Twisted melon bursts sweet [e-sports]

It was almost one o'clock in the afternoon when we returned to the base.

Because they were worried about the press conference, everyone didn't eat much breakfast. The team members who had been hungry for a long time got out of the car and rushed to the restaurant. And... Huangfu, who seemed a little out of his mind, fell behind.

Passing the living room, Jin Chao pulled Xi Nian and was about to turn to the dining room, when he saw the manager walking forward in a daze, he couldn't help but remind him: "Manager, the food is already ordered, where are you going?"

Huangfu was stunned for two seconds before turning around, rubbing his nose and smiling a bit reluctantly: "...I'm a little tired, I want to go upstairs to rest for a while, you guys go to eat, don't worry about me."

After speaking, he continued to walk towards the stairs.

Looking at his distraught back, Jin Chao wondered, "Why do I feel that the manager is not in a good mood? Isn't everything over?"

Thinking of what the coach said before, and thinking of the weird atmosphere between the two during this period... Xi Nian guessed the truth of the matter somewhat, and shook his head: "I guess it's because of love..."

Before he finished speaking, Jin Chao's eyes widened: "What? You mean the manager is looking for someone?" At this point, he suddenly looked carefully at the surrounding environment like a thief, and then lowered his voice Then he continued, "What about the coach? Last time he swore that he would let the manager be my cousin... Tsk, you said every year, since we are relatives, should I give it to you?" Did he tip off a letter?"

Xi Nian: "..."

Every time he had the idea that "Jin Chao has finally learned to be smart/became shrewd", Jin Chao could always use his actual actions to prove that this was an illusion.

Xi Nian helped his forehead: "...Don't you see that the current situation is what the coach wants to see?"

In other words, it was deliberately created by the coach himself, and the purpose is also obvious-to make the manager aware of his feelings for the coach.

"Huh?" There was a bigger question mark on Jin Chaoda's head.

"..." Xi Nian gave up explaining to Jin Chao the routine of "can only be understood but cannot be explained", and simply changed the subject, "Forget it, we are not suitable to interfere in this kind of thing anyway, let's go to eat."

"Oh, that's fine." On such trivial matters, Jin Chaolai believed in the principle of "what Xi Nian says is what he says", and nodded decisively.

Just when Xi Nian was about to turn around and go to the restaurant, his hand was pulled——

Xi Nian raised his eyebrows: "What's wrong?"

However, this time Jin Chao's attitude seemed extremely hesitant: "There is something, I don't know whether I should explain it to you..."

Although he promised Wei Yan on the phone, whether to believe it or not is one issue, and whether to express his opinion is another issue.

Of course he believed that Xi Nian would understand him, but if he didn't say a word about it...would Xi Nian be a little disappointed with his attitude?

But if he expresses his position at this time, will Xi Nian feel that he doesn't trust him?

It was rare for Jin Chao to think carefully. He thought of getting off the car from the car and didn't make a decision. Although he held Xi Nian back, he was still struggling in his heart, and his two frowning eyebrows were almost twisted into twists. .

... Never mind, I heard that you can be ignorant in love, but you must not be ignorant!

Jin Chao took a deep breath, ready to make a statement regardless of 21: "Xi Nian, I..."

When I expressed my opinion, I was cut off at the beginning:

"Are you trying to explain that you didn't come out with me at the press conference today?" The sentence pattern was questionable, but the tone was determined. Xi Nian gave him a godlike glance, "In the car Just wanted to say it? It’s not easy to hold back for so long.”

Jin Chao was dumbfounded: "...how do you know?!"

Xi Nian resisted the urge to roll his eyes, and tried his best to explain in a pleasant manner: "Just you and Wei Yan with loud voices... that is, You Shuai and Luo Gaoyang sitting in front are both wearing earphones, otherwise they can probably hear clearly .”

Jin Chao: "..."

Jin Chao wiped his face before opening in frustration: "...Then what do you think?"

"Didn't you say everything I thought?"

"?"

There was a smile in Xi Nian's eyes, imitating Jin Chaogang's tone: "I believe in him, so he also believes in me."

The words were obviously spoken from his own mouth, but Jin Chao felt a little embarrassed when he heard them, and touched the raised letters on his neck: "Cough, that's good..."

"So," Xi Nian changed the subject at this moment, "Since you know that I will believe you, why do you still ask me? Could it be..."

"I believe you will believe me!" This tongue twister almost made Jin Chao dizzy, "but trust is one thing, attitude is another."

"Just because you believe me doesn't mean I can pretend that nothing happened." Jin Chao's expression became a little serious, "I'm not asking you to question your trust in me, I just want to show you My attitude, I want you to know that I attach great importance to your feelings, and I don't want you to feel a little bit sad because of me...do you understand?"

Xi Nian has always been a smart person, and he can understand many things without being told.

But it’s similar to what Jin Chao said—it’s one thing to actively understand, but another thing to passively feel being valued, nervous, and cared for…

The warm current rushed towards his heart continuously like the waves at high tide, making him feel extremely warm.

He pursed his lips, and the arc of his mouth rose uncontrollably: "...Understood."

"Just understand," Jin Chao breathed a sigh of relief, putting his hands on Xi Nian's shoulders, "I don't know if you have guessed the next thing, but whether you have guessed it or not, I want to tell you personally—— "

"The reason I didn't come out with you at the press conference is because I haven't told my parents about it, whether they accept it or not, I think they would rather hear it from me face to face than Seeing news that your son is gay in a newspaper or a web feed.”

"In two days I want to take leave to go home, and after I tell them about it, I will come out publicly."

"Xi Nian, from now on we will be together aboveboard, and I will never let you be wronged again."

Hearing such a sincere confession from someone he has loved for many years, Xi Nian would be lying if he said he wasn't moved, and it would be a lie if he said he didn't want to agree, but he couldn't just think about himself...

"I know what you mean, but our situation is different. You can't follow me and come out so hastily."

Jin Chaogang wanted to refute, but was restrained by Xi Nian's soothing eyes——

"I will choose to come out publicly at the press conference, and most of it is to retaliate against...them." The couple he used as a tool to exchange interests used the sacred title of "parents", "You also know that Xishan grew stronger after their marriage, so the internal has always been divided into two factions, and the two factions can coexist peacefully. The premise is that I am a pawn with blood on both sides."

Even when talking about the cruel fact that he was just a pawn in the eyes of his family, Xi Nian's tone was still calm.

"They count on me to stabilize the hearts of both sides, and they hope that my marriage will bring them more benefits... I came out to break their thoughts and also cut off their way out."

"Actually, I really don't care whether I disclose my sexual orientation publicly or not. I just want my future life to be free from other people's control."

"But you are different," Xi Nian looked up at Jin Chao, "You have a pair of parents who love you, they even love your friends, if you suddenly tell them this, you know it will hurt them How much harm? Auntie will definitely be very sad..."

Speaking of this, Xi Nian suddenly remembered that Jin's mother asked him to play often before leaving last time, and couldn't help but feel a little sour...

However, before he finished his sourness, a voice that said "Although I tried my best to hide it, I still hope to be praised" sounded——

"Hey, what, my mother should have recovered."

"?"

Probably because the two have been together for a long time, Jin Chao has also been infected with Xi Nian's signature gesture - touching his nose, then lowered his head: "A few days ago you 'leaved the team' and hid at my house, and then I and the coach When I went to find you... my mother should have guessed it, cough."

Xi Nian: "..."

"Honey, the courier brought it to you!"

Jin's mother was trimming the two osmanthus branches she had just picked from the yard in the dining room, when she heard the door being pushed open, followed by Jin's father's angry shout.

She didn't even lift her head: "well, put it on the table."

"Hey, I found this courier from the corner of the supermarket. It's very dirty. Let me dismantle it for you."

Jin's father spoke fast and acted even faster. Before Jin's mother could stop him, he had already tore open the black courier bag with brute force, revealing the contents inside——

Homosexual Studies: History, Experience, and Theory

A History of Homosexuality in Europe

Covering Up: Double Lives of Homosexuality and Beyond

"Homosexuality in the Perspective of Chinese Law"

……

Father Jin: "..."

He pointed to the pile of homosexual-related books that fell on the floor, his fingers trembling as if he had just been struck by lightning: "...This, what is this?"

Jin's mother originally wanted to wait for herself to know enough about this group before subtly persuading Jin's father to accept that her son is gay...

However, looking at the situation in front of her, she should not be able to hide it. She sighed, and just about to confess, she heard Father Jin's panic-stricken voice—

"You, you, you don't want to say that after 23 years, six months and seven days of marriage with me... you suddenly found out that you have a problem with your sexual orientation?!" Father Jin felt like his sky was falling apart.

Mother Jin: "..."

Mother Jin also felt that her sky was falling.

...It was just because of Jin's father's stupidity.

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The author has something to say: Mother Jin: You have such a big brain, it's a pity not to write in Lujinjiang.

Father Jin: _(:з」∠)_

Summary: Jin Chao has inherited Jin’s mother’s empathy, bravery for love, firm persistence and Jin’s father’s...brain circuit (bushi

I didn't backstab two people at the same time (bushi

ps: I checked the titles of those books on Baidu, and one of them was slightly changed (China was changed to Huaguo).

感谢在2021-02-0621:20:26~2021-02-0721:27:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 273469091;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!