[Net King] Two-way crush

"Mom, I've always forgotten to ask you." Shen Gulai put his head on his mother's shoulder in the future, and gently hugged her waist with both hands.Shengu Liyuan looked down, "What?"

Kamiya raised his face and smiled in the future, "Are you angry about the decision I made?" The picture in my memory is the disappointed expression of my mother, especially after knowing the reason why she chose to give up, the disappointed look in her eyes, Even now the memory is still fresh.I knew very early on how much my mother had put into her, and that she didn't like to practice piano in a forced way, and would use her own way to find the joy of music scores by herself, and then practice consciously.

"It's only now that I think of asking me this question, don't you think it's a bit late?" Shengu Liyuan smiled softly, and took her daughter's hand with her hand on her lap and rubbed it in her palm, "Of course I'm angry." The daughter of all expectations negates all positive aspects just because she sees the injustice of the game. How can she not be angry in this sense of vulnerability.

After hearing this, Kamiya rubbed his face on his mother's shoulder, and said with a nostalgic tone: "In this regard, I want to thank you and Dad." Whether it is his mother or father, when she makes mistakes or It was doing something that made them angry, and neither of them would act angry in front of her.

"Do you think I was naive at that time?" In the beginning, it was indeed because of the unfairness of the game that she chose to give up.And her mother stopped forcing her after persuading her to no avail. That year, she met her mother's first student.It was also from that year that she no longer felt this person's expectations of her where she could see her.

Shengu Liyuan looked at her daughter with a look of reminiscence, stretched out her hand to wrap her in his arms, and said in a low and gentle voice: "When you were young, it is better to say that you are proud than naive, and you are so proud that you can't tolerate the things you like. Add a little flaw." It is because of this pride that he would rather give up any future competitions, even if he doesn't like the piano very much.

Sometimes, Kamiya Liyuan also wonders if her daughter's path would be different if she hadn't participated in that competition.Looking at her daughter who loves to practice piano more than before even though she doesn't participate in the competition, Shengu Liyuan's mood is quite complicated.On the one hand, without her urging behind her back, her daughter's talent on the piano was gradually revealed, and her piano skills also matured.This kind of growth seems to have lost the shackles of freedom, and it is full of spirituality at the same time.On the other hand, my daughter obviously has better conditions to develop her own music and get more communication opportunities, but she is so stubborn that she refuses to look back.

"Actually, Mom also regrets agreeing to you." Every time she feels her daughter's progress on the piano, Shengu Liyuan can't help but want to withdraw her previous decision to promise her daughter not to interfere. "Remember what I once said to you? You like music, and you want more people to feel the beauty of music. Why can't you stand on a bigger stage and pass on your love for music to others through the sound of the piano? other people?"

At this moment, Kamiya Mirai clearly felt the regret that her mother has always been unable to let go of. This is also a topic that the two of them have never touched. She also knows the complexity of the other party every time she listens to her playing the piano. "Sorry, Mom."

Shengu Liyuan hugged her daughter tenderly. She once saw her daughter's abandonment was limited to the stage in front of people, and she looked forward to the day when her daughter could figure it out and walk in front of people again.But what she didn't expect was that her daughter's thinking made her more persistent.She couldn't bear to let her daughter's talent be buried like this, but no matter what method she used, her daughter never took that step towards her.

"Maybe you are right in saying something," Shengu Liyuan let go of the regret in his heart, feeling the doubts on his shoulders, and said slowly, "Mom didn't let you get into music with the purpose of letting you perform, so, As long as you like music, it’s enough to be satisfied with it.” It was she who changed later, and the regret that her daughter’s talent was buried was, in the final analysis, her own regret. "Thank you, too, mom."

"Are you talking about Shiina?" Mirai Kamiya shook his head, "I let you down once, I can't let you down again." Although because of the piano, the chat between her and her mother always Some deliberately reserved, but their understanding of each other has never been reduced by half.

There must be a reason for her mother to agree to Shiina's seemingly meaningless competition. In fact, after hearing Shiina's piano sound in the piano room that day, she understood.Shiina's piano pays too much attention to technique, so that the picture that people listen to feels a little hollow, and she also lacks her own understanding of music.Simply put, Shiina's piano is played for performance.

"There is something I forgot to tell you." Shen Gu Mirai blinked inexplicably. The next moment, his mother kissed her on the forehead, "You are my mother's pride, Mirai."

Kamiya Mirai suddenly smiled: "It's my honor, Mom."

Waking up the next day, Kamiya Mirai did not see Hagi Shiina at the dining table, and turned to Kamiya Liyuan, who gave her a reassuring look.But when he arrived at school, Kamiya Mirai frowned slightly when he learned about Shiina Hagi's leave from the homeroom teacher.

In the afternoon sky, it suddenly started to rain, the students without umbrellas yelled for a while, and then walked out of the classroom with resentment that had not yet dissipated.Kamiya Mirai stood outside the window watching the falling rain, and slowly thought of Tezuka Kunimitsu.In the past, she didn't know that if a person wanted to avoid herself, it would be so difficult to meet this person.

She didn't know if this person's avoidance was intentional or if she didn't want to have any misunderstandings with her, could it be because of that girl whom she couldn't find out... "President, senior and I will go back first."

Kamiya Mirai came back to his senses, Kamata E turned his head and said something to Hasegawa Masaki in a low voice, the people behind responded vaguely, it sounded a bit reluctant but he still stepped forward to Kamata E's side, and said something to the other party He picked up the book bag hanging on her wrist under his eyes.Mirai Kamiya raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, his eyes paused for a moment on Masaki Hasegawa, "Be careful on the road."

"President, too." Kamata Ei said full of emotion, "By the way, did the president bring an umbrella? If not, I still have one here."

"No need, let's go back early." Without asking what happened between the two of them and their relationship became so good, Kamiya Mirai Wensheng said a few words to Kamata E, and exchanged with Masaki Hasegawa calmly. a look.

By the time Shen Gu left the department in the future, it was mostly dark outside, and the light rain had turned into moderate rain.Kamiya Mirai looked at the sky and put his hand into the book bag. When he was about to take it out, he saw Tezuka Kunimitsu coming down the stairs at the back, and silently retracted the outstretched hand. "I forgot to bring an umbrella when I went out today, can you please Tezuka-kun to take me to the station?"

Tezuka Kunimitsu stopped walking, and the person standing under the corridor smiled slightly, "Ah."

Kamiya Mirai immediately leaned towards the opponent, and the moment the umbrella opened, it almost touched Tezuka Kunimitsu's arm.Tezuka Kunimitsu froze, but the people around him seemed to be unaware of waiting for him to walk.Involuntarily, some thoughts that had sunk deep in my heart surfaced.

Walking in the rain, Tezuka Kunimitsu leaned the umbrella towards Mirai Kamiya, looking at the other side's face from behind the mirror, his face sank slightly.As if noticing his gaze, Kamiya Mirai turned his face to the side and raised his head, and the words that came out of his mouth slowly were unexpected by Tezuka Kunimitsu: "Tezuka-kun, are you avoiding me?"

The staring eyes made Tezuka Kunimitsu a little embarrassed, and he couldn't help guessing what was behind the words. However, the calm expression on the other side only made him realize once again that he cared too much.

Tezuka Kunimitsu's silence made Mirai Kamiya, who raised this topic, suppress a smile, "Sorry."

"I'm not hiding." A cold tone reached his ears, Tezuka Kunimitsu spoke hastily, and the person who lowered his head looked up at him again, with an expression on his face that he couldn't describe in words. "Kamiya, I just..."

At this moment, Shiina Hagi, who was supposed to be on leave at home, suddenly appeared and interrupted Tezuka Kunimitsu's words. He didn't hold any rain-shielding tools in his hand, and stood in front of Mirai Kamiya with his whole body soaked, looking extremely stubborn. "Why?" His rain-stained eyes stared straight at Mirai Kamiya, and his hoarse voice was full of bewilderment.

Seeing Shiina Hagi like this, Kamiya no longer considered what the people around him would think in the future, quickly took out his umbrella to support the other party, and said helplessly: "If you want to know the answer, you can ask me when I go back." .”

Shiina Hagi pursed her lips and shook her head, "I don't understand, how could you give up on a piano like that!" Even if the teacher told the other party why she gave up the piano, she didn't think she would be willing to have such a piano-loving heart so give up.

Kamiya Mirai took out a tissue and handed it over, "What kind of behavior do you think is giving up? Not participating in the competition or not participating in the performance? Or making the world forget that Shengu Liyuan also has a daughter who is an outstanding piano? Which one is it?"

Tezuka Kunimitsu, who was ignored, listened to the conversation between the two, and then thought about the game he heard yesterday, and he got a general idea.It's just that I didn't expect Shiina Hagi to have this kind of reaction, which also shows that this person's accomplishments in the piano are not only to the extent they heard, but, give up... Tezuka Kunimitsu raised his eyebrows, his mind was too focused In the content of the conversation, the matter of Kamiya Mirai owning an umbrella was skipped for a while.