Antu under the moon

"Shen Antu? ​​There is no Antu in the world. From today on, you will be called Shen Lin, boy, it's better to have a sharper name."

Shen Antu can still clearly remember the first time he met Shen Kaiping.

The cramped compartment is airtight and light cannot penetrate, because the windows are all covered with black film.Shen Kaiping was sitting in the back seat, holding a walking stick with a faucet in both hands. He didn't look very old, but half of his black hair was covered with silver hair. He was very thin, with shriveled cheeks, thin and long eyes, and looked at people like looking at animals. .

That was a paranoid lunatic, Shen Antu could tell at a glance, although he was young, he had already seen all kinds of situations in the world, he knew that Shen Kaiping was dangerous, just like what Shen Kaiping himself said.

"If you are obedient, you will have everything. If you are not obedient, you will be dragged to feed Ao Lie."

Ao Lie is an American bully dog ​​raised by Shen Kaiping. He barks when he sees people, and knocks the fence of the dog cage.

Shen Kaiping has a set of creeds in life, which is to have the best of everything, and if you can't get it, pick the best from the rest. This creed also applies to his offspring.

Shen Kaiping's most satisfied son is the one born to his original wife. He is smart, lively, and cute. Shen Kaiping dotes on him very much and is reluctant to let him do anything. clothing.Shen Kaiping protected him very well and made a will early on. After his death, everything will belong to this son. He is Shen Kaiping's best choice.

Later, this "best choice" died—Shen Kaiping's enemies kidnapped his wife and children, the two parties failed to negotiate, and the enemies brutally tore up votes, and Shen Kaiping lost the "best choice."After a brief silence, he began to choose among the "remaining" children.

He found a total of five boys, sorted by age, the eldest Shen Chao, the second Shen Yixing, the third Shen Lin, the fourth Shen Qi, and the fifth Shen Mingfei.

Every boy has his strengths, but at the same time, everyone has shortcomings that Shen Kaiping is dissatisfied with. For example, Shen Antu is smart enough and has good grades, but has a gloomy personality. He was once evaluated by Shen Kaiping as a "rat in the gutter". No one can compare to that dead son.

"Just like raising Gu, in order to pick out the best one, put five sons together and fight each other, whoever can survive to the end is the best."

Shen Antu's tone was very relaxed, with a smile on his face, but Xie Duo's heart ached beyond measure, and he hugged Shen Antu even tighter.

"Actually, among the five of us, the one who most meets Shen Kaiping's standards is Shen Yixing. He even looks more like a big brother than Shen Chao. He has an innate temperament. How should I put it, he feels like a leader. , very reliable, as far as I know, his grades are also very good, he is obviously younger than Shen Chao, but one grade higher than him, but unfortunately, he himself is very resistant to Shen Kaiping."

Shen Antu only found out later that Shen Yixing was snatched from his adoptive parents by Shen Kaiping.

Originally, Shen Kaiping was unwilling to admit an illegitimate child, so among those women who had been close to him, those who were capable raised their children by themselves, like the mothers of Shen Chao, Shen Antu, Shen Qi, and Shen Mingfei; Like Shen Yixing's mother, as soon as Shen Yixing was born, she sent him to the mother who died in the next bed in the hospital.

Shen Yixing's adoptive parents are ordinary working-class people in a small city. They don't have much money, but they are very kind, and they have raised Shen Yixing well. They are very sensible and responsible at a young age. They have been monitors since elementary school. Everyone All like him.Shen Yixing's life has been stable and smooth, until the summer vacation of the first year of high school, Shen Kaiping came to the door.

Shen Yixing had a very happy life, neither he nor his adoptive parents wanted to leave each other, they rejected Shen Kaiping's request, so Shen Kaiping acted like a human trafficker, and on the way Shen Yixing went to the cram school, he directly put the captives in the car and brought them back. City Z, and put them into a villa with four other boys.

Different from the helpless Shen Antu, Shen Yixing has a complete family and parents who love him. To him, Shen Kaiping is a disaster for no reason, so during that summer vacation, Shen Yixing would run away every day, and every time he would be caught and beaten. He locked it up for a while, but just as soon as he was able to walk, he continued to run.

Shen Antu and the other three witnessed the whole process of Shen Yixing's escape and beating. Shen Chao and Shen Mingfei laughed and scolded Shen Yixing for not knowing what to do. One night, when Shen Yixing wanted to escape again, Shen Antu helped him lure away the security guards and delayed the time.

The next morning Shen Yixing was not caught, Shen Antu was very happy, thinking that he had finally escaped, but that night he saw a news that a male high school student fell into the river and died, and the dead was Shen Yixing.

Shen Antu blamed himself for being sad, and couldn't sleep well for a month.

After Shen Yixing's death, Shen Antu became the "best choice", so his nightmare life began.

Among the remaining four boys, only Shen Antu has no mother. The confrontation between the boys is already enough, and coupled with the invisible exclusion of the three mothers in life, Shen Antu has a very difficult life. Breakfast, or dirty laundry - they deliberately let the servants leave out Shen Antu's clothes.

But Shen Antu has a great advantage, his academic performance is very good, if there is no Xie Duo, Shen Antu can firmly sit on the number one throne in Z.

At first, Shen Chao was also in Z, but every time he took the exam, he was in the middle and lower reaches. In order not to be too ugly by Shen Antu, Shen Chao's mother begged Shen Kaiping to let him transfer to a private high school. Shen Antu is small, and they were still in junior high school when Shen Antu was in the first year of high school, so the school became Shen Antu's favorite place.

"You don't know, Shen Kaiping is a lunatic. He probably thought that if his son knew a little kung fu, he would not have been kidnapped and forced the four of us to learn martial arts, so we would practice sparring in pairs during the holidays."

Shen Antu continued to speak, Xie Duo listened silently.

"Shen Chao doesn't like me, and often beats me with the excuse of sparring. He is physically better than me, and I can't beat him. He often goes to class with injuries all over his body." Shen Antu smiled at Xie Duo, "You probably haven't noticed that. .”

Xie Duo was dumbfounded, he really had no impression.

"But it doesn't matter, because I have you, Xie Duo, you made my high school life a unique and precious time in my life."

Xie Duo was confused for a moment: "In high school we..."

"We don't know each other at all, right?" Shen Antu started laughing again, "You know, the night I got sick and nauseated, I asked you how you chased me, you said we were together in high school, we were together I haven't been separated for ten years...Xie Duo, I am so happy, I dare not do this in my dreams, I know you are lying to me, but I am really happy..."

"Although you may have never paid attention to me, I fell in love with you at first sight on the first day of school. You don't know. I begged the teacher to move my seat in front of you. Later, you still think I'm blocking you. Blackboard; we were not in the same room for the physics competition, but I half begged and half threatened to change places with your roommate, but you didn’t come to live at all; after that I missed the commendation meeting, and you brought me the certificate, I wanted to borrow it This opportunity to talk to you, but you left without giving me a word..."

"Sitting in the same classroom with you has become a sweet torment. The few seconds when I pass the homework back and forth are the happiest moments of my day, because I can hold your homework in my hand for a few minutes. Seconds, it's as if we're indirectly holding hands..."

"I also tried to send you a love letter, but it happened that you rejected a girl's confession indifferently, so I gave up. I imagined that if you talked to me in that tone, I would want to leave the teaching building on the spot I jumped off the top floor, so I chose liberal arts when I was a sophomore in high school..."

"Xie Duo, I worked hard, I really worked hard, but you can't see me, I have a crush on you for the entire three years of high school and the next nine years...Xie Duo, I have spent nearly half of my life so far There's not a single day that I don't miss you."

Xie Duo couldn't control the stiffness and coldness that filled his limbs, he looked down at Shen Antu in his arms, and said mechanically: "What did you say?"