reverse crush

When Lu was only 4 years old, he was not good at words and desperate for face, scaring away all the children who tried to deal with him. Only Pei Zhenyan didn't mind his rudeness.

When he was 6 years old, he went to elementary school, and Pei Zhenyan was still in kindergarten. Little children are very forgetful, and a year is enough to dilute their feelings and even forget each other. But because of Pei Zhenyan's persistent pursuit, they were inseparable. Conditions to lay the ground? Foundation.

At the age of 15, he chose to stay away from Pei Zhenyan. Two years later, Pei Zhenyan, who is in charge of the wind and rain, still puts him in the first place, and no one can shake him.

Looking back on their journey, Pei Zhenyan was almost entirely responsible for the initial psychological overcoming and later maintenance, giving him unreasonable preference and supreme sense of security. To him, it is like air is to land creatures, and water is to him. Whales in the sea exist overwhelmingly? It's a matter of course.

It is a sun that hangs forever.

This is the first time in Lu Zhi's life that he has been given up by Pei Zhenyan, and it is more painful than knowing that Lu Xuewen escaped drunk driving.

"You're the only one left, do you still want to leave me?"

His persuasion included begging and moral kidnapping. He sounded calm, but his heart was already panicked.Because it is impossible for Pei Zhenyan to say the word "separate" casually, but it is definitely not a child's play if you say it.

People who are determined when they come will only be as determined when they leave.

Lu Zhi never imagined that this scene of breaking up would not even require extra push and pull.

In the next second, Pei Zhenyan stretched out his arms and embraced him forcefully, with the strength to blend into the flesh and blood?

"You? Don't agree, right? I'm so afraid of you? Really agree..."

The moment Pei Zhenyan said "separate", he regretted it. In essence, he is just a sticky man with a snot problem.

You can't learn to be great, and you don't want to be great.

How can the sun be cold, it is always bright and hot.

Just like Lu Zhi's sticky spirit, he always does whatever he wants, longing for intimacy.

In just a few minutes, Lu Zhi's heart soared to heaven and earth several times, and he pressed his hands on Pei Zhenyan's thin shoulder blades. He wanted to scold him for saying those two words casually, but when he said those two words, he couldn't help it. He couldn't bear to say anything serious, so he changed his voice and asked softly: "You have suffered a lot these past few days."

In the past few days, Pei Zhenyan has kept himself closed, and he opened up his chatterbox about the landing, full of bitterness and bitterness, but now they have more important things to discuss, so he had to reluctantly swallow it back and say Key point: "You? What volunteers did you fill in?"

"I haven't filled it out yet, I'll fill in one that's closer to you soon." Lu Zhi said.

Pei Zhenyan looked at him for a while, and said solemnly, "Repeat."

It's not that Lu didn't think about repeating the exam. At the end of the college entrance examination, he brought some important materials and notes home to make second-hand preparations.

But except for flying in the air, everything is just making do. After experiencing a major blow, he was also decadent and lazy. Just because of that little resignation, he couldn't gather up his determination to start again.

"I don't want to see you? Give up." Pei Zhenyan stared into his eyes, "Don't give up because? You? It's Lu Zhi."

This kind of beautiful words can't impress Lu Zhi.

Is it just Lu? What's the matter, ordinary people, just a mortal body? Ten years of hard work can't resist the hand of fate, and life is torn apart.

His pride was shattered.

"That's it." He turned his head away, not wanting to meet Pei Zhenyan's hopeful eyes.

As soon as the words fell, Pei Zhenyan said, "I'll be with you?"

Lu just stopped turning his head. After a while, he looked at Pei Zhenyan again with unbelievable hesitation.

Pei Zhenyan's expression and tone were serious, and he never meant to be joking. He repeated: "I'll accompany you? Repeat the study, let's go through the third year together again."

He said the word "re-reading" lightly, as if the achievements and the price required to be the third in the province and the school's random selection are not worth mentioning at all, and can be discarded at will.

It seems that getting up early and returning home late in the third year of high school is not hard at all.

It seems that he can get the consent of his family in a few words.

He doesn't want Lu to just compromise on this, and choose to live a life of ease.

He wants Lu Zhi to fight against the world and never bow his head.

He wants Lu Zhi to shine again.

Lu Zhi couldn't say any more words of rejection, and fell into silence.

Repeating the study was not an easy decision. Pei Zhenyan gave him time to think about it, and waited quietly for the result. After some time, he heard Lu just say, "No."

At this moment, Pei Zhenyan said that he was not disappointed, it was a lie.

He didn't know? What else could he do, swearing or saying good-heartedly, or this was Lu Zhi's life after all, and he had no right to interfere too much.

When he was at a loss, Lu just said, "You? Go to college."

"Damn it!" Pei Zhenyan was stunned for a moment, and when he understood Lu Zhi's other meaning, he immediately jumped up, "You? Can you stop panting when you speak?"

Lu just smiled and touched his face: "Let you? Tell me to break up."

He was really almost defeated, and thought about lying flat and letting reality dictate it.

But at least fate did not treat him completely harshly. There was a person who identified him without any reason. He illuminated his barren and gloomy world for more than ten years, and responded to him with equal affection. In the trough of his failure, he did not hesitate Pull him out of the mire.

How could he live up to such a generous gift.

It's just that Pei Zhenyan had read for him earlier. Fortunately, he was very talented and didn't fail to keep up with his studies because he was too young. But who can guarantee that there will be no accidents in the next college entrance examination.

He couldn't selfishly change Pei Zhenyan's life trajectory again.

Pei Zhenyan turned his head away, taking it as revenge for being tricked. Compared with being tricked, he was of course more concerned about the fact that Lu only agreed to repeat the study but did not let him accompany him: "Then you? Will become my junior. "

Lu just said, "It doesn't matter."

Pei Zhenyan: "I was supposed to be a year younger than you, but I ended up becoming your senior."

Lu just pretended not to understand: "Then what? What?"

"..." It's really not going to happen, Pei Zhenyan only has the last bargaining chip left, "I don't want to go to college alone, without you? It's boring."

"I didn't have you during the breakup period? You can't still live well." Not only did Lu not accept this reason, seeing Pei Zhenyan still wanted to struggle, he preemptively said, "You? If you want to repeat it, I won't read it. You? Go alone It's time to repeat, anyway, you? You are? One year younger than me."

Pei Zhenyan: "..."

He was the third insane man in the province? He ran to repeat the study alone, knowing that Lu only had no room for negotiation? He choked for a long time, gritted his teeth and cursed: "Lu Quan, you? Master."

Wishing Lu Zhi a smooth recruitment is the most selfless thing he has ever done in his life.

The failure to fly is Lu only's misfortune, but to him it is a blessing to a certain extent, which means that he can keep the person he likes most by his side for a long time.

If Lu just lost the election naturally, instead of being harmed by Han Chao's design, he must admit that besides regret in his heart, there will be a dark secret joy.

How could he be willing to separate from Lu Zhi now, leaving nothing at both ends.

"Without you? I can live very well, but what about you? You? Can't even make a friend."

"I'll be fine too. Just one year, hard work for you? Go be a pioneer, and I'll call you a senior in the future." Lu just touched Pei Zhenyan's face again, but he didn't avoid it, and let Lu just coax him without saying a word , "University is different. We can go to the library together, study together, and accompany each other in class in our spare time."

Lu just paused and added: "You can still live together."

The author has something to say: the next update will be around twelve o'clock this evening