I'm Doron, the real Doron, not the imposter.

My identity is the eldest prince of Rouran Kingdom, but I know that I can only be regarded as the eldest princess.

Yes, I am a woman.

Like countless grieving women in the harem, my mother is also playing in the power field.Yes, it's just a field of power, not a field of love, because there has never been love in the palace.

Not only is there no love, there is not even family affection.

Whether it is their flattery to the emperor or the education of their own children, they are all aimed at sober goals.And this goal is power.The supreme kingship is everyone's dream.And the people in the palace are the closest to this dream, so they are more likely to be crazy about it.

Just like, my mother forcibly reversed my gender and made me pretend to be a boy.

When I was young, I didn't understand gender, and I didn't understand why I didn't wear crotch pants, and I didn't play with other princes and princesses... I just obeyed the arrangement of my mother, the woman called "Kedun" .

Frankly speaking, I have no concept of a mother.Because, I never call her mother, etiquette does not allow.And she seldom really cares about me, at least she doesn't care about my "heart".All she cares about is whether my health is good, how my homework is, and whether I have won the first place among the princes in horseback riding and archery.In addition, I pay close attention to every word my father Khan said to me, and usually ask several times, and then deliberate on every word.

At first, I thought she cared about my body because she loved me, and she would still be moved.Well, I'm actually very easy to be moved, because I get very little warmth, so I will be greedy for every bit of warmth.

However, my other very intelligent younger brother suddenly became mute due to an accident and could no longer speak. Since then, his mother and concubine have never looked at him again, and even let him die on his own when he gets sick. Only the servants went to ask for the imperial doctor.

This incident sent a chill down my spine.So I knew: To the group of women in the palace, us sons are just pawns, that's all.If one day, the chess piece is useless, it will no longer have value.

I was afraid that I would also become an abandoned child of Ke Dun, so I started to work hard.

However, I am a woman after all, and I am not used to Master's way of teaching men.Archery on horseback, I'm a mess.

However, my mother is very powerful, she seems to know everyone well, and seems to be able to deal with everyone, so I have a good reputation that has been passed on to my father Khan's ears, and even to Quan Rouran.Once because of this, I looked down on my masters, thinking that they were teachers in vain, without distinction between right and wrong.

But as I grew older, I gradually understood their difficulties.After all, life is short, and no one would rather suffer, or die early.

I have such a sensitive experience of "life is short" because people around me always die frequently.

And these all come from the destiny lies my mother wove for me.

I hate this lie to the core, because of this, my brothers and sisters always look at me strangely.

At first I was very sad, because the wariness in their eyes made me understand: I can't play with them.But gradually, I didn't feel sad anymore.Since they don't love me, why should I feel sad for them?Perhaps, what Ke Dun said is right, there is no brotherhood in this palace, but only a power struggle.

I began to gradually identify with Ke Dun, including her clever younger brother who secretly poisoned me.

In this way, if there is no accident, my life will pass by endlessly in cold blood and darkness.

However, an accident came.

This accident, named Zixin, is a girl as quiet as water and as deep as a deep pool.

Ke Dun said, this is the maid assigned to me by the celestial calculator, and it just complements my fate, and can neutralize the hostility in my fate.

I just sneered.In my life, there is no hostility in the first place. All of this is just a lie she bought and spread to the world.

Ke Dun ignored my stubbornness, pulled me aside with a smile on his face, and whispered: "This woman has extraordinary status and will help you ascend to the Khan throne in the future. Therefore, she will become your wife."

my wife?

I sneered, laughing so hard that my heart was cold.

Yes, even if I agree with my mother's conspiracy, it doesn't mean that I like being calculated.Especially, my feelings.

If there is anything like the wind in this world that cannot be locked in any prison, it must be feelings.I hope my love is like an eagle in the sky, which can fly high and overlook everything.

This is the only freedom I want.

What's more, I'm a woman! ! ! ! !

Therefore, I reject Zixin.

I think she knew about my repulsion, but she didn't say anything, she was as silent as West Lake.

Sometimes I would deliberately bully her, such as throwing the tea she brought on the ground, or kicking the water basin she brought away, and sometimes I thought she was too slow when she was serving food, and pushed her away. On the other hand...and she remained silent.

Sometimes I overdo it and she looks at me.Look at my eyes, actually written - sympathy.

Growing up in the palace ups and downs, I am still confident in my ability to observe words and emotions.In her eyes, "sympathy" was clearly written.

"Bad maid!" I slapped her across the face, "Don't look at me with your disgusting eyes!"

At that moment, I was inexplicably flustered.It seemed that someone was going to tear off my disguise and let the pitiful emptiness inside me be presented to others.

A loud slap hit her across the face, but she didn't fight back.It's just that he still looks at me with that kind of eyes, that kind of pitying eyes, which makes me despair.

I escaped.

After that, I stopped picking on her and rarely talked to her.

Until, one day, I was attacked by Hua Mulan's troops.

At that time, my army was fighting with the Hua family's army, and I was protected from the siege by the personal guards, but I encountered another killer sent by Hua Mulan.

I have to say that Hua Mulan is not only good at fighting, but also has a good eye for picking killers.Soon, my personal guards were killed one by one by the killers she sent.In the end, I was the only one left.

The killer smiled and stabbed at me with his sword.

With a scream of "ah", he was the one who fell.

At this time, a woman came out.

It was none other than Zixin.

Only then did I know: she is my shadow guard.

"Kedun sent you to follow me secretly?" I was not moved, only angry, "You are actually the eyeliner she arranged by my side to monitor my every move?"

"Zixin is not." Finally, she refuted for herself.

"No?" I sneered, "You were recruited by Ke Dun, do you dare to say that you were not secretly instructed by her?"

"No one can order me." She looked at me with determined and serious eyes, "Zixin came to work for the eldest prince because of her own heart, not because of anyone's orders."

"My own heart?"

I was horrified when I heard it.

And what she said next shocked me even more.

She said that since I visited her house as a guest when I was a child, she fell in love with me immediately.Afterwards, as a celestial operator, he often heard everything about me, and he became more and more familiar with me. On the one hand, he sympathized with my gender experience, and on the other hand, he admired my wrist and talent, and my heart. It's gradually moving only for me...

I'm... speechless.

After a long time, I said, "Since you know everything about me, you should know that I am also a woman."

"Yes."

She nodded.

Yes?

where is that?

Not at all.

"Hey, do you understand what I mean? I am a woman, and you are also a woman..."

"But I like you." She said seriously and seriously, "It doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman, I like you."

"..."

I have to admit, at that moment, there was a feeling that the world was spinning.

No one has ever said that they like me, never, never.

My mother doesn't really like me, I know, what she likes most is her entitlement.If she really thought about my daughter, as a mother, she would not be willing to sacrifice my life.

Those younger brothers and sisters don't like me even more, they only look at me with disgust.

As for Father Khan, hehe, to him, I am just one of the countless children. The only special thing is that I am the eldest son, and I am also very intelligent and talented, which can be used as a tool to inherit the hegemony.

Not to mention the woman who flatters me for the sake of glory and wealth.In their eyes, I never see liking, only naked eager temptation.

Zixin was the first person to say he liked me.Moreover, I could see from her eyes that she was not lying.

The most important thing is: when she said this, she knew that I was a woman.

At that moment, I knew my sky had changed color.

After a long silence, I decided to give her an answer like this: "I don't know how to answer you, how about this, you give me time, if I can make myself like a woman, I will marry you and be my concubine."

Perhaps, if it was before, I would agree to Ke Dun's request and marry her for the sake of reality.

But now, because of her sincere heart to me, I can't just marry her casually.Because, I can use a nominal marriage to deal with a strange woman, but I can't deal with a woman who treats me sincerely.

After that, I was no longer as unfeminine as before.Instead, make friends with noble dudes and discuss women with them, including the beauty of women.

First of all, in order to experience the original attraction of women, I went to brothels.Indeed, the women there can enlighten anyone, let you linger in it and forget to return.

However, my gang of dandy friends said that the women in the brothel are only for fun, not worthy of deep quality.The ones who are really top-notch are the ladies from rich families.That kind of noble temperament is innate.

So, I turned my attention to those young ladies from high families.

But at that time, I was included in the unwelcome list in the boudoir because I lingered around the fireworks field.And those officials and businessmen are all human beings, knowing that depending on the situation, I will definitely marry the person who complements my destiny, and they don't want to get involved in it to cause trouble for themselves, so they all closed their doors and refused to marry their daughter to me as a concubine.

Now I'm furious, and I don't care about 21, just grab it and talk about it!At the same time, it was also a declaration of war on Ketun.Although I have identified Zixin in my heart, I am really angry to see that all the officials dare not even marry their daughter to me because they are afraid of her.

The woman I snatched was not a brothel firework, and she had no obligation to please me. She cried and cried every day, which made me very irritable and unable to fall in love at all.

So, go grab the second one.In the end, when the second one came back, it was still the same, crying and crying, and it was so annoying.

Well, I'll grab it again!

……

Such a situation was not curbed a little until Mrs. Ninth was robbed through the door.

Because I found that women need to be coaxed, and women in brothels are an exception.So, I decided to try to coax women, and the Ninth Lady, Mingfu, became my test subject.

And obviously, I succeeded.Mingfu fell in love with me.But I don't love her.

Maybe there is nothing wrong with her, but she is not the first person to walk into my heart.

But Mingfu has deep-rooted love for me.

I couldn't, so I had to go and grab the tenth lady.Sure enough, Mingfu ran away crying.And I started to try the same trick on the tenth woman, but the effect was not good.She said she didn't like women.

I'm a little down.

At this time, Zixin found me, and she told me that there is no need to try again, it is already ok.

I looked at her, and my heart jumped.

So, I know, it's done.Because I'm already in love with her.

That night, we had the best night of our lives.

I told her that I will let her be my concubine and my Ke Dun in the future.

She smiled slightly, and looked up at me in my arms, as if looking at a god.

I stroked her face with a smile and swore in my heart that I would treat this woman well and only love her in my life.

However, for some things, once the indulgence has crossed the line, it is difficult to take it back.

This is like, it is easy to go from saving to luxury, but it is very difficult to return from luxury to saving.

People who have had chicken soup are unwilling to drink plain water again.Life, too.

I used to learn to indulge, but gradually I had too much contact with playboys, and I enjoyed that kind of life more and more.I found that if I didn't go to the brothel for a few days, I would panic.And when I see a woman not molesting a couple of times, I feel abnormal...

I am still that dandy prince.

Even, because I have confidence in my own heart, I am more chic, more romantic, and more unscrupulous than before... Gradually, I became a real romantic prince, winking at peach blossoms, holding a fan lightly, drunk in the flowers and not knowing where to go .

Until one day, I found a strange woman.

That woman is none other than the enemy general, Hua Mulan!

It turned out that she was actually a woman!

Such a strange girl, I naturally want to get it to enjoy.

So, he tried his best, arranged troops, bought her in various ways, and finally snatched her back to the palace.

I was overjoyed, because although there are many wives in the palace, none of them is as ancient and wonderful as her!That night, I ran to see her, so that I didn't hesitate to drive Zixin away in anger.Anyway, as long as I know Zixin is the one I love the most, she will know in the future.

However, I don't know: after that night, there is no future.

That night, Hua Mulan suddenly swung a knife in her palm, and with all her strength, it struck the top of my head...

At that moment, the last thought flashed in my mind: I have twelve side concubines, and I can marry my Zixin as promised. At that time, when the thirteen sets of dajiao come in together, those noble and strange women will become the foil of my family Zixin .On that day, I will make her the most envied woman in the world...

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