[Net King] Two-way crush

"I..." Shiina Hagi paused, "As the teacher's daughter, isn't it natural to take part in the competition and win glory to make the teacher proud?" The deliberately amplified voice was more like talking to himself, and Shiina Hagi didn't go at all with a tissue Regardless of the rain on his face, his eyes looked at Shengu with a certain expectation of wanting to be recognized in the future, and there was also a certain invisible silence, as if as long as the other party uttered a rebuttal, his persistence all the time would be completely negated.

"Of course it's different." Kamiya Mirai smiled softly, "If you like the piano, you should play your own piano to others. You think so, right, Shiina?" Shiina Hagi nodded without any hesitation, Mirai Kamiya continued: "But I think differently from you. I just need to play the rhythm I like. The audience can be myself, family and friends, or the surrounding vegetation. It doesn't matter. Changed my love of the piano."

Shiina originally took a path in a different direction from hers. The other party wanted to be recognized by others to affirm her achievements in the piano, so she cared about the improvement of her skills and whether she was successful in the eyes of others. "Shiina, everyone has a different way of expressing their likes. It doesn't mean that your performance is different from mine, so you are much worse than me. It doesn't mean that you have lost, and the path you have been walking is wrong."

Shiina Hagi looked at her in silence, Mirai Kamiya took the tissue from her hand, and gently helped her dry the rain on her face. "It's not wrong to be strict with yourself, but you can try to relax a little more and trust yourself more. In the eyes of your mother, you are a very good student, and she expects you no less than Shinichi .”

Shiina Hagi opened her eyes suddenly, "You mean... Teacher, she...didn't lie to me?"

Kamiya Mirai laughed, and put the tissue back into her hands, "Otherwise, what do you think is going on with this game? Mother cares more about you than you think, okay, go back and take a bath, or you will catch cold It's not good to have a cold."

Shiina Hagi was startled, and after a while, said "I will not thank you" to Kamiya Mirai, and hurried away with an umbrella.As soon as Shiina Hagi left, the forgotten things came back to Tezuka Kunimitsu's mind. Looking down, Kamiya Mirai's face showed no embarrassment of being caught. He was so calm that Tezuka Kunimitsu thought that the other party had forgotten that there was still a bag in his bag. bring an umbrella.

"Do you know how Hiromi and I met?" Kamiya Mirai's sudden question made Tezuka Kunimitsu stunned for a moment before realizing that she was talking about the head of the music department, and Kamiya Mirai didn't really want Tezuka Kunimitsu's answer. Gu Zi talked about how we met, "The first time I saw Yumi was in a piano competition in elementary school. In that competition, I won the championship, but Yumi had nothing."

Tezuka Kunimitsu was a little surprised to hear that Nanase Hiromi had participated in a piano competition when she was a child. The head of the music department they knew had always been good at the violin. No one had ever heard this head touch the piano.

"After the competition ended, I accidentally heard the discussion among the judges and teachers in the background, and then I realized that I won the championship because of a pianist mother, and the organizer is my mother's admirer." Guess Tezuka Kunimitsu With the doubts in his heart, Shengu Mirai explained unhurriedly, and the steps of each other gradually slowed down. "When I went to find Yumi, I heard that Yumi's family asked her to give up the piano."

"Afterwards, I never saw Hiromi participate in any competition." Faced with the surprise shown by Tezuka Kunimitsu, Mirai Kamiya smiled indifferently. The smile contained a bit of bitterness brought by memories, and Tezuka Kunimitsu did not feel it from her. passed. "Seeing that people who also love the piano not only lost the awards they deserved but also lost the opportunity to continue learning because of the unfairness of the competition, I withdrew from all competitions. I thought that if I didn't participate, maybe there would be more people. A person has the opportunity to continue to stick to his music, at least not because of the injustice of the game. And myself, when I regret it, I have the opportunity to look back at any time.”

"That's not your responsibility." Although Mirai Kamiya is not a person who makes it easy for people to perceive his true emotions, Tezuka Kunimitsu still feels a trace of guilt buried deep in this person's words. "At that time, it might be someone else if it wasn't you." It was only now that Tezuka Kunimitsu really understood this person's pride in the piano.

"Maybe it's like what you said, but I was the one in that match, wasn't it?" The concern conveyed by Tezuka Kunimitsu raised Kamiya Mirai's mood by a few steps, and even the words he said were a little more teasing means. "I also rejected my mother's proposal to send me to the music academy, isn't it a bit naive?"

Seeing the restored Kamiya Mirai, Tezuka Kunimitsu replied seriously: "No."

"When I was in public places with my mother, those people would point at me behind my back and say, 'Look, that girl is Kamiya Liyuan's daughter, and I heard that she is very talented at the piano'. I don't hate being with my mother. Speaking together, I just don’t want to see myself in the eyes of others, and all the grades on the piano are because of the status of the daughter of Shengu Liyuan, as if what I got is taken for granted, not because of my hard work.”

Tezuka Kunimitsu opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything. The person in front of him was not a girl who needed his comfort, and he was always unable to say those words of comfort.If it was in the past, he would never have thought that the person who has always been the bright side of the sun would be troubled by his mother's halo in the past.It turned out that this person was not as far away as he thought, and she would be vulnerable sometimes.

Kamiya Mirai didn't know what was going on in his heart, but seeing Tezuka Kunimitsu's softened expression made his heart warm. "Detached from the competition and attention, I found that I can focus on the piano better. I don't have to choose what kind of repertoire for the judges and teachers, or I am afraid that my piano practice is not good enough for my mother and daughter."

"I insist on playing the piano because I like it, so it doesn't matter whether I can perform or get other people's approval." This is why she didn't change her original intention when she realized it. Get in the mood."

The change of topic made Tezuka Kunimitsu take half a beat before returning: "Ah."

Mirai Kamiya bent his eyes and smiled, and the smile that had faded from the clouds revealed the original warmth, "If you like it, don't put too much burden on it. If you pass it, it will be more of an effort on responsibility, Tezuka-kun What do you think?"

Tezuka Kunimitsu didn't expect that the last topic would come back to himself. If Shiina Hagi's appearance wasn't an accident, looking at Mirai Kamiya's expression at this moment, he would think that what the other party said earlier was just foreshadowing the last sentence.It's just that the person in front of him first forgot to bring his own umbrella, and then told his past to someone who was not close to him...

"Kamiya," Kamiya Mirai looked at him intently, Tezuka Kunimitsu did not avoid her gaze, his deep voice seemed to have made a decision, and there was a special firmness in his ears. "I just brought an umbrella."

Mirai Kamiya froze, then said with a smile: "I have lent it to Shiina, so I still have to trouble Tezuka-kun."

"Why?" Always doing something that confuses him.

Hearing the strangeness in Tezuka Kunimitsu's words, Mirai Kamiya retracted what he was going to say, and raised his eyes to look at the face opposite him that was even colder in the rain.After a few moments, looking at him, he asked softly, "Which aspect is Tezuka-kun asking about?"