Antu under the moon

I want to ask a wave of authors to pay attention, thank you, I love you? (′???)

"What did you say just now? Say it again." Xie Duo couldn't believe his ears.

"Which sentence do you want to hear? I like you, I love you, I have been secretly in love with you since high school, and have been in love with you for 12 years?" Shen Antu took advantage of Xie Duo's daze, raised his head and stole a kiss on his lips, and found him No response, stole another one.

Xie Duo stared straight at Shen Antu, his deep pupils shone with fragments of light, as if smashing up the stars in the sky and stuffing them into a glass bead the size of a fingernail.

After a while, Xie Duo said, "Shen Antu, we are all fools."

Shen Antu was puzzled.

Xie Duo: "I said before that I liked you since high school. You think it's fake, right? I've told you so many times that I love you, but you don't believe a single word, right? Then I'll say it again, Shen Antu, You are my first love, and will be the only love in my life, I am not ignorant of your past, I don't just like Shen Antu, I love Shen Rin as much as you."

"When I was in high school, I thought you were special, and I couldn't help caring about you. You sitting at my front desk would block me from looking at the blackboard, but your profile always distracted me. In the photo album brought by Xie Wenxuan There is a photo of you sketching from top to bottom, I was secretly taking pictures of you, because we are divided into classes, I can no longer see you often, and I want to take pictures when I see you once in a while..."

This time it was Shen Antu's turn to be shocked, he pushed Xie Duo away and sat up, leaning forward, staring at Xie Duo, like a small animal that cannot digest human emotions.

"But please forgive me. I was an idiot at that time. I didn't know why I was so abnormal. I didn't realize that I actually liked you until after you left in the third year of high school." Xie Duo held Shen Antu's hand distressedly. Put your hand on your lips and kiss gently.

"I've always been secretly in love with you, Shen Antu, it's not a lie, it's the only truth among the many lies I've told you."

"The day you woke up in the hospital, I said I was your boyfriend. I didn't mean to humiliate you at all. I have thought about this identity for many years, and I never thought it would come true."

"Although it may be two years younger than you, Shen Antu, I have indeed liked you since high school, and this year is the tenth year."

"Pfft..." Shen Antu couldn't bear it any longer, and began to laugh while covering his face, at first it was a small chuckle, and finally it turned into a loud laugh.

Xie Duo is right, they are all fools, even if they are all powerful in the mall now, in that small classroom more than ten years ago, they were all cowards and cowards.

If any of them had been the first to step up and say "hello" when they bumped into each other on their morning commute to school, it could have made a huge difference.

They could have gone to school together, took the college entrance examination together, as Xie Duo imagined, even if they are in different places, they will return to a city and a home after all, holding hands tightly from sunrise to sunset, and finally being Stuffed into the urn together, the graves are all close together.

But they didn't.

They wasted ten years in vain and suffered a lot for nothing.

The love words they confide in pain every night can’t reach the lover’s ears. Even if they meet, even if their eyes meet, they can only be stung by the lover’s indifference, and they can’t see the boiling love buried deep under the disguise. .

"It's okay, Xie Duo, it's okay, look, aren't we together now? There is a saying in English called 'Alliswellthatendswell', how do you say it in Chinese? Anyway... anyway, it's okay now."

Shen Antu didn't know that his face was full of tears from laughing, Xie Duo wiped it off with the back of his hand, but he held that hand instead, and put his cheek on his palm, acting devoutly like a believer.

"Xie Duo, I have never had good luck in my life, this is the only time. I am grateful for this plane accident, for sending you to me..."

The vocal cords seemed to disappear out of thin air, Xie Duo couldn't say a word, he could only hug Shen Antu tightly into his arms, the pain from the wound on his thigh reminded him that all this was true.

"Because this accident brought you here, I don't care whoever tampered with my plane, but he dared to touch you."

Shen Antu's voice suddenly cooled down, and his personality seemed to switch from "Shen Antu" to "Shen Lin" mode in an instant.

It was only then that Xie Duo remembered that Shen Antu's story wasn't over yet, not only was it not over, it didn't even reach the part he cared about most.

"What happened later, why did you go abroad suddenly?" Xie Duo asked.

Shen Antu paused for a while before continuing: "At first I thought that although Shen Kaiping was a villain, he helped me when I was helpless. Since he needed a son, I could be his son. I just realized that it's not that simple, I'm just another Shen Yixing."

Shen Antu later went to find the rich businessman who was going to marry Shen Lijun back then, he pieced together together, and finally restored the original appearance of the incident back then.

At that time, Shen Kaiping found Shen Lijun and said that he wanted Shen Antu to come back and be his son. For this, he could compensate Shen Lijun with a sum of money, which was enough to buy out the life of an ordinary person. Knowing what kind of person Shen Kaiping was, Shen Antu would never go back, so she refused.

Afraid of Shen Kaiping's revenge, Shen Lijun went to ask her fiancé to come forward to protect Shen Antu, but she didn't expect that the money that Shen Lijun refused had already entered the hands of her fiance. She overheard him talking on the phone with Shen Kaiping, saying You can take people away at night.

Shen Lijun had no choice but to escape with Shen Antu.

But she said to Shen Antu: "Darling did so well in the high school entrance examination, mom will take you on a trip."

Shen Antu didn't know anything, he got into Shen Lijun's car, happily played with his mobile phone, planned the route to Tibet with Shen Lijun, and then——

"That was not an accident at all, it was deliberately arranged by Shen Kaiping."

"They told me that my mother was seriously injured and died after resuscitation failed. No, she was still alive at the time and had a chance to be rescued. It was Shen Kaiping who refused to save her. They didn't even let her go to the operating table."

"How do you think I know?"

"When there were 102 days before the college entrance examination, I was reading a book in my room, and two servants were chatting in the garden under my windowsill. They described the whole process of our car accident in great detail, saying that my mother was lying on the hospital bed with bruises all over her body. It's blood, you can't die with peace in your eyes, you speak as if you saw it with your own eyes..."

Shen Antu lay quietly in Xie Duo's arms, his tone was flat and without fluctuation, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

Xie Duo clenched his hand: "They did it on purpose, and someone ordered it behind their backs."

"I know." Shen Antu said.

Of course, Shen Antu knows that the most critical [-] days before the college entrance examination, he just got the full score paper of the monthly mathematics exam yesterday, and he will still be the first in the liberal arts in Z city in the next mock exam. His future is bright, what are those people thinking? , how could Shen Antu not know.

But he couldn't help it, he couldn't help it, at that moment he couldn't see anything, his brain seemed to be infected with a virus, the monitor was rattling, and for a while there was Shen Lijun's smiling face praising him, and for a while there was Shen Yixing's embarrassment and determination when he ran away His back, interspersed with gossiping sighs and curses from the servants.

"So the next day, I bought a pocket knife, put it in my pants pocket, and then went to Shen Kaiping's study."