Decisive

After separation and reunion, Chen Yuan returned to Song Jingcheng's house.William was his graduate student at the school.

Living a very ordinary life, every morning, we get up together, then Chen Yuan makes breakfast, Song Jingcheng reads the newspaper.I don't go home at noon.If Chen Yuan leaves work first at night, he will prepare dinner and wait for Song Jingcheng to come back.If Song Jingcheng got off work first, the two of them would only have fast food.It's just so ordinary and bland.But both Chen Yuan and Song Jingcheng liked it.Chen Yuan likes Song Jingcheng, and Song Jingcheng likes it because she is used to this kind of life.

It is winter in a blink of an eye, and the flying snowflakes have already fallen. Sometimes when you wake up in the morning and open the curtains, you can see the snow all over the sky, and the ground is covered with thick snow.A piece of white, like a fairy tale world of ice and snow.Song Jingcheng and Chen Yuan went out together. They were wearing black woolen coats of the same style and scarves of the same color.Chen Yuan's fiery red hair is particularly vivid in the white snow.At the second traffic light on the street corner, Chen Yuan will get off the car and bid farewell to Song Jingcheng, and then walk for 3 minutes to go to work at the company.Today, after Chen Yuan got out of the car and said goodbye to Song Jingcheng, Chen Yuan didn't go to the company immediately, he went to a jewelry store.Today is Song Jingcheng's birthday, and Chen Yuan had taken a fancy to a pair of rings a long time ago.Because it needs to be made to order, I can only get it today.

He didn't know if Song Jingcheng would accept it, if so.That is being together.He was a little apprehensive.When entering the store, a salesman came to inquire. He said the number of the custom-made ring, and the front desk took out the ring.Platinum rings with a very simple thin ring set with diamonds.Simple flower vines are twined, and broken diamonds are used to make flower buds.

Just as he was about to leave the store, he saw Song Jingcheng walking towards the store with a girl on his arm, talking and laughing.Song Jingcheng's smile was natural and pleasant, without deliberate hypocrisy, it was just that ordinary.His heart ached every time.Since the confession, we have been together for more than half a year. There have been no quarrels or conflicts. The peaceful and peaceful Chen Yuan almost forgot that Song Jingcheng didn't like him. He just said that he didn't like or used to life without him. I lived with him because I liked him.They lived together, but they never slept, kissed, or even held hands in a real sense.He looked at the blue velvet box in his hand.There was a wry smile in my heart.I feel so ridiculous.When Song Jingcheng entered the door, he saw the blue velvet box randomly placed on the glass cabinet, and he felt a throbbing pain in his heart.It feels like something is never coming back.He didn't understand why.The uncontrollable distress made him eagerly ask the nearest salesman, the owner of this box.The woman beside her didn't even understand why Song Jingcheng became so anxious.

The salesman looked at him very embarrassed and said no.The salesman didn't even recognize the woman next to him as the chairman.When the store manager saw the chairman coming, he hurriedly asked about the matter.

When Song Jingcheng heard the word Chen Yuan, his heart went cold.When you are thinking of making a lifetime agreement with someone, and you hold the token of your lifelong agreement, and you are eager to appear in front of him to ask him to agree, he smiles gently and comfortably at other people.Will your heart and lungs be torn like a thunderbolt?Thinking of Chen Yuan going through such pain, Song Jingcheng felt so sad that he wanted to cry.

There was a burst of pain in his heart, and the pictures about Chen Yuan in the past six months flooded into his mind.He always looks at him affectionately when he thinks he doesn't know, and he always takes care of all the trivial things very considerately, so he never has to worry about what small things will annoy him.Occasionally waking up early, he could feel Chen Yuan staring at him beside the bed, he could hear his soft footsteps, and the soft click of the door closing.But what if there is no him in the future.Do you really dislike him? No, I look at his face occasionally.He will also have the urge to kiss him, and the urge to throw him down.I like it, and I want to hold him in my arms.Want to touch his hair, want to whisper love words in his ear.

But will this person come back?

Song Jingcheng called Taoyao without even giving Taoyao a chance to speak, and immediately hung up the phone when he learned that Chen Yuan was not at work.He went to their university and searched every nook and cranny.He went everywhere they went, from day to night.I didn't eat anything for a day.He only wanted to find him in his heart, and he also wanted to tell him.I like you.

The lights are gradually coming up, the lights of Wanjia are like stars, and Song Jingcheng is like a child without a home, wandering in the streets.Chen Yuan's eyes were red in the waiting hall of the station, and a little girl walked by, asking her mother curiously.Was the big brother crying? The young woman smiled apologetically at him and walked away quickly with the little girl.Chen Yuan didn't want to leave, he just wanted to go home, he felt that he needed to be quiet.He will still come back, he is reluctant to part with Song Jingcheng.No reason.I just can't bear it.

But Song Jingcheng didn't know, he thought Chen Yuan was going to leave him, he thought Chen Yuan was sad and was going to give up.But he forgot that he hurt Chen Yuan more than this time.Even without his knowledge.Chen Yuan didn't leave, he was quiet.He forgot that Chen Yuan liked him so much, he forgot that Chen Yuan would not leave easily, but before that he was so wanton and hurtful.He is so selfish.

A person who is sad for a person will be sad for the city in which he lives.would want to stay away.

Song Jingcheng saw Chen Yuan in the waiting hall. Chen Yuan was leaning on the seat exhaustedly, her eyes closed.Song Jingcheng walked very slowly, although he really wanted to hug him tightly.Chen Yuan was probably very tired, Song Jingcheng approached, but didn't notice it.Song Jingcheng sat beside him, waiting for Chen Yuan to wake up.Chen Yuan just rested her head on his shoulder, with tears streaming from the corners of her eyes.Song Jingcheng wiped his tears pityingly, Chen Yuan pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled lightly: "Brother, do you think I'm a girl? I'm fine." She was still smiling, but Chen Yuan's tears didn't stop flowing.It was imprinted in Song Jingcheng's heart like a mark.Song Jingcheng didn't say anything, he just turned his head and kissed Chen Yuan's lips lightly.People were coming and going in the station, the announcer's voice echoed above, the lights were brightly lit, but for them, everything was still.They only have eyes for each other.

Chen Yuan first opened her eyes in surprise, but was covered by Song Jingcheng's hands. Chapter 7

Song Jingcheng covered his eyes and put his head on his shoulder. "Little Yuan, listen to me. When I knew you liked me, I thought a lot. Looking back on everything between us, I felt that I was too slow at that time, how could I not see your liking. If I had If you can see it, you won't get deeper and deeper, and you don't have to keep it in your heart for so many years. When you face me every day, with a feeling of liking and uncomfortable, watching me do this and that with other women , I can only watch, and then don’t let me see that I am lonely. I am sorry, even after knowing your heart, I still can’t recognize my heart, and even ask you to live with me almost unreasonably, Saying that I might not like you but want you to be with me. I'm sorry to make you sad for so long. The person you saw today is my cousin, not what you think. But watching When you put the pair of rings we bought on the glass cabinet, but you were nowhere to be seen, I was very flustered, and then I realized that I like you, and I was so afraid of losing you. Xiaoyuan, thank you for always being by my side , are you still willing to be with me now?" Song Jingcheng finished talking, his shoulders were also soaked.

Chen Yuan would not admit that he was crying, nor would he admit how happy he was when his tears wet Song Jingcheng's shirt.He has always fantasized that one day Song Jingcheng will be able to say I like you too. A second ago he was sad and wanted to be alone, but now he just wants time to stay at this moment, to stay in Song Jingcheng and say that he likes him time.Maybe that's what it's like to like someone.One second heaven, one second hell.

Chen Yuan's shoulders trembled, Song Jingcheng hugged him tightly with both hands, and pressed his head in his arms.He didn't hear Chen Yuan's answer, nor did he need to hear it.His Chen Yuan is so stubborn, he won't give up easily, and it's hard for him to realize that he likes this person and wants to be with this person forever, and he can't let him go.

Pedestrians pass by in a hurry, some people look at them embracing each other in surprise, and some people focus on their own affairs and don't see them, but others are always just others, like people drinking water, knowing whether they are warm or not.Their world and their happiness are only understood by themselves.Everyone has everyone's loneliness and happiness.It will not be communicated by anyone.At the same moment, some people laugh, some cry, some die, some are born.There are thousands of worlds, each with its own life.

Song Jingcheng put the rings on the hands of both parties, Chen Yuan lowered his head, and he led him to the outside of the station, leaving this very parting place.The rings on the holding hands exude a soft light.Like a beautiful smile on a lover's face.

It was early morning when we got home.Chen Yuan took a shower and went to bed.Even though they lived together all the time, they slept separately.But when they are together in the true sense, there is no need to be hypocritical.Lying on the bed, Chen Yuan had a feeling of being human again, which seemed ridiculous, but it was this feeling.The tip of his nose was the familiar smell of Song Jingcheng. He hugged Song Jingcheng's quilt, buried his head deeply in it, and was very happy.very warm.This is what Song Jingcheng saw when he came out.Happiness and comfort.He hugged Chen Yuan with the quilt in his arms, and the slightly taller man hugged Chen Yuan completely.Chen Yuan smiled happily in the quilt.Then he raised his head and kissed him, Song Jingcheng turned against the guest and forced Chen Yuan to lean back.Patiently enjoying his lips and teeth.Although Song Jingcheng is sorry for the way his experience comes from.But he was also happy, because Chen Yuan lay softly in his arms.I have to thank him for his relatively superb kissing skills.

She was wearing a bathrobe, even though Chen Yuan was wrapped in a quilt, she could still see her open chest.The belt was loosely tied, and Song Jingcheng's hand had already reached into the collar of the open collar, and he slowly opened the skirt further.Sliding his hands, the tip of his tongue slowly descended from Chen Yuan's lips, and his neck

, collarbone, carefully, bit by bit.Then there is the chest, the tip of the tongue is spinning, the lips and teeth, the wet lips and tongue contain wet

Answering, and then wet answering...

The author has something to say: cover your face.The last few sentences are from Gongzi Huanxi's "Wei Chen".Forgive my incompetence~~~