[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

[The next day's work will be left to you. ] That person told him so.

He regained control of his body, but couldn't fall asleep.

Zero seems to have fallen asleep, leaving him only the tranquility of the night and the moonlight shining through the window on the ground beside him.

Can't sleep at all.

It wasn't because of something that happened today that made it difficult for him to fall asleep, nor was it because of the strange thought that this person might occupy his body and wipe out his consciousness suddenly made him unable to fall asleep, but simply because he couldn't sleep. fall asleep.

Whether he closes his eyes or opens them, he can feel the sound of that person's breathing next to his ears, and in his mind, the undulating sound like ocean waves sounds intermittently, making his sudden awareness What happened, but I couldn't put it into words.

"Hey, aren't you going to sleep?" came the voice of some mafia baby from the corner of the bedroom.

He shivered, and quickly shrank into the bed and closed his eyes, but he couldn't fall asleep.

Then fell asleep all night.

When that person woke up, he was also awake, but pretended to be still asleep without saying a word, and handed over the dominance of his body to her.

"...It's really rare." He heard the man say this in his own voice.He yawned lazily, then dressed and washed.

He just sat in that person's space and looked at it from the perspective of a bystander, but he felt the same.

Perhaps it was because one day he suddenly discovered that the feelings of the two would assimilate at some point, so he began to be inexplicably defensive against that person.I am afraid that that person will make me disappear one day, and I am afraid that the position that originally belonged to me will be occupied by that person.

Now that I think about it, I feel a little ridiculous.

In that person's words, a 14-year-old boy is entering the childish and dangerous period of Secondary Two.

But... the reason seems to be more than that, it seems that there should be something deeper, some kind of feelings accumulated over ten years that prompted him to have these feelings.

Unexpectedly, he thought of what the man said the last time he used the ten-year rocket launcher to travel to the ten-year-old body and entered the body of the ten-year-old zero.

How did the man discover him, and why did he say such words... No, he could slightly feel the reason why the man said those words.

It's just worrying.

[Ah... really annoying. ] He suddenly heard the man's complaints, and then realized that the man had walked out of the house at some point, and the girl named Xiaochun was blocking the door.

Zero doesn't seem to be good at dealing with lively people like Xiaochun, or rather than not being good at it, it's better to be a bit annoying.

When he heard what Zero said, he just turned his eyes to the side, and there was nothing in the space he was in now.

This is what the zero space originally looked like.

[Let's run. ] He heard himself say this to her, as if this sentence had been prepared for a long time. [... just run away. ]

Ling decisively started to run, but it was not the kind of sprint like fleeing for his life. Instead, he ran for a while, looked at the person behind him for a while, and then accelerated for a while when he was about to catch up.

After Xiaochun fell into the river because he couldn't dodge the bomb in the Prison Temple, Reborn who didn't know when was standing on the bridge railing smiled and pointed the pistol that Len turned into to the brim of his hat.

From his point of view, that smile already foreshadowed the next zero possibility of that kind of unresponsive phenomenon.He didn't want this, he didn't like the person who would respond to whatever he said and ignore him because of someone else.This feeling was very subtle, and even made him, who had always been used to hiding behind that person in trouble, say the words 'we exchange'.

[Zero, exchange it.I'm coming... into a desperate state. ]

In fact, both of them don't like the kind of thing where one shot will feel death, and the next moment will be gone.Sometimes they will shirk each other, but now he has the idea that he must stand up.

I don’t know if I should use the word pity, but when he forced Zero to retreat to the second line, because Reborn didn’t shoot him but looked down the river with raised eyebrows, it made Zero lose his consciousness. Forcibly pulled back this space.

He could feel that person's anxiety, although sometimes he spoke a bit harshly, but in essence he worried more than anyone else, just like an old lady.

The last words that the man said to himself ten years later jumped out suddenly at this moment, and before he could react, he saw almost the same face as that of the man ten years later.

It was the attitude of that man ten years ago.

He was taller and had longer legs than him. His hair was wet and stuck to his face. Then the man combed his hair back with his hands and made a hairstyle that looked a bit like a hedgehog.

If at this time he was only jealous because of this person's appearance, then the next moment was not as simple as jealousy.

He clearly felt this space, from the moment he found out that there was nothing but zero consciousness, and suddenly shook, he had completely forgotten the reason for his previous jealousy.

It's not because the boy is better than him in these appearance conditions, but because the space that belongs to that person shakes because of the boy.

That man is so good, is it enough for Zero to have such strong feelings when he saw this man for the first time?

[...I said, that person's eyes are so beautiful.But the feeling that there is no emotion... Sure enough, Tsunayoshi's eyes are more beautiful? ] He heard the voice of the man, and spoke to him with a certain question.

Only this time, he didn't want to respond.But if he didn't respond, he felt unwilling, as if he had lost.

[...Although I want to know the name of this person, but I really can't bring this person into it, right? ] That person seemed to be slightly distressed and said this to him.

He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable somewhere, like being scratched by something and bleeding, but he couldn't see where, he could only feel pain. [Zero, do you really think so? ] The moment he said it, even he was startled. Since the beginning of his speech, his voice is not as full as that of boys of the same age, but a bit weak with a female voice, but his words When he spoke, it had a somewhat cold feeling, which even made him feel that this was not his voice.

He suddenly didn't want these two people to continue the conversation like this, and wanted to regain the dominance of his own body, but found that his consciousness was blocked, so he could only look at that person over and over again, with a voice of gratitude Say thank you to that guy.

It wasn't until the boy left that his consciousness was finally liberated.

He looked at the white space that had returned to its original state at this moment, and the brown eyes were thinking about something, and there was a kind of dark light flowing.

[About going to school... Tsunayoshi, you come by yourself? ] I don't know if it's his personal feeling, but that person was cautious when he said this.

He didn't intend to take back the dominance and didn't say anything to that person, so that person could only reluctantly continue to rush to school as Sawada Tsunayoshi and then go to class and communicate with others.

He suddenly felt happy, a kind of twisted and weird joy.

Zero's current complaints or anxiety are all because of him.

Feeling sorry but also feeling happy.He knew it was wrong, but he couldn't stop this feeling from growing.

[Gang Ji. ]

Zero suddenly called him, with a lukewarm tone.

Maybe still angry?He was a little afraid that that person would be angry with him, so he didn't know what to do for a while, so he could only keep his mouth shut and not respond.

[...This is really...] Suddenly, he heard the man's sigh, accompanied by a sense of helplessness.

[I...] He couldn't help but wanted to say something, but found that the person had no time to care about him.

During the time he didn't pay attention, he didn't know what happened, that person actually came to the territory of Senior Skylark.

In the luxurious reception room, which is completely incompatible with the plain style of the school, there are Gokudera and Yamamoto, and behind Hibari-senpai, there are also a group of aircraft committee members with French-style aircraft heads in disorder.

At this time, the only people standing on this small battlefield are Skylark and Zero, and a somewhat incidental him.

[What is this scenario? ! ] He was shocked and shouted in this white space, but only got the man's words to shut up.

[Quiet, in short, life or death depends on this battle——! ] That person's words like a strong man cutting off his wrist don't feel disobedient at this moment, because the whole school knows such a thing, and Chairman Bing Sheng hates outsiders stepping into his territory very much.

By the way, this outsider does not only refer to people outside Namori Town or Naimori Middle School, but also refers to people other than the chairman.

He listened to that person chatting with Senior Skylark, but suddenly heard that person mention himself. [I said, are you finally happy? ]

[Huh? ] He didn't react to that sentence at once, but before he asked again, he suddenly remembered his previous actions.

[Hey what, hey, I figured it out anyway?Are you not angry? ] That person's long-lost soft words appeared at this moment, which suddenly made him feel a little uneasy, but more of embarrassment. [Okay, I was wrong, I took away the dominance of your body or something, but at that time you really looked a little bit wrong. ]

He suddenly became happy. [Is it because of me that Zero will do this? ] Because he felt his uneasiness, that's why he blocked his consciousness in that space, and not because of the appearance of that boy?

[Well, the expression of this sentence is a bit... The second Austrian is dangerous! ] That person was halfway through talking with him, but had to stop for a while because of the kidnapper swung by Senior Skylark. [...Your expression of that sentence is a bit wrong... Forget it.But at least I hope you can know such a thing. ]

[…Well, you say. ] His heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he seemed to be waiting for the next words with some kind of expectation.

[Did you feel it on the bridge at that time?If I'm going to... get straight to the point.If I was going to take control of your body, or even your consciousness, I should have done it ten years ago. ... So, are you still angry now?Are you still angry because I forcibly took away the dominance and didn't let you take it back? ] When that person narrated, there was something that reassured him, but at the same time made him feel lost.

He looked up at the white space and shook his head. [No,... I will never think that way again. ] He remembered the incident when he just met that person when he was a child, and suddenly realized that every time that person talked to him, he would ask her on his own initiative, and that person would answer, and the older person would only occasionally chat with him For a while, then there was no sound again.

So at that time, that person used this form to maintain himself?Before he can have a good conversation with that person, is that person just staying here, in this place where there is nothing?

[... When I was a child, Zero stayed here all the time, wouldn't it be boring? ] He asked with some trepidation.

But he got a very indifferent answer from that person. [No, it’s really boring. I just think about some games in the white space. Hey, I don’t know if I don’t talk about it. Although I don’t remember many things, I remember a lot of games. memories of watching TV or something. ...so you won't feel bored. ] Zero paused and asked again. [Gangji, are you really not angry? ]

In fact, the reason for his anger was completely different from what that person thought, but at this moment, he had calmed down, and even felt a deeper and warmer mood than the slightly distorted joy at the beginning.

[No, not at all. ] Rather, he is happy now.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Young man, don’t forget that you still have a fake love rival. 【self-weight