[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

"...Yes, I'm sorry"

Realizing that he gave up his body dominance and dragged me to the front line, I apologized to him with some guilt.

The other party is still a 14-year-old boy...

I stretched out my hand deeply to cover my face, but froze suddenly.

This hand is...!

[Beep, I'm sorry! ]

[No, nothing...]

I couldn't figure out who should be apologizing, so we were both apologizing. "Let's go out quickly, the water is getting cold haha..." I laughed a few times and hurried out of the bathtub.

Walking under the shower, I hastily turned on the shower to wash my hands and rinse my whole body.

For a while, there was nothing to say to him.

And the consequence of this incident is that the dialogue between the two of us for two consecutive months was completely wrong.When he realized it, he maintained a consistent embarrassment.

Until the Chinese New Year, we were probably affected by the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year, and this was a little bit better.

[Gunji-kun!I got lucky money too!Then I can use it mercilessly to buy the handheld I always wanted!Yes, absolutely, you see I like you so much. ]

[...Even if I said no...you never showed mercy. ]

[Sorry QAQ]

[...]

He was silent for a long time, and finally I even heard him sigh helplessly.

[I said, for Zero... is dreaming about that boy so happy? ] When he asked this question, I thought he finally asked, and on the other hand, I asked my mother to help take care of Rambo under the pretext of going to Akihabara alone.

I thought about the dream that day, but now that it has been two months, I can't remember what happened in the dream. […Probably happy. ] I paused and stopped talking here.Quietly feeling a certain emotion in Gangji's heart. [However, I think this kind of happiness is probably not what you think, Tsunayoshi. ]

Not dreaming about someone because you like it, or being happy about dreaming about someone.

It's that in the dream I have the feeling that someone is looking at me and it makes me happy.

[Although it is very rare to dream of the other party, it does not mean that I will be happy to see this person.Instead... well, it should be the opposite. ] Although it is a dream, but some feelings are very real, I have not forgotten this.

[on the contrary? ] He repeated the word in confusion, unable to understand what I meant.

I had enough money to go out, and I was a little reluctant to tell him this. [Yes, it is the opposite.Not that I'm happy to see him.It's just that he made me happy to see me.Can... understand? ]

[……a little. ] He said uncertainly, [That is to say, not referring to someone in particular, but being seen would make Zero happy, right? ]

Sometimes I have to marvel at how precise his intuition is.

[That's right, that's it. ] I wanted to cut off the topic just like that, but this guy didn't want to end this paragraph so easily.

He used his gift to say step by step what I had been reluctant to tell him. [It’s not about being happy when you see someone, but about being seen by someone...that is to say, who do you want to be seen by and communicate with...not as a consciousness to talk to me, but as——]

[good!That's all for the topic! ] I listened to what he said as if he was talking to himself, and I only felt a chill behind me.

I don't like being guessed like this, and I don't like it being said so directly in front of my face.

To put it bluntly, I am not confident... I still know this.

"Alas..." I lowered my head and sighed in a bit of annoyance, when someone poked my shoulder suddenly. "Huh?" As soon as I turned my head, I saw a girl with wide glasses pinching the corner of her clothes a little nervously. "Hello?"

"Hello...Excuse me, you know, Nima, I don't remember the Japanese pronunciation at the airport." The second half of her sentence is completely pure Chinese, which makes me feel sad.

[Look, Gangji, Emma, ​​I also want to say it is Nima so bluntly. ]

[You already said...]

Why do my kids always like to complain about me?Wait online.

"Then what, you speak Chinese." I scratched my cheek in embarrassment. "I... There is a little girl from Hong Kong in my family." Although there is no need to tell people so clearly, I still have a reason for saying this.

You can’t say hello, girl, I’m from the Great Heavenly Dynasty, let’s say this... Absolutely impossible, that second generation ancestor looked at me with thorny eyes recently.

[zero. ]

[Uh-huh? ] He suddenly called me, which made me a little curious. [What's wrong? ]

[The reason why Zero just explained it this way...is to prevent people he might meet on the road, and he said it on purpose...Well, it doesn't feel right...Could it be because of Reborn? ]

Although Tsuna Kichi basically said what I thought, but as the person who was guessed... I think it's a bit subtle. [Gunji-kun, it feels like your logic has somehow become clearer? ] I probably wouldn’t have said those words before, this guy seems to have grown up without me realizing it? [Then please feel free to take the math quiz next time☆]

[I'm sorry,... I don't want to be full of mistakes in the test paper. ] After listening to my words, he finally stopped guessing about my behavior, but stayed in the corner obediently.

I want to sigh for no reason.

I always feel that this guy is too honest when facing me, but he always thinks a lot on his own.

"By the way, are you going to the airport?" I turned to look at the girl, who grabbed my hand excitedly when she heard what I said in Chinese.

"Oh oh oh! That's great! It's Chinese, not the crappy hello goodbye..." The girl held my hand, almost crying with excitement. "I was just brought here by someone, and the previous story will be briefly mentioned. In short, that guy went to have sex with a woman. I wanted to say that I came to Akihabara to catch the game release in the [-]th district, but I got lost." At the end, the girl's A thick shadow was cast on his face.

[Gangji begs to complain, there are too many complaints that I can't complain. ]

[Don't look for me either... Besides, why did the guy who brought her go...to do that kind of thing, and leave her alone. ]

At this moment, the brains of Tsuna and I were highly synchronized, creating various versions of this girl's life experience.

"Hey, anyway, you're here for the game—" I stopped talking, and looked at her with trembling hands. "Game? Are you too?!"

"Also?... girl, are you too!"

Tsuna yelled at me when he heard that person's address, [Zero!Could this person see you? ! ] This sentence was said in a hurry, but I didn't care.

Now that I am completely home-spirited, I didn't care about the girl's title at all, but took it casually. "Boy, are you too!"

She nodded.

Then the two of us hugged each other excitedly, looked at each other affectionately, and said in unison: "My relatives and friends, I will push you forever."

In fact, two people whose otaku elements are completely compatible have no distinction between male and female consciousness and other concepts.

"By the way, do you know that?"

"Well, I know, I know, I really like what's in there..."

Conversations like this kept going on, if Tsunaki hadn't been yelling to me that it was getting dark and the girl suddenly received a phone call, we probably would have continued.

"Hey," the girl uttered this voice without image after hanging up the phone, and then looked at me with regret. "It's so sad, that bastard found out that I was gone after the cannon shot."

"Ah...don't say that, it's almost time for me to go back here, and it's getting late." I resisted the mood of complaining about her words, and straightened my face and said.

[It has been at least four hours since the afternoon, how long that guy can play, I am very curious. ] The words I babbled about the girls with Gang Ji won the approval of Gang Ji.

[Yeah, it’s only after the game is over that you realize you’re not there... Is this person’s existence too weak or not taken seriously at all...]

Wait, Gang Ji, your words are already stabbing a nerd's heart!

"It's really late now." The girl looked at the time displayed on her phone, and said goodbye to me reluctantly. "By the way, I haven't told you my name yet. My name is A Zhai, so don't doubt that it's my name." Probably because the disbelief on my face was too obvious, the girl reiterated it seriously.

I grabbed Tsuna-kichi's hair and let go. "My name is... Tsunayoshi Sawada." This time the name was spoken in Japanese, and I was even a little worried whether this person could understand it.

But she squinted her eyes and smiled, and happily patted the hand I stretched out. "I know, and... we will meet in the future." As he spoke, he turned his head and walked on a side road, taking out his mobile phone to make a call while walking.

[Gun Jun, did I unintentionally trigger some hidden monster? ] I looked at A Zhai's back, deeply puzzled.

[...How could I know such a thing...] Tsunajiro replied helplessly. [And there are too many slots today. ]

I nodded deeply in response.

On the way home, I can see couples in twos and threes or a family walking together, which makes me, a widow and lonely, very envious. [Jealousy, family is fine, why do couples come out? Do these bastards want to turn all festivals into sticky festivals! ? ]

[...Zero, you are making trouble for no reason at all, lovers, ah...] Tsuna Yoshi also had a slightly gloomy breath at the end of her speech.

"Hmm...strange." I stopped and looked around.

[Zero, what's wrong? ] Probably feeling something was wrong with me, Tsuna quickly left the gloomy atmosphere and asked me very uneasy.

"It's just a little strange..." I put my hands on the back of my neck and said something to myself.The place where I am now has left the bustling area, so there are not many people around, so the feeling just now makes me feel even more strange.

[I always feel that someone pulled me just now. ] I said this to Tsuna Ji, and suddenly saw the house number of the house near where I was. [Well, it turned out to be this one. ]

[Is Zero okay?House number? ] Tsunayoshi was attracted by my words, but he didn't understand the meaning of that house number. [What happened to the surname 'Hyuga'? ]

I shook my head slightly, and looked back. [It’s nothing, I just remembered about this family.Five or six years ago, right?This family moved here because of the job transfer of the male owner. They have a daughter who has been in the hospital for something. It is this family that my mother sometimes visits. ]

[...Eh, there is such a thing? ]

I nodded, [You were still very young at that time, so I don’t really remember.I remember that the daughter of this family moved here five or six years ago and was in the hospital, but the girl’s accident seems to have happened earlier...] I always felt that it was not very good to talk about the sad things of other people’s families, so I didn’t continue. [Okay, let’s go home quickly, Mom will worry if it’s later.And didn't Dino come back home today to eat New Year's dinner or something? ]

He hesitantly agreed, but suddenly thought of something and proposed to me. [We, when shall we go again ten years later! ]

[Ten years later? ] I'm a little skeptical of the guy's reason for bringing this up. [reason? ]

[...I just want to go...] He seemed aggrieved, and what he said sounded pitiful.

I silently covered my face, still unable to refuse. [I see, let’s play with the [-]-year rocket launcher next time... Anyway, you said you want to see what happened ten years later, right? ]

Gangji giggled and changed the topic again, I curled my lips and started chatting along with his topic.

When I got home, I retreated to my own space, and seeing those friends of Tsuna Ji surrounded him, I couldn't figure out what kind of mood I was in at that time.

Probably, a little envious, right?

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_ I don’t know about tomorrow and I won’t update it. What happened yesterday is too unlucky...

I will update when I have time!If there is no update... even if I take a day off_(:з」∠)_