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Zheng Xunqian once took the initiative to mention that night.

He said that Jing Tian drank too much, called him crying on the street, and dragged him to the hotel on the pretext of finding a quiet place to chat.

These are all true.

Alcohol is not a good thing, and everything that can seduce people and make people easily lose their minds is not a good thing.

Including Zheng Xunqian.

Jing Tian is not a complete fool. If he is caught in the same way, he will always find something is wrong.It's easy to explain Zheng Xunqian's behavior, he likes the way he chases after his butt begging for sweets, but he doesn't like him as a person.

So he neither accepted him nor let him live.

Jing Tian wrote in his diary, to be brave, to express, to try one last time.But in fact, he was not that optimistic about his feelings at all.So he drank too much.

Under the instigation of alcohol, he became impulsive, aggressive and wanted to ask Zheng Xunqian for an explanation.But I heard Zheng Xunqian's voice from the mobile phone, but I was so sad that I couldn't stop crying.

He said to Zheng Xunqian on the phone, I will never bother you again, unless you come to see me, I have something to tell you.After hanging up the phone, he sent Zheng Xunqian his location, and then sat on the side of the road for a long time.

If swear words don't count, then he actually has nothing to say to Zheng Xunqian.

He didn't believe that Zheng Xunqian would come.

If you want him to continue to follow behind, you don't need to do such complicated things at all. It is enough to say hello when you meet.

Jing Tian thought, it was because he was always too cheap in front of him.Shameless, brazen, and easy to please, easy to please.

It can't be like this anymore, he told himself, Zheng Xunqian is a trap.From tomorrow onwards, unless Zheng Xunqian took the initiative to confess his love and asked for a relationship, he would never talk to him again.

His ambition was quickly shattered, because the person he thought of appeared in front of him.

Zheng Xunqian frowned, walked up to him slowly, knelt down, looked into his eyes, and asked him, "Are you okay?" Then he asked, "If you have anything to say, just say it."

At that time, Jing Tian's brain was too confused.Even though he has recovered his memory, he still can't remember what he was thinking at that moment.

After a while, he tried to stand up, and then his body, whose sense of balance was taken away by alcohol, fell into Zheng Xunqian's arms.

Zheng Xunqian supported him without saying a word.

Among the vague and specious memories, only the body temperature felt at that moment was clear.

He said to Zheng Xunqian: "I have a lot to say, let's find a quiet place first."

After wandering forward two steps, he stretched out his hand to Zheng Xunqian again, and said, "Give me your ID card."

Thinking about it now, Zheng Xunqian, who would honestly hand over his ID card to him, might not have a simple mind at all.

After entering the room, Zheng Xunqian kept frowning, looking preoccupied.And Jing Tian, ​​who didn't know what he was going to say, started talking nonsense with the help of alcohol.

He said, you know what, I've never slept with anyone, clean and healthy.You and I are very safe now.Then he said, I won't get pregnant either, if you don't like it, you don't have to wear it.

He asked Zheng Xunqian if he couldn't accept men at all, or looked at him as if he was looking at a colorful mop, so he couldn't stand up.

Zheng Xunqian frowned, listening helplessly and quietly, until he shed tears, then sighed lightly.

"You're drunk." He said to Jing Tian.

"I know, I know," Jing Tian sat on the bed, hugged his knees, buried his face in his arms, "I'm drunk."

He wiped away his tears vigorously, looked up again, and said, "So it's a good time to be irresponsible, isn't it?"

While weeping, he asked Zheng Xunqian: "Do you not want to or dare not? I am very casual, very casual, I don't care at all."

"Contradictory," Zheng Xunqian said, "You just said that you are very clean."

Jing Tian picked up the pillow and threw him hard.

After losing it, I cried even harder.

"What's the matter if you try it, you won't die if you try it, how do you know if you don't accept it if you don't try it!"

After shouting, he groped for another pillow, and threw it on Zheng Xunqian again.

The pillow fell to the ground, Zheng Xunqian picked it up, patted it clean, and put it back on the bed.

Then he said to Jing Tian, ​​"Yes."

Everything after that was not smooth.

Self-abandonment and compromise cannot bring happiness, but physical pain is real and cannot be ignored.

Zheng Xunqian looked very irritable, frowning all the time, as if he felt extremely conflicted with what he was doing, so his actions were a little rude.

Jing Tian doesn't want Zheng Xunqian to see his crying face, let alone Zheng Xunqian discover the tattoo on his back.

Everything can only be described as embarrassing.

When Zheng Xunqian's fingers touched the skin of his lower back, his emotions almost collapsed.

He regretted that everything that happened after drinking the first sip of wine a few hours ago was wrong.

Zheng Xunqian asked him if he could take a photo, and he said to Zheng Xunqian, go to hell.

His voice was hoarse, with a heavy cry, and he hiccupped at the end.

His body was tired from crying too much.

Zheng Xunqian was quiet for a while, then bent down and hugged him gently.

"Don't cry," he said to Jing Tian, ​​"it seems like I'm forcing you."

Jing Tian twitched and wanted to say something, but was interrupted by himself.

Zheng Xunqian repeated again: "Don't cry."

He didn't seem to have mastered more complex and advanced methods of comfort, and he couldn't speak other sentences except for these three words.

But that is effective for Jing Tian.

When Jing Tian changed from crying to sobbing, Zheng Xunqian moved closer to him, touching his earlobe and cheek skin with his lips.

"Don't cry," he said again.

From that moment on, this absurd physical exchange was finally tainted with some warmth.

When he woke up the next day, Jing Tian felt happy for a while.

He looked at the face of Zheng Xunqian who was close at hand, and carefully traced the outline of Zheng Xunqian's lips with his eyes.Last night, my skin had been in such intimate contact with it.

It was Zheng Xunqian who took the initiative.

What a joy.Jing Tian looked at it for a long time, leaned over carefully, closed his eyes, and gently pressed his lips against Zheng Xunqian's.

Their noses were touching, Zheng Xunqian moved slightly because of this.

Jing Tian quickly stepped back and laughed softly.At this moment, he is a bear cub who has just stolen honey, a stretched sponge immersed in the clear deep sea, and a sunflower under the sun.

It's the fool who just kissed the lips of his sweetheart.

He secretly asked himself if this was a dream.

Indeed it is.

When Zheng Xunqian woke up, all the beautiful illusions were shattered.

Zheng Xunqian opened his eyes and looked at him for a few seconds, his vision quickly changed from confused to clear.After that, he turned his head very deliberately and gave a soft "tsk".

He didn't speak, but Jing Tian understood what he meant.

Zheng Xunqian regretted it.

Everything is false, only fools are true.

"You don't admit it?" He asked Zheng Xunqian.

After Zheng Xunqian sat up, he turned around and looked at him again: "You don't want me to be responsible, do you? That's not what you said yesterday."

Jing Tian looked at him quietly. After a while, he also sat up and said in a low voice, "Oh, yes. I almost forgot."

They get up quietly, wash up, and say goodbye.

Zheng Xunqian kept his face sombre, not only did he not speak, he didn't even look at him, as if he was preoccupied.

Jing Tian endured the discomfort and pretended to be nonchalant.When he walked out of the room, he pretended to be relaxed and waved to Zheng Xunqian.

He thought in his heart, so be it, anyway, his vision has always been bad, and he always likes to look at bad people, who can be blamed.

This is an imperfect but complete ending. From today onwards, if he takes the initiative to find Zheng Xunqian again, he will be inferior to pigs and dogs.

Perhaps he should thank Zheng Xunqian for his indifference and ruthlessness, for putting his disdain on his face, and for making himself so ashamed, making his self-esteem a complete joke.If not, how could he easily cut off this mess and bid farewell to this wrong and one-sided relationship.

Back at school, he angrily wrote those two lines in his notebook, and then stuffed the entire notebook into the tin box at the bottom of the cabinet that he would never open on weekdays.

A few hours later, a new message popped up in the dialogue window between Zheng Xunqian and him.

Jing Tian clicked with surprise and a little uncontrollable expectation, and was stunned.

Zheng Xunqian sent him a transfer.

100 yuan.

The numbers are neither big nor small, there are no notes, and the meaning is unclear, which is extremely embarrassing and leads to bad associations.

Jing Tian couldn't confirm for a while whether this was a humiliation to himself.

He didn't accept it, hesitated for more than ten minutes, and replied with a question mark.

Half an hour later, when he was walking in the corridor, he received a reply from Zheng Xunqian.

——Room fee, one half per person.

Jing Tian was speechless.

Half of each person is ninety, this person is quite polite, and he even made it up.I don't know if the extra ten yuan is considered as hard work for him.

Jing Tian suddenly wanted to laugh.After thinking for a while, he pressed collect.After that, I wanted to cry again.

He clicked into Zheng Xunqian's message, and wanted to delete the friend, but hesitated.

It's not that I'm reluctant, it's that I'm holding back my breath and don't let it out, for fear that I'll go crazy.After casually changing Zheng Xunqian's remarks to garbage, he returned to the dialogue window between the two and quickly entered.

- You were such a mess last night

- terrible

——The worst of the worst in every way

- I'm so disappointed in you

——To the extent that I don’t want to try the second time at all

——Don’t contact me any more

While typing these words, his fingers were trembling slightly. During this period, he entered a lot of typos and corrected them one by one, which took a lot of time.

He lowered his head, and after pressing send for the last time, he took a deep breath, and just about to delete Zheng Xunqian completely, he received Zheng Xunqian's reply.

--what ever

Because of the sudden strong mood swing, he felt slightly dizzy, staggered a step, and missed the stairs.