[Lu Zhen] Empress Dowager is difficult

Qing Qiang once said a word, called, she has always been very happy, but it is a pity that she met you.

It is about Zhaojun and him.

He used to think this sentence was pretentious, but now that he thinks about it, he thinks it is quite right.

The greatest misfortune in her life was probably meeting him.

At the beginning of the establishment of the Qi State, a new leader was difficult to establish, the court was in turmoil, and his relatives were staring at him. He had a headache for several days, but Zhaojun finally relieved him, and said that at such a critical moment, you can find a stronger tribe to marry you. That uncle is handsome and funny is a good candidate for marriage.

He asked Rouran to marry him, but the answer he got was that the princess only married the head of a country, and she was only the mother of a country.

Rou Ran showed his ambition without any concealment, he was furious and turned back to Yecheng.At night, Zhaojun came to persuade him, every word and every word was for his sake, what's more, she wanted to give up her position as the main wife.Although he is a man who doesn't know much about women's minds, he also knows how important a wife is to an ordinary woman.

She gave up her position generously.

He asked her: "You are like this, don't you feel uncomfortable?"

She rubbed her chest and let out a few breaths, and when she looked up, she showed a big smile: "It's not uncomfortable, isn't it just a title!"

At that time, he felt that he was right. This little girl was born to love to whitewash the peace. To put it bluntly, she was a dead duck.But this time, he had no choice, he just wanted to wait until he married the Yu family and Daqi Chaogang stabilized, and then he thought of a way to destroy Yu's family and Rouran together.Then, make it up to her.

Just as he thought, Rouran was ambitious, so she couldn't keep it.

But she didn't want to, the little girl who entered the palace in a red wedding dress, but she had thousands of ways to make him keep her and her people.

He still remembered that that night, the red candles in the central palace were flickering, and the shadows of the candles were flickering.

Under the red brocade tent, the bright red hijab was slowly lifted from his hands, slowly revealing Yu's beautiful smiling face.She's beautiful, it's true.

But when he hastily glanced at her pretty face, it was Zhaojun's smiling face that first appeared in his mind.She never smiles like Yu Shi with her eyes full of mountains and rivers. When she smiles, she is flamboyant and bright, just like the red briars on the wall in summer.

Yu raised her head slightly to look at him, she was taken aback for a moment, probably surprised by his handsome face, a blush quickly appeared on the side of her cheeks, she lowered her head shyly, and said nothing.

Looking at the Yu family like this, he remembered the time he met Zhaojun by the bamboo forest behind the mountain temple.

She fell into his arms, her face was also red, but she was red with excitement. She touched his cheek with one hand, and instead teased him: "You look so good-looking, if I marry you, I don't seem to be Suffer."

This is what Zhaojun said to him.

All he thought about in the bridal chamber was Zhaojun, but it couldn't be love.He felt that the discomfort in his heart was just because he felt guilty towards Zhaojun.

Throwing the red hijab aside casually, he just said indifferently: "You're tired after working so hard on the way."

Yu's face was reddened by this sentence, she covered her face with her hands, and said shyly, "Actually, I'm not very tired..."

Almost at the same time, his cold voice sounded: "If you are hungry, there are melons and fruits on the table, eat something and go to sleep."

She froze for a moment.

He has turned away.

When she stepped out of the palace gate, she finally couldn't help but said: "On the wedding night, are you going to leave me here like this?" There was a hint of crying in her voice, her little face turned pale and blue, Green and white.

He paused for a while when he walked out with his hands behind his back, but he didn't look back, but his back showed a bit of coldness: "I said, you are very tired tonight and need to rest."

Then, he walked away into the night.

Years later, he would always think of this night.

If it is said that everything he did afterwards was wrong, then this night was probably the first step of making mistakes.

He underestimated a woman.

On the third day, Rouran's soldiers and horses stopped a few miles away from Yuzhou and did not move. Although they had dispatched troops, they watched from the sidelines and refused to help him.

Not long after, a secret letter arrived from Rouran Khan, every word in his heart was like his iron-blooded style for half a lifetime, which meant that Yu had a token commanding thousands of troops in his hand, which was the dowry for his Rouran to marry his daughter.At the end of the letter, Khan asked him back, what?Didn't Rourou give you the token?

Yu's nickname is Rourou.

But he felt that this woman could not afford these two words.

On that day, he was extremely angry, but when he returned to the palace, he went straight to Zhaoyang Palace.

This is a habit that I have had since I don't know when, if there is something delicious, I want to bring it to Zhaojun, if there is something interesting, I want to bring it to Zhaojun, and if there is any anecdote that makes him feel novel, I have to tell Zhaojun.

He was unhappy, and naturally he was the same.

Just like the time he went out to fight many years ago.At that time, there were years of drought and floods, and she was a little thinner from hunger, but she gritted her teeth and pushed out all the things her mother sent.

She said: "My daughter is married to A Huan, so I should believe that he can give me these things. Even if he can't now, he will definitely be able to in the future. It is true that these things are nothing. If my mother wants to give them, all I need is You can just move your fingers. But, these things are nothing to mother, but A Huan desperately wants to give to her daughter. Mother did this to extinguish A Huan's blood. meaning?"

He was standing far away at that time, separated by the vast and desolate snow, but he could see the little girl's snot and tears streaming from the cold, but he stubbornly gritted his teeth and pushed her mother out of the door together with the quilt heaters.

He remembered how she raised her chin so stubbornly at that time.

She said: "Trust your husband and support him. This is what a wife should do." She raised her hand and wiped her nose with her sleeve casually, and said to her mother seriously: "My daughter is such a donkey, mother. It’s not the first time you’ve seen it. All in all, if my mother wants to drop by and have a meal in the future, my daughter welcomes it, but don’t bring these things over. My daughter is going down the river to touch some prawns now. Mother, do you want to stay and have a meal before leaving?"

She turned her head to look at her mother, the sun just passed through a dry persimmon tree in front of the door and fell on her cheek, the ratio of light and shadow was just right, that was her most beautiful smiling face.

He thought, this little girl, you have to be nice to her.

A few days later, when he went out to fight, she sent him out of the city with tears in her eyes, and bought a horse with all her dowry.She sobbed and threatened him angrily: "If you dare to come back with a broken arm, I will..."

He folded his arms and looked at her: "what about you?"

What happened to her for a long time, and she didn't come out to say anything, but her arrogance suddenly dropped by half, hugged his arm, and said softly: "You must come back." After a pause, as if thinking of something, and then Added a sentence: "My previous sentence was to fool you, you must not come back just because you are missing an arm or a broken leg, and then hide somewhere and wait for them to grow by themselves before coming back—"

He stretched out his hand and pinched her cheek, looked up at the sky expressionlessly for a while, there were a few patches of snow falling under the gray sky, and finally, he just hummed: "I'll be back when spring begins." Glancing at her, she said, "Come back intact."

The battlefield is so chaotic, how can he retreat unscathed?

When the enemy stabbed his arm, the outstretched battle wheel rolled towards him with three-inch spikes. If he abandoned his arm and fled, he would surely save his life.But when he was about to chop off his arm with the knife in his hand, he stopped because of Zhaojun's words.In any case, come back intact.

This battle was fierce.

When the battle wheel rolled towards him, many people thought that he would not survive, but he really survived, completely survived.When he got up from the pile of corpses, he watched his general clutching his broken leg from a distance, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up.

He was promoted and reused in this battle.

The general with a broken leg asked him what reward he wanted, and he could pick up all the beauties and wines in the army, but he pointed to the glutinous rice cake on the side plate and asked, "This, can you wrap it up and let me take it away?"

The leading general was stunned for a long time.

He returned home with a wounded arm, and just as he called out, he saw Zhaojun rushing out from the back room.

The ecstasy at the beginning dissipated without a trace after seeing his thickly wrapped arm, her eyes were red, she held that arm carefully, and burst into tears.

He has never coaxed a girl, the only time he coaxed Zhaojun who was crying miserably when he was 11 years old, but the lesson afterwards was too painful, and he had to learn a lesson.

Seeing her crying so sadly, he felt a little uncomfortable. He reached out and took out the cloth bag that he carried close to his body all the way from his arms, and gently placed it in her palm.

She opened it layer by layer with trembling hands, and lying in the palm of her hand were a few glutinous rice cakes with his body temperature, wrapped in water chestnut powder, and smelled very fragrant.

He wiped the corners of her eyes with his rough fingertips, gently wiped away her tears, and said with a light smile, "Silly girl, why are you crying? I'm not dead."

Kicked by her.

Afterwards, he was scolded by Zhaojun who learned the truth: "You should pick a beauty and bring it back! Why do you think you have no business sense! Bring a beauty back and sell it, how much money can you make?" Ah! You prodigal bastard!"

But he saw that she hid those glutinous rice cakes by the pillow, and she was not willing to eat any of them.

He likes her name very much, Zhaojun, Zhaojun, worthy of her temper.

Yu Shi said that she has a name, and she is also called Mr. What.But he always only called her Rou'er, and she was very happy to hear it.

It's just that he has never liked delicate women, and the Yu family, who is called Rou'er, is naturally among them.

On that day, he was so angry that he returned to the palace and went straight to Zhaoyang Hall.

But it was intercepted by Yu Shi on the way.

She changed into a dress, which was still bright red, as if she was showing off her status as the lord of the palace all the time, which made him feel very stabbing.

He walked past her, but she grabbed him.

He turned back, expressionless.

Her eyes hurt slightly, the princess was a little unsteady, and she cried when she opened her mouth: "Can you talk to me? Right now, I am your real wife."

His anger was aroused in an instant, but he has always been a quiet and restrained person, and the most spoken words in his life were with Zhaojun.To Yu Shi, he didn't have that kind of patience, he just looked at her holding his hands coldly, and said, "Let go."

She trembled, stubbornly did not let go, her eyes became more and more begging: "I know, I know you like that Concubine Lou, but I never thought that you should ignore her, I just want you to treat her If you like it, give me half of it. I don’t want much, just half..."

Before she could finish speaking, she was pulled away by him, and she backed up again and again, falling on the stone path of the flower garden.

She said he liked Zhaojun.This irritated him.

At that time, he felt that he was so special to Zhaojun, just because this little girl was with him when he was down and down, all these years, only Zhaojun was by his side.But this, how could you like it?Just like what he used to say when he saw those women with bare backs and breasts soliciting customers outside the brothel: "Oh! Damn! People love you so badly!"

There are thousands of emotions in the world, but love is the dirtiest.

How could it be love for Zhaojun?

Yu fell to the ground, staring blankly at the bluestone ground. After a long time, tears slowly rolled down her eyes, as if she was talking to herself: "That day when you came to Rouran to ask for marriage, I hid behind the screen to watch you. You don't know that I have How happy. You said you were going to marry me, the person I like, and I will finally marry him..."

He looked at her: "That was the second time, the first time, I begged for my uncle."

She trembled.

He continued: "This marriage has been a mistake from the beginning. If you regret it, when Daqi stabilizes, I will accept you as my younger sister and make a new identity for you. At that time, I will help anyone you want to marry." You. What do you think?"

This was the first time he talked so much with a girl other than Zhaojun.

But she didn't realize it, she just looked at the ground, and after a while, she raised her head to look at him, and suddenly smiled: "Gao Huan, do you think I'm someone who comes and goes when you call me?" She propped herself up on the ground He struggled to get up, and looked at him: "Since I was a child, no one dared to treat me like this. You are very good, you have done a good job, do you dare not want me..." She raised her chin and looked at him with a cold smile Since the corner of her mouth was in full bloom, she deliberately wanted to provoke him: "But you can't do without me, Gao Huan, the soldier talisman you want is in my hands, if you want Daqi to be stable, and your dragon chair to be stable, come here Find me."

She smiled like a poisonous snake he had seen when he was in Bianzhou: "Don't try to kill me and then take away the soldier talisman, except me, no one knows how to use that soldier talisman."

The last words she said were: "You will definitely come to me."

The author has something to say: Orz made up for yesterday.Last night, after I coded and coded, it suddenly became daytime, then suddenly it was afternoon, and finally suddenly it was night...

I'm not going to tell you that I just want to squint for a while! ! ! !