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Yang Yue looked shocked: "So, you guys... had a date before?"

He naturally has no face to speak out about those entangled thoughts that make Jie Jingtian extremely ashamed now, and only dares to tell the general story.

After ignoring all mental activities, there seems to be nothing wrong with such a definition.

"So, your disagreement at the beginning was that you hoped to have a little emotional exchange, but he didn't recognize anyone when he put on his pants?" Yang Yue asked.

It is even more embarrassing to be interpreted in this way.

Jing Tian wanted to raise an objection, but opened his mouth for a long time, but found that there was no way to refute.

Yang Yue thoughtfully, tilted her head in silence for a while, and said, "First of all, I must be on your side..."

Jing Tian frowned: "And but?"

"To be honest, I don't quite understand why you are so angry," Yang Yue said, "If it was because he didn't accept you at the beginning, now he obviously cares about you, so why bother with the past?"

Jing Tian shook his head: "It's not the same."

If Zheng Xunqian simply didn't like him and refused coldly, he would only be sad and even blame himself, but he would not feel resentment.Zheng Xunqian has no obligation to accept him, he understands this truth.

What he hates is that Zheng Xunqian acted arbitrarily and recklessly based on his liking, and left him as soon as he was called, causing him to sink into the quagmire and lose his dignity.

"I lost someone once before," Jing Tian said in a low voice with his eyes downcast, "Because of that experience, I wanted to change myself. I have put in so much effort in the past two years, but the result is nothing. Any change. He made me feel like a failure."

"How could it be?" Yang Yue quickly comforted him, "You are very successful, how much he likes you now!"

Jing Tian heard the words, but his expression didn't change.

Zheng Xunqian seemed to really like him.He cared for him, gave him help and companionship, held hands, hugged, kissed, and even went further with him.But he just didn't want to admit it.

He said "you like me" so many times, but never said "I like you" even once.

Those memories that belonged to the past and made Jing Tian sad surged into his brain, squeezing all the things that happened not long ago into a corner.

Jing Tian still remembers those beautiful experiences, but it doesn't feel so real.

How to prove that Zheng Xunqian's various things during this period are not worse than before?Before and after amnesia, but in just a few hours, why did Zheng Xunqian change his mind?

Of course Jing Tian's instinct would be to be afraid.His subconscious mind kept reminding himself, run away, and if you get close to this man again, you will be sad.

"Still can't swallow this breath?" Yang Yue asked.

Jing Tian sighed: "Actually, I am quite revengeful."

"Huh?" Yang Yue was surprised, "Has it reached the point of revenge?"

It might have.If he never lost his memory, after blocking Zheng Xunqian, he would definitely do something out of unwillingness.Maybe it's just plain silly.

But now, after all, it's different.

Those scenes that he thought would only appear in his dreams have actually happened.All kinds of things last night are thousands of times better than the memories that suddenly broke into the brain.

Zheng Xunqian's kindness to him was not limited to last night.

That too is real and cannot be written off.

"... He should at least explain it to me seriously?" Jing Tian said.

Yang Yue raised her eyebrows.

"He will deliberately hide it from me. He must know that he was too much." Jing Tian frowned and muttered, "If you like me, you must do something now!"

"Okay, okay, I understand," Yang Yue said helplessly, "This is the interest of young couples, and I'm just worrying about it."

"No!" Jing Tian immediately denied, "I'm serious, if he can't give me a satisfactory response, I'll stop here with him."

Yang Yue looked at him dumbfounded, and nodded: "It seems that I really remembered it, and the whole person has become..."

"Strong?" Jing Tian asked.

"Still so bluffing." Yang Yue said.

Jing Tian turned his head and remained silent.

Yang Yue was right.He couldn't express the uneasiness deep in his heart.

Jing Tian knew that he had never been a tough person.No matter how disguised these things are, people close to them will definitely be able to see them.

With the recovery of his memory, he picked up the habits that he had forced himself to form in the past.Speak up as much as you can, express your feelings bravely, and put yourself in a higher position.

These subjective changes did bring him many benign influences. He gradually gained self-confidence, became cheerful, stopped being submissive, and dared to make friends.

This also made him deny his past self even more.In order to draw a clear line for his previous failures, he would occasionally force himself to do things that went against his heart.After realizing the contradiction deep in his heart, he often has to compete with himself.

But even after paying so much and becoming a so-called "better person", when he invested in love again, there was still no good result.

As if all the effort was worthless.

Jing Tian lay in bed at night, thinking about those sad things over and over again, unable to fall asleep.

He told himself that his worth didn't need to be reflected by those rotten people who played with their emotions.If Zheng Xunqian doesn't give a reasonable explanation for what he did in the past, and doesn't show enough sincerity, he will wave his sleeves and not take away half of the clouds.

Then he picked up the phone, looked at the empty message list, and was sulking because Zheng Xunqian didn't look for him.

Zheng Xunqian pretended to be dead for a whole day, but when he was in class the next afternoon, he sat beside him as usual, as if nothing had happened.

Jing Tian deliberately didn't look at him, and he didn't take the initiative to make a sound. He put his books and stationery on the table one by one, and then lowered his head to fiddle with the phone, with a calm look.

Half a minute later, Jing Tian's cell phone vibrated.He hurriedly picked it up, but the message came from Yang Yue who was sitting on the other side of him.

——May I ask what is going on with you two now? ? ? ? ?

Jing Tian thought, I don't know!

He put down his phone, closed his books, and stood up before the class bell rang.

"Let's change seats." He turned to Yang Yue and said.

Yang Yue was very embarrassed, her eyes moved quickly between him and Zheng Xunqian: "Uh..."

Jing Tian didn't wait for Yang Yue to agree, hugged the things in his arms, picked up his schoolbag and left.The teacher in this class is strict and the attendance rate is very high. The classroom is already full.Scanning around, the only continuous vacancy is in the corner of the first row.

After Jing Tian went to sit down, Yang Yue soon followed with a sigh.

"This is still three seats, he can still come over." He said to Jing Tian.

Jing Tian didn't say anything, and glanced at the still empty seat on the other side.

Unfortunately, until the class bell rang, that seat was always vacant.After more than ten minutes, Jing Tian secretly glanced at the seat where he was originally sitting.

Zheng Xunqian lay on the table, as if falling asleep.

"Why bother?" Yang Yue said.

"I'm done with him," Jing Tian said, "Don't persuade me, it's useless for anyone to persuade you."

Yang Yue pursed her lips: "It's up to you."

Unexpectedly, after class, Zheng Xunqian, whose performance was unsatisfactory just now, took the initiative again.

He had already packed his things before get out of class ended, and soon after the bell rang, he came to Jing Tian's seat and stood quietly.

"Hi," Yang Yue greeted him awkwardly, "What's next?"

"...Shall we go to dinner together?" Zheng Xunqian asked.

"Are you together, including me?" Yang Yue asked.

Zheng Xunqian didn't make a sound, his gaze was always on Jing Tian's face.

Jing Tian viciously threw things into the bag.

"Ah, I suddenly remembered that I already have an appointment with someone," Yang Yue said with a contrived expression, "Let's go first, bye!"

After he finished speaking, before Jing Tian could react, he ran away with his things.

Jing Tian was helpless, he stuffed things into his schoolbag randomly, ignored Zheng Xunqian, and walked out silently with his shoulders on his shoulders.Walking to the door, I met Zhao Qinqing face to face.

"Hey, they are really inseparable," she said with a smile to Jing Tian, ​​"I'm so envious."

Jing Tian was speechless.

Zheng Xunqian, who was following behind him, took the initiative to say: "Well, let's go to eat."

Zhao Qinqing was extremely surprised that he was so approachable and approachable.She opened her eyes wide, shook her head quickly, clicked her tongue twice, and walked away with a smile.

Jing Tian looked back at Zheng Xunqian: "Why are you following me?"

Zheng Xunqian took it for granted: "Let's have dinner together."

"I didn't promise you again!" Jing Tian said.

Zheng Xunqian looked at him with a pitiful expression: "Promise me."

"..."

Jing Tian didn't know what to say for a while, so he simply ignored him and continued to move forward.

"You really don't remember?" Zheng Xunqian asked behind him.

Jing Tian ignored him.

"Don't you feel strange," Zheng Xunqian said again, "Why did the two of us appear in the hotel together again?"

"It doesn't matter," Jing Tian said, "I, I don't care."

As soon as the words fell, his face turned red.

Fortunately, Zheng Xunqian walked a little behind and couldn't see.

"We went on a date." Zheng Xunqian said.

Jing Tian thought to himself, I didn't ask you.

"I went to the aquarium and bought souvenirs," Zheng Xunqian said, stretching out his hand, "Here, you gave it to me."

He still wore the shell bracelet on his wrist.Jing Tian's string was taken off yesterday and thrown in a drawer after returning to the dormitory.

Seeing that Jing Tian remained silent, Zheng Xunqian could not help but sigh: "Why am I so miserable."

Jing Tian couldn't help turning his head and glaring at him: "You mean?"

Zheng Xunqian looked at his face and answered irrelevantly: "Why is your face so red?"

"..."

Not good, exposed.Jing Tian turned around and continued to walk forward quickly.

"We stayed together almost every day during this time." Zheng Xunqian said again.

These are all nonsense, and Jing Tian remembers them all clearly, so he doesn't need to repeat them.Zheng Xunqian obviously has something more to say.

The two walked in tandem for a while, and the cafeteria was in front of them.

Zheng Xunqian sighed quietly, and said: "You have never treated me like this before."

Jing Tian stopped abruptly and turned around.

"That Jing Tian who would run after your ass has long since ceased to exist," he said.

Zheng Xunqian looked at him quietly.

"Is there anything else you want to say?" Jing Tian raised his head and asked him.

"...I'm not looking for that Jing Tian," Zheng Xunqian said, "I want to find that Jing Tian who walked with me holding hands."

"..."

Zheng Xunqian looked into his eyes: "I miss him very much."