[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

The person said, [I like you too. ] That tone was exactly the same as the love he said when he was comforting the crying young man.

He was a little reconciled, but he had nothing to refute.

The reason he gave in a hurry made him realize that the feelings he had accumulated for that person in the past ten years had completely changed.

After all, who decided that he can only like Kyoko Sasakawa?

He imitated that person's appearance and lay flat on the ground, looking at the white above his head in a stupid way.

Indeed, when he first saw Sasakawa Kyoko, he felt that this girl was very beautiful and kind. The most important thing was that the gaze she was looking at him was not malicious like other people.But then it evolved into that person who kept saying in his mind, Kyoko Sasakawa is such a good girl.

He knew that the girl was a good girl, but what he couldn't figure out was when that person decided that he fell in love with Kyoko Sasakawa.It is true that in school, he had some thoughts of admiration for that school idol, but these did not change this feeling from admiration to liking.

Maybe if he hadn't met Zero, he would really like Kyoko Sasakawa.The type he likes is indeed the quiet and gentle girl like Kyoko Sasakawa, but after being with Zero ten years ago, he is not the Tsunayoshi Sawada that Zero has been talking about.

Zero said that it is better for girls to be gentle, but they must have their own opinions and be strong in some aspects. The next sentence is that she herself is a terrible guy, with a stubborn personality and likes to get angry.Ling said that girls must have good looks, and the next sentence said that she didn't remember what she looked like at all and only wanted to be more popular.

Interesting isn't it?Whenever that person said something about what a girl should look like, he would find a girl beside him for comparison, but when that person made a self-deprecating next sentence, he would think, in fact, Zero is so good.

Ten years of coexistence can change him from a kid who would cry when he sees a puppy to a boy who can bravely walk over a fierce dog, from an incompetent kid who is called useless every day to now at least Ordinary students whose grades can fly low and pass the passing line, these... He doesn't think it's on his own strength.

The sentence he remembered most clearly was the one the man said to him.That person said, [Don't always think that you can't do it, you must first insist that you can do it, and then learn to complain about your incompetence. ]

So he started to transform from a guy who couldn't even solve simple equations with such an aura. Even if he failed the exam every time before, that person would never blame him like his mother, and would even say something from it. There are advantages that he himself has not discovered.

[...Like... ah,] He lay in that person's space and murmured, then closed his eyes.

When his consciousness slowly fell into sleep, he suddenly heard the sound of dripping water.Tick ​​tock, there is a strange sense of rhythm.

He opened his eyes in confusion, but saw tall buildings he had never seen before, as well as another appearance of himself.That should be him ten years later.

He stretched his hand forward curiously, and the surrounding scenery immediately approached him.

[Dream……? ] He said not quite sure.

He knows that sometimes people can clearly know that they are in a dream when they are dreaming. He doesn't remember what this phenomenon is called, but it is the first time for this kind of experience, so he is very interested in this dream world. Look around.

[What to do next? ]

He suddenly heard such a voice, the voice was slightly low, which was almost the opposite of him at this time.

[Who knows, either you have to fight, or... let's jump down. ]

Another voice he is familiar with, this is Zero's voice.He raised his head and looked around, and saw himself ten years later standing on a tall building, thinking about something.

He blinked and looked at himself ten years later, and suddenly remembered that conversation, and became happy just like that.

Ten years later, the two of them will not have a future of coexistence.Before he could get out of this emotion, he saw himself ten years later suddenly jumping down.

He was about to cry out, but suddenly he felt the rapid flow around him.

He seemed to be the self who jumped off the tall building ten years later in his dream, but before he could show his fear, he felt someone hugging him from behind.

[Live on, even if it’s only you. ] This voice is undoubtedly zero.

Then what happened?He thought in confusion.

Oh yes.

Then, that person replaced his spirit, replaced the death that should have been suffered by him.Even though the body is repaired and healed by the rapid development of medical technology, a piece of the heart is eternally missing.

Or maybe it shouldn’t be eternity, he doesn’t really understand words like eternity, it’s just that when the last person who fell was hit and finally assimilated with that person, he only felt some kind of pain tearing open his chest vividly, Pull out his heart, and this pain will accompany him every day.

Even though he knew it was a dream, he was still afraid, the pain was too real.

Suddenly, the screen shifts to a strange place.

It was just an ordinary and ordinary street, and students in twos and threes walked together on the road.

Suddenly, a girl came out of the corner and was about to rush towards him. Before he could avoid it, the girl was frightened by a car rushing from nowhere and stopped abruptly on the way. The car seemed to have hit Someone similar to that girl.

He thought that was where the pain was coming from, but it wasn't.

Because the next scene is even more terrifying.

The car rushed towards the girl who was staying aside crazily, maybe it was just trying to escape or something else, the car rammed straight towards the girl.

The girl didn't have time to react, so blood flew straight in an instant.

When the blood almost stained the whole screen red, he suddenly saw the girl's face, which was no different from Zero.

Even if it was a dream, he was still quite frightened, not to mention that the feeling of being in the scene deepened his fear and anxiety.

[Hey, hey, you are suddenly not quite right, are you having a nightmare? ]

The man's voice woke him up, and when he opened his eyes, he hugged the man who was squatting in front of him and kept poking him with his fingers.

[...Yeah?What’s wrong with you? ? ] Just finished saying this, that person suddenly realized something was wrong. [Oh!Gang Tsai, you actually hugged me. In the past, apart from verbal communication, we could only watch each other do things with our bodies! ]

He also realized that it was different from before, but the touch from hugging that person suddenly made him not want to pay attention to those things for a while. [Dream……?Ah it's a dream. ] He said softly, rubbing his head against that person coquettishly.

[That, zero!You don't have the slightest impression of... the past...? ] He remembered the tragic scene he saw in his dream, and suddenly asked this question.

Zero shook his head and answered with some hesitation.

[It can’t be said that there is nothing at all, anyway, I don’t remember the name and the like, and I don’t remember the key things, and I don’t even know the reason for this state.By the way, are you really okay... If I had known earlier, I shouldn't have taken advantage of you to fall asleep to look at things like death coming. ]

[Your fault, hello! ] He was really frightened, but he froze for a moment when he saw the man's smile. This was the first time he saw the man smile awkwardly at him.It's a pity that the white cloth on Zero's face covered the upper half of his face, and he couldn't see other places except his lips and chin.

He didn't know what he thought, but his eyes kept sticking to the man's lips, as if he was yearning for something that made him feel empty.

[Look at my sister!Anyway, I just don't know what I look like. You bastard, go to bed, I have school tomorrow, have you forgotten? ] That person mistakenly thought that he was curious about his appearance, and waved him violently to drive him aside.

He scratched his head in embarrassment, and was about to leave the white space, but he heard the man murmuring.

[Have you had the same dream...? ] Zero turned his back to him and sighed.

He hesitated for a while, and decided not to ask anything.However, before falling asleep, he inadvertently thought of that scene. It was the first time he faced death in that way.

For the rest of the night, there was no dream.

As a result of this, he saw people with two thick dark circles in the morning.

They laughed and played as usual, and then he met Gokudera and Yamamoto on the way to school, but when he arrived at the school, he met Kyoko's older brother, Sasakawa Ryohei from the boxing club.

The boy who was very passionate and yelled for the limit came up with some idea and wanted him to join the boxing club. He wanted to refuse at first, but he didn't know how to say it.

[Because I feel that in front of Kyoko...for the sake of her younger sister, it is not easy to refuse directly? ] When the man said this, he nodded excitedly.

[That's it, that's it!I always feel bad...]

The man sighed after hearing that. [Reject directly.Most of the time to say tactful point. ...No, I feel that the other party is not the kind of person who can be euphemistic. ]

[But...] His character has determined that he is the type that is difficult to reject others, even if he refuses others tactfully, he doesn't know how to say it.

[Ah ah ah!I see, you decide for yourself. ] The man shouted helplessly at him. [When it's over, it's over. Why is it that only this kind of character that doesn't reject others is the same as me. ]

He couldn't help poking his mouth up, but he was afraid that others would find out.He secretly raised his eyes to look around but found Reborn standing aside thinking.

He felt his eyelids twitch, and quickly suppressed the smile on his lips.

So it went back and forth like this, he didn't have time to say no to Liao Ping until after school, and even after he finally decided to reject Liao Ping, Reborn messed it up and turned it into a fight with Liao Ping boxing match.

When he hurriedly avoided, Liao Ping suddenly said with a discouraged look, Zetian, you must be looking down on me to the extreme.

He thought to himself that this was not the case at all, but felt a pain in his forehead.

[Oh yeah!Congratulations on re-opening the dead air mode! ]

Hearing the man's gloating voice, he suddenly felt regretful.

[I regret it, not because I regret not fighting with all my strength, but because I didn’t listen to Zero’s words and refused directly...]

When he turned on the dead air mode, he seemed to hear the sound of the man's slightly disturbed breathing, but it was only for a moment.

[...Solution, solved...] He was half lying on the ground, panting and talking to Ling. [When will this kind of thing that consumes one piece of clothing every time end. ]

[I wish this kind of routine would continue. ...Maybe one day you learn to use desperate spirit to accomplish something?However, the reason for the transformation of the dead state is my favorite. ]

[like the most? ] Originally, he was so tired that he didn't even want to open his eyes, so he opened them all at once, looking at the sunset scenery from outside the door with flickering eyes.

After being said by that person, he suddenly gained strength.Maybe as long as he is given a certain amount of time, one day that person will respond to him with the same emotion, he thought so, and even firmly believed that there must be such a day.

[I like……. ] He meditated, looking at that person before falling asleep tonight. [So I'll...] ​​He didn't know what he was actually trying to say, but he felt relieved when the second half of the words were overwhelmed by the sleepiness that struck him.

That person coexists with him in his body, whether it was the encounter ten years ago or the present time. ... After that, it will definitely be.

The author has something to say: If you are in a state of coexistence, you can only masturbate yourself in the future, boy [pat on the shoulder [you respect yourself]

_(:з」∠)_Beforehand, let me explain that I intend to play a game...