reverse crush

There is and only.

The most romantic word in mathematics in legend.This rigorous, rational and rational subject is almost cold, with rare iron-blooded tenderness.

Yes, and only.

Yes, and it is owned by Lu Zhi.

Pei Zhenyan turned the ring and looked in the direction of the window. The cold moonlight came in through the undrawn curtains, and a long strand of moonlight splashed on the ground.

He imagined how the notch of "YQJY" slowly licked his fingers.

As for Lu Zhi's "WDAYBLC", they still have no idea.

On the first day of adulthood, Xianglu only suffered from insomnia.

A few days later, a major event happened in the Lu family.

Lu Xuewen finally agreed to divorce.

While they were serving their sentences, Lu Ningshuang had already drawn up a divorce agreement and was just waiting for them to come out.

Lu Xuewen disagreed with life and death at the beginning. Lu Ningshuang is a perfect wife and mother, and they are the absolute beneficiaries in this marriage.

He? He thought that Lu Ningshuang would be the same as every time before, as long as she coaxed her in a low voice for two days, said some beautiful scenes, and showed some courtesy, she? would soften her heart.

But they soon discovered that Lu Ningshuang was really different.

In the past few months when he? was not here, she? re-organized herself. The foundation was already good, and she would look beautiful after a little tidying up. She? There are radical acts, she even hired bodyguards to protect themselves.

The whole person exudes a confident light, as if he has recovered a part of himself.

Her determination to divorce was unprecedentedly firm, and Lu Xuewen tried his best to bring her back.

After more than two months of see-saw, Lu Xuewen reluctantly agreed to divorce. In terms of property division, Lu Ningshuang was completely relentless, and could even be described as penny-pinching and insatiable. She didn't care about material conditions, but she had to fight for her son. .

If it stays in Lu Xuewen's hands, who knows who will be cheaper in the future.

After a one-month divorce cooling-off period, she was legally single again.

In the blink of an eye for 20 years, half a life has been wasted.

As usual, Lu didn't get his phone back until the holidays. After turning it on, all kinds of information piled up for a month flooded out, and the pop-up boxes continued for a long time.

No suspense, big head? From Pei Zhenyan.

Lu just didn't rush to click in. For one thing, WeChat would not be able to spit out so many messages for a while. Forcibly clicking on it would only cause the phone to go down. Besides, it was too much work for tens of thousands of messages. He had to deal with other things first.

They? First? Read the news about Lu Ningshuang and the photo of the divorce certificate.

"Ah, mom did it."

"I really regret not listening to you sooner."

"It turns out that divorce is so cool"

He couldn't help but stop walking forward.

When they came to Chongde for their senior year of high school, the only thing they worried about was Lu Ningshuang. He was afraid that when he was not at home, she would be led by the nose again by Lu Xuewen.

Even though he? saw that Lu Ningshuang had really changed recently, even if he? knew that his parents had filed for divorce, he?

Over the past decade or so, seeing their parents going back and forth, they have become used to it.

Finally, they? The mother and son came out.

They don't want to have anything to do with Lu Xuewen anymore, and the little bit of admiration they have has been exhausted with Lu Xuewen's drunk driving escape.

The winter wind was bitingly cold, and his fingers lost their instrument temperature after being exposed to the air. He lost his mind for a while, pursed his lips and replied: "Congratulations."

Within five seconds after the message was sent, Lu Ningshuang called back.

"When you come back, let's go out to have a big meal to celebrate?" Lu Ningshuang couldn't hide her relaxed voice, and added, "The proverbs are also here?"

Pei Zhenyan is also there??Lu was only surprised.

It would be Tuesday, and Pei Zhenyan was supposed to be in class.

The two-day monthly leave in Chongde is not fixed, the period is between 28-25 days, arranged randomly, not necessarily on weekends, and students and parents have to wait a week or so before the holiday to know the exact time.

Since the November holiday, the two haven't seen each other for more than two months. If we can't get together during the holidays, we can't even ask for leave.

Responding to Lu Ningshuang, Lu just turned his head and clicked on Pei Zhenyan's private chat box. The messages that had been accumulated for a month were almost loaded.

LJ: "Did you skip class?"

pzy: "Well, are you moved?"

lj: "It's okay, just don't blame me for failing subjects"

pzy: "Impossible"

lj: "sosweet"

pzy: "I mean it's impossible to fail"

Pei Zhenyan didn't have many recreational activities at school, and kept a friendly but not heart-to-heart social distance with his roommates and classmates. Basically, he spent every day in the dormitory, classroom and library at three o'clock and one line. He was addicted to studying and couldn't extricate himself.

The teachers of all subjects have a very good impression of them.

The occasional skipping class or taking a day off should not be a problem.

LJ: "Are you going to hang up?"

pzy: "that's your fault"

Lu only:.

The chat almost came to an end here, and Lu Zhi also got on the bus back to Jincheng. He chose a corner seat and sat down, and began to read Pei Zhenyan's message to him.

Both pictures and texts are rich in details.

as always.

Through the daily life shared by Pei Zhenyan, Lu Zhi already has a good understanding of his future school. He has figured out the layout map of frequently used places, mastered the flow of people in the library, and knows which cafeteria has good food and which one? What options are there for being kind, ordering takeout, or wanting to go out and have a good meal?

……

Although he has not experienced college time in person, he has already participated in another way in advance.

Just as he was engrossed in watching, Pei Zhenyan sent a new message.

pzy: "By the way, your mother told me about your vacation this time."

Because Chongde does not allow the use of electronic devices, Lu just has no choice but to tell Pei Zhenyan his vacation time in advance, and Pei Zhenyan can only ask Lu Ningshuang if he wants to know.

Although Lu Ningshuang has let go of the matter between them, she will not be able to understand or accept it sincerely for a while, so every time Pei Zhenyan looks for her, he has to muster a lot of courage. Organize the wording, for fear that I will make her "sad".

When Lu Zhi was in a daze, Pei Zhenyan made another sentence.

pzy: "She? Asked me if I want to celebrate with you"

Divorce was originally an internal matter of the family, but Lu Ningshuang took the initiative to bring them along.

She? Really? Opened up very sincerely.

Unknowingly, Lu Zhi's life gradually got on the right track.

Broken ideals are their deepest nightmare, and they still make troubles in the dead of night, countless moments when they open or close their eyes, unwillingness and anger will come to their hearts.

But one of the lessons that people must learn is to reconcile with things that they cannot change.

At least it contributed to Lu Ningshuang's divorce.

At least Lu Ningshuang tried harder to accept Pei Zhenyan because she felt sorry for him.

At least he can always be by Pei Zhenyan's side.

The three met at a "revolving restaurant" by the river.

We only see each other after one or two months, and it is easy to see the changes in the other person's appearance, fatter and thinner, white and dark, hair? Hair? Longer and shorter.

Lu Zhi's eyes stayed on Pei Zhenyan for a second, then he greeted Lu Ningshuang, and then looked at Pei Zhenyan again.

This is the first time I saw an adult Pei Zhenyan.

I don't know if it's psychological? It seems to be a lot calmer, with a temperament between a boy and a man.

The little boy who stalked him in kindergarten has finally grown up.

It feels subtle.

Pei Zhenyan raised his eyebrows, and smiled as soon as he rolled his eyes.

He smiled, and the familiar feeling came back.

Still the sticky one.

There are four seats, Lu Ningshuang sat on the outer seat, and Pei Zhenyan sat on the inner seat opposite.

Make it clear to let him sit next to Pei Zhenyan.

Lu just sat down, put his hand under the table and gently pulled La Pei Zhenyan's hand.

Pei Zhenyan clasped back, his fingertips entangled with each other.

Quickly and restraintly let go of each other.

Before the meal, Lu just greeted the two of them in advance: "You can eat by yourself later, don't keep bringing food for me."

Every time I finish eating with them, they can't wait to induce vomiting.

Lu Ningshuang and Pei Zhenyan fully agreed.

But when the food was served, no one held back.

Lu Zhi: "..." Help.

Halfway through the meal, a few men and women in suits and leather shoes walked by? The headed middle-aged man inadvertently looked at Lu Ningshuang's face, then stopped, and asked uncertainly, "Are you Lu Ningshuang?"

Lu Ningshuang was stunned for a moment, and then recognized her college classmates: "Lou Mao?"

"It's really you." Lou Mao waved his hands to signal his subordinates to leave first, while he stayed and greeted Lu Ningshuang, "We haven't seen each other for at least 20 years."

The two greeted each other politely, and the man's topic shifted to Pei Zhenyan and Lu Zhi: "You, two sons?"

Lu Ningshuang subconsciously denied it. Just as she was about to explain, she changed her mind before speaking, and said with a smile, "Yes, I have two sons." She pointed at Lu Zhi, "This one is bigger."

two sons.

son.

She? Recognized Pei Zhenyan.

She? It was at that moment that she suddenly felt relieved. What does it matter if she gets married or not, whether she has children, or whether she falls in love with a boy or a girl? She wanted to be Lu Xuewen and her? It's time to accept blessings from all parties, but the result is not what happened now.

Like a person who knows how warm or cold the drinking water is, whether life is good or bad, you have to live it by yourself after all.

Worldly judgments mean nothing.

How did Lou Mao know her? What kind of turbulent waves did these words arouse in the hearts of Pei Zhenyan and Lu Zhi? like you."

Lu Zhi really looks like Lu Ningshuang.

As for how Pei Zhenyan looks like, let's just think that it is the influence of husband and wife that made him? At first he looked like Lu Zhi, so naturally he also looked a bit like Lu Ningshuang.

After this meeting? The next meeting will be the winter vacation.

Lu Zhi's winter vacation is only 3 days, from the first day to the third day of the new year, homework piled up like a mountain.

Pei Zhenyan used the Journey to the West group as an excuse to stay with Lu for only three days, helping write a lot of test papers.

Man is really a very forgetful creature, but? In just half a year, he? He? Forgot all the high school textbook knowledge that he once knew so well.

They probably know it at home, after all, no matter how perverted Chongde is, the students still have to pass the year.

But still give him? Let go, no? Ask too much.

In Lu Zhi's words, there is "room for self-deception and whitewashing of peace."

After the winter vacation, enter the next semester.

Chongde's academic pressure has further tightened, and Lu Zhi has become more and more busy because of this.

After the whole semester, Pei Zhenyan met him? Twice, each time he became thinner. One can imagine the hard work of studying.

Both are suffering and looking forward to each other.

Finally the time came to June.

Student registration follows household registration. Lu Zhi's student registration is in Jincheng, and he went to Chongde to study only as a borrower. The examination room for the college entrance examination is not there, so he has to go back to the high school where his student registration is located.

After school ends on the evening of June 6, he can pack his things and go back to Jincheng, saying goodbye to this Shura field.

The evening self-study on June 6 was the last evening self-study in Chongde. The sunset was like a fire that day, which reminded him of the eve of the college entrance examination the previous year. At that time, he was still in Class A of the second year of Minghui Middle School , at the same table is Pei Zhenyan.

He? He always felt that he had very little affection for his high school life other than Pei Zhenyan, and at this moment, he actually felt a little belatedly nostalgic.

He began to miss the relaxed and funny class atmosphere at that time, the aggressive classmates or neighbors, and the teachers who got along well with the students.

There is also Minghui Middle School who has been scolded countless times.

Of course, I also miss Pei Zhenyan who is within reach.

But that summer will not come back.

He suppressed his groaning, intending to sort out the knowledge points again, and was about to turn his head back, but saw a smiling figure in the corridor of the classroom.

He froze for a moment, not sure if he was in a dream or not.

Looking back at the surroundings, the oppressive and crowded classrooms, the classmates who are writing hard and not interested in doing things outside the window, he?

Looking closely at Pei Zhenyan again, he found that Pei Zhenyan was pretending to be carrying a schoolbag, and was wearing Chongde's school uniform, which was the autumn and winter school uniform jacket he kept at home.

Pei Zhenyan relied on this dress to successfully trick the guard into entering the campus.

In the quiet classroom, Lu just got up, and almost no one paid attention to him.

This was simply impossible in Minghui in the past, but it is the norm here. In addition, everyone in the senior class is from World War II. The pressure is much greater than that of freshmen. The atmosphere in the class was a month earlier. I started to get nervous, and today, many students have to rely on drugs to fall asleep.

"Why are you here?" Walking out of the classroom, Lu Zhi asked softly.

"Accompany you in the college entrance examination." Pei Zhenyan came up to him with a smile and grabbed the hem of his clothes, "Skipping class?"

At this point in time, the test preparation reserve has been finalized, and it doesn't make much sense to read the book again.

Lu just agreed without saying a word: "Go, I won't take this bird class."

He? Back to the classroom to pack up things.

Not only do I plan to skip tonight's self-study, but I also plan to skip the last day of tomorrow.

The two of them climbed over the wall, which was very high. Pei Zhenyan stepped on Lu Zhi's shoulders before going out. Lu Zhi didn't step on it. After several run-ups, he failed to climb the wall. Finally, he found a tree and successfully escaped.

Coincidentally, they were discovered by the security guards, and the two jumped off the fence and ran wildly.

Passing by the bus station, there happened to be a bus coming, and the two of them didn't care where it was going, so they stopped the bus and went up without a word.

They were all sweaty and embarrassed, their clothes were dirty and torn by the walls or trees, they looked at each other for a while, and laughed wildly together, shoulder to shoulder.

At this time, there was no one on the bus, and the driver frequently looked at them from the rearview mirror.

With a hearty smile, Lu just asked, "Why did you come back today?"

"Because I have to leave tomorrow." Pei Zhenyan was speechless, "We are not allowed to ask for leave during the college entrance examination, and he? Mom has to check the bed."

They had no choice but to come back early to give Lu only encouragement.

"Are you afraid that you will help college candidates take the exam?" Lu Zhi had heard it before, but he didn't expect it to be true.

"Just worry about it." Pei Zhenyan was full of resentment for not being able to accompany Lu Zhi in the college entrance examination, "I don't even think about the actual situation. It's been a year and who remembers what they learned in high school? I can't do it for me."

"It's okay, you can accompany me tomorrow, let's go back to Jincheng directly." When the bus ahead arrived, Lu Zhi got off with Pei Zhenyan, "I brought everything such as the admission ticket and ID card, and the rest It doesn’t matter whether you take the things or not, just take them after the exam.”

Pei Zhenyan thought for a while and said, "Okay, it's really too casual for the first time in this kind of place where the birds don't shit."

Lu just paused, and raised his eyes to look at them.

Not sure if this so-called "first time" is what I thought it was.

Pei Zhenyan looked as usual, and took off the schoolbag on his back. His schoolbag was not just for show, it actually contained things in it. He unzipped the zipper and motioned Lu just to look.

Lu just lowered his head? Just glanced at it? There was an illusion that his blood was congealed.

"Athletes were under too much psychological pressure before the World War. The most direct and effective way to relieve it? I heard that the Olympic Committee will distribute a lot of condoms to athletes during the Olympic Games." People? They are professional, that’s for sure.”

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