A glance at the city-Star essay

After filming for a week, everyone cooperated well, but they didn't expect an event that caused a sensation in the entire entertainment industry during this period.

The actor Tang Li was photographed kissing a man intimately, and then Tang Li confessed to the media interview and directly came out publicly.

This video is no less than a storm in the entertainment industry, with rumors and rumors all over the sky, pots of dirty water pouring over, the public relations team is busy, but they can't control the situation, even if there is such a A small part of support, but in that case, it was drowned in the sea of ​​people in an instant, so small and insignificant.

But when this incident became more and more serious, something unexpected happened, Tang Li committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Qin Qin was stunned for a moment when he knew about this, Tang Li, that perverted and aloof Tang Li.

Qin Qin has always admired this man who won the best movie star at the age of 17, this man who occupies a place in the film and music circles. This man is not only outstanding in appearance, but also extremely perverse in his behavior. He never seems to care about other people's eyes , always with that exaggerated face made of exaggerated makeup, rushing forward without any scruples.

How could such a person commit suicide?

He inquired about the hospital where Tang Li was. He had to go to see him. It would be very unwise for him to go at this cusp. He hung up the call blocked by his manager, changed his clothes and walked out with his mobile phone.

When he opened the door, his hands trembled a little, and the phone dropped on the ground. Qin Qin bent down to pick up his head and slammed into the door panel. He took a deep breath and sat down on the door panel, taking out a crumpled cigarette from his pocket. He took out a box and lit one. He seldom smoked. After all, he was considered a half-singer. The company asked to protect his voice, and he would only smoke two cigarettes when he was irritable at work.

The acrid smoke was poured into the lungs down the throat and exhaled slowly, a little smoke rolled and dissipated in the sky, the white rolling paper was burning and made a rustling sound, and it turned from red to dark and then suddenly fell into a pile of soot on the ground, Qin Qin Staring at the pile of soot and smiling wryly, it turned out that he was so timid.

Love, power, status, and the eyes of others, which one can he bear?

The phone buzzed at this moment, and the LCD screen changed from dark to bright. Qin Qin stared intently at the two words on the screen and was at a loss for what to do. After a while, he finally picked up the phone before hanging up, with a hoarse voice: "Gu Qing."

The other end of the phone was noisy, and there were several sharp voices from time to time, and Gu Qing's clear voice came over: "Qin Xiaoran, what date is your concert next month? I need to check the timetable here."

Qin Qin was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked: "Gu Qing, did you see yesterday's news?"

"News? What news?" The voice in the microphone became even more chaotic. Gu Qing's voice sounded a little far away as if he was talking to someone else. After a while, it sounded again, and said clearly: "Do you want to see him?"

Qin Qin nodded, remembering that he couldn't see him, he said grace again, and Gu Qing said something to others again, Qin Qin could only vaguely hear "Are you sure?" Let's talk about it, and then I heard Gu Qing's breathing coming from over there, as if it was in his ear clearly, which made his whole heart burn: "I just asked, he is now by my side To the hospital, you come early tomorrow, and I will arrange the rest... Oh, okay, I will come. "

Gu Qing seemed to be really busy, there were people calling him all the time, Gu Qing hurriedly dropped the sentence: "Sister Su called someone, hang up."

Qin Qin suddenly felt a bit astringent in his voice and couldn't control it: "Gu Qing..." He wanted to speak but stopped being lingering.

Gu Qing was puzzled: "What's wrong?"

"...It's nothing, let's talk about it when we meet." Qin Qin suddenly thought that if this person is Gu Qing, if it is Gu Qing, maybe everything will not be so bad. Gu Qing is brave and decisive. Ups and downs.

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt that there was no need to be so panic-stricken. He was different from Tang Li, as long as Gu Qing...

Yes, as long as Gu Qing loves him.

After Gu Qing hung up the phone, he gave some instructions to the little assistant, and then quickly walked to the shooting location. Susu was discussing with the director that he might not be able to shoot today. After shooting at night, if it doesn't work, I will work overtime.

Susu asked him if he could do it: "You haven't had much rest since yesterday, how can you bear it?"

Gu Qing waved his hand and said it was okay, continue.

When Qin Qin came out of the airport the next morning, he saw a black nanny car parked in front of him, showing the face of a little assistant. He leaned in and saw Gu Qing nodding at him, got in the car, closed the door, and told the driver the destination Gu Qing said: "He is in C Shihua'an Hospital, and there are reporters outside the door for the past two days. When we change into doctor's clothes, there will be doctors from the hospital to pick us up."

The little assistant dutifully and dedicatedly handed Qin Qin a set of white coats from the front. Qin Qin didn't know how much effort Gu Qing had spent in getting everything done in one night, but he could see Gu Qing's haggardness and fatigue. The eye circles were very prominent on his fair skin, but he couldn't say the word thank you, he just asked, "How long will it take to get to the hospital?"

"Well, about four to ten minutes."

Qin Qin nodded, embraced Gu Qing and let him lie on his lap: "Sleep for a while first."

Gu Qing guessed that he was really sleepy, and he didn't care that this posture was too ambiguous, so he fell asleep after a while.

Qin Qin protected his head so as not to be hit by the bumps of the car. The reflection outside the car window flashed quickly and cast colorful light and shadows on Qin Qin's face. He silently looked out of the window with forbearance and restraint on his face. It made his originally lazy and evil face look very affectionate. After a while, he asked the little assistant softly: "How long has he not rested?"

"Eh..." The little assistant didn't realize it for a while, but asked himself, and thought for a while to answer: "Well, I took a rest on the plane the afternoon before yesterday, and I didn't have much time to rest because of the MV framing and shooting, oh, come on I also slept for an hour before." After speaking, he sighed: "The last two months have been really hard."

Qin Qin nodded and lowered his eyes to look at Gu Qing, maybe the car was jolting. This man fell asleep and frowned, twisted into a small hole. Qin Qin reached out to caress the center of his eyebrows, thinking: This will make you grow old quickly. Oh, if you become an old man by then, no one will want you, but I will still want you, who made me like you so much!

Gu Qing, Gu Qing, do you know that all I miss is you, you are so nice, how can I not like you?

You like me too, okay?

Just looking at this person, his heart was so soft that it was about to melt away. He suddenly remembered that when he first saw Gu Qing, he really didn't like this rude person at that time. How could he be so bewitched later, his heart was full of eyes? It's all him.

I remember that it was after he just finished filming a movie, he went to the company on the second day after returning from out of town. At that time, he was going to the recording studio with his colleagues when he was about to record a single. came out, and then a group of black shadows bumped straight up, Qin Qin lowered his head and met a black and old hat.

The owner of the hat took two steps back, then raised his head and said sorry lightly, and then walked past Qin Qin with his head lowered. Qin Qin's words were still stuck in his throat, and Qin Qin pursed his lips. Depressedly asked the colleagues around him: "Who is this person? Why haven't I seen him?"

The colleague next to him pursed his lips: "His name is Gu Qing, and he used to record in the company. This is not... Brother Hua signed him some time ago, and he is going to distribute the film to him."

Qin Qin gave a perfunctory oh, but didn't take it seriously in his heart, Brother Hua, why does everyone sign, this kid has no appearance and no appearance, at most he is considered handsome, and he looks like a two hundred and fifty, so there is no market for him!

Obviously, Qin Qin's first impression of Gu Qing was not very good.

If it wasn't for the taciturn person who was often seen next to Brother Hua later, Qin Qin probably would have forgotten that there is such a number one person.

At that time, Brother Hua was still the person in charge of the company, and whenever he had nothing to do, he would always take Gu Qing to observe the shooting process of the scene, in the name of letting him study and study. Brother took care of him like this, and when Qin Qin really noticed Gu Qing, it was a show recorded in a greenhouse. At that time, Huali Company also had many programs under its own banner. At that time, Gu Qing was watching a videotape that Brother Hua gave him, and then a The staff just finished packing up the studio, so they yelled at Gu Qing's position, "Hey, if you're okay, go buy some water for everyone."

At that time, Gu Qing was actually preparing for the recording, and he was highly valued by Brother Hua. In fact, he didn't need to do these things, and many staff members had already packed up at that time. It was hot in July, and the sun outside It can burn the skin. It is obvious that the staff member deliberately made things difficult for Gu Qing. The staff at the scene did not speak, and looked on with cold eyes. It is obvious that they have accumulated a lot of dissatisfaction with Gu Qing. This sentence is nothing but ordinary. Then there seems to be a strange smell in the shed that is more than ten meters long.

Indeed, according to his personality, it is indeed hated for him to gain the attention of high-level officials for no reason. I don't have much capital, who wants to have no face, who wants to have no figure, and who keeps a coffin face all day long, who has such a strong taste.

In fact, Qin Qin also suspected it at the time. Seeing how Brother Hua treated Gu Qing with all his heart, it was hard for Brother Hua to be okay with this, so at the time he saw that Gu Qing was embarrassed, he didn't say anything, and had an attitude of looking forward to the show.

After Gu Qing finished listening, he put down the camera in his hand and turned to look at the staff member. Qin Qin thought that he would definitely refuse. He thought that if something happened, he didn't know who Brother Hua would favor. Unfortunately, it was beyond his expectation. Qing just glanced at that person, his eyes were clear and indifferent, as if he had seen through the small thoughts behind these people, there was nothing resembling humiliation, he just put on the peaked cap beside him with one glance, turned around and walked out, the uniqueness of a young man The green voice came from afar: "Oh."

At that time, Qin Qin thought that he seemed to understand the reason why Brother Hua valued him. The boy's eyes were pure and indifferent, with a sudden understanding of people's hearts, and he couldn't help but indulge in it.

After that, Qin Qin only paid a little attention to Gu Qing. After all, the new generation of idols like him, who are in the limelight, have a very full work schedule, but they have heard a lot about Gu Qing. .

He knew that Gu Qing was always a loner and didn't like to talk. He knew that he would always wear cold clothes when he talked to anyone. Except for the occasional warm color in his eyes in front of Brother Hua, he knew that he had been sleeping in the dressing room all the time. , I have never seen anyone visit him. Qin Qin would try to talk to Gu Qing when he met Gu Qing in the company by chance, but except for the doubt and guard in his eyes for the first time, he would always answer indifferently and rigorously after that. Invisibly showing resistance, Qin Qin thought, isn't this kid autistic?That Brother Hua hit his foot!

Qin Qin sometimes thinks that if there is no day, it will be fine, if there is no day, there will be so much pain and entanglement later, timid and cowardly, but if there is no day, he will not know that there are such good people in this world, okay To the point where he knew he was in a deep abyss, but he was still willing to fall.

It was September, and the weather was still slightly hot. I heard from a friend in the company that Gu Qing had finished radio recordings. He was preparing for the MV shooting for the past two days. Qin Qin thought that he might as well go and see it anyway. , See how your little junior is doing.

At that time, just after filming a scene in the rain, Gu Qing gently tossed her hair, took the towel from the staff, and wiped the water dripping from her face. Before that, Qin Qin had no doubts about her own Sexual orientation is definitely a girl with a standard S-shaped body with protruding back and long hair, but at that moment Qin Qin's mind suddenly flashed a thought that made him speechless. Although he did not want to admit it, at that moment, he really felt that Gu Really fucking sexy.

The drops of water dripping from his hair slid along the corners of his eyes from the shallow outline to the slightly protruding collarbone, and then sank into his collar. Gu Qing's hands were well-articulated, neither rough nor very tender, with a touch of crimson , he just used that hand to casually brush the slightly longer bangs on his forehead, but Qin Qin felt that Gu Qing exuded a strange temptation like that.

Probably because he felt Qin Qin's too much scorching temperature, Gu Qing tilted his head slightly, his raised eyebrows were indifferent and clear, Qin Qin's breathing became short, and his mouth suddenly felt dry, and he turned his head away in embarrassment to meet the strange gaze of his colleague , laughed twice, lowered his head and drank the water in the glass to cover up his gaffe.

Qin Qin at that time didn't know what he was actually covering up.

Since then, Qin Qin always felt that there was something more in his heart, ambiguous, shadowy, not uncomfortable, but always a little sour.

Afterwards, Qin Qin approached Gu Qing intentionally or unintentionally, and found some strange reasons for Gu Qing to eat, play, discuss and cooperate with him. Gradually, as time went by, Gu Qing would not always take those indifferent eyes Looking at him, in private, he is no longer dull in the formula of question and answer, with a little more laughter, but that's all.

At this time, Gu Qing's first album of the same name was also released. What surprised everyone was that Gu Qing, a teenager who was not handsome, had no background, and had an alternative singing style, was sold out soon after it was released. He also won the best newcomer award that year in one fell swoop. On the cover of the album, Gu Qing lowered his head slightly and connected several phantoms to make a gesture of looking up.

His eyes are the fireworks that bloom in December, bright and fearless, and his person is like the cover of the album, who stares straight at anyone, and the dark pupil will never see fear, that is not arrogance, just A kind of self-confidence, publicizing his fearless belief.

Maybe it's because he became popular too fast, or maybe it's because his style is too unconventional that some old-school traditional musicians can't accept it. In short, those who can't accept it always make sharp criticisms of Gu Qing. Qin Qin asked about this kind of music in the media. He raised his signature smile in front of the topic, satirized those instigators with cold eyes, and beat around the bush with sharp words.

And in his various performances, he also spared no effort to praise Gu Qing. When he asked about Gu Qing's private life, he smiled lazily, and his slightly squinted eyes were soft. People from all walks of life said that Qin Qin is a good senior brother , Qin Qin himself also thinks this is a matter of course, brother, it must be loyal!

When Gu Qing's second album was released, the sales volume exceeded one million, ranking fifth on the sales list of all generations. His fame has long surpassed most artists in the circle, and his unique singing style and indifferent and quiet appearance have also been recognized by everyone. Most people accept imitation, although there is still constant public opinion, but it does not affect his path to popularity.

At that time, both of them were very busy with work, and they spent much less time together in private. Until that day, they finally got together to shoot a group of commercials in Tokyo. When they found free time, Qin Qin slept under the covers Gu Qing, who was in a good mood, dug it out. At that time, a nearby scenic spot was being developed. Qin Qin rented a car to avoid the agent and drove the sleepy-eyed Gu Qing straight to the destination.

When driving at a corner of a cliff, the rear wheel suddenly slipped, and the whole car backed up rapidly. Before the two of them could react, they slid down the cliff. Qin Qin thought he would die the moment he fell?

All kinds of pictures flowed rapidly in his mind, as if the theater before his death was constantly playing in front of him. He remembered that his father's eyes were against him when he took this road. Finally, I thought of Gu Qing's indifferent and clear eyes.

Fear suddenly filled his chest, covered his limbs and bones, and even his skull was trembling. He couldn't imagine what would happen without Gu Qing?

If there is no Gu Qing...

At this time, the confusion that had been ambiguous in his heart suddenly became clear, and the final answer was ready to come out. If that wavering affection was love, then he fell in love with Gu Qing.

In the chaos, he saw Gu Qing's flustered eyes. He didn't know where the strength came from. Qin Qin hugged Gu Qing in his arms and tried to protect every part of Gu Qing with his body.If this is a performance, it is simply a difficult movement, turning over against gravity at the moment of falling.

Probably understood Qin Qin's intentions, the person in his arms began to struggle, Qin Qin firmly pressed Gu Qing's head on his chest, gropingly pressed his cold lips to Gu Qing's ear, sweat entangled with fear, In the small space, the breathing of the two people was entangled: "Qin Xiaoran, Gu Qing, remember my name"

However, Qin Qin and the others were very lucky. The big tree that grew out of the protrusion slowed down the momentum of the fall and saved the lives of the two. Ended up with a broken leg.

Because of this accident, Qin Qin, who had recuperated at home for nearly a month, came back with a three-pointed smile, not a signature evil smile, that kind of smile that was drawn from the corner of his mouth to his eyes, gentle and elegant, even his friends were all the same. Looking at him with a strange expression on his face: "Qin Qin, you broke your leg, not your brain!"

While the outside world was still speculating about the injury of the two, Qin Qin smiled mysteriously at the cafe in the afternoon and gave the friend opposite him a creepy look.

Qin Qin's happiness is not without reason. After this accident, he felt that Gu Qing no longer regarded him as an outsider. Gu Qing would go to his house to play video games in the afternoon after the two were busy, and would say As soon as he talked about his ideal, Gu Qing would play some unknown music for him at night when he couldn't sleep, and Gu Qing would occasionally add cheating elements to the tone of his request: "Hey, I'm not doing the dishes today."

Gu Qing would unscrupulously call him "Qin Xiaoran" in the private space, or contemptuously "idiot" after a successful prank.

Gu Qing, Gu Qing, all of them were Gu Qing. He was still too young at that time. Although he knew that this relationship was wrong, and it might wipe away his years of hard work, he still enjoyed it.