reverse crush

Pei Zhenyan has always had a loose family education, and his parents never overly interfered with his growth. He has no time to go home at night, and when he has to go to school the next day, he can play games as long as he wants.

Throughout his "[-] or [-] years of life", the word "freedom" runs through it all.

He has lived such a long life, and has never experienced such forced education methods, locking the door, confiscating his mobile phone, and unplugging the network cable, except for the police who came to his door several times to learn more about Han Chao and Maihuang KTV's drug-related affairs. ?Besides the case, he has completely lost contact with the outside world.

The windows? Unlocked, but Pei Zheng's house is on the 11th floor.

He could only protest with a hunger strike and silence.

Pei Zheng and Tang Wanyue don't take this trick. They have a high degree of tacit understanding. One takes care of the daytime and the other takes care of the night. Tang Wanyue put down all her work and booked a room in a hotel near Pei Zheng's home. During the day, when Pei Zheng went to work, she would Come over to accompany me, and said, "If you don't eat a few meals, I will not eat a few meals. Let's see who will starve to death first."

Although it was only during the day, her ex-wife appeared at her ex-husband's house every day, which still caused a lot of inconvenience to Lu Xi.

When she stepped into Pei Zheng's house on the third morning, Pei Zhenyan looked at her and said, "You stay longer? Go, my dad is going to divorce for the second time."

This is the first sentence he said to her after he was forced to stay here, and his voice was very hoarse.

Tang Wanyue paused for a moment, why didn't she know that her status was inappropriate, she could see Lu Xi's reluctant politeness, but now there was no other way: "I don't even have my own son I can’t manage it.” She also cares about whether her ex-husband will divorce or not.

The firm attitude of the parents can be said to be unshakable.

But Pei Zhenyan quickly broke their defenses, because the college entrance examination was about to start to apply for volunteers.

Isolated from the world? Two days are as long as a century. The computer is finally connected to the Internet and connected to the world. It feels like a world away. Pei Zhenyan's hand? He rests on the mouse for a few seconds, looking at the reflection on the screen? For his parents, he smiled lightly and shook the mouse away: "What kind of university are you still studying? You two are here if you have the ability to shut me down for the rest of your life."

Parents and sons and daughters are together, and each other is strange to each other, and it is terrible.

On the afternoon of June 6, the last day for the first batch of volunteers to fill in the report, a visitor came to Pei Zheng's home.

Tang Ning.

Pei Zhenyan added a lot of relatives and elders to WeChat. After the announcement of coming out, there was an uproar. The news spread among the seven aunts and eight aunts. Both Pei Zheng and Tang Wanyue received many relatives' concern and greetings. Reason, I really don't want to mention it.

Tang Ning has a special status. She is Pei Zhenyan's closest sister and class teacher, so when she called Tang Wanyue and said she wanted to see Pei Zhenyan, Tang Wanyue agreed as if she had seen her savior.

Seeing Tang Ning come into the room, Pei Zhenyan didn't even raise his eyes. He knew that the purpose of Tang Ning's visit this time was to persuade him to volunteer.

This place is the former uncle's house. Tang Ning has never been here before. She walked around Pei Zhenyan's room leisurely. After looking at the decorations, she walked to the bedside and looked at Pei Zhenyan. "I came here to thank you?"

Pei Zhenyan didn't understand what kind of medicine she sells in her gourd, so he couldn't help but glance at her.

Tang Ning sat down next to his bed, and didn't play cards according to common sense at all: "Thanks to you coming out, my dad compared it and thought I like it? Is it a man anyway? I don't want to pick and choose anymore. Now I happily agreed to the matter between me and She Hai, the wedding date has been set, and this Christmas, your Teacher She said that she wants you to be the best man."

Pei Zhenyan: "..."

After staring wide-eyed for a moment, he smiled angrily: "Did you two enjoy eating human-blood steamed buns?"

Tang Ning said sincerely: "Thank you brother for your sacrifice for my lifelong event."

"You're welcome." Pei Zhenyan turned his back and chased them away, "Let's leave after thanking you."

Tang Ning didn't leave: "Do you think I'm the kind of person who takes advantage for nothing?" Seeing that Pei Zhenyan was still unmoved, she stood up with a sigh, "Hey, I wanted to take you out to play What about for a while, you don’t want to? Forget it.”

Pei Zhenyan paused, then turned to look at her in disbelief.

Tang Ning smiled and said, "Will you go?"

Pei Zhenyan couldn't pretend anymore, so he sat up and turned around and said urgently, "Go."

It was probably caused by the authoritative image of the people's teacher in the minds of the parents. Anyway, Tang Ning really succeeded in taking him out of the house.

The air outside is filled with the free and warm breath of midsummer, which is scorchingly hot.

Pei Zhenyan followed Tang Ning into the car and took the bread and milk that Tang Ning handed over, but he had no appetite. He tried his best to figure out how to persuade Tang Ning to agree. He went to find Lu Zhi, but he had to run away.

The first batch of volunteers will be closed in a few hours, and he must get in touch with Lu Zhi.

It was time for brainstorming, Tang Ning glanced sideways at him, and said casually, "Eat, how can I have the energy to talk to Lu Zhi after three days of starvation?"

Pei Zhenyan looked back in disbelief.

"Hey." Tang Ning withdrew his eyes and looked ahead, just handed over his mobile phone, "Say hello to him in advance."

Like Pei Zhenyan, Lu Zhi's?

If nothing happened to Lu Xuewen, he should have received the selection notice by now.

Lu Ningshuang was born? Afraid of making him suffer, she didn't dare to mention volunteering at home.

Seeing that the application period would be closed in a few hours, she mustered up the courage to knock on his door: "Ah Zhi, have you applied for your volunteer?"

"Not yet." Lu Zhi said.

"Can you tell me about your plan?" Lu Ningshuang said cautiously, "If one road doesn't work, you have to go another, okay? If you have a good score in culture, you can still go to a good school."

Lu just laughed at himself: "Where? Not bad."

"Compared to? Others are already very good." Lu Ningshuang said, "Can you tell me about yours? Are you planning? Where do you want to go? Go to university?"

Going to the imperial capital, although you can't go to the same university as Pei Zhenyan, but at least in the same city.

If he stays in Jincheng, his score can be admitted to Jinda University, and it is more convenient to go home.

In her heart, Lu Ningshuang definitely wants to keep her son by her side. When Lu Xuewen comes out, divorce will be on the agenda. Without her husband and her son by her side, it will be even more difficult.

This is the first time that Lu has seriously considered options other than air flight. After the results came out, on the one hand, he was annoyed by Lu Xuewen's affairs, and he was really not in the mood; on the other hand, he kept trying. When contacting Pei Zhenyan, Pei Zhenyan seemed to have disappeared from the world. He didn't answer the phone or reply to the message. He didn't know the specific address of Pei Zhenyan's father—even if he knew, he couldn't rush there.

In the end, I had no choice but to ask Tang Ning. Tang Ning promised to help, but he didn't guarantee that he would succeed: "This time, my aunt and uncle made a real move. It is not an exaggeration to say that the sky is falling. Proverbs is too impulsive, and there is no buffer for them at all."

Others don't know, but Lu Zhi can guess the reason.

Not as weak as his kinship, selfish and indifferent and lazy to care about other people's feelings, Pei Zhenyan's view of family affection is deeply rooted, and he is destined to be the one who is more cautious.

It is absolutely impossible for Pei Zhenyan to provoke his family with that kind of thing unless it is a last resort.

Facing Lu Ningshuang's concern, Lu just said, "Let me think about it."

"Okay, mother will support you no matter what you decide." Lu Ningshuang stood up, "I'm going to the supermarket to buy vegetables, do you have anything you want to eat?"

Lu Zhi: "Don't be too busy, just eat something."

Recently, Lu Ningshuang's health has improved a little bit, so she started to change ways to cook some delicious food for him, and insisted on doing it herself, cooking at least seven or eight dishes for each meal.

After all, he no longer has to control his height.

"Then I'll just watch myself buy it." Lu Ningshuang urged before closing the door, "You pay attention? Time, the deadline for volunteering is 05:30."

Lu just nodded slightly.

When the door was closed, the subtle look on his face disappeared, replaced by numbness and tiredness.

After about half a minute, Lu only heard Lu Ningshuang shouting to him outside: "Lu only, Lu only? Hurry up!"

Lu Zhi went out without knowing why, turned around the partition wall and came to the living room, saw Lu Ningshuang standing in front of the open door, and waved at him desperately: "Look who is here."

Lu Zhi seemed to have something roaring in his head, and the most anticipated "possibility" emerged, but he was afraid that his "joy" would be in vain, so he dared to walk slowly to the "direction" directly outside the door.

I haven't seen you for three days on the promenade? Pei Zhenyan.

In just three days, Pei Zhenyan has lost a lot of weight, and his T-shirt is empty. The outdoors in the hot summer are like a steamer, and his half-length hair is drenched with sweat.

Looking at each other? At that moment, it is not an exaggeration to say that the eyes will last for ten thousand years.

"Proverbs, come in quickly." Lu Ningshuang was very tactful, knowing that the two of them must have something to say, and it was inconvenient for her to be there, so she had to make room for the two of them, "Auntie is going to buy vegetables, what do you want to eat?"

Pei Zhenyan distractedly greeted Lu Ningshuang: "Aunt Lu, don't be busy, I won't eat, I have to leave after a while."

"Then I have to go to the supermarket. I'm out of paper at home." Lu Ningshuang still made up an excuse, "Come in quickly, see if you're hot?"

Pei Zhenyan nodded with a smile, and when he passed by Lu Ningshuang, he stopped Lu Ningshuang and said something in a low voice.

Lu Ningshuang was taken aback, then nodded again and again: "I know, don't worry."

The elevator arrived very quickly, and as soon as Lu Ningshuang left, only Pei Zhenyan and Lu Zhi were left on the 19th floor.

Pei Zhenyan stood, but did not come forward for a long time.

For three days, he has been thinking of ways to contact Lu Zhi, and even thought about climbing down the [-]th floor along the outer wall. When he made a phone call and walked to the door of Lu Zhi's house, he didn't even have the courage to ring the doorbell.

Ever since he guessed the truth about Lu Xuewen's drunk driving escape, he was anxious to deal with Han Chao, then he was questioned at the police station, and finally he was forced to take him to Pei Zheng's house.

Only he didn't have time to apologize to Lu Zhi.

What he wants to do most? Is to apologize to Lu Zhi.

"Lu Quan, I'm sorry?"

Lu Zhi's world is very small, so small that there are only Lu Ningshuang, dreams, studies, and him.

Because of him, Lu Ningshuang walked through the gate of hell.

Because of him, the dream that Lu had carefully maintained for more than ten years was no longer possible.

Because of him, Lu Zhi failed the college entrance examination.

His liking seems to be useless, except to touch himself, it will only hurt everyone.

Not only hurting Lu Zhi and the people around Lu Zhi, but also hurting himself and the people around him.

During the "three days" of fighting against his parents, he was like a holy fighter, arrogantly convinced that he was not wrong, and his emotions became more frustrated and courageous amidst the opposition.

But standing in front of Lu Zhi, he couldn't help but flinch.

He began to suspect that maybe he was really? Deadly wrong.

Maybe giving up is a good choice for everyone.

"There is also Lu Kitten." Lu only added with a facial expression, "My? Pet is also useless because of you."

Yes, I almost forgot, and Lu Kitty.

Although Lu Xiaomao did it on his own, Pei Zhenyan doesn't mind adding another crime now.

Just because Lu said this, it means that he really blames him.

Put yourself in Lu's shoes and think about it, when it is infinitely close to your dream, it will never be possible, how can you not hate or complain.

"Then let's separate." Pei Zhenyan's "body" and soul are divided into two unrelated "individuals". He heard a mechanical and stiff voice coming from himself, but he couldn't feel his own throat. vocalize.

Like listening to someone else talking.

Lu only narrowed his eyes slightly, noncommittal.

Pei Zhenyan admired herself for remembering Tang Ning's words at this moment, and she told him not to delay too long, otherwise she would not be able to explain to his parents.

He hastily lowered his head: "I have to go."

As soon as he took a step with his heavy footsteps, Lu Zhi rushed out of the house and clasped his arms.

"Pei Zhenyan, as you said, the most important things in my life? Those people and things, either die or become disabled."

"But have you forgotten that all I have left? You are complete."

"Only? You are left, do you still want to leave me?"