[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

He seems to be in a very strange place.

There were small white flowers floating in the air, and the crowd was so busy that he couldn't tell where it was for a moment.

At the beginning, he stood still in place, and suddenly heard someone calling him.As soon as he turned around, he saw a woman in a white wedding dress with her back turned to him.

[……] He wanted to call someone's name, but he couldn't say it because he was shy.When he looked down at himself, he found that he was wearing a dress of the same color as the wedding dress.

He took a deep breath and tapped the woman's back with his fingers.

The man noticed what he was doing, and turned his head——

"Hay! Mr. Gang."

"...!"

Looking at the very lively girl in front of him, he couldn't help but gasped. "What the hell is this?!" He realized that he was actually standing in the church, with Xiaochun in a wedding dress beside him.

The people around are his friends, family.

Everyone was smiling and congratulating him.

He looked in a certain direction, and it happened to be Sasakawa Kyoko sitting there.At this time, the girl was smiling and congratulating him.

He was a little flustered, especially at this moment Xiaochun was still approaching him, almost sticking to him. "Mr. Gang..."

"Wait! What is it?!" He looked at the crowd in a panic, as if he was looking for something.

No one noticed that he was wrong and uneasy.

Suddenly, a crack exploded directly in front of the line of sight.The surrounding crowd didn't notice what happened, they just repeated congratulations dully.He wanted to tell people what there seemed to be, but no sound came out of his throat.

Suddenly the crack widened, and the figure of a certain girl swayed in it.

The shadow seemed to disappear immediately, appearing and disappearing from time to time.But his eyes widened.He knew that person, knew that figure on the other side.

So he shouted that person's name, waved away Xiaochun who had been holding him tightly, broke free from the crowd that had been surrounding him, and ran towards that person.

But he couldn't get close, the distance didn't decrease at all because of his wild running, but got farther and farther.

"...Mr. Gang," Xiaochun grabbed his right arm at some point. "Continue with Mr. Gang's wedding."

"Tsuna Yoshi-kun, shall we continue with the wedding?" Kyoko, who was originally wearing a dress, changed into a wedding dress, holding his left arm. "Let's go back."

"Go back." "Yes, go back." "Go back quickly."

All the people who came out suddenly said this to him. His body seemed to be fixed in place by something, and he couldn't move at all.

"...Don't..." He stared at the front tightly and refused. "Look this way, please...Look here, Zero!" He shouted out the name of the man with all his strength, and the man seemed to have heard his voice and turned his head in his direction.

The man's face has never been clearer than at this moment.

The man turned his head, seemed to see something cheerfully smiling, then raised his hand and waved. "..." The man was talking, then turned his head and looked to the side.

He looked at the scene and sat on the ground in frustration.

Zero was showing a cheerful expression he had never seen before, joking with that person called Shota.

What exactly happened?he thought in confusion.

"Let's go, Tsunayoshi." "Let's go, let's go." "Get out of here, let's go!"

The voices of the crowd suddenly increased, as if they were expecting him to leave here and that person.He shook his head dully, then stood up abruptly and ran towards that person.

[Come back to your senses!Come back from the dream to reality, come back quickly, bastard! ]

Suddenly a distinctive voice sounded, and he opened his eyes suddenly. "Huh? Wow!" Before he could react to what happened, he fell off the bed and hit his head.

[Ah, it looks like you fell a little hard?But it's also because your sleeping position is too strange.are you awake? ]

[………Um. ]

While rubbing the back of his aching head, he slowly got up from the ground and began to change his clothes.

"Ah, I'm awake." Reborn was holding a pacemaker, standing next to him with a regretful look. "Speaking of which, Xiaochun may be very suitable for you, right? But Jingzi is a good woman, and has enough qualifications to be the wife of the leader of Peng Gelie."

Hearing Reborn's words, the movement of his hands stopped.Immediately, the brows were unconsciously knit together.

Reborn's words reminded him of that very bad dream.

[It looks like you had a terrible nightmare. ]

Hearing that person's exaggerated exclamation, he was suddenly a little melancholy. [Yeah... a super scary nightmare. ]

As for the culprit who made him recall this dream again, he didn't know what went wrong, so he gave that guy a vicious look.

[Always feel that Zero seems very happy? ]

[Huh?Is there? …It’s actually okay, it’s just a dream. ]

He nodded falteringly, and suddenly realized that Reborn didn't do anything to him, but stroked his temples with his hand with a gloomy face.

In the morning, his mind was not very bright, but suddenly thought of something, he choked to Reborn hesitantly, "Don't say that kind of thing casually!" He tried to shout to Reborn with a zero tone, but it turned out that he seemed to be weak because of his natural lack of momentum. After saying this sentence, the whole person's aura became shorter.

[...You are trying to die, Tsunayoshi-kun. ]

[Well…]

Unexpectedly, he was kicked hard by Reborn and collapsed on the sink.

And after Reborn kicked him, he turned around and left here, making him unable to remember why he did so for a while.

After going out, he rubbed his still aching stomach and suddenly remembered something, and asked that person eagerly. [Zero, what kind of dream are you talking about...? ]

[ha? ] That person didn't seem to expect him to say that at all, and he froze for a moment. [If you want me to say..., that's fine too.But you must not be angry. ]

He suddenly had a bad premonition, but he continued to talk to that person calmly, [Okay.By the way, when have I ever been angry, it was obviously Zero who yelled at me. ]

Perhaps it was because of his unconscious complaints that reassured that person. When he heard that person exhale, he seemed to be so relaxed. [Actually, it's okay?It's just a dream... There's nothing to say, but, probably, I met that one a few days ago... Shota, is that the name, right?Perhaps it was too impressive?I actually dreamed about this person, and the other person was still looking at me intently, listening to me all the time. ]

Listening to that person's retelling, he suddenly felt that he was sinking a little bit somewhere, and then fell silently into a bottomless place. […Zero thinks that this will make you happy? ]

[Neither. ] That person probably sensed that something was wrong with him, and his voice calmed down a little. [It's just so rare... the feeling of being watched and having a real conversation with someone. ]

He didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence, and he didn't understand what the nostalgic feeling she expressed when she said this sentence, so he could only listen in silence, and then said nothing about the things in the dream.

So all day long, he was in a bad mood.When greeting Yamamoto Prison Temple, it can make the other party feel obvious depression.

Even when I ran into Xiaochun and Kyoko after school, my mood was still depressed, and that person seemed to ignore him because of his strangeness this morning.

"...Well, we bought some cakes, if you don't mind... can I eat with Tsunayoshi-kun?" Kyoko suddenly said such a sentence to him, which shocked him, and when he turned around, he saw the two The two girls looked at him with worried expressions at the same time.

He froze for a moment, he didn't realize what happened, but he subconsciously refused. "No, I can't....Uh, I mean I...I'm not feeling well today so I want to go back and rest early!"

"No! Master Lanbo, I want to eat cake!" Lanbo suddenly grabbed his trouser legs and protested loudly, and Yiping, who was chasing Lanbo all the way, surrounded him to dissuade Lanbo, but it was just an increase. The weight of the noise was lost, which made him even more anxious.

Probably seeing his anxiety, Jingzi and Xiaochun held a child and said in unison: "We will take Lanbo and Yiping to eat cakes, but please don't pester Mr. Gang/Kunji." He looked at him again and again.

"Gunyoshi-kun has something to do and he can't take Lanbo to eat cake, so let's go to a nearby cake shop and sit there and eat cake, Lanbo?" Kyoko said looking at Lanbo in his arms.

"Then you can also go to Xiaochun's house!" Xiaochun also echoed the suggestion.

Then the two told him at the same time as they had prepared beforehand to let him rest well, and they would take care of Lanbo and Yiping.

He opened his mouth slightly to look at the two girls, and finally nodded.

All the way home, he wondered what happened today.At the same time, I feel that this kind of self has brought trouble to others.

[...You are called the self-loathing of the second period, right?Moreover,] that person's voice finally appeared, still in that indifferent and mocking tone. [You actually rejected the girl's request to go to your own house or something... No wonder Tsunayoshi, you don't have a girlfriend until now. ]

[Zero doesn't have a boyfriend until now! ] He replied angrily, and at the same time took off his clothes and went into the bathroom.

[Second Olympic!I have at least, at least been in love! ]

Hearing the man's obvious defense, squinting his eyes and soaking in the water, he suddenly felt that his mood had improved just like that.

[That is also called unrequited love, Zero, your character is definitely the kind that is not liked by the public... the kind that is completely masculine except physically. ] He was buried in the water, and even stretched out in a relaxed way.

[Well! ] That person's somewhat exasperated voice exploded in his head, [That's too much, if I go on, I'll... I'll get angry! ]

"Aha~" he yawned.

[...Anyway, even if you are angry, you can't change it.But,] He paused.In fact, he wanted to explain that even with this kind of personality, he still liked Zero, but halfway through the speech, he found that he couldn't say such a thing at all, and even said another meaning.

[but what?Um?Ah, I've decided. ] The man said, as if he had made a decision.

His outstretched arm suddenly stopped, and then slowly fell to his lips uncontrollably, and then crawled across his Adam's apple, until it stopped at his lower abdomen.

He felt bad intuitively, but he couldn't stop it.

By the time he found out that that person was serious, the matter was irreversible.Not to mention that his current situation is entirely for the convenience of that person.Even himself, when he subconsciously sensed what that person was going to do, he didn't struggle. Instead, he thought about what that person would do with a strange mentality.

[Hmph, I'll make you cry when the time comes! ] The man pretended to shout at him, and then controlled his hand to walk slowly in his hand.

At first, it was just a test, but later, as if he was not satisfied, he stretched down from the lower abdomen to that place.

[...?stop now! ] Somehow, his voice was crying.He was startled by his own voice, but that person didn't want to let him go so easily.

It was obviously his hand, but at this moment it looked like someone else's.

[No?Hehehe, let me be aware of the gap between me and you, haha! ] That person is different from the crying sound he is making now, it is a completely smug tone.

That hand also seemed to have received some kind of instruction, and suddenly pressed on that part.And this action actually made his body tremble, and his consciousness seemed to be so frightened that his brain went blank.

In a daze, he seemed to see a girl who was about the same height as him squatting in front of him with a curious expression on her face.

[Quick...stop it! ] This strange feeling forced him to make a sound like begging for mercy, but that person didn't intend to let him go.

[You want to be beautiful, bastard, what will happen to you if you offend me, the feeling of a bereaved girl who has been unrequitedly in love for seven years but has never experienced a single love——]

The man even said something remarkable at the end, but he couldn't think anymore.

All his willpower was resisting some kind of voice that was about to come out of his throat, and because of this, he couldn't concentrate, so he could only bite his lip and make a weak resistance to the person who robbed him of the dominance of his body.

He could feel the changes in his body, and blushed because of it, but that person was not prepared to let him go, and instead teased him with a triumphant tone.

[Look, there is a reaction, it really is a young boy. ]

He could almost imagine that person pointing at him with curiosity and excitement and saying that sentence.

[No! ] So he yelled at that person excitedly in his heart, but in reality he closed his eyes, did not dare to move in the bathtub, and even tried his best to suppress the strange voice in his throat.

The hand controlled by that person was no longer a part of his body, just wandering around in that area, and he could even hear one or two teasing words occasionally said by that person.

The consequence of not looking with the eyes is to strengthen the perception of the other four senses.

The man seemed to be affected by some emotion in him, and the voice changed from a mere mischievous pleasure to something soft at first.

[Outline...]

It was the first time he heard such a gentle voice from that person, and the two of them seemed to have lost themselves by this behavior, and both became strange.He moved his body uneasily, and suddenly felt something sticky on his hands.

He froze.

Just when he didn't know what to do, such a scene suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

He sat on the ground with his hands tied and his feet in a state of desperation, his mouth slightly opened and he looked in front of him, while the man was kneeling in front of him, with one hand covering his lower abdomen, with a dull expression on his face.

[………]

[... Boom! ]

The two of them were too frightened by this sudden incident to dare to move again.

The author has something to say: The expressions of the two were like this↓

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Zero: QAQ

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