[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

I don't quite know what happened, I only know that what I see and what I hear are people crying in grief.But that voice was not in front of my eyes.These are but residual images that flowed to me from another.

The sound came from a distance, and then slowly approached me, and finally the sound formed an invisible behemoth that deeply strangled people's hearts.

And in the middle of that monster, the boy squatted in it alone.

"Eh...?" I was about to run over, but the surroundings suddenly changed, "...it's a dream." I looked at the pale ceiling of the medical room in a daze, and my dizzy head made me feel very uncomfortable .

I tried to turn over to adjust, but found that my limbs were weak and I couldn't move.

How long have I slept?

When this question suddenly popped up in my mind, the strong emotions flowing from Tsuna even made me shiver uncontrollably.

Gang Ji is now... probably in the ring, experiencing the 200-year history of Vongola, right?

I shook my head desperately, hoping to wake up a little bit, but the effect of this was not good, and it caused me to have more and more headaches.

I just felt uncomfortable, my whole body was soaked in sweat, the pajamas that someone changed for me were sticky to my body, and the hair over my shoulders was also wet and stuck to my face, which made me feel even more sad. But can't break free.

I don't know when, I actually fell asleep again in this discomfort.It's just that this time I slept extremely unsteadily, I always woke up from time to time, and then fell asleep again.

On the one hand, I despise this unbearable sticky feeling, on the other hand, I want to struggle out of my body consciously, but it seems that I am being pulled by someone and cannot escape.When the consciousness was no longer able to struggle and I wanted to give up, Gangji's emotions were conveyed to me again.

I can't tell what kind of emotion it is, I only know that the boy is hoping that someone can take him away from that place, I only know that he is now in the vortex of pain alone.

...It's really too much, when I was looking forward to it, that guy always came a bit late.

In an instant, the consciousness became so much clearer, and then I felt that the thing that was pulling me and not letting me go was thrown away by me, and the whole person was separated from the body. .6zzw.

Seeing myself lying on the bed in a state of embarrassment, I couldn't help pursing my mouth, but suddenly I saw a cluster of weak flames ignited in the ring that shouldn't be burning flames. "What the hell is this...?" I was a little confused as to where this cluster of cloud-attributed flames came from. After all, Tsuna had once told me that when I was hit by a death air bomb, my forehead burned the same orange color as his. flame.But the flame on the ring is purple, and I don't think that the strong flame released before made my body weak or lack of physical strength.It would be better to say that the feeling of fatigue this time is different from the past. The feeling does not come from the body but from my own consciousness.

"It's useless to think so much." I said and sighed again, turned my head to look outside the door, and ran straight to the training room with the help of the special connection between me and Gangji.

I kept running inside the base to where he was. In the end, I couldn't tell whether I was running with my legs or floating over the wall like a ghost. The only thing I knew was my purpose of moving forward.

Definitely go to that guy.

It was the first time I had such a strong desire in my heart.

But because of this, I had to face things that I had been avoiding until now.

"...So I like you so much." I squatted at the door of the training room panting, smiled at myself, and walked through the wall to the training room, but I didn't see Gangji, only that Lal, who was surrounded by the training room, stood in front of a dark needle-shaped object with his hands folded and a ten-year-old skylark.

It's normal if you can't see it. After all, that fellow Gangji is experiencing the 200-year history of Vengley in the needle ball of extreme hypoxia.

I walked up to the needle ball formed by the cloud hedgehog, and as soon as I put my hand on the surface of the needle ball, I suddenly felt a line of sight from diagonally behind.

I turned my head, so my eyes met Reborn standing on Lal's shoulder with an unpredictable expression.

That mafia baby, who has always been elusive, obviously couldn't see me at this moment, but stared in my direction with a certain knowing gaze, leaving me nowhere to hide.

This guy...maybe he already knows something?Thinking of this, I simply turned my head and stopped looking at him. "Ah...it doesn't matter so much." I stuck out my tongue and walked directly into the needle ball.

The space for the needle ball is actually very small, but Gang Ji squatted in it, but it seemed only a little bit, very much like the first time I met him.

A person just huddled into a small ball on the spot, and the helpless look made people want to help him.Obviously there is not much space here, but seeing him like this creates an illusion that this place is too empty.

Speaking of which, at the beginning, this child was also alone like this, enduring ridicule from others.

"...so stupid." Thinking of his appearance at that time, I couldn't help laughing. "It really looks like me."

Although I don't quite remember how I became able to live in a state of coexistence with him at that time, I just noticed that I had lived like that for a long time, but I still remember the feeling of helping him get ahead.

Because the way he looked at that time was really too similar to me in the past.

But my personality is much more troublesome than his. After all, this kid, Gang Ji, has never fought or quarreled with anyone because he couldn't bear it.

Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered what Reborn once said to me, which seemed to mean... This guy Tsuna Yoshi likes me to the point where there is no cure, he is a complete idiot.

I walked up to him and squatted down, looking at his eyes closed because of fear, I couldn't help leaning over and pressing my forehead against him.

"Hey, Gangji." I squatted beside him and poked his face with my fingers, "Do you like me that much?" He was in the historical vortex of the ring and couldn't hear my voice, so I Didn't expect any answer.

"...Although I don't know what you think, Tsuna, but..." I smiled a little shyly, "I used to think it was a bit strange to be liked by you, ah, although it is still the same now, but now I like you very much Yo.—Yeah, it’s a good thing you can’t hear me, otherwise I’d have to cry in embarrassment.”

I don't quite understand the way couples get along, but I always don't know how to express my feelings. Even though the two have coexisted in the same body for ten years, I still don't know what the other is feeling.

To put it bluntly, I am the kind of person who is easily disturbed.

"...what's your mood at this moment... how is it?" I closed my eyes, cupped his head with both hands, and touched his lips.

The softness that can be felt between the lips is like stroking the fluff of a chick, and the soft touch makes it hard to leave.

"...Although it is said to be a first kiss, you probably don't know it." I bent my eyes and laughed, and the scenery around me was gradually overwhelmed by the dark history of Pengo Lie.

I stood up again, stood in front of Tsunaki, closed my eyes and listened to the continuous screams and wails.

What kind of scene will it be in 200 years of history?

There are scenes of men with wives and children being brutally killed by hostile families; there are scenes of others stepping on blood and climbing up for rights and status; The vision of a powerful mafia turning away from everything.

The history of the past 200 years is completely different from what people expected when Vengley was established and the Mafia was established.

However, compared to Vongola's dark history, that's the only thing I care about.

"I said before that I am the only one who can bully my children. No matter how useless this guy Gang Ji is, if other guys want to bully, they have to see if I agree." I stood in the dark In front of the whirlpool, although he was a little scared, he still mustered up his momentum and stared at those things and said.

"...Zero?" Gang Ji behind him looked at me with confused eyes as if he had just recovered.

I glanced at the back and confirmed that the child was only pale because of looking at those pictures instead of being disturbed by something or losing his original will. The leaders surrounded us, all covering their faces with flames, as if wearing a mask.

"Gang, let me ask you a question." I looked at him, and hooked his finger with my little finger. "Do you like Pengo Lie like this, do you accept it?"

He hooked my fingers, and then held my hand. Although his face was still pale, he shook his head firmly. "—I don't want such Vengley."

I couldn't help laughing, for the surprised Vengley leaders who formed a circle around us.

"This is Judai's choice, and this is Tsunayoshi's answer." I looked straight at those people, scanning their faces one by one. "...if anyone denies this idea..."

so what?

These leaders who were famous in their era and passed down their names to the world are nothing more than the consciousness left in the ring.

The desire to change something, if you want to make it happen, only people who are still living in the world can do it.

Only the living have the ability to change, and the dead are only dead.

"Whether it's Vongola's history, or some crisis in the next ten years, or even..." I stared at the only conscious Vengley leaders, showing a sarcastic smile mercilessly. "Even if I'm dead in ten years, I don't have to care."

When he said the last sentence, Tsuna suddenly grabbed my hand tightly.

I didn't struggle, just let him express his uneasiness in this way, but continued to talk to those people. "But only his will, I will care. There is only so much I can care about now, and no one can interfere with him."

Someone once said that once you like someone, you will put yourself in the lowest and most humble place.

I used to be ashamed of it, and I still don't care about it, but now... I'm doing the most humble fool for Tsuna-kichi like this.

...Who made me like him.

I stared at the group of people, but couldn't help but sighed.

Who told me to fall in love with it so much.

The author has something to say: _(:3」∠)_ What everyone is looking forward to is definitely not Zero’s first kiss but Tsuna Yoshi’s first kiss feeling [Melancholy face

=L=This is the most humble and lowest practice in the world. Although I want to say that I don’t agree with it, it’s actually like this in love...not just girls, maybe boys too?

_(:3」∠)_Well, anyway, I am the guy who failed in unrequited love【Kneel

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The number of words is relatively small, only three thousand and three, I really want to explode the number of words... [Melancholy face