I see myself

Jiang Yansheng not only wanted to know Fang Zhan's name earlier, he also wanted to be brought home by Fang Zhan earlier.

After the communication, he happily rolled around on the bed. He wanted to call Fang Zhan to come over and take a photo with him. Fang Zhan didn’t want to move when he heard him call his name in the study, so he ran over and grabbed Fang Zhan’s hand. , with their fingers interlocked, looking at their hands from a side angle, one can faintly see the blurred shadows behind them.

Then he said on a whim,

"How about we go and order a pair of rings."

Fang Zhan hummed,

"When you go to the hospital, I will accompany you to choose."

Jiang Yansheng edited Moments, trying to get away with it,

"But I'm pretty normal now, I feel like nothing's wrong."

Fang Zhan did not argue,

"It's a pity, it will take a long time to get the ring."

Jiang Yansheng raised his head immediately,

"Just tomorrow, tomorrow I will go"

"No, it's too troublesome to run back and forth in the country. I contacted a doctor in the United States and will see it when I go there."

The young master turned a deaf ear to it, and opened the website of the jewelry brand with great action. Most of the rings were not suitable for the two of them, so they could only look for male rings. After looking at them, they felt that they were reluctant, so they started to pick their favorites again. The appearance, and then write down the designer, ready to make a separate draft.

Fang Zhan didn't discourage his enthusiasm, but put down his Kindle before going to bed at night, wanting to be tender with him, seeing that he had started to watch the design video, so he set his eyes on the ring on his neck,

"The one on your neck...will you always wear it?"

Jiang Yansheng heard him mention it, temporarily put down the phone, looked down, took off the necklace,

"This is left by my mother."

Then seriously,

"Will you and I go to see Grandpa? He will like you."

Fang Zhan was silent for a moment,

"I have to buy presents in advance."

Jiang Yansheng's eyes lit up, and he put the ring on his ring finger, and the thin silver chain passed under the knuckles, hanging down along the palm lines, and said:

"And mother, I want to return this ring to her."

After speaking, he looked up and suddenly smiled,

"I'm different from her, I'll be luckier than her."

Fang Zhan stopped talking and just bowed his head to kiss him.

A week later, Fang Zhan made an appointment in advance, and Fang Zhan came to visit with a set of antiques. He sat in the car and read the announcement from the people outside, and drove in, hesitating outside the familiar courtyard.

Jiang Yansheng thought he was nervous and held his hand,

"Grandpa is not serious to his family, he will also like you if you treat me well."

Fang Zhan lowered his head, stepped up the steps, took a deep breath and let it out slowly,

"is it?"

A subordinate led two people to the tea room. Fang Zhan touched the wooden door with his fingers. As soon as he touched it, the door was pushed open by Jiang Yansheng, and the layout of the tea room and the old man came into his eyes.

In the loose green robe and beige trousers, there is an aura of calm and prestige between his eyebrows and eyes.

Jiang Yansheng called out first,

"Grandpa."

Also introduced,

"This is the Fang Zhan I mentioned to you, my love."

The last four words are solemn, but Mr. Jiang just glanced at the two of them lightly, and then tapped the tea tray in front of him with a fan.

"sit down."

Fang Zhan's fingertips were cold, and Jiang Yansheng saw that he was in a daze, so he scratched his palm with his fingertips, and then pulled him over there.

Mr. Jiang was a little dissatisfied with this young man staring at him. Sure enough, people and rumors are always a little different. Such an impatient person can get a steady compliment from others.

He asked the tea pourer to step back, then picked up the teacup and blew lightly,

"I heard that you plan to accompany Xiaosheng to study together?"

Fang Zhan looked at the steam, holding the teacup with the fingertips of both hands, finally regained his composure, smiled lightly,

"I don't worry about him being alone."

Mr. Jiang raised his eyes to look at him again, this time he saw him, but he was surprised by the unwillingness that hit his eyes, he frowned,

"you..."

Fang Zhan looked at him calmly, not afraid of his attitude at all.

Mr. Jiang patted the place beside him,

"Come on, sit closer to me."

Fang Zhan didn't move, Jiang Yansheng looked at him quickly and called him softly,

"Azhan?"

He lowered his eyes, raised his eyes and smiled,

"Grandpa Jiang, I'm sitting here quite close."

It's already a distance, but Jiang Yansheng is not afraid that he will upset his grandfather, but only worried about why he is so abnormal today.

Mr. Jiang was a little surprised, but his expression calmed down. He looked at Fang Zhan. For some reason, there was always a feeling in his heart that he wanted to be close, and those eyes... He made the expression on his face a little more kind ,

"I know you have a successful career, but young people always

It's not good to be too young and energetic, and it is easy to provoke right and wrong. "

Fang Zhan sneered in his heart, but he still couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, but Mr. Jiang changed the subject and stopped admonishing him.

"Since Xiaosheng believes in you, I also believe in his vision. If you want, you can call me grandpa just like him."

Jiang Yansheng was a little surprised. Although he told Fang Zhan that his grandfather would like him, he was always wary of the possibility of his grandfather beating him quietly. Isn't it too smooth for Fang Zhan to call him grandfather so quickly? ?

However, what surprised him even more was that Fang Zhan didn't accept such a harmless thing, and instead asked:

"Commander Jiang said that young people are not good enough to be too young and energetic. Does this also apply to Yan Sheng?"

Mr. Jiang didn't answer him directly,

"Boss Fang had a feud with me before?"

Fang Zhan shook his head,

"I have always respected Commander Jiang."

Mr. Jiang smiled, put the tea in his mouth and took a sip,

"The reason is the same for Yan Sheng, but the premise is that he will listen to me."

"And what if he doesn't listen?"

"Then don't listen."

"You won't leave him alone?"

Jiang Yansheng saw that the atmosphere was getting weirder as the two talked more and more, so he interrupted aloud, he pulled Fang Zhan,

"I know you're worried about me, but grandpa won't leave me alone, A Zhan, call grandpa."

Fang Zhan followed,

"If he made a big mistake, you wouldn't leave him out of disappointment?"

"Fang Zhan!"

Jiang Yansheng's expression darkened, and he called out to him.

Mr. Jiang is still slow,

"I may ignore him, but if there is such a day, it must be that I know that I don't have much time, and I can't protect him anymore. I want to make him suffer so that he can be safe by himself in the future."

Fang Zhan suddenly seemed to have been whipped. He stared blankly at the old man's forgiving face, and suddenly thought, did he really walk ahead of old man Jiang?

When he escaped from the nursing home and hid in Germany, did Mr. Jiang really not look for him?

Mr. Jiang laughed,

"In short, there is no such thing as disappointment."

Fang Zhan put his slightly trembling little finger behind the blue teacup, took a sip from the teacup, and explained half-truths,

"Sorry, I just heard that Yan Sheng had a bad relationship with you and Director Jiang in the early years. When I saw you today, I thought of myself again. I was afraid that if Yan Sheng was sincere to you, he might not be able to bear being rejected in the future."

The reason he gave sounded far-fetched, but Mr. Jiang didn't pursue it. He followed his words and knocked his fan on the table.

"Others see that the parents are the ones who were admitted by the elders. It's better for you to test me first."

Fang Zhan rolled up his sleeves slightly, held the justice cup in his right hand, tilted it slightly, and the tea fragrance spread along the water vapor, he paused, and then added more to his own teacup.

With an elegant and standard posture, with a final shake, he put the cup back to its original position, and he only said softly:

"Thank you, Grandpa, for your understanding."

Mr. Jiang put his hand on the back of Fang Zhan's hand and patted it lightly twice.

Fang Zhan's hand shook again.

After staying at Jiang's house for lunch, Jiang Yansheng still couldn't help asking him if he was always sad because he couldn't let go when he went out.

"They are unlucky."

This means leaving behind Xia Zhan's biological parents.

Fang Zhan glanced at him with a half-smile, pinched his face,

"Yes, all the blessings are reserved for you."

Jiang Yansheng was quite proud,

"It shows that I have vision."

And put his hand on top of his head in a dignified way,

"Quick, put your hands here, and I will be a person shrouded in blessings from now on."

Fang Zhan felt itchy, and slapped him on the back of the head, making him laugh.

Before leaving the country, he went to the cemetery where Mother Jiang was buried. He didn't accompany the young master, but watched him take off the necklace in the car and hide it in the small flower bed carried by each tombstone. What just came out.

Fang Zhan looked at the photo on the tombstone and started the car.

Jiang Yansheng was right, they were all luckier than her.

Everything is going in a good direction, and he also needs to look forward.

Most people don't believe that Jiang Yansheng and Fang Zhan have a happy ending, but after the other people parted and reunited, as long as they were still entangled, the voices of the discussion changed, saying that the young master has become a good man for love. Anan devotes herself to her studies and has the ambition to catch up with her father or grandfather.

Fang Zhan only smiled when he heard Xiao Xiao gossip about these rumors with himself on the phone, and ignored his teasing that he was reduced to a beauty in a love story.

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Yansheng looked at him with a frown and a serious expression.

"These people are just dogs who can't change eating shit. They have nothing to do every day, and they only arrange others."

It turned out that he heard Xiao Xiao's words clearly and felt sorry for him.

Fang Zhan shrugged indifferently,

"Anyway, I'm going to attend the party later. It's better to hear it in advance than to be watched at the scene without knowing why."

The young master looked even colder, but there was nothing he could do.

He can beat people up and find some discomfort for those who offend him, but it is difficult to talk to others, and sometimes the only way is not to worry about it.

He used to worry about his own gossip, but now he doesn't care about himself, and he cares about Fang Zhan, and he even thinks talkative people are hateful.

So with this kind of mentality, he didn't have a good face at the evening party, he didn't squint, and he was never five steps away from Fang Zhan.

The party was a certain daughter's birthday party, and a popular traffic performance was invited in the middle. Jiang Yansheng looked up, only to find that he was also an acquaintance.

But it's not his own, but Fang Zhan's acquaintance.

That Lin Pingyao who became popular with short videos.

Back then when Jiang Yansheng gave him shares in the entertainment company, he seized the opportunity and stopped using unorthodox ways. He wholeheartedly wanted to enter the entertainment circle, and started to hone his acting skills from online dramas. Last year, because of a movie that became popular overnight, he barely squeezed in by relying on his early accumulation. top-notch.

Fang Zhan suddenly felt a dislocation of time and space.

He is Fang Zhan, and he is also Jiang Yansheng. He has experienced it personally, but it seems like the third generation.

Jiang Yansheng turned his head and found that Fang Zhan was also looking at the stage set up in the yard, and he was not jealous. He sighed,

"Actually, Lin Pingyao went to the company to look for you later."

Fang Zhan was taken aback,

"When?"

Jiang Yansheng laughed:

"He said that he would convert Jin Cheng's house and the resources you paid him into money and return them all. I told him not to come over and be disgusting, and play with me. I don't want your money. I just ask you to remember my love. , He also has some guts, and dared to tell me that you also live in another house in Jin Chengli, and it is your new love."

Fang Zhan didn't know about it, so he thought about it carefully and realized,

"Tang Sheng?"

Jiang Yansheng took a sip of the wine in the glass and said:

"I guess so."

The yard was full of lamps, and everyone who gave this daughter a lot of face also sang along to the stands. Some people started to sing in the middle of the chorus and made a fuss with butter. Jiang Yansheng leaned against the tree trunk, seeing Fang Zhan looking at him strangely, and then laugh:

"I didn't doubt you at the time, I just thought..."

He paused for a moment and said,

"Everyone has their own way of life. I used to treat people like Lin Pingyao as a contempt, but when I saw him today, I felt that he also had something to shine."

It's not because of the change of status, nor is it because of the other party's success or failure, it's just that he eliminated that extreme, self-righteous and biased judgment standard.

Fang Zhan shook his head slightly,

"Not everyone has a spark."

Jiang Yan hooked the corner of his mouth and did not argue.

He has become more and more calm over the years. The tree shadows hit his profile and outline his profile. His suit is straight, and there are smooth muscle lines under the rolled-up cuffs. Fang Zhan sometimes feels dazed when he looks up at him in public.

The only person who still had a problem with Jiang Yansheng was probably Xiao Xiao, Fang Zhan's career fan.

One day, Fang Zhan returned to the commercial reception, and Jiang Yansheng was even more famous than before. He couldn't spare time to accompany Fang Zhan, so Xiao Xiao found the opportunity.

he hummed,

"If you hadn't been away for a few years, even if he is the young master of the Jiang family, you should be the one being praised by everyone now."

Fang Zhan raised his eyebrows,

"I didn't know that Jiang Yansheng and I would collide like stars in the entertainment industry?"

Xiao Xiao is still uncomfortable with the fact that Fang Zhan walked away.

"No matter what other people say, anyway, I just don't like him, and I don't understand why you like him."

Fang Zhan stood in the corner, looking at the people who were vaguely surrounded in the middle.

Within a few seconds, Jiang Yansheng, who was clinking glasses with others, also looked back.

Fang Zhan raised his glass to him, and he said something to the person he was talking to, and walked over from the center.

Fang Zhan's face was ordinary and indifferent, and he also said to Xiao Xiao in a flat tone,

"Probably because, when I look at him, he looks at me."

Xiao Xiao's teeth were sore,

"You're almost done."

Jiang Yansheng had already walked in front of Fang Zhan, lightly shook his hand, and asked,

"what happened?"

In recent years, Fang Zhan has become casual and rogue instead. He leaned over and whispered something in Jiang Yansheng's ear, and then the two went to the bathroom one after the other.

When he came out, Jiang Yansheng's face was flushed, and the hem of his jacket was obviously wrinkled. Xiao Xiao took a look at Fang Zhan, who was well-dressed, and completely didn't want to care about it.

And finally, about Jiang Yansheng being a genius.

A genius enters a school where geniuses gather, and finds that he is not that genius either.

Most of the inspirational movies in the movie can be counterattacked in the end, but Jiang Yansheng's highlight is the email he sent to Fang Zhan on Fang Zhan's birthday.

Fang Zhan opened it and found that it was an invitation letter for a certain highest honor in the mathematics world. He read it carefully to make sure he read it correctly, and then he couldn't control his emotions with rare surprise.

He walked over to hug Jiang Yansheng, couldn't help turning around twice, and asked a little deliriously,

"Baby, when are you going to receive the award!"

Jiang Yansheng hung on his body, and said softly:

"Go next month."

So Fang Zhan urged him to open the acknowledgment draft, saw a long string of thank you words that could almost kill Fang Zhan on the spot, returned to his senses, opened a new word for him straightforwardly, and ordered a certain People rewrite it all.

Then here comes the problem again.

Why is it said that Jiang Yansheng won the highest award, but he is still not a genius? Because starting from the very end, the first three paragraphs all come from an autobiography written by the middle-aged Jiang Yansheng - "I Look at Myself" "

Fang Zhan has refocused on his career. The various industries he laid out more than ten years ago made him the richest man at this time, but when he came home and saw this, he still sighed, what is Versailles, this is Versailles.

Jiang Yansheng was unconvinced by his stare,

"It was the highlight of my life, and I never won an award after that."

Fang Zhan: "..." So reasonable, I was speechless.

But have you ever thought that maybe you are too old!

Jiang Yansheng didn't take it seriously, and then the two of them were arguing. Someone came across the word "award" in the autobiography and pasted an automatic link, and the video of the award ceremony popped up on the computer.

In Jiang Yansheng's destroyed first draft, most of the details were trivial.

For example, how he swiped the money in Fang Zhan's card overnight when he was in a particularly good mood, for example, when he was dizzy and vomited as soon as he took the medicine, he secretly threw away the medicine, and Fang Zhan forced him to swallow it after being caught and cursed viciously, He said that if he died one day, it must be because of other reasons, or he was forced to death by Fang Zhan, he was harming himself, he was a devil.

He attributed all his achievements to Fang Zhan, and gave him all his glory.

In the final manuscript, most of it was based on what Fang Zhan said when he was interviewed by a financial magazine.

At that time, the two had just confirmed their relationship, and Jiang Yansheng was locked up by his grandfather, but Fang Zhan's words at that time unexpectedly matched the later rumors that he wanted to catch up with his father and grandfather.

"The son of a king does not need to be a king, and the son of an ordinary person does not have to be an ordinary person. They can do whatever they want, without having to bear the pressure of aura, and without being burdened by their birth. This is what education is trying to change. Reproduction. As for the choice, I used to think that I would be inspired by fate. I really like something only when I love it crazily. Later, I found that as long as you are serious about something, you will be familiar with it until you see it. Those numbers, they are no longer numbers, but the days and nights that accompany you, you can no longer give up, this is also a love, and mathematics/investment is what I want to do now, and I will be with it for a long time .”

Fang Zhan turned his head and saw the end of the speech,

"I have an island, and I can no longer bear the darkness."

The author has something to say: 1. To be honest, I am not particularly satisfied with the conclusion of the chapter, but after these three days of free time, I wanted to write it down, and finally forced it to be written like this. There was a story about Jiang Yansheng’s suicide, but because he had repeated suicide thousands of times, he wrote it in advance, so he didn’t want to write it separately later. He just brought it up, in fact, he wanted to say that dreams are connected with reality. Jiang Yansheng over there He was indeed committing suicide, and then explained Gong's last life from his perspective, like this.

2. The last sentence, I have an island, reminds me of a passage in "Manic Depressed Heart"

- Each of us is an island.Your mission is to bring to the island the things that will make you live longer and better, like love, beauty, entertainment, friends and a meaningful life, look at Maui, people bring everything to this island Insects, birds, wind... this is your life, and it is short.Take care of your island, don't let it grow weeds, don't give it to other people.Understand the possibilities, understand the dangers, and stay away from narrow-mindedness and false meanness.

Fang Zhan is Jiang Yansheng's island, all his beauty and light, so he can no longer bear the darkness.

3. My three-dimensional state is not very good, and it is a bit difficult to write a sweet episode 5555. I hope everyone who reads the article will be happy and live bravely. Thank you everyone who has been with me during the serialization period. !Goodbye!

(jj reminded me that after 7 days of nutrient solution and overlord ticket, I can no longer thank you, okfine, I broke my promise again