reverse crush

Lu Ningshuang and Pei Zhenyan wanted to feed him to death.

The families on both sides already knew about the relationship, and it was inevitable that Lu Ningshuang and Tang Wanyue would be embarrassed when they met, so Lu Ningshuang went back to live in Yuehai Bay, and Lu went there directly during the holidays.

When he returned home, there was a wide variety of dishes on the long table, and the aromas of various foods were mixed and intertwined, whetting one's appetite.

The nanny auntie is very good at cooking, and a bowl of meat is cooked to perfection. Pei Zhenyan walked towards the dining room with it. He saw Lu Zhi coming in.

The action of both of them was a meal.

I haven't seen each other for a month, and we are more unfamiliar with each other, and even the eyes have a sense of distance, which seems to bring people back to the ambiguous period all at once.

The throbbing and flustering have been gone for a long time.

When they look at each other, their hearts will become hot.

Feeling embarrassed to make any intimate moves in front of the parents, Pei Zhenyan suppressed the urge to stick to Lu Zhi, and took the lead in calmly saying hello: "Are you back?"

He wore an apron over his T-shirt in a decent way. Lu Jian had never seen him in this shape before, and his eyes wandered around him. He didn't care to talk to him, so he just nodded perfunctorily.

Pei Zhenyan put the plate on the dining table and greeted him: "What kind of eyes are you looking at?"

When he approached, Lu just opened his mouth and asked, "What kind of look do you have?"

Before he finished speaking, a piece of mellow and tender braised pork was stuffed into his mouth. Just now? Pei Zhenyan planned to grab some for himself.

Lu Zhi: "..."

Chongde advocates the preservation of the principles of nature and the elimination of human desires, and does not provide any material enjoyment.

Compared with the food in Chongde Canteen, he found that his dislike of Ming Hui Canteen could only be described as not knowing what is good and what is bad.

Lu Ningshuang, who heard the sound, just happened to see the act of feeding.

Pei Zhenyan was a little embarrassed and took a step back.

Lu Ningshuang pretended not to see it, exchanged greetings with Lu and went back to the kitchen.

The juice of the braised pork spread in Lu Zhi's mouth, and every taste bud was refreshed. He ate bad food in Chongde for more than a month. It is not an exaggeration to say that this piece of braised pork is a delicacy from mountains and seas.

Seeing him chewing, Pei Zhenyan showed a satisfied expression, and answered the question about the styling: "I'm helping."

Lu only had something in his mouth and couldn't speak easily, but his eyes clearly conveyed a suspicion of "stop kidding, what can you do for me".

Pei Zhenyan? Accept doubts: "I can taste dishes, give advice, and serve dishes."

Does it work? Nope.Lu just nodded and gave a thumbs up.

Lu only started eating soon after he got home. Lu Ningshuang and Pei Zhenyan surrounded him from left to right, trying their best to pick up food for him, but he couldn't keep up with the speed at which he was eating. With the speed of their chopsticks, the bowls piled up quickly Up? A hill.

He has controlled his food intake for too many years, his appetite has been fixed, and he will not be able to change it for a while. He was about to throw up before he stopped regretfully, as if he wanted to make up for all the hardships he suffered in school.

Two days passed quickly, and Lu only lost contact again.

Before he came back next time, Pei Zhenyan started school.

During the whole summer vacation, he basically didn't take care of social affairs. Classes [-] and [-] got together many times. He only met the Westward Journey group a few times.

Rumors are inevitable, and he really doesn't have the energy to deal with other people's curiosity.

After coming out, there has always been a estrangement between him and his parents. He actually? Didn?

The three discussed for a long time, and finally decided that Pei Zheng would send him off.

Along the way, both father and son were cautious, for fear of offending each other with their words. No? Quickly, a quarrel broke out.

In the four-person dormitory, several other roommates are already here. Everyone introduced themselves to each other, and then Pei Zheng helped pack the luggage, and the father and son went out for dinner together.

Pei Zhengming was obviously preoccupied, but he pretended to be nonchalant, asking casually, "You haven't lived in school before, are you used to it? Do you want to? No? Do you want to move out?"

As they spoke, they walked out of the shade of a tree, and the sun shone down blindingly. Pei Zhenyan narrowed his eyes and didn't speak for a while.

Pei Zheng added nervously, "I'm afraid you won't be used to it."

Pei Zhenyan smiled, turned his head and looked over, his pupils were illuminated into a light amber color, and the mockery in his eyes was undisguised: "Don't worry about it, don't you? Yes? I can see any man Up."

If it wasn't Lu Zhi, he wouldn't possibly like boys at all.

His mind was punctured, and Pei Zheng awkwardly held his respect: "Dad, doesn't that mean? It's just that I'm afraid that you won't be used to group life."

"It's best like this." Pei Zhenyan replied bluntly.

Afterwards, both father and son were speechless. Until Pei Zheng left, the atmosphere could not be brought back on track.

Sending off Pei Zheng, Pei Zhenyan returned to school, walking alone in the unfamiliar campus, boundless loneliness lingered.

He shouldn't be here alone, nor should he be in such a mood.

Lu Zhi's university is in the same city as him, but it's so far away that it's very troublesome to meet. The Great Sage is in the next province, and he can only wait for the winter and summer vacations if he wants to meet.

If it was before, Pei Zhenyan would soon develop a new network of relationships and become the central focus of the new group, but since he entered university, he has been drifting on the edge and never integrated.

When someone mentions him, he will only say "that very cool guy in the computer department".

His outstanding looks destined him to be very popular with girls. Since the beginning of school, many girls have expressed their love to him openly or secretly, but he rejected them all. The reason for the rejection was "I have a girlfriend."

So? When others mentioned him, he added another description point: "The computer department is a very masculine high-cold grass."

Pei Zhenyan originally wanted to be honest about her boyfriend.

Pei Zheng and Tang Wanyue asked him to delete the circle of friends who came out countless times. He didn't delete it, but before he started adding college friends, he set the circle of friends to only be visible for one month.

He doesn't? Yes? No? He's willing to justify Lu Zhi's name, but maybe it's because the price of coming out was too heavy, and he is very PTSD about public sexual orientation, and subconsciously feels that the public will give? bring about great disaster.

If he doesn't come out, his parents will still be his parents, not necessarily full of jealousy and guard against each other.

If he doesn't come out, Han Chao won't be jealous of Lu Zhi, and Lu Zhi won't lose his dream and fail the college entrance examination.

Lu Zhi was supposed to be in the Kongfei Academy now, instead of staying alone in Chongde, living a dark life.

He didn't know if Lu Zhi would be able to let go of him one day, but he might not be able to get out of the shadow of Lu Zhi's failure in recruiting for the rest of his life.

The only positive value of coming out of the closet is that it facilitated the marriage between Tang Ning and snake, and my uncle fully agreed, and the marriage was moved forward from the original plan at the end of December to October.

In October, Pei Zhenyan returned to Jincheng to attend the wedding and acted as the best man for ?snake.

The two teachers invited all the students from Class [-] and Class [-]. In the end, more than half of the people attended the banquet. There were four and a half tables in total, and no gift money was charged. Snake also spent a lot of money.

This is the first time that Pei Zhenyan attended an occasion with so many old classmates present after graduation.

No one looks at him with colored glasses, but everyone still surrounds him as before, and surrounds him with long and short flowers.

In a trance, his happiest time seems to bring back his peaceful and smooth boyhood.

The world? Tai-ping, those years when He Qinghaiyan.

Youthful, ignorant? Fearless years.

Those years when friends and loved ones were by my side.

The only flaw was that no one mentioned Lu Zhi during the whole process, and everyone seemed to have made an appointment, lest Pei Zhenyan get into trouble.

During the 8-day National Day holiday, Chongde was only open for two days. Lu Zhi happened to be resting today, but he did not come to the wedding.

Because Tang Wanyue was there too.

His presence is bound to cause unnecessary unhappiness.

When the wedding banquet is over, Pei Zhenyan and Lu only have half a day left.

Lu only gave him a birthday gift in advance, and his birthday was still early, but during that time, the two of them might not see each other.

A pair of rings, a simple plain ring, only the letters are engraved on the inside.

But it's not the initials, the one of Pei Zhenyan is engraved with "YQJY".

Lu Zhi's one is engraved with "WDAYBLC".

Pei Zhenyan couldn't guess any of them.

Lu just didn't? Ken announced the answer: "Guess slowly, just think about me more."

"Afraid that I will mess around?" Pei Zhenyan gave up temporarily, and put the ring on the middle finger first, "So you don't? Trust me."

Lu Zhi's ring was strung on a red string, and he tucked it back into his neckline: "Why do you believe you, you are not disfigured."

Chongde does not allow students to wear jewelry. Even if it is a necklace, it must be carefully hidden in the collar so that it cannot be found.

"Then you are not disfigured." Pei Zhenyan said.

"Who cares about romance over there?" Lu just wanted to say that surviving would be difficult. It would be easy, but he didn't say the second half of the sentence because he was afraid that Pei Zhenyan would feel guilty.

Pei Zhenyan: "Don't you? Yes? Yes. Believe me, no situation can stop people of our age from going into heat."

Lu Zhi: "..."

It seems to make sense.

On November 11th, Pei Zhenyan's coming-of-age ceremony came as scheduled. Since the National Day farewell, he and Lu Zhi had no chance to see each other again.

The adult's birthday was very simple, and he only had a dinner appointment with Lu Zhi the day before his birthday.

Halfway through the meal, he received a call from Pei Zheng. During the call, he couldn't help but think...remember what his father said when he forced him to take him home the day he came out.

That was the first time he felt that he was a minor.

Tomorrow he will be an adult and will have legal individual rights from now on.

His life will no longer be manipulated and decided by others.

Lying on the bed in the dormitory late at night, he sent a lot of messages to Lu Zhi, but there was no response as expected.

Coincidentally, neither he nor Lu Zhi could be by each other's side on their adult birthdays, and even a few words of contact was an extravagant hope.

The time passed by one minute and one second, and it returned to zero and jumped to a new day.

He is an adult.

At the same time, a reminder popped up on Weibo, and he clicked on it subconsciously.

It's actually? @ from Lu Zhi.

Lu only can touch the phone now?Pei Zhenyan jumped up for joy at once, but after seeing the content of Weibo clearly, his hopes were dashed.

Lu just said, I will try regular Weibo, Pei Zhenyan, happy birthday.Can you see the moon there?Together? Appreciate the month.

A thin crooked moon hangs alone in the black sky.At the end of November, the temperature of the imperial city had already cooled down. It was very cold outside. Pei Zhenyan was reluctant to enter the house, and looked up for a long time trembling.

He wanted to stay with Lu Zhi for a while longer.

It was already half an hour later when he returned to bed again. He shivered and crawled into bed, his body warming up little by little.

He didn't know which string was plucked in his mind, and he suddenly understood the meaning of the string of letters on his ring.

YQJY.

There is and only.