silver sea

For Wen Youxia, the difficulty of accepting herself again is even more difficult than reorganizing the band with Qiu Sheng.

"Yinshan" has never officially announced its disbandment, and the public statement has always been "the suspension of activities", but with the disappearance of the lead singer, other musicians are also active on their own. For example, Lu Yining was photographed as a drummer in many bands during the period ——Music fans basically understand that this is in name only.

During the period when Wen Youxia was most depressed, she was extremely resistant to receiving any news about the band. Not only Yinshan, but everyone, things and things related to this circle were rejected by Wen Youxia.

After experiencing a collapse of dreams and destruction of life, Wen Youxia felt that he was hopeless.He lived every day as if it was his last, needless to say when he was in Xiangling, even if he went to Nanqiao to find a company to work, his life seemed to be stable, but Wen Youxia still looked like a walking dead.

The "future" has become an illusion, and life can end at any time.

He never expected the day when he would be able to bring up Bess again.

At first it was just playing mechanically, thinking that I could spend more time with Qiu Sheng.But after a long time, Wen Youxia actually got a little relief from it.The stay was very short, but he vaguely saw the long-lost expectation.

Especially after what happened in Yawan, Wen Youxia felt that there was a gap between him and Qiu Sheng.

It used to be a glass wall, broken a little from the middle, or the corner, distorting the shape of each other and not looking good.Nirvana is always accompanied by pain and hope, and it may not be perfect in the future, but we must always try to touch it again.

Just for Qiu Sheng's sake and for myself, hug him.

Gu Qi quit his job in the sales company, he wanted to focus on the band.

When he mentioned this to Wen Youxia, Wen Youxia reacted calmly.They fought each other before they parted, and had a very unpleasant fight. Since Qiu Sheng fell ill, they shook hands and made peace instead, and they no longer pretended to be unfamiliar in the narrow rehearsal room. Gu Qi consciously took care of other chores, so as not to let Qiu Sheng bother him.

Of course, there is another obvious manifestation when going back to the past: Gu Qi has started to meddle in his own business again.

Logically speaking, Qiu Sheng was resting, so the rehearsal of the band was not so necessary.

They haven't written a new song yet, and the recording of "Flying Bird" is also ready. They just wait for Qiu Sheng to come back and start immediately. Wen Youxia even went back to the milk tea shop to do odd jobs for two days, but Gu Qi caught Taiguo with a phone call that day. office building.

"What's the matter?" Wen Youxia walked out of the elevator carrying the bass piano case, and saw Gu Qi waiting for him.

"Qiu Sheng suddenly has to resume work today." Gu Qi said, "I'll call you."

Wen Youxia blinked: "Is he better?"

"What a fart." Gu Qi had a headache, "If he is really good, I will immediately go to the Temple of the City God to burn incense, worry about "Flying Bird", why did the previous version of the accompaniment not so good, he will recreate all the sound effects Record. I can’t stop him anymore, you go, the current state of this idiot is either sleeping or in a daze, not suitable for work at all!”

Gu Qi talked a lot, and Wen Youxia extracted the general meaning: Qiu Sheng's illness needs tranquilizers, and those drugs may induce his potential gastrointestinal problems.Regardless of his physical or mental state, Qiu Sheng is not suitable for work now. He has something on his mind, and Gu Qi can't persuade him.

"Okay." Wen Youxia nodded, "I'll take him back to rest."

Gu Qi reached an agreement with him, and patted Wen Youxia on the shoulder in relief: "Wen Xia, you can be considered reliable once."

Wen Youxia really wanted to refute, but she really couldn't find fault with Gu Qi, so she snorted in embarrassment, with a subterranean smile.

"By the way, do you know where Qiu Sheng's house is?" Gu Qi clapped his hands.

"I sent him back that day." Wen Youxia said, and then said a little hurt and aggrieved, "He only sent me to the gate of the community, and he didn't know the unit number."

Gu Qi: "It's simple, I'll tell you later, and I'll give you the spare key together."

Wen Youxia wanted to say "it's not necessary", he wasn't ready to talk to Qiu Sheng about such impractical things as living together, they still had to go through a lot of difficulties, Qiu Sheng's, his own.

Although there is only a gap in the glass door between the two, the sunlight folded inside will illuminate a rainbow.

The exclusive rehearsal rooms of the bands signed by Taiguo are all on the same floor, and the sound of musical instruments can still be heard in the corridors with the best soundproof panels, but it is only hazy and not noisy.

The band's LOGO was pasted on each door, Wen Youxia was still looking at the house number of their rehearsal room, when the opposite door suddenly opened.

The lead singer of the band, who only wore a white shirt in the winter, slammed the door with a sullen face and slammed the door.The voice was so loud that Wen Youxia was taken aback, Gu Qi called out first: "Xu Ran?"

Xu Ran has a gentle appearance, a thin and slender figure, and wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses. He looks more like a charming young teacher in a college than a musician.When he turned his head, there was still a shadow in his eyes that couldn't go away. When he met Gu Qi and Wen Youxia, the tiger-like people who usually smiled didn't even want to pretend, so he nodded perfunctorily: "You guys come to rehearse."

"Just take a look." Wen Youxia said.

Xu Ran pulled the guitar strap: "I heard that you guys are going to record a new song, congratulations."

Wen Youxia nodded: "You're welcome."

Xu Ran pursed his thin lips to look even more indifferent, he loosened a button on his collar, and was about to say something to Wen Youxia, when a series of shocking drumbeats came from the rehearsal room behind him, chaotic, without any rhythm, More like venting.

"What's wrong with Xiaoman?" Gu Qi asked pointedly, "So angry."

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Xu Ran's face—after all, the picture of Qiu Sheng's eccentricity was still fresh—but he quickly pretended not to care: "I've been thinking about leaving the team every day for a fruit... a girl. "

"Are you in love?" Gu Qi said, gently rubbing the tip of her nose.

"Dating? I think people are just playing with him." Xu Ran's words were ridiculed and contemptuous, "If you really want to talk, you won't sleep with others while staying at the venue. But some people just I can't see, I want to leave the team, and form some kind of double band with the girl... Gu Qi, what would you do if it were you?"

Gu Qi: "...ah this."

It's a bit of a personal topic, and the relationship between the two bands isn't good enough to share their off-work days.Gu Qi felt embarrassed, but on the other hand, he wanted to gossip again: Sheng Xiaoman is leaving Woken because of his love interest, what kind of horror story is this?

Just as Xu Ran finished speaking, the sound of drums in the rehearsal room seemed to smash the ceiling, all the cymbals, kick drum, and snare drum were struck at the same time, with such force that Wen Youxia frowned and took a step back, covering her ears— —

This temper tantrum is too scary.

Xu Ran may have been tortured by this for a long time, and his expression was exhausted. When he heard that the drum inside could not be blocked even by the soundproof walls, he was instantly outraged.Regardless of the so-called "opponent" and himself looking at each other in blank dismay, he pushed open the door suddenly.

Xu Ran yelled loudly, "Where do you want to go! Get lost! Are you okay?!"

The dense rain of drums stopped for a beat, Wen Youxia couldn't see Sheng Xiaoman's person, but heard him shout back hoarsely: "Fuck you! You know what a fart!"

The two exchanged a few harsh words at each other, Xu Ran wanted to step in several times, clenched his fists, finally endured it, and slammed the door again, wood and metal collided, drums smashed the floor, all the sounds were like a storm.

This scene made Wen Youxia dazed, as if he had suddenly returned to February 2014, and the same was true for him and Qiu Sheng.

So at that time, how would Gu Qi, Xiao Lu... and even Liu Wangyu who were beside him feel?

Do you think it's funny, or does it feel like he's inexplicably heartbroken at this moment?

Wen Youxia and Xu Ran don’t have a deep friendship, and he seldom listens to Woken’s songs, but he thinks: It’s okay to be silent and unknown, and it’s okay to have a concert at the Olympic Games and a commercial performance for 60 yuan. Woken makes no difference at this moment.

After all, there was an outsider, Xu Ran's shoulders trembled for a moment, took a deep breath, and returned to normal.

He took off his glasses, revealing his red eye sockets. He wiped the lenses nervously and put them back on again. He was embarrassed and had nothing to say: "Look at this... okay, I'll let you guys watch it as a joke."

"It's okay." Gu Qi said, "Which band doesn't quarrel, be normal."

"No matter how normal my heart is, I really have to dissolve it."

Gu Qi quickly said: "No, your concert hasn't even held yet, so I'm still waiting to ask for tickets, okay?"

Talking about the concert, Xu Ran wanted to laugh, it was out of season, he finally just moved the corner of his mouth unnaturally, and looked at Wen Youxia: "So I really envy Qiu Sheng."

Wen Youxia had a feeling, what would he say next.

"We have known each other for 15 years... So much time, such a tacit cooperation, it's like living out a second self... What's the use? I know too well. Now if he doesn't listen to me, he really doesn't want to listen." Xu Then he took a deep breath, "But what about Qiu Sheng? With you, the piano has been smashed. It has been several years...you will still come back for him."

After finishing speaking, Xu Ran turned his head and left, as if he would show all his unbearable fragility in front of Wen Youxia if he was a second later.

"It's the first time I've seen Xu Ran's expression." Gu Qi was thoughtful.

Wen Youxia said "hmm".

Woken and Yinshan are similar but opposite. As the central figures of the creation, Xu Ran and drummer Sheng Xiaoman met when they were young. According to Xu Ran's interview, they are "undoubtedly another mirror image of each other in the world."This kind of tacit reaction is even more integrated in the music, 1+1>2, no one can do without the other.

They are so suitable, so compatible, always supporting each other...

But at this moment, Xu Ran was desolate and lonely.

It seemed that when Sheng Xiaoman expressed his desire to leave him for the first time, the bridge they had built over the years collapsed, and a lone tree lay between the two of them, only waiting for the last straw.

It was so fitting that it would only hurt more to be apart.

Wen Youxia looked at Xu Ran's back, thinking of the second half of what he didn't say to Qiu Sheng.

"We are not suitable, but you don't need to be too suitable to be a band."

Faced with the plight of another band, the swords and swords of his own past suddenly became easy and acceptable.Walking outside the rehearsal room, Gu Qi was still immersed in Xu Ran's specious words.

He took it for granted, "Do you think Woken will really disband?"

After a while, Wen Youxia replied, "The band will all disband."

"what?"

"Disband, reorganize, and disband again." Wen Youxia ignored Gu Qi's sharp eyes, and continued to think to himself, "No band can last long, only works can. So I have been thinking, should everyone stay in Yinshan for a lifetime? Five years, ten years, or wait until the end of the contract? Maybe I will have another fight with Qiu Sheng-"

"Wen Xia, shhh!" Gu Qi winked.

Wen Youxia didn't receive it. He fumbled for the key to the rehearsal room from his pocket intently, and said, "What will happen tomorrow is tomorrow's business, but if you call me today, I will come right away."

Gu Qi tried to save the situation: "So you still care about Yinshan!"

"Because it is Qiu Sheng's flesh and blood," Wen Youxia said, "I don't want to make him sad."

Gu Qi didn't say anything more.

He was a little strangely quiet, Wen Youxia didn't know what happened until he turned his head——

In the words, the person who was "cared about" by the precious place was standing a few steps away at this moment.

The author says:

Smell: As long as I'm not embarrassed, it's someone who is embarrassed :)

Qiu: I'm not embarrassed, it's someone who is embarrassed :)

Gu:?

*The band I liked before also disbanded. Looking back now, I feel that separation is something that everyone will face. The disbandment of the band is actually not a big deal. It mainly depends on the future life of each of you...And after going through the previous ones, Wen Xia may now feel that being with Qiu Sheng is far more important to him than the music itself, so he will say that even if they don’t renew their contract in the future, he and Qiu Sheng will still be him and Qiu Sheng (random explanation) .

The ambition of Yinshan is on Qiu... 23333