reverse crush

Knowing that Mrs. Han lived in the ward next door, where could Lu Xuewen still be? He was free to go out and bought a lot of supplements, fruits and flowers, and it took several trips to bring them up.

Knowing his son's character, he didn't count on Lu Zhi at all, and planned to move to the next ward by himself in a few more trips.

As a result, Lu Zhi took the initiative to mention it for the first time: "Let me help you."

He's actually not very scared. Anyway, he's going to go through this test sooner or later. It doesn't make sense? Be humble and let others hold the handle to threaten, but now Lu Ningshuang's health is too poor, and Pei Zhenyan is not ready, he I can't completely follow my own temper.

Although there are plenty of opportunities for Han Chao if he wants to shake it off, he can't guard against it no matter what.

Lu Xuewen had never experienced this kind of treatment, so he couldn't help being flattered.

In the next ward were Han Chao and the nanny accompanying Mrs. Han. When Lu Xuewen and Lu Zhi and his son passed by, Han Chao was about to leave.

Seeing them come in, he smiled playfully and sat down again.

Lu Xue greeted Mrs. Han in all kinds of ways, flattering her.

Business? Business is a very realistic place. Lu Xuewen's current financial resources have reached a level that many people can't match. There are usually many people who curry favor with him, but in front of people who are higher than him, he still has to put down his body to curry favor.

Just like Mr. Han, if he faced someone stronger than himself, he wouldn't be able to get up high.

Reason? Reason? Lu only understands it all, but the picture of his father flattering the enemy is too dazzling.

He pinched his watch and waited for 5 minutes, urging Lu Xuewen to leave on the grounds of "Dad, it's getting late, Mrs. Han should also want to rest".

"Ah, that's right." Lu Xuewen stood up from his seat with unsatisfied enthusiasm, "Then Mrs. Han, let's go first, you take good care of your illness."

"Thank you for coming to see me." Mrs. Han looked tired, and ordered her son to do her best, "Xiao Chao, help me see off the guests."

Han Chao came out to see him off as he said.

"Young Master Han, don't bother." At the door of the ward, Lu Xuewen asked Han Chao to stop. He attached great importance to Pei Zhenyan's relationship with the Han family. He grew up in a pair of pants, my child is introverted, you should take him with you more."

"It's easy to say, easy to say." Han Chao looked at Lu Zhi, nodded and smiled, "As long as Lu Zhi doesn't dislike it."

Lu just sneered, what? He didn't say anything, and went back to Lu Ningshuang's ward first.

Lu Xuewen's voice of apology came from behind: "Children don't understand the world..."

The hospital only allows one person to accompany the bed at night, so Lu Xuewen will stay with Lu Ningshuang tonight.

Lu only received a WeChat message from Pei Zhenyan on the way home.

pzy: "What? When will you be back?"

In October, the nights in Jincheng began to get cooler, and the wind blowing in from the car window was very refreshing. Lu just closed his eyes and rested his mind, and his hair was blown into a mess.

Facing this WeChat message, he sighed, collected his mood, and replied: "On the way."

pzy: "Understood, I will wait for you at the elevator door with the small bench"

Lu was only amused.

"Where did you get the little bench?"

Pei Zhenyan posted a photo of the landing kitten pressing down on the ground by its neck. Lu kitten must be struggling desperately, and his head was blurred into a phantom.

"Your son, leather sofa"

lj: "Now that you think about it, you really deserve it for being caught by it"

pzy: "Damn Lu, you really prefer Lu Kitty and not me?"

LJ: "Excuse me, who are you?"

pzy: "If you don't change your name while sitting down, you are the father"

lj: "So it's my son"

All the while making jokes, Lu Zhi was still chatting with Pei Zhenyan while the elevator was going up.

At the elevator entrance on the 19th floor, Pei Zhenyan is really waiting for him, holding Zhong Zhongzhong in his arms. The three kittens have grown up a lot and can survive without the mother cat. Zhong Er entrusted the cat to her. The so-called "friends", tomorrow is the handover day.

There is no one who is serious in WeChat, but it is quite a lot of seriousness when we meet.

"Auntie, are you okay? What? When is the operation?" Pei Zhenyan greeted her.

"It should be the day after tomorrow." Lu only held his arm, "How long have you been waiting? Are you really coming out and waiting?"

"Aren't you very useful?" Pei Zhenyan said.

Really useful.

So much so that he completely forgot about the bad things that happened in the hospital.

As a result, Pei Zhenyan brought up this issue in the next second: "Did you meet Han Chao in the hospital?"

Lu just paused: "How do you know?"

This is of course pure nonsense, it must have been said by Han Chao.

"Han Chao told me that your mother and his mother's ward are next door."

Han Chao is a friend of Pei Zhenyan, and the relationship between Pei Zhenyan and Han Chao is also public, but Lu Zhi didn't complain about Pei Zhenyan from the beginning to the end. Why? He is not a person who likes to anger others. However, Pei Zhenyan chose to inform Han Chao because he wanted to give him a title. It was a good intention.

Most people have a problem. They leave the most polite and generous side to outsiders, and leave the worst nature to people with good relationships.Lu is just the opposite. He doesn't care about people he doesn't know well at all. His opinions, patience and good intentions are reserved for those close to him.

He didn't even intend to tell Pei Zhenyan what happened in the hospital today, lest Pei Zhenyan blame himself or worry.

But at this moment he was really annoyed: "Why are you still in contact with him?"

Lu only had a bad tone, and Pei Zhenyan was a little unhappy when he heard it. In fact, he and Han Chao didn't have much contact. After all, their life circles don't overlap, and he's busy with his studies. Back to two months ago?.

He knew that Lu not only didn't like Han Chao, but he had deliberately alienated him. This time, Han Chao took the initiative to contact him, and he was talking about the news of the hospitalization of the two mothers. Emotion and reason are all normal.

He didn't understand why Lu Zhi had such a big reaction.

Some people don't bother to explain to themselves when they are wronged. He retorted: "Why should I? Can't contact him?"

Lu just didn't want to quarrel with Pei Zhenyan, so he patiently explained: "Because? Because he is interested in you, I have said it several times."

"I also said that I didn't feel that he was interested in me, let alone that he was a closet."

With such a premise, Pei Zhenyan did not believe that Han Chao would leak the secret: "Who would be so boring, like when you see a classmate having a puppy love, would you talk too much and complain to his parents? I have never met or heard of such a strange thing .”

Biansheng Lu could not produce any evidence to prove that Han Chao was not a good person.

He understood a very popular saying among girls: only girls can tell who is green tea.

Men's green tea can only be seen by men.

As for why Pei Zhenyan is a man? He can't see it, and Lu Zhi can't figure it out.

Pei Zhenyan realized that if he continued like this, he would not be able to control the situation. Thinking that Lu Zhi would be in a bad mood because of his mother's illness, he should be more considerate, and he wanted to ease Lu Zhi's anxiety: "I will talk to him again. Let me know and tell him to be careful not to slip up."

As he spoke, he picked up his mobile phone to send a message to Han Chao.

Lu just snatched his mobile phone with his hands, his complexion and tone couldn't be worse: "Can you stop contacting him, can you, Pei Zhenyan, take my words seriously?"

Pei Zhenyan kept holding the phone and looked at Lu Zhi for a few seconds, his face collapsed, and he turned around and left.

Walking to the door, he said coldly, "Come here and take your cat away."

This was the first quarrel between Lu Zhi and Pei Zhenyan after they fell in love, and it was also the first quarrel after reconciliation.

Did Pei Zhenyan lose his temper? It was almost the same as before, childish and serious, just kick Lu Kitten out of the house, and even Lu Beibei, who has a surname of Lu, didn't like it, so he packed it up and let Lu Zhi take it away.

The mother and child were separated, and Pei Qian was heartbroken.

No one paid attention to anyone all night.

The next day was the National Day holiday. Lu only got up early in the morning. He had to go to the hospital to accompany him. After going out, he didn't get off the elevator directly, but went to the opposite door to ring the doorbell.

Although he didn't think he was wrong, it was impossible for him to continue the cold war with Pei Zhenyan. Anyway, he was used to bowing his head to Pei Zhenyan since he was a child, and he was familiar with it.

After waiting for a while, no one came to open the door.

Lu Zhi called Pei Zhenyan again, but Pei Zhenyan didn't answer.

Fortunately, Lu only knew the password of Pei Zhenyan's house, and after entering it, he went straight into the house and went to Pei Zhenyan's room.

Pei Zhenyan was reciting English words on his mobile phone while leaning against the bedside, marking them out one by one, ignoring his uninvited visits without even raising his eyelids.

This actually violated their unspoken rules since they were young. The unspoken rule was that when Lu only apologized, Pei Zhenyan accepted it.

Lu just sat down by the bed and pretended to sigh: "Seeking peace now? It doesn't work anymore. Is it because you are in a relationship?"

Pei Zhenyan got angry all night, and directly brought up the old account of two years ago: "Anyway, you don't always ask for peace with me? Then why do I talk to you every time?"

"I was wrong, okay? Two years ago? It was my fault, and yesterday was also my fault." Lu only collected his expression and looked at him seriously, "I was thinking last night that the two of us actually quarreled over someone else, really It's stupid and not worth it."

These words obviously convinced Pei Zhenyan, but he was still angry? He refused to admit defeat and asked, "Then who started the quarrel?"

Lu just reminded him: "Didn't I just say that I was wrong?"

These words are very masculine. If Pei Zhenyan was a girl, it would be tantamount to suicide for Lu to say such words, but what? Fortunately, Pei Zhenyan is also a man, and he also has this straightforward thinking in his mind.

After thinking about it, still? Really.

Lu only saw that Pei Zhenyan's attitude was relaxed, and asked tentatively, "Hug me?"

Pei Zhenyan didn't twitch with him, but put his arm around his shoulder.

That's a good deal.

But Lu Zhi's view of Han Chao has not changed: "Don't contact him again, or I will still be angry next time."

"I didn't have much contact with him at first." Pei Zhenyan finally had the will to defend himself, he threw his cell phone over, full of grievances, "If you don't believe me, you read the chat records yourself, why is he interested in me? "

It is true that there is nothing to be seen in the chat records? It is an obvious abnormality. It should be said that from the beginning to the end, no matter in person or online, Han Chao did not show any obvious interest in Pei Zhenyan, and he did not even see any signs of liking men.

But sometimes, people's sixth sense does not need a reason, nor can it be explained.

Neither of them could convince the other about this issue, so they had to let it go temporarily, or they might have another quarrel.

Later, Lu only went to the hospital to accompany Lu Ningshuang, and Pei Zhenyan had to deliver the cat to Zhong Er's friend first: "After I deliver the cat, I will go to the hospital to see your mother."

"Don't come." Lu Zhi stopped him without hesitation.

Don't let Han Chao see it.

"I rely on you, it's crazy." Pei Zhenyan laughed angrily, "Because? Because of jealousy, even the mother-in-law won't let me see it?"

Later, Pei Zhenyan handed the cat over to Zhong Er's friend, a handsome boy of the same age. Zhong Er stumbled on him. It can be said to be retribution, but Pei Zhenyan double-standards and defended his shortcomings, and warned with a bad attitude: "Be nice to her."

The boy said, "I know."

Pei Zhenyan was upset: "I said Zhong Er."

The boy looked sleepy, and he didn't even bother to say the scene: "You can save this and tell her."

When he came back, Pei Zhenyan told Lu Zhi about this on WeChat, his words were full of dissatisfaction with that boy.

Lu only signaled him to stop, and at the same time he was very curious: "Did you do the same back then? Scolded me?"

Objectively speaking, he also made Zhong Er sad.

Back then Pei Zhenyan scolded him, but the main reason was not because he was angry that Lu was sorry for Zhong Er, but because he was angry that Lu was sorry for him.

Thinking back now, if I said something dishonest, it was because Lu Zhi made Zhong Er sad at that time, otherwise where would he go to find his boyfriend now.

What Lu only worried about didn't happen? Lu Ningshuang successfully completed the operation in the hospital, and he stayed home with him for more than a week.

Later, Lu Xuewen continued to discuss the big project with the Han family's company, and everything was as usual.

Han Chao did not reveal to his parents what he should not have said.

However, Pei Zhen said, "See if you judge the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain", which caused the two of them to have another unhappiness.

Reconcile after two hours.

November 11th was Pei Zhenyan's 24th birthday. That day happened to be Saturday. During the day at school, Class 17 celebrated his birthday. During dinner time, Tang Wanyue and Pei Zheng also celebrated his birthday together for the first time ever. After their divorce, Pei Zhenyan was accompanied by both parents for the first time.

Accompanied by birthday, the last birthday before adulthood, is of great significance.

The long-lost feeling of a family of three, even if it was just a flash in the pan, was enough to surprise him.

"Who brought it up?" Pei Zhenyan sat between his parents with a smile on his face, "Give your son a kiss."

"Don't, don't, save it for Lu Zhi." Tang Wanyue believed that Pei Zhenyan could really do it, and quickly covered her face.

Pei Zhenyan was startled when he heard this at first, and his face became stiff.

But the parents behaved as usual, not as if they knew about it.

Pei Zheng didn't see the strangeness of Pei Zhenyan, and explained: "It's just that Lu just begged me and your mother, begging us to spend your birthday with you, your mother is busy, and I happened to have work today. , It took her a long time to agree."

"Can you not provoke my relationship with my child?" Tang Wanyue was dissatisfied, "How long did it take me to agree? So? The freshman's order was postponed when I said it would be postponed, but the client still? I don't know what to think. .”

"Then you didn't agree directly, and I didn't wrong you."

His parents were arguing, Pei Zhenyan was holding the red wine bottle, the dancing candlelight reflected his face, he smiled and looked left and right.

Can't get enough of this scene.

The birthday game with his parents is over, and Pei Zhenyan still has the last game to catch up.

And? Lu only.

The first time he saw Lu only, he held Lu only's head and kissed Lu only on the face.

"My parents celebrated my birthday together today, and they planned to give it to the person who came up with this idea." Pei Zhenyan explained, "They said it was you who thought of it."

Lu just said in admiration: "You still want to kiss your boyfriend? It's really hard for you to find an excuse."

"Fuck." Pei Zhenyan scolded with a smile, reaching out to beg for a gift, "What did you give me?"

Besides the birthday cake, Lu only prepared two gifts for him.

A pair of limited-edition sneakers that are very difficult to buy, and a plain looking book.

"Could it be one of the two?" Pei Zhenyan said poorly.

"Yeah." Lu just nodded following his words, "Then which one do you want?"

Pei Zhenyan said without hesitation, "I want shoes."

Lu just gave the shoes to him, and then made a gesture to put the notebook back in the room.

Pei Zhenyan had an intuition that this book was very important, so he hurried up to stop the person, grabbed the book and opened it: "What is this?"

journal.

July 20, 4XX

Today is the 6th day since I broke up with Pei Zhenyan...

Pei Zhenyan's heartless smile faded, and he turned a few more pages.

Today is the 58th day since I broke up with Pei Zhenyan...

Today is the 197th day since I broke up with Pei Zhenyan...

An average of three or four days in a diary, the length is very short, only a few important things are briefly written, the rest is the meeting between two people, looking at each other, and some small intersections that are not considered intersections.

They were all things that Pei Zhenyan could not remember at all.

Lu Zhi didn't have the habit of keeping a diary in the past, but after breaking off diplomatic relations with Pei Zhenyan, he began to try to keep the good fortune of his life.

At that time, he thought that he and Pei Zhenyan might not be able to reconcile in this life? Well, even if one day he let go of his relationship, Pei Zhenyan might not be there anymore, and it would be difficult to restore the former friendship, so he wanted to put the only remaining Record those intersections for future recall.

"I apologized to you in those two years, but today I still want to say sorry again, sorry, Proverbs, because of my insistence, we missed each other's life for two years." Those two years no matter who These are all unpleasant memories, Pei Zhenyan held his breath, felt the sadness of Lu Zhi at the same time, "This is my diary for the past two years. You are invited to participate in the observation."