[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

I never thought that I would be able to reach the world that is full of crises ten years later.

Even if the friendships and even romances of teenagers have undergone major changes in that world and become more stable, I have no hope that I can go to that world.

I hate going to dangerous places--this is different from when I was a child.

Ten years after Tsuna and the others went, it was full of crises, and no one knew what would happen if they made a mistake.Even if it's me, it's just a bit of an opportunity to predict in advance.

"In the final analysis... To put it bluntly," I sat on the bed shaking my legs, looking at the place where Tsuna had been staying not long ago. "I'm just greedy for life and afraid of death. But I told you beforehand, Tsuna-kichi, that injuries are inevitable, but you must live on; your relationship with your companions will definitely become stronger, but my position must be put first? Um, What else..." I muttered alone in the room, and finally put my hands on my face in a silly way.

"Ha, no matter how much I say now, you won't be able to hear it. Can you?" I looked at the place where only a little pink smoke from the rocket launcher ten years later remained in front of me, and finally my body collapsed on the bed.

I can't do anything, for ten years into the future.

But now the only thing that can be done is that one. "I trust you, Tsunayoshi. Super rare trust, just like trusting that Luffy can become the One Piece?"

After saying this, I laughed out loud to myself.

If Tsunayoshi heard what I said, she would probably say something like always saying strange things indecently.

"...What, it's like a soft girl in love has become stupid recently. My wit, smartness and bravery must have been eaten by the bastard Tsunaki." I lay on the bed and turned over, biting unwillingly. Quilt. "If this continues, the majesty I have established over the years will definitely disappear."

I sighed, tossing and turning on the bed actually let me spend half an hour in this way.

Tsuna has no tendency to come back yet.

But this is also normal, I remember that if I want to come back, it will be about three days before the day I left...?

"Oops, I suddenly feel unbearable for such a long time." I rested my hand on my forehead, looked at the ceiling of the room with my eyes empty, and suddenly felt inexplicably difficult to adapt. "...Speaking of which, this is the first time that we have been away from each other for so long." Thinking of this, I felt even more lethargic.

Whether it's digging out the game to play or watching a new show, or even reading a book, it can't get rid of the kind of confusion that keeps coming from my heart.

Now I really understand the feeling of those people in love who haven't seen each other for two or three days and become limp and dead fish.

No matter what you do, the person who was originally by your side is not there, as if the two people who were originally symbiotic were suddenly separated.Although I didn't have such a disgusting experience, I did feel that something was missing.

... I don't think I will be able to ridicule those young couples who live like death if they haven't seen the person they like for a day or two.

"It turns out that I have nothing to do after rolling on the bed for so long." I turned over again in boredom, simply got up from the bed, picked up my small backpack and prepared to go out for a walk.

After I greeted my mother downstairs, I ran out the door, but inexplicably felt similar to the coexistence of excitement and a little fear.

Maybe I can meet Masakazu Irie who is aiming at those teenagers with a ten-year rocket launcher.

Ah, I think so, but...

I'm a little unsure if I want to not be affected, or if I want to be able to go to the world where Tsuna is in ten years later.

"...No matter what, I really don't want to die." I raised my hand to cover the sun above my head, muttered something in a low voice, but suddenly got a response from others.

"So don't go out." The sudden voice sounded familiar to me, but I couldn't remember who it was, so I looked in the direction of the voice, and what I saw was a pair standing side by side. Men and women together.

I am not very familiar with that boy, but I can say that I have met the girl once.

Probably seeing my expression change from doubt to calm, the girl standing next to the boy waved at me happily. "It should be long time no see!...It should be you? The last time we met was that boy, so it should be you...right?"

I stared at the girl in front of me with my lifeless eyes, and twitched the corners of my mouth. "Is this the rhythm of the secret signal? Or did you forget that the record of playing taiko master with me in Akihabara was [-] battles and [-] defeats?"

"...That's enough, bastard, don't mention it, I was super confident at that time, bastard. How much do you have to be good at the whole game without barriers?" The girl's face became very gloomy when I reminded her, The aura of the whole person has also changed from a pure and soft girl to a dark game house.

Because in the past ten years, only games can fill my empty and cold heart. "So I said, what are you looking for me for? If you insist, we just met once, or that's not even counted."

The guy in front of her yelled as if she had been awakened suddenly, and then patted her head, "Oh yes, I forgot," as she said this, the boy next to her showed an indifferent face, looking a little cold.

I can't help but think that if it was Tsunayoshi, he would probably show such a helpless expression or know such a stupid expression, and then scold me for only focusing on games.

...Oh, why did he get involved again.

"Cough, I was just entrusted to bring you a sentence. The sentence is, 'Please go ten years later'." The girl blinked, and an unnatural smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. "Ten years later..." He murmured as if sighing, then frowned. "I suddenly feel lonely, empty and cold, so I'll leave now. Ah Sheng, let's go." She yelled at the boy next to her, and then she couldn't help but take the boy's arm, and just pulled him back like this.

I stood alone at the intersection and heard it inexplicably, but after turning around, I was suddenly stopped by the boy named A Sheng. "Wait first..." He waved at me, then walked back after seeing me standing still. "You must be careful, for sure."

I still didn't understand what these two people said in the previous sentence, but the next sentence gave me a more difficult sentence, which made me very entangled in what these two guys who appeared suddenly wanted to do.

Speaking of which... that man looks a little familiar?

"Anyway, it's not like seeing each other for so many years and then discovering that the other party used to be my ex... Besides, I don't have such a strange creature as my ex..." I frowned and stared at the direction the two were going away, not even Understand why they are there.

If I insist on giving a reason, it is probably what the girl in the house said, in order to convey a sentence or two to me for someone?Want to travel ten years later?

What kind of guy would let a girl I don't know very well say such things to me.Generally speaking, it shouldn't be someone who is more familiar with me...

Ah, it suddenly occurred to me that apart from Tsunayoshi, I really don't have anyone I know better than the otaku girl who once played together in Akihabara for a day.That Shota-kun is familiar, and he is only familiar with me ten years later.

"...It's all the fault of Tsunayoshi, it's inexplicable. Should I say that guy is jealous or making trouble out of no reason." I walked forward with nothing to do, while sighing pretendingly. "Obviously, he was still a gentle and soft child before." Once I thought of Gangji's appearance when he was a child, I felt that no matter what the child did, he could be forgiven.

Because I know best how gentle this guy is, it's harder for me to get angry than usual, and it's easier for me to forgive people than usual.

This feeling is really subtle.Just like parents who quarrel with their children but never hold grudges with the children they have been with for many years, the relationship between Tsuna and I... is about the same, but the relationship between them is weirder than the relationship between blood relatives, right?

They are not relatives or friends, but they have been together for more than ten years, sharing everything with each other, and sharing all kinds of feelings.

Thinking about it this way, it's really hard for me to imagine a situation where we get tired of both sides and then go against each other.

"No, no, when I suddenly think about these things, I always feel that I will step into some kind of death foreshadowing." I immediately laughed, but after I calmed down, I saw a certain boy hiding in the corner with his back to me not far away.

I stared at the back of the man who was concentrating on aiming the bazooka at the prison temple, hesitated for a while and decided to approach him.

According to the current process, that is to say, Tsunayoshi only found out that he was suspended animation ten years later, and it is possible that he has met the prison temple Hayato ten years later, and is learning the news of entering the river from the other party?

I sneaked up to Irie Masaichi who breathed a sigh of relief after firing the rocket at the prison temple, but I didn't expect that I just reached out and poked him on the back, and he was so scared that he collapsed on the spot, and the gun he was holding in his hand Because of this, the rocket launcher fired at me unsteadily.

If the distance is farther, I can still hide, but the current distance is not what I can avoid if my motor nerves are not very developed, so at first I didn't want to go ten years later, so I had to close my eyes in resignation.

Ahh, it is a moment to look forward to for my future ten years later.

After a short period of sensory incongruity, I came ten years later, and what I saw when I opened my eyes was a tombstone.

I was caught off guard by the rows of tombstones in front of me. Apart from barely knowing that this place should be a cemetery, I couldn't think of other information.

...No, or there is one more thing.

Ten years later, I will probably be... dead?

I tried my best to take a deep breath to suppress my panic, looked around as if in a circle, and finally saw a picture of myself ten years later on the tombstone behind me.

The me in that photo is smiling happily, but the name engraved under the photo is not zero, and even ten years later, my surname is not Sawada,... but... Sezaki, Sezaki Yuki.

"Fortunately... this name..." I squatted down and looked at the square tombstone, but I couldn't figure out how much fate I had with Shota Sezaki to be with him so many times ten years later. future together.

Suddenly I remembered what I said ten years later after Tsunaji and I shared memories.At that time, I only thought those words sounded inexplicable, and then I thought they were just coincidences, but now I can no longer regard those words as coincidences.

...As long as it is said, it will be realized, so can that power even affect the parallel world?

Even though it's all me, does that me have that kind of power?

Hmm, I feel a little jealous.

"Speaking of this name..." I stretched out my hand to touch the character Xing, and suddenly heard Xiang Taijun's voice ten years later from behind.

It was probably still some distance away from me, so the voice sounded a bit blown away by the wind, but I could hear that sentence very clearly.

"That's my wife," he said.

I turned my head suddenly, and saw the man ten years later holding a small glass bottle with my favorite blue hyacinth in his hands.

"...Anyway, no one will give this at the grave-sweeping..." This sentence came out so naturally, I don't even know why I said it.

And it's natural to talk to him, just like I'm used to talking to him like this. ...I think I must be affected by something.

Ten years later, the corners of Shota-kun's mouth raised a little, and there was a white air of nostalgia on his face, but then he returned to the original calm. "Ah, because Yuki likes it very much."

I suddenly felt a stagnation in my chest, and I stood there with my head down, not knowing what to do.

I probably did something very bad.

I didn't look up when I heard the sound of shoes stepping on the stone slab, maybe it was because of shame or something else, all I knew was that when he walked past me to the tombstone, put the glass bottle lightly beside the tombstone, then turned and walked to the gravestone. When I was in front of me, what I felt was the fear that came from nowhere.

But at the same time, there is another feeling.

Completely different from worries and fears, gentle emotions flowed that made people feel very relieved.

I don't know whose emotion it is, but I know that the source of that fear is Tsuna Yoshi.

So I have where I have to go.

...Even if I am afraid that going to that place will put me in danger, it is necessary to go.

"Hey, Zero-kun." When I heard Shota-kun call out my name ten years later, I was shocked, but the man looked at the obviously frightened expression and rolled his eyes. "I have something to give you,...I originally wanted to give it...but I couldn't give it."

On the palm of the man lies a silver ring.

"Eh?! Wait, wait. Give it to me ten years later... No, it was originally meant to be given to me... That is to say, this thing is not for marriage, but for a proposal. Hey!" I was taken aback by his sudden behavior. Unprepared, he had to frantically cover his chest with his hands and keep waving. "No, this is absolutely unacceptable. It would be better to say that it is unacceptable no matter what!"

Just because I will be with this man ten years later, and now I am still with Tsuna Ji, I will decide that this ring is difficult to accept... In other words, no matter what angle it is from, this ring is also difficult to accept. Take it down.

The man didn't feel angry or sad or embarrassed because of my strong rejection of him, but looked at me with calm eyes, then bent down and grabbed my hand, with a slightly cunning expression on the corner of his mouth. smile. "This time, let me cheat a little bit." When the man said this, the curvature of the corner of the man's mouth became stiff for a moment, but it immediately returned to normal. "...you won't reject me, will you?"

"...Woo..." I stared at the man in embarrassment. While speaking, the man had already put the ring on my index finger, and then gently kissed the index finger.

A small memory suddenly flooded into my mind.

It is the me ten years later in this era and this ten-year-old Shota-kun standing face to face, but the face of me ten years later shows some kind of cunning, and I stand on tiptoe and hook my hands on Shota-kun ten years later. neck, said: "You won't reject me, right~"

The man agreed helplessly, but he didn't feel any discomfort at being forced. Instead, his eyes stayed on the other party's face with a smug smile.

"Zero." The man's voice suddenly drew my full attention, "Zero, you have a talent that no one else has."

"Eh? What are you talking about..." I didn't understand what he said.

My talent...?Why do you say this suddenly, or does the talent mentioned here refer to another meaning?

Ten years later, Shota-kun just looked at me with a slight smile, probably because he hadn't shown such an expression for a long time, so the corners of his mouth raised slightly and seemed a little stiff. "...The talent you have is a unique ability that only you can do. You have been stubborn in your bones since a long time ago, so you can't give up, no matter what happens. Even the situation that cannot be changed That's okay, as long as you don't give up, you can reverse those things. Then there is..." The man suddenly moved close to my ear, whispered something to me, and then stuffed a small mobile phone into my hand.

Ten years later, Shota-kun turned his head to look at my tombstone ten years later, then turned his head and looked at me with tender and nostalgic eyes, as if he was looking at another person. "Let's go, go to that person's side." He looked away, but there was tenderness in his eyes, he said that, and then pushed me away.

I can't help being a little baffled, and even feel at a loss.But the man ten years later never looked back after pushing me, but kept staring at the tombstone, or he was looking at the tombstone and thinking about other things.

I bit my lip, took a deep breath and left everything else behind, just using the special connection between me and Tsuna to run somewhere quickly.

Even if I don't know the direction I'm running, even if I don't know where the person I'm looking for is, I just run like this, I even feel like an ancient Kuafu, running for the unreachable sun Chase, and finally run out of life.

It's a pity that I don't have the good luck of Kuafu to be turned into a peach forest by the sun after his death. If I have to say it, I have the luck of Kuafu dying in Yugu.

I managed to run to a dilapidated and abandoned factory, and just passed him.

He flew behind me with the help of flames, probably because he was in a hurry and didn't notice me, but I was very unlucky and kicked into the rubble by a guy in a white uniform.

I think I shouldn't have relaxed my guard thinking that there were only Taiyuan and Wild Ape with γ at that time, thinking that I could escape unscathed.

I coughed a few times in discomfort, but there was no more time for me to tidy up my messy appearance, or grin my teeth while covering the place where I was kicked.The only thing I can do now is to quickly turn over and get up, running forward regardless of whether I am embarrassed or not.

Maybe it was for survival or something else, I couldn't help but think that I might be able to survive until the moment Tsuna found me, even if I had to get hurt before.But when my physical strength was about to run out, I tripped over the gravel on the ground and fell to the ground in embarrassment, I suddenly felt a little desperate.

The reason Tsunakichi was so anxious at the time... If I said I didn't know, it would be the worst lie.

So I still don't understand how the boy who had a crush on Kyoko suddenly likes me one day, so I am even more afraid that after ten years of coming here, I will face the challenge of seeing the boy I gradually fell in love with fight hard to protect others figure.

I admit that I am selfish, and I never deny that, any more than I deny my utterly awful personality.

"Hey, hey, aren't you going to run away? It's really boring to give up like this." The guy I've never met stood in the sky with the help of flames and looked down at me arrogantly, saying these words of contempt.

But through these words, I remembered what Shota-kun said to me ten years later.

"Ah...that's what I said..." I suddenly wanted to laugh at myself.

From before to now, I have always said that Tsunayoshi likes to give up, but... After all, I am also like that.

Even if he is stubborn in his bones and refuses to admit defeat, he is a person who gives up easily.

I don't like the kind of person who can't do it but promises easily, but I am the guy who can do it but can't stick to it.

I desperately raised my head and stared viciously at the man in mid-air, trying very hard to stand up.

At least I can't give up now, even if it's to survive.

The man may have been stabbed by my sight, and he pointed a sharp gun with a burning flame at the front, but my eyes suddenly blurred.

Everything in front of me suddenly became blurred, and I seemed to return to my own white space, and then a broken-frame picture similar to a film was displayed in front of me.Those pictures are different in each shot, but they are connected together to form a circle.

Curiously, I reached out and took away the picture drawn in the circle that I was killed by the tiny weapon released from the tip of the sharp gun, but after I took that picture away, another picture suddenly formed.

I couldn't see what that picture was, but I knew that I finally didn't wait in vain, and I didn't bother to wait in vain.

That boy is here.

So even if I got hurt a little bit, Gululu bled a lot, I wasn't as scared as before.

So, I looked at the boy in front of me, and managed to smile with a bit of difficulty. "Calm down." Whether it's me who almost died, or you who panicked when you saw me hurt, calm down...

At least you came after all—and I'm still alive.

The author has something to say: _(:3」∠)_What I don’t understand...=L=Anyway, my brain has always been wide open...【Hey

There are about seven chapters left before I can kiss w [It’s so long

~(≧▽≦)/~I’m sorry for the delay in updating because I was fighting for the ticket to go back to the November holiday today, so I’ll update again tomorrow and try my best to give the girls a prison PLAY? 【wait

=L=Do you like Zero imprisoning Tsunayoshi or Tsunaji imprisoning Zero, how about we write BE【You respect yourself