Song asked softly with a deliberate tone:

"Then what are you going to do now?"

Qin Qin seemed to be immersed in a dream and suddenly woke up. He raised his head in confusion and asked:

"What did you say?" So Tang Song said it again and then watched the person on the other side of the sofa fall into silence again. After a while, he moved a little, looked up at the glazed lamp above his head:

"do nothing……"

Qin Qin's voice was ethereal, he tilted his head indifferently, glanced at Tang Song and continued:

"Gu Qing came to see me, the day I was just discharged from the hospital, hehe...he was worried about me, so he rushed to see me as soon as he was filming in other places. I really thank the media for writing about my injury as serious. Tang Song, do you think Gu Qing cares about me?... Otherwise, how could he deal with people who betrayed him with his temperament? So many people love him, Xia Sui loves him, Yuan Jie loves him, Bai Ran loves him ..."

Ignoring Tang Song's surprised eyes, Qin Qin continued:

"Why do you think Yuan Jie cried on the day he got married? He loves Gu Qing so he is willing to be a free model worker for him for so many years. So many people who love him can't reach him. No one can let him stay. No one knows that he is afraid of the dark. 、No one knows that he likes to watch cartoons best. No one knows that he is allergic to dogs because Amber almost bit him, you see, right? No one has been as close to him as I am in all these years, and always betrayed a hundred times. He not only bowed his head and forgave me, but also reached out to help me, you said that I am special in Gu Qing's heart, right? He should also like me, right?"

Tang Song looked at Qin Qin's eyes with suffocating sadness. Qin Qin's face had a smile similar to happiness, but those slender eyes were full of despair and desolation, like a dead lake. Holding back his breath for bursts of sadness but having nowhere to go, Tang Song turned his head and couldn't bear to look at those eyes, he even had the urge to shake the self-hypnotized person awake.

Wake up, Gu Qing doesn't love you, even if he cares about you, do you want him to give up his current status and power?

But thinking of Qin Qin's vain and happy smile, but he couldn't open his mouth anyway, and then he listened to Qin Qin Xu talking about Gu Qing's past. It was almost five o'clock before Tang Song left Qin Qin's house and walked away. Before he didn't feel at ease, he asked him to turn over, then he closed the door quietly and went out.