A glance at the city-Star essay

Even if Gu Qing's fame is enough for him to spend in the next few decades, what he sees is different from others after all. The past only represents the glory of the past, and it will continue tomorrow, but what he sees is never glory.

Bairan only had a quick glance after the press conference that day and heard that Gu Qing had already boarded the plane, and Bairan had already reached the end of filming.

This paragraph is Bairan's monologue, trapped in the whirlpool of guilt and jealousy, tossing and turning, at a loss.

In the quiet street, the street lamps on the street gave off a dim yellow light, and the moths were gathered around the gloomy background, which made her look very depressed. She walked slowly, and her memories flowed. The first time she saw that person was on the street. The passerby's backpack was snatched, two strangers fought side by side, and saw that person gracefully playing an unknown song in the corner of the theater. They obviously didn't understand it, but they were also intoxicated by it. Sister, the ten years of constant care, the flow of affection between the two, the sweet fragrance that even a passer-by can smell, are all the people I love the most!

How could it be like this, how could it be like this, jealousy cannot be pure, love cannot be pure, what can she do?What should she do?

The two people she never wanted to hurt, but she couldn't help hurting them. Jealousy is a monster with green eyes. Bai Ran was dyed beyond recognition by the green color. With a smirk, he fell down by the corner and cried helplessly.

Such inextricable clues entangled her and she could not escape, she was tortured to the point of collapse, the sky was thundering and lightning, the rain was like splashing down, she squinted her eyes, looked up to the sky, the rain flowed down her brows and eyes It dripped continuously, and it was infected beyond recognition in an instant.Bairan dragged his heavy steps, walking forward step by step, there was no warmth left on his body, so be it, be it, please let me fall into a deep sleep and never wake up again...

In a trance, her eyes seemed to be unable to open, and suddenly she saw the familiar figure under the street lamp not far away, the man ran anxiously, Bairan seemed to see the light, she stared blankly at the man The woman said something to herself. Even though it was raining heavily, she still heard the strong concern in the woman's angry words. For some reason, she suddenly cried like this, hysterical. How long has it been since her mother died in the future? The tears shed were like bursting a bank, but Bairan only felt warm. From this moment, she suddenly understood something, and all the pain ended again. Even if there is no more love in this life, you are still my closest sister.

After this paragraph ended, Tang Yan patted Bairan's shoulder vigorously with great satisfaction, and couldn't help saying that it was great. In these two consecutive games, Bairan didn't make a single mistake. There was no emotional change in Bairan's heart during this section of the road from the street. , the performance is vivid, the subtle change between jealousy and love, from struggling to sinking, to being redeemed is perfectly displayed, especially when seeing Tang Yue, the sudden brilliance in the eyes, as if seeing Tang Yue Like redemption, it's better than expected.

Bai Ran stared blankly at that direction, as if she still hadn't calmed down, she looked at the towel in her hand and rubbed her hair mechanically, Qin Qin was talking to Xia Yue not far away, Bai Ran never knew that she was To have such emotions, she was jealous of Qin Qin.Bai Ran suddenly laughed again as she thought about it, the world was blurred, and she didn't know when she lost herself in this sea of ​​mist.

She is not afraid of Qin Qin, but inferiority complex, inferiority complex because of jealousy, guilty conscience because of inferiority complex.

But she believes that she will be able to get out of the quagmire eventually, because this is only her starting point, and she will become better and stronger.

After that, the shooting has been going smoothly. I don’t know why Bairan’s NG every time he played against Qin Qin in the past, has decreased at a very obvious speed. Bairan seems to grow in an instant, and finally Tang Yan watched In the previous shooting, I took another look at Bairan's performance in the back, and insisted on disregarding the progress and the film, asking her to make up a few more shots.

When it was time to wrap up Tang Yan's treat, the crew went out to have a meal together. When Bairan packed up and got in the car, he suddenly remembered that he had forgotten his mobile phone, so he hurried over. Most of the people on the scene had left, and only A few sporadic people were packing up the props. When Bairan was walking to the temporarily borrowed lounge in the theater, he heard someone talking inside and thought it was another staff member. The moment he held the doorknob, he heard Xia Sui's voice:

"I'm just saying that day, you were so sure about what you said. The relationship has already been settled with money, but do you dare to tell Gu Qing?"

"It has nothing to do with you." The other one was Qin Qin.

"Naturally, it has nothing to do with me. I just feel sorry for some people who donate money and work tirelessly, but no one appreciates it, and no one even knows it. This is really not your style."

"Thank you for your concern, I believe you want to say this to yourself more." Qin Qin in the room looked at Xia Sui with pity, Xia Sui was startled, and murmured for a long time:

"Qin Qin, you will never know how much you hurt sometimes. No woman can bear such hurt and love you as always."

Qin Qinman smiled indifferently: "So you really liked me before."

His indifference is real, even if the woman across from him looks sad, Xia Sui has already realized Qin Qin's cruelty, the sadness at this moment is just because of the nostalgia for the past relationship, and he just shook his head knowingly when he heard this :

"That's why I said you will have retribution. It's God's will that Gu Qing doesn't love you."

"He doesn't love me, and he won't love you either."

Xia Sui loves Qin Qin's desperation but can only force himself to be calm. The usual peaceful illusion has been torn off the disguise, and the two confront each other tit for tat. Xia Sui spread his hands and said:

"I never expect him to love me, as long as the person he loves is not you, I will bless him."

"You are really generous." Qin Qin sarcastically said.

"Qin Qin, this is the difference between me and you. I love him only for me. No matter what kind of person he chooses, as long as he likes me, I will bless him. But you are too selfish, you always You want to make him the only one in his eyes, you want to control him, possess him and hurt him, before it was Chen Ke, now it is Bai Ran, how long do you want to hurt him?"

hurt him?

Hurt Gu Qing?

Qin Qin's heart was shocked, how could he hurt Gu Qing, he loved Gu Qing, he wished to give everything to Gu Qing, he could live and die for him, how could he hurt Gu Qing?

But there is a small voice in my heart that keeps retorting, of course you are hurting him, you deceive him, you betray him, you force him to face himself, you always spare no effort to make him remember the pain of the past, you do not allow him to be by his side Someone new appears, and you want him to be forever alone like you.

Qin Qin felt the ferocious smile from the little beast on his chest, and the voice became louder and louder, like wooden stakes were continuously nailed to his chest, Qin Qin forced himself to ignore it and retorted:

"He doesn't like Bairan."

"How do you know that he doesn't like Bairan, what's more, even if he doesn't like Bairan, there is Chen Ke, as long as he wants."

Hearing this, Qin Qin suddenly felt better:

"You're wrong, it's impossible for Bairan, and it's even more impossible for Chen Ke. Chen Ke doesn't love him at all. Even if Chen Ke loves him, he won't accept Chen Ke again. Hmph, you think you know him better." Gu Qing This person is indifferent and paranoid, emotionally clean, he will not allow anyone who has hurt him to approach him, and he will never have anything to do with people related to him. He will always hate me, just as he will always care about me.

"If it wasn't for you, maybe Chen Ke would have been with him long ago." Xia Sui was angrily offended, Qin Qin ignored her and turned to open the door:

"So what, Chen Ke knew that Gu Qing liked him, but she still slept in my bed, how sincere do you think she is..."

The rest of the words were so dissipated that it was almost inaudible, Qin Qin stared at the corner thoughtfully and stopped speaking.

Bairan ran away in a panic. She finally glimpsed the truth after so many confusions, but she became even more confused.

Qin Qin likes Gu Qing?

Forgive her, she still can't say love, how can he like Gu Qing?They are obviously men, does Gu Qing know?

And all this is inferior to the fact that Gu Qing likes Chen Ke?

Does a person like Gu Qing have someone he likes?Bairan never thought that Gu Qing would have love. This man who has no eyes for the situation, this man who dedicated himself to music, this powerful man who supports the survival of everyone in the company, except Qin Qin, who once pulled him down. On the altar, he has always stood alone, indifferent and clear, as if he will never fall down, will he fall in love with someone?

Like anyone in this world, scratching his heart and lungs, he can't sleep at night.

"Bairan, here we come, hurry up."

Tang Yan's voice brought Bairan back to reality from the inexhaustible silence. The lights were intertwined, and Qin Qin and Xia Yue also came one after another. a hallucination.

The assistant director is a young boy, estimated to be only 23 or [-] years old. He is Tang Yan's nephew named Tang Shun. His appearance is okay, but he has dark skin. He looks a bit like an African. When everyone saw the photos he took before, they collectively posted With an exclamation, the boy in the photo is white and clean, with a melancholy and bookish air, just like a handsome young man. Tang Yan explained from the side, it is all these years of running around with him and drying it out. Tang Shun said melancholy:

"Since then, weeds have grown in my circle, and I have been insulated from flowers"

When everyone heard this, they burst into laughter. Tang Yue got a glass of beer, took a sip, and said with a smile:

"Little brother, you mean that we are all weeds. I didn't expect your vision to be so high."

Qin Qin was even more emphatic on the sidelines, his flirting skills are not ordinary superb, a pair of affectionate eyes look straight at you, and the entire female staff on the table were all pissed off. With a big red face, Xia Yue joked unintentionally:

"As far as Qin Qin's seductiveness is concerned, if he travels to a country where masculinity prevails, it will be a disaster for masculinity. Don't attract any king who doesn't want Jiangshan, as long as you are Qin Meiren."

Qin Qin held a quick crispy roll as if nothing had happened, and seemed dissatisfied after taking a bite, so he put down his chopsticks, paused, and then looked straight at Xia Yue, his eyes were full of affection, being watched so intently, as if the world For a while, you are the only one in his eyes.

Even Xia Yue, who was as bold as Xia Yue, was stunned for two seconds, and then the red cloud on his white face faded away. Qin Qin saw the effect, ignored the unpredictable expressions of everyone present, and said calmly: "I guess the king is not that capable. , but it is enough to win the heart of Her Majesty the Queen."

Xia Yue finally came to her senses at this time, she stood up and greeted Qin Qin, the two of them came and went with each other so lively, Bairan finally believed that this is an era when you can only go out with hypocrisy.