[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

Since the next day was the weekend, he had a lot of time to spend with that person.

but…

He glanced at the person who was lying on the bed in only a loose nightgown, holding up a book and flipping through the pages, and could only sigh.

"Huh?" The man seemed to notice his gaze and looked away from the book. "Is there nothing to do?" As he said that, the man knocked on the bed with his foot, "Sit here."

He nodded falteringly, then sat on the edge of the bed.

He thought about yesterday's events and these few days' events, and then his eyes flickered on the man's open skirt.As long as that person moves, the already loose pajamas will become looser.

He blushed suddenly, but couldn't take his eyes off that person.

"What do you see me doing?" The man raised his eyebrows and looked at him.

He froze for a moment, blushing and shaking his head. "...I just want to see it."

Actually, what I wanted to say was something else.

For example, I didn't say it last night and was interrupted to say sorry, but in the end I was watched by that person and said that sentence unconsciously.

The man looked at him with a sneer and stopped talking, and he turned his face away shyly, but his mind was in a mess and he didn't know what to think.

Sitting next to that person, he suddenly wandered, and suddenly remembered the words Reborn said to Zero that night.

He knows it.When reborn said that zero was too cheap, he heard it through zero's shared senses.

That person might have let him hear it on purpose, but it didn't matter.He only knows that for him... zero can never be called cheap.

He still remembers what Zero told him when he was a child, that person's only love.

He remembered that at that time he had a slight affection for Kyoko who had always treated him tenderly, and had thought of being with Kyoko, but he understood the gap between him and Kyoko better, so he might be seeking self-confidence because of his low self-esteem. Maybe he wanted someone to comfort him, so he asked that person with anxiety. "If I like you...will you be with me?"

Thinking about it now, it was really despicable and shameless for him to ask that sentence at that time.

But the man's answer was something he had never thought of.

"That's up to you. If you say... my position in your heart has changed from hard-earned to taken for granted, and finally become worthless, then I don't want you." The man said lightly, but for At this time, he didn't have any friends around him, but it was enough to deter him.

So he clenched his fists nervously, but he yelled relaxedly, "Hey—! What, it feels too much."

But that person asked him calmly, "Would it? I don't think so." Then he dragged on for a long time, "Ah... Speaking of which, I seem to have had one... It was an unrequited love that ended in failure. "

That person said that was her only love, although it was unrequited love and it was a failure. "I've been secretly in love with that guy for about... six years?" When he said this, the man's tone sounded very frivolous, "But every time I said it explicitly and secretly, I couldn't get a response, so I gave up. Ahhh , In fact, I said before that we should try together, but, if I don’t get a response, I will get tired of it.”

If you don't get a response after paying so much, then don't give anymore.No matter how it will be in the future, once you decide not to, that person will never give anyone a chance to look back.

That person usually seems a little hesitant, but once he makes a decision, he will show such a firm side, so after confirming the relationship, he has always been afraid of him.

"Ah, eh?" He was suddenly pulled back from his thoughts by the weight on his legs, "Zero?" He looked at the person's feet on his lap in a daze, but didn't understand what the person meant by doing this .

"Can't it?" Zero looked at the corner of his eyes, and tugged at the neckline whether intentionally or unintentionally. "I want to put it on there." The tone was similar to his before, even a little more hateful. "And...don't Mr. Gang like it?" The tone of the words was deliberately provocative.

At the same time as he said this, the man's toes on his lap curled up, rubbing gently between his legs.

"Zero, zero...Zero?!" He was so shocked that he didn't dare to move, but the man raised a foot and bumped into his abdomen without paying attention.

"Like...or don't you like it?" The man smiled in the corner of his eyes, as sly as a fox. "What, you look stupid. Don't you think of something else?" The man looked at him and blinked, twisting his whole body slightly.

His teeth chattered from the man's behavior.

Those feet didn't stop thinking, but continued to rub against his legs, and he unconsciously looked at the girl lying on the bed with her upper body faintly visible, her mind was in a mess, and she didn't know what she was thinking. Feeling a hot flow in the nasal cavity.

"Uh, uh... ah." He looked at the blood flowing out of his nasal cavity in a daze, then stood up abruptly and covered his nose, facing Zero with bloodshot cheeks, but he didn't know where to put his eyes.

The man folded his hands on the edge of the bed with a relaxed expression, and looked at him sideways. "Nosebleed... well, I don't want to read anymore." He closed the book in his hand and threw it away. "I want to sleep, where is Mr. Gang?" The nightgown that didn't fit would be pulled if the person didn't move once.

"——I'm going to wash it, wash it!" He screamed, covering his nose, stumbling to the bathroom downstairs, washed his nosebleed off with a bitter face, and walked back to the room with bumbling steps, only to find that the man was still there. Really fell asleep.

And fell asleep without guilt.

He quietly looked at that person's sleeping face, and could only sigh in resignation. "...What?" He complained softly, moved to the side of the bed quietly, and then lay down on the side of the bed and looked at that person.

He stretched out his hand and carefully poked that person's face, he was already prepared to be slapped or kicked by that person, but he found that the person who usually wakes up is still asleep today. "Hmm..." He stared at the man's huddled body sideways, and stroked the man's frown that seemed to be frowning because of his anxiety with trembling hands.

I haven't talked to Zero about the ten-year-old woman I saw in the final battle for the ring before, and I haven't had time to tell her the panic in my heart. Immediately afterwards, the two suddenly quarreled. Give him a chance to apologize...

Carefully counting his unknown grievances these days, but the originally clumsy movements became more and more gentle.

Suddenly he noticed that there seemed to be something next to the man's ear.

He stretched out his hand suspiciously, and then gently pushed back the man's waist-length hair. "...Earphones...?" He gently pulled out the earphones that the man was wearing on his ears in puzzlement, looked at the earphones with a little curiosity, and then stuffed the earphones into his ears.

The singing from the earphones was in Chinese that he could not understand, so he could barely keep up with a sentence or two. Before he got up to look for something connected to the other end of the earphones, he saw that person He looked at him with a pair of slightly hazy eyes.

"What's the matter? Such a puzzled expression." The man spoke as if he was extremely tired, and his tone was so loose that he didn't quite resemble the person he knew.

He collected himself, straightened up and took off the earphones and placed them beside the bed. "...It's nothing, I just don't understand."

After oh, the man took out the mobile phone he borrowed from his mother from behind, pressed it a few times and handed it to him. "Listen and see which sentence it is."

He obediently put the earphones back into the earphones, and listened to the song with that person, his eyes fixed on the lyrics on the phone, but from the corner of his eye, he stared closely at the man lying on the bed with slightly squinted eyes. "...Ah, it's this one." Hearing a familiar line of lyrics, he hastily pressed the pause button.

The man took the phone back and glanced at him, looking at him with a strange expression, "That sentence...forget it," the man sighed, and then threw the headset and the phone behind him. "This sentence means that what is not available is the best."

"But the words displayed just now are more than these..." He frowned and said to the person, subconsciously thinking that the lyrics should not just express such a meaning.

After hearing what he said, the man held up the god's hand and put it around his neck. "If you can't get it, you can do whatever you want. Those who are favored have nothing to worry about. In fact, to put it bluntly..." the man pursed his lips suddenly as he spoke, "If you get it, it's the white rice on your mouth and the mosquito blood on the wall. If you can't get it What I want is the bright moonlight in front of the window, and the cinnabar mole on my heart."

"If you can't get it...?" He couldn't understand it, so he had to ask the lyrics that was vaguely covered by that person before.

The man shrugged, took his hands off his neck, and sat up on the bed with his upper body propped up. "What you can't get is making a commotion. Probably because you can't get it, it's more attractive."

He looked at the man's slightly lazy look, and suddenly remembered what he heard when he was young, saying that if you give up, you will never miss it again.I suddenly felt a burst of panic but didn't know how to resolve it. "I, I think this song is not bad..." After a long silence, he could only say such a sentence in the end.

The man chuckled, then reached out and patted him on the shoulder. "I also think it's good, ah... I also like some Japanese songs, anyway, music has no borders. To be honest, I don't understand some lyrics."

He stared carefully at the man's smiling face, stood up and sat on the edge of the bed, then stretched out his hands and pressed the man's shoulders. "Zero." He called out her name very seriously, making that person stunned. "...What happened that day..."

The man opened his mouth, and finally lowered his eyes. "It's okay, I know it's fine."

Because the two have coexisted like that before, they are more aware of each other's emotions than anyone else.Because the two have an intimacy that no one can match, and a tacit understanding that no one can match, so...

He pursed his lips, but he didn't say the apology.

"Remember when I told you to wait for me?" The man suddenly put his head on his shoulder and said in a muffled voice.

He nodded, but was a little uneasy because he couldn't see the man's face. "I still remember... I always remember." He put his hands on the man's waist, and then slowly brought the man in front of him, "Even now, I still think 'ah, when can I be with you? What about closer contact' so."

The man pursed his lips and smiled in embarrassment, and rubbed his nose with his hand. "Speak as if you've been thinking about kissing."

"That's it." He said this sentence a little bit self-destructively, and then moved towards that person suddenly.

The man was taken aback, and reflexively leaned back.

He quickly grabbed the man's waist to prevent the man from bumping into the wall behind or falling onto the bed. "Look, Zero has never been ready, so..." He approached that person nervously, and put his lips on that person's lips. "Even if I've been thinking about it, you still need to give me time to think about it."

It's not that he doesn't understand that too long time will wear away the initial enthusiasm and expectation, but compared with the ten years that that person has been guarding him, the time he waited is nothing at all.

And he was even more worried that time would wear away that person's feelings for him.

Because it is that person, so I don't want to share it with others, even if it is better than anyone else for him, I don't want to share it with others.

Good or bad, it's good for him alone to know.After all, he didn't know when someone better than him would show up and steal that person's attention away.

He knew that such a thought was wrong, and he didn't even feel that it was his own thought, but he couldn't restrain such a thought from appearing.

So I would rather let that person be alone with me than let that person be alone except him.

Will the two go to opposite ends because they have contradictory ideas?He also thought about this question in this way, but he couldn't resist the fear that when that person got in touch with more people and drifted away from him.

Fear is always there, so I can't let go even more.

"I like Zero, I like it very much." He said softly, and then kissed that person's cheek under that person's anxious gaze. "Because you like it so much, you must give me time."

"...I always feel..." The man said hesitantly, that hesitant look was nothing like the zero he knew. "You seem to be thinking of something dark? No, no, or it's like a sick girl who accidentally turned on the blackening button."

He paused, staring blankly at the man's clear eyes for a long time, and finally had to be defeated. "...I shouldn't expect any good reaction from you." He sighed sadly in his heart, and finally tidied up the loose nightgown of the man, and reluctantly stretched out his hand to pinch the man's face Get up from the bed. "Occasionally act like a girl in love, show me some possessiveness or jealousy, ... No, these must be too difficult for you, so just make me stupid Come on, don't avoid me all the time. How can there be a guy who avoids kissing his lover when he is in love."

He complained unwillingly, and then received a sharp blow to his thigh from that person. "Get rid of you~ Ouye!" When he was clutching his thigh in pain, the man grinned at him again. "That's because Tsunayoshi-kun behaved well, if there is such a behavior of seeing a girl cry and throwing me aside, then I will definitely make Tsunayoshi never experience the joy of a man again in this life. "

The man said something lightly that made people break out in a cold sweat, and then lay on the bed and waved at him. "Continue to catch up on sleep." After finishing speaking, it seemed as if she really fell asleep, and the whole person became extremely quiet.

He stood there stupidly as if it was inappropriate to do anything, so he grinned and rubbed his thighs, and walked out of the room in a bit of a panic. After he walked out of the room, he still didn't forget to close the door, and then walked to the living room to stare at the empty sofa Lie down on it all at once.

He thought that such a time would last for a long time, but he didn't expect that in the morning a few days later, when Reborn was walking beside him, he was suddenly hit by a ten-year-old rocket from the sky and disappeared, easily shattering his self-confidence.

He still remembered that when Reborn was hit by rockets from ten years later, there was no sign of Reborn Ten Years Later, and he waited for 5 minutes but he did not see Reborn coming back from Ten Years Later. There was an intuitive sense of crisis, so he hurried home and forgot that he had known this for a long time.

Because that person would always stay in the room and play with Lanbo Yiping at this time, so he went home and went straight to the second floor, and before he could explain to anyone carefully, he pulled out the bazooka hidden in Lanbo's explosive head and aimed it at himself .

"Stop it first," the man reached out to stop him, "don't panic."

Maybe it was the person's calm appearance that infected him, he suddenly calmed down, and the things he had forgotten came to his mind in an orderly manner at this moment.

He looked at the man's hand still on his arm, nodded and smiled at the man. "I know...maybe I won't be here for a few days or a few days, so Zero must be careful." He hesitated for a while, and said again. "Also, remember to wait for me."

Seeing that person seeming to nod helplessly, he pointed the bazooka at himself again and pulled the trigger as if he had obtained some kind of permission.

The feeling of traveling through ten years is really not good, but compared to this, finding yourself in a coffin is even more unacceptable.

But before he panicked for too long, the prison temple that looked like ten years later appeared beside him, and said something to him with a very sad expression, and then when he was about to say the most important thing, he talked with Ten Years. Former prison temple exchange.

After acting together, they met Lal and Yamamoto, but what made him more concerned was the sudden panic.

It didn't feel like he had produced it himself, but like an emotion that came intermittently from Zero.

This feeling didn't last long before it was disturbed by the alarm that sounded suddenly in the base.

Ten years later, both Jingzi and Xiaochun were in crisis, and Lanbo and Yiping, who were in charge of guarding them, were exhausted from coping.He hurried to the place where the four of them were together with Yuji and Yamamoto ten years later, but had to be divided into two groups because of a sudden explosion.

Enduring the growing sense of panic, he went to the abandoned factory where the other person was. After a hasty search, he saw the ten-year-old Kyoko squatting under a pile of ruins. Before he could say anything, he looked like ten years ago. But Kyoko's sudden appearance in front of his eyes made him startled.

After all, it was something Zero had told him before, so the shock didn't last long, but he suddenly panicked when facing the enemy in the air.

That feeling didn't seem to belong to him, but it forcibly overwhelmed his timidity.

He looked behind the enemy ahead and clenched his fists inexplicably.

He felt a strange fluster, which was not caused by him, but the fluster of another person resonated with his mood.

Maybe something will happen.

He had such a premonition, so in the next second, his sharp eyes became sharp, and his slightly trembling body became firm.

After swallowing the death qi pill, he became slightly different from his previous weak appearance, but he couldn't stop the looming thing.

— must go.

He suddenly thought of this, and the ring hanging on his neck with a chain seemed to sense some kind of belief in his heart, and suddenly ignited a cluster of flames.

The flame ignited from the ring gave him great strength, and also allowed him to quickly deal with the enemies in front of him.

Things seemed to end like this, but the feeling that something was getting closer didn't stop.So he let Kyoko look for Jigodera and Yamamoto outside the factory alone, while he drove towards the place where there seemed to be something.

With the help of some kind of induction, he could clearly see the man sitting on the ground in a panic from a long distance away.

His eyes widened in astonishment, and with the help of his hands burning to the maximum flame thrust, he rushed towards the direction of that person.

"Zero, are you okay?!" He arrived at the person and asked in a panic.

Before the man could speak, another voice answered. "Is it okay? Aha, although I don't know what kind of guy is here, but this doesn't mean it's okay?"

He didn't look back when he heard the words coming from behind, but looked at the very embarrassed person in front of him stupidly.

What is it that he sees in front of his eyes?

He was suddenly confused.

What is the bright red liquid that is rushing out of that person's abdomen?

Because the attention was only on that person, he actually ignored a strange weapon with burning flames and spikes that rushed out almost at the same time.

The weapon was the same as him, and the target was Zero who fell to the ground in embarrassment.

And he didn't notice.

"Don't be dazed about this kind of thing..." On the contrary, the man patted his face very calmly, just like he did in the past. "...it hurts," while doing so, the man's face turned pale again, and the sound from biting his lip was also suppressed and forbeared, but it was too painful to bear, so from his tightly closed lips leaked out.

——That was his most cherished person.

"Wait for me, it's all right." He suddenly smiled, that smile was soft and soft, and his eyes were very bright. "Wait for me, it won't be too long, trust me." He turned to look at the enemy behind him, and the ring hanging on his chest suddenly burst into flames that were more intense than before.

After all, the enemy in front of him was no match for the man he was fighting with, the Taiyuan, so he quickly defeated that enemy, but compared to these, there was something faster than him.

It is a dazzling symbol of life that flows continuously from someone.

He squatted in front of that person without speaking, pressed one hand on the bleeding wound and ignited the flame in his hand, and then immediately froze the flame into ice, and also froze the wound of the person. "...Wait a minute, I'll take you to treatment right away." His lips brushed against the man's mouth, his voice trembling, but the man reached out and stroked his hair.

"Calm down." He couldn't tell who he was speaking to that person.

And the only thing he could do was suppress his panic and other things, hugged the person who had always been very light in his memory, and rushed towards the base quickly.

His speed was already extremely fast, but even this couldn't alleviate the certain fear that kept rising in his heart.

If it was later...?

He didn't dare to think about it, and he couldn't think about it.

The author has something to say: _(:3」∠)_I'm sorry I still couldn't finish it before yesterday... [Squat

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Let's make an appointment... If I don't update by [-]:[-]pm that night, how about an update at [-]:[-]am the next morning?

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Letting these two people almost kiss each other and then hit third base, but suddenly almost write the heroine to death is really my bad habit [sigh [you respect yourself]

_(:3」∠)_I went to eat today and heard that "Red Rose" was played there, I really want to change the copywriting vaguely w Obviously SID's "Delusion Diary 2" is better w I really like the new and dislike the old w【 Hello

And——the future chapter stepping into the [celebration] dirt