[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

Chapter 9 I Don't Know What Love Is

What will I be like ten years from now?

He has imagined countless times.

When I was a child, I wrote an essay about my future self. At that time, he wrote full of longing that he would become a robot when he grew up, and then he was ridiculed by Zero and said that unless he went to drive a mobile suit.

When I get older, I start to imagine things that everyone imagined when they were young, such as what kind of classmates they will meet when they enter a new school, what kind of girls they will rub off with, and even the steps of interacting with people should be What is it? He has thought about all these, and then he was mercilessly beaten by Zero and said that his future is doomed to be entangled with more than six men.

...But the problem now is not those, but the back of the man in front of him with his back turned to him.

He assures that his sexuality is absolutely not distorted, and the person he likes is definitely a girl, but that man... obviously lives with him.

Which man would wear home clothes and clean up with his back to people, is there a housekeeper, is there such a housekeeper who can wear home clothes? !

His face contorted for a moment, but before he could speak, the man turned around, frowning in displeasure.

"Didn't I tell you to rest?" There was a bit of reproach in the words, but at the same time, it couldn't hide the concern.

He was a little at a loss, stretched out his hand to rub his nose, but suddenly felt that something was wrong. "I..." The voice was clearly coming out of his throat, but it had a different appearance.

Rather than saying that this is his voice after the voice change period, it is more like Zero's voice.At least this voice was clearer than the somewhat vague voice that sounded in his head.

In just a split second, he guessed what might happen to him.

[zero…?are u there? ...Don't leave the answer, Zero? ]

There was no one else in his head but his own voice.

Probably seeing him standing there in a daze, the man dropped the cleaning tool in his hand and walked towards him, "What's the matter? Uncomfortable?...Ah, that's why I told you to sleep a little longer." The man's face With a worried look on his face, "I will pick up Xiaonian in the afternoon, so don't worry."

He almost wanted to ask who Xiao Nian was, but he was at a loss because of the man's gaze, so he could only lower his head like a child learning a lesson.

As a result, this bow almost made him cry out.

He was wearing a long baggy skirt now, but even the baggy clothes couldn't hide the swell of his stomach.

He suddenly felt that he might as well die like this.

The man stroked his hair with a hand, then changed his tone. "...You are such an idiot, learn to take good care of yourself too." The voice was almost full of pampering, but it made him twitch while listening.

He carefully put his hands on his stomach and then stepped up, and finally stopped on his chest. "... Ha ha." He couldn't help sneering twice, but suddenly noticed that the laughter was a bit inappropriate, and secretly looked at the man from the corner of his eye, for fear that the man would find something wrong.However, the man's expression did not change, which made him feel relieved.

If at first he thought that he would be with a man ten years later, and he vaguely guessed something because of his intuition, then the ups and downs of his chest confirmed his guess very well.

If it is correct, then he should be in Zero's body ten years later... and he is still pregnant with a child...

Thinking of this, he held back a mouthful of blood and swallowed silently. "I...I'm going to the bathroom." After he said this, he spontaneously walked towards the sink. The man looked at him without speaking, but turned around and walked into a certain room.

He walked into the sink and locked the door, and washed his face with water many times with a very unhappy expression.

The face reflected on the mirror in front of the sink was undoubtedly the familiar Zero, whose original face was already blurred.

After calming down a bit, he began to think about what the world he was in was like.

Did his consciousness come to the body of the ten-year-old zero who already had a body, or is it from another world...

He has subconsciously come up with the answer, and it has to be said that even though his ability has not yet been developed, the super intuition that is quiet in his blood has already exerted its ability.

Zero once told him that the future is diverse, and any choice will create a road to the future. The roads are intricate, some are intertwined, and some cannot be combined.

So, the body he is staying in now, the original owner of this body...is it...

With a body, it is very likely that there is no Zero who met him.Or there is no body, the zero he knows, and it is possible that the zero he knows has obtained a body due to a certain method in ten years, and finally evolved into this appearance...

The former made him feel delicate, while the latter made him feel jealous and unwilling.

If it is really that person, does this mean that the two people he thought would not be separated will eventually be separated?

He didn't understand what the sudden strange emotion was, but at least he understood that he was dissatisfied.

Dissatisfaction with what was originally your own suddenly slipped away and then became someone else's.

This kind of emotion is not surprising, after all, since he was four years old, he has never been separated from Zero, not even quarreling.Much of this stems from Zero's inability to leave his body and Zero's age difference, but that's not a big deal either.

but……

He shook his head, waving away those thoughts that he had or didn't have, and suddenly felt that something poked his stomach.

He moved his eyes down, and then looked at the slightly swollen abdomen with a complicated face.

... To be honest, as a 14-year-old boy with a thriving roots, it shouldn't be too much pressure to become like this now.

He walked out of the bathroom with a sullen face, and then saw the man looking at him slightly sideways, pointing to a cup of steaming things on the table with his finger.

It is estimated that it should be hot water.

Probably because he didn't move, the man turned his head and looked at him carefully. "Are you still uncomfortable...?"

Only then did he really notice the man's appearance.

It's not very good-looking or ugly, but it's a mediocre appearance. While evaluating, he couldn't help but think that if this person had a hedgehog head and a lion head, he might look better.His voice was different from his, slightly lower, but pleasant to hear.

"Speaking of which tomorrow is your birthday, what do you want to eat?" The man looked at him with a smile, and even he was blushed a little by the man. "...Are you...?" He suddenly heard a man's voice that seemed confused, but the man stopped talking after only two words.

Could it be that someone noticed it?

He became tense for a moment, raised his head to look at the man, but saw the man's eyes rest on his abdomen for a while, and then he sighed helplessly. "What's the matter, haven't you thought about how to celebrate your birthday?" The doubts just now seemed to be just his illusion, but the man's voice was not as gentle as it was at the beginning, but spoke to him with a slightly distant and polite tone.

"Eh, I...then I didn't expect to remember it so clearly..." The embarrassment of being seen through made him turn his eyes to one side, and he was also a little surprised that tomorrow is Zero's birthday.

The man snorted, then looked up at the ceiling. "Of course." The tone is so natural, but it sounds like showing off to him. "If you don't remember, you will cry and fight with me, crying like you did in high school?"

At the end of the man's words, with a slightly nostalgic tone, he smiled gently.

There was something strangely repulsive about the look to him.

"——I won't!" He didn't intend to speak, he just wanted to treat it in silence, but his body yelled at the man uncontrollably.This kind of behavior gave him a subtle feeling that he couldn't describe.

This feeling is not the rejection caused by the body being controlled by another consciousness, but it seems that the body has been able to respond naturally to the answer to those words, and he doesn't even need to think about how to respond.

The man stared at him for a moment, his lips pursed but he didn't speak.

Perhaps men already know that there is no zero in this body.

He suddenly thought so.

"... 5 minutes... no, almost 2 minutes... zero, no... that person will come back." He didn't know why he said this to the man, but seeing the man's smile when he heard his words, he felt that he had done something That's right.

The man looked at him, his eyes didn't know whether it was innate or a result of habit, a little emotionless, "Zero...in your world, her name is this..." The man smiled, "Although I'm a little sorry, but I can Tell me the exact whereabouts of my wife?"

Only silence could answer him.

It's not that he can't answer, but that when the man mentions his wife, he suddenly loses interest in answering.

He is definitely not such an unreasonable person, but now he wants to do this inexplicably.

The man didn't care about his attitude, but instead talked to him as if he was talking about family life. "What do you want to eat at night? Speaking of which, you can't eat pasta at night, so I can make you some porridge? Tell me, what do you want to eat, and I will make it for you."

In an instant, he remembered a sentence that Zero had said to him unintentionally.

If a man is willing to cook for a woman himself, he either asks her for something or loves that woman deeply.

At that time, I was too young to understand, and when I was older, I felt that these words made no sense, but now I think about it again and I can't forget it for a while.

And at the same moment when the man asked that sentence, this body again abandoned his will, and subconsciously replied, "As long as you do it, I will eat it."

He felt a panic for no reason.

But the man did not let him go, but continued to ask that sentence. "After dinner, take a walk?"

The body seemed to already know the answer, and before he could react, it had already answered the man's words naturally.

"it is good."

Even if he is as young as him, he can feel the love hidden under this question and answer.

He suddenly felt that his chest was squeezed hard by something, but he couldn't cry out the pain.

He felt that the reason why men did this was to provoke and show off.Even to tell him that Zero is happy in this world without contact with him and with him——this happiness belongs to Zero and that man.

He made an assumption.

If Zero didn't meet him in that form and that way, but lived as a normal person in this world or another world, what would happen to him?

At least not better than now, right?

At least no one would coax himself in such a gentle tone when he was crying when he was young, and no one would say things he understood or didn't understand in his mind, let alone when he was ridiculed by everyone as useless and incompetent Stand up, even if it's in a weird way.

That person's role was not as important as that of a mother, but it played a subtle role in his upbringing.

It's not impossible without her, but once in contact with her, it's hard to let go after getting along with her.

Maybe this is human emotion?

do not understand.

Five minutes passed by, and he realized that he was going back, and when he was finally able to be with Zero as before, the man looked at him and suddenly said seriously: "Do you like her?" He said alone as if talking to himself, "That person looks carefree, but in fact he is not as casual as he looks on the outside. He is good at taking care of others but can't take care of himself, and he is very insecure. If you like her," the man raised his head and looked at her. He seemed to be looking at his original appearance. "If you like her, the process may be a bit difficult." Then, the man smiled at him.

He returned to the original time and space, and with a little anxiety, he called out the man's name.

[zero……? ]

The man quickly responded to him. …it was the zero he was familiar with, even his own, and nothing else.

He was inexplicably happy, but after feeling that Zero seemed to be very tired, he almost mustered up the courage to shout out that sentence.At the same time, Zero also said a word to him.

Before hearing those words, he subconsciously felt that what they said should mean the same thing.

[Damn it, you actually left me alone to face the woman who got pregnant by you! !super scary! ]

[where did you go? ...I kind of miss you. ]

...It's actually quite different.He grinned, revealing a wry smile.

His voice was buried, as well as the hard-won feelings he had expressed. When he was about to complain about Zero, he suddenly remembered what the man said to him last.

He opened his mouth and decided not to say anything for now.

He still doesn't understand his own intentions, and he is afraid that this feeling is the same as the peculiar rebellious feeling in adolescence, it comes inexplicably and suddenly, but it always hurts countless people.

Give him a little more time, just a little bit.

He listened to the nagging voice, thinking silently.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_ That man is my favorite character!I had already conceived a fan about him, but I didn't write it—[打地

So I pulled it here to make Gangzai envious, jealous and hate, and increase the pressure by the way www

There is a male protagonist, there is also an inexplicable rival in love, and even an imaginary enemy is necessary to play. It’s bad ww [You respect yourself]

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