Married?Amnesia, don't lie to me

Shi Nan's rescue failed, and the office fell into silence.

After a long time, Mei Qingyi spoke first, speaking to Song Linsheng, and in a different way.

"Well, you tell me, and I'll listen."

Song Linsheng squinted his eyes, then pointed to Shi Nan, and said to Mei Qingyi, "You tell me, he will listen."

Shi Nan looked at Song Linsheng in surprise, but Mei Qingyi didn't change her face, she even understood it.

"I only trust him." Song Linsheng said.

Shi Nan held Song Linsheng's hand with some emotion.

Mei Qingyi nodded: "Okay, then I need to talk to your partner first to get to know each other better."

"Heh." Song Linsheng sneered suddenly, and said coldly, "You should have known each other a long time ago."

Song Linsheng's words were not questions, but an affirmative tone.

shit.

Shi Nan was naturally extremely surprised, this time even Mei Qingyi, who had always kept a gentle smile, couldn't laugh anymore.

"How do you know?" Shi Nan couldn't hold his breath.

Song Linsheng looked at him: "Since you entered the hospital, your expression was not right. When you came here, the little girl at the front desk didn't dare to look at you. It stands to reason that she would glance at anyone who came in even if she didn't bother to look at them. After all, she is a customer, but She didn't dare to look at you. She must have been notified in advance by others and pretended not to know you. After you entered here, you were nervous but not curious. People who come to a strange environment for the first time are supposed to be curious. Look around, but you haven't, Nan Nan, you must have been here more than once, right?"

"There are still many flaws, so I won't list them one by one. By the way, there is also Dr. Mei." Song Linsheng looked at Mei Qingyi, "You have been thinking about treating me for so many years, so you should know a lot about me. A person like me Shouldn't you be surprised that someone suddenly comes to you with a mate?"

Mei Qingyi's face changed slightly. He thought that Song Linsheng might bring Shi Nan together to the psychological clinic, so he had told the little girl at the front desk to pretend that she didn't know Shi Nan, but he didn't expect to pretend to be surprised.

Xiang Yang said that Song Linsheng was in a relationship, and he was indeed quite surprised. He never thought that someone like Song Linsheng would get married, until later he guessed that Shi Nan was his partner, and he couldn't believe it for a long time. Song Linsheng was right. , he really needs to be surprised.

Mei Qingyi sighed and looked at Shi Nan: "Look, I told you that he has a very high IQ."

Shi Nan didn't have time to applaud Dr. Mei right now, he was a little nervous now, he didn't know what Song Linsheng thought about him coming to the psychological clinic privately, and he held Song Linsheng's hand slightly tighter.

Song Linsheng looked at him, and their eyes met.

Song Linsheng smiled at him suddenly, Shi Nan swallowed subconsciously.

"Let's say you owe me twice now." Song Linsheng said.

owe?

owe what?

What else can I owe?

Shi Nan's face turned red immediately, although Mei Qingyi would not understand anything, but Shi Nan still felt very ashamed.

Shi Nan gave Song Linsheng a hard look, and then pulled out his hand, that is, he couldn't say anything in front of Mei Qingyi, otherwise he would be swearing now.

"Tell him what to say, what treatment methods, what needs to be done." Song Linsheng said lightly, "As long as he agrees, I will cooperate and do it."

"I'll go out first, let's have a chat." Song Linsheng stood up and turned around to go out, but someone grabbed his hand.

Song Linsheng lowered his head and looked at Shi Nan who was looking up at him.

"What's wrong?" Song Linsheng asked softly.

Shi Nan said in a very small voice, "Wait for me."

Song Linsheng stood at the end of the corridor, looking at the cloudy sky outside the window. The sky was clear when he came, but it was about to rain a moment later.

Song Linsheng took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it. He was not there but he could roughly guess the conversation between Mei Qingyi and Shi Nan. After all, he probably knew everything Mei Qingyi knew.

He didn't trust Mei Qingyi, no, he didn't trust anyone.

To receive treatment from a psychiatrist is to trust him wholeheartedly. He will never be able to trust Mei Qingyi, and even has unconscious resistance in his heart.

He knew what Mei Qingyi would do to him, what kind of treatment he would give him, and then he would instinctively have a coping mechanism, such treatment would never yield results.

If he was still alone by now, then he would never have come to see Mei Qingyi, but now he is not.

Shi Nan is a normal person, he should live a normal life.

Song Linsheng finished his cigarette and lit another.

After an unknown amount of time, the door of the office finally opened, and Shi Nan walked out.

Song Linsheng turned around in a daze, and the heavy rain that had been suppressed for a long time outside the window finally fell. Shi Nan wrapped his thin coat tightly and came to him in a few steps, and tugged at his sleeve: "Let's go, let's go, go home."

Song Linsheng was dragged away by him, passing by Mei Qingyi's office, Mei Qingyi stood at the door and smiled at him, saying, "See you next time."

Shi Nan tilted his head and waved his hand indifferently: "Let's talk about it."

Mei Qingyi smiled.

The two took the elevator directly to the underground parking lot. After getting in the car, Shi Nan rubbed his hands: "It's getting cold, next time it will probably snow instead of rain."

Song Linsheng glanced at him and touched his legs: "Put on long johns."

"Get out." Shi Nan glanced at him, "Do you think Brother Nan is someone who wears long johns?"

Braving the heavy rain, the two drove to the mall and bought a bunch of long johns.

After coming out of the shopping mall, the rain was a little lighter, and the two drove around to send warmth.

Aunt has one set, Shi Haiping has one set, Sang Yan and Sang Wan have one set each, Gu Shuwei and Ding Yu have one set each, even Xiangyang and Ying Ting have one set.

Ying Ting has put off a lot of work during this time and is resting at home. Sleeping on a rainy day is the most comfortable, but she was awakened by the doorbell ringing like a reminder. Tucking the trousers into his arms, he said, "It's cold, it's time to wear long johns."

Ying Ting's cursing words stuck in her throat, and before she could react, the two of them had gone into the elevator and disappeared.

Ying Ting hugged the long johns in his hand for a long time before cursing: "You two must be crazy."

After delivering the warmth, Shi Nan and Song Linsheng returned home, and went to take a bath respectively.

Song Linsheng didn't ask what Mei Qingyi and Shi Nan talked about, and Shi Nan didn't say anything. The two seemed to have a tacit understanding on this point.

At five minutes to six, Shi Nan looked at Song Linsheng who got up and was about to go back to the bedroom, and asked him, "Can I tell... you, did I go to see Mei Qingyi today?"

Song Linsheng said without the slightest hesitation: "You have the final say." Then he entered the bedroom.

From six to six fifteen, a quarter of an hour.

The light rain was pattering outside the window, like a lover's whisper, but Shi Nan knew that Song Linsheng in the guest bedroom was experiencing unbearable pain, twice a day.

And he had personally seen his helplessness and despair when he was going through this kind of pain.

Shi Nan bowed his head, Song Linsheng's sleep was not good, light sleep was easy to wake up, and he was afraid of the dark. It was rare for him to have nightmares when he was sleeping soundly. In his dreams, he always shouted "Xiaobei, go, go..."

Mei Qingyi said that people with psychological problems must have a crux, and only when this knot is found can the right medicine be prescribed.

And Song Linsheng's crux lies in the existence of Xiao Bei.

Song Linsheng and Xiao Bei didn't have many overlapping periods when they were teenagers. The first period was before being kidnapped. Song Linsheng said that he was his brother next door. He hated him and envied him.

The other part is after the abduction, according to Shi Haiping and Ying Ting, Shi Nan didn't stay there for a long time, even during the time he stayed there, Song Linsheng protected him very well.

So during the overlapping period of these two periods, what happened to make Song Linsheng so afraid, and it happened that Xiaobei also participated in it?

With a "click", the bedroom door was opened, and Song Linsheng came out of the room, still wearing the home clothes he had worn when he entered.

Shi Nan raised his head and smiled at him.

Song Linsheng raised his eyebrows and pointed to his clothes: "Taking a bath again?"

Shi Nan's smile froze on his face, then he picked up and hugged him and threw it on him: "We went out and got caught in the rain, so we took a shower."

Song Linsheng came over and sat down beside him: "So, you guys went out on a date today?"

Shi Nan grinds his teeth, does this person have something else on his mind?

"He took me to meet Mei Qingyi." Shi Nan didn't prepare anything, and just said that. While speaking, Shi Nan's eyes were fixed on Song Linsheng's face.

The expression on Song Linsheng's face didn't change at all, he just said "oh" lightly, and then looked at Shi Nan: "Did you guys do anything else today?"

Shi Nan looked at Song Linsheng for a long time, it seemed that Song Linsheng's calmness was within his expectation, but such a calmness seemed to be beyond his expectation.

As Mei Qingyi said, Song Linsheng is indeed very smart.

Thinking of this, Shi Nan couldn't help but doubt Mei Qingyi's IQ. Is he sure he can treat Song Linsheng?

"Huh?" Song Linsheng didn't hear his answer, and frowned suddenly, and stretched out his hand to lift Shi Nan's clothes: "He won't be so beastly that he doesn't care about your body?"

Beasts?

Shi Nan grinned, as expected, he knew himself best.

When Shi Nan didn't answer for a long time, Song Linsheng's expression changed immediately: "He really..."

"No." Shi Nan patted his hand away, "What nonsense are you talking about, we went to buy long johns, here, this is yours." Shi Nan reached out and took the shopping bag behind the sofa and handed it to Song Linsheng.

Long johns?

"Why did you buy this?" No matter how smart Song Linsheng was, without preface, epilogue, and context, he would not be able to guess the reason.

And that's exactly what size he wears.

"You said you thought it was getting cold and you wanted to wear it, so I went to buy it with you." Shi Nanmian said resolutely without changing his expression.

Song Linsheng was silent, and this silence lasted until he went to bed at night.

Song Linsheng felt that no matter whether he had a dual personality or amnesia, he could guess the behavior of the other person, the starting point and the end point of thinking, but he really couldn't understand this long johns.

Shi Nan put down his phone, rolled over and rolled into Song Linsheng's arms, the autumn clothes and trousers in Song Linsheng's mind were thrown away, and his attention returned to the person in his arms.

Shi Nan leaned on his lower abdomen and closed his eyes, as if preparing to sleep.

Song Linsheng ran his fingers through his soft black hair, gently massaged his head, and said slowly under the dim light of the bedside lamp: "There must be a reason for people with mental illness. If you want to treat it, you must Only by finding the cause can we prescribe the right medicine.”

"Shi Nan, do you want to hear the reason?"

Shi Nan, who was lying on Song Linsheng's body, didn't seem to hear, his eyelashes trembled a few times.

"As long as you want to hear it, I will say it." Song Linsheng said.

As long as you want to hear it, I will say it.

Shi Nan's heart suddenly contracted, and it hurt a little.

Song Linsheng quietly looked at Shi Nan's haloed face under the light. Such a home, such a bedroom, such lighting, and such Shi Nan made him feel peaceful.

After a long time, Shi Nan suddenly opened his eyes, and then smiled: "Song Linsheng, I'm sleepy, I want to sleep."

Shi Nan got up slightly, held Song Linsheng by the shoulders and pressed him to lie on the bed, stretched his arms over him and dimmed the light, then found a comfortable position in Song Linsheng's arms and closed his eyes.

Before going to bed, Shi Nan muttered, "I want to eat egg pancakes with soy milk for breakfast tomorrow."

"It's cooling down. I'm going to wear the black windbreaker I bought last year tomorrow. It snowed a few times after I bought it last year. I must wear enough this year."

"There will be cherry season next year, let's pick cherries together."

……

Amidst Shi Nan's sleepy chatter, Song Linsheng squeezed Shi Nan's hand tightly and closed his eyes. At this moment, he heard Shi Nan say: "It's not that you have to talk as long as I want to hear it, but You want to talk and I have to listen."

"It doesn't matter even if you don't want to say it for the rest of your life." "Song Linsheng, you can hug me when you are in pain."

Song Linsheng was stunned for a moment, and the arms holding Shi Nan tightened suddenly.

In a trance, it seems that I have returned to the end of spring and the beginning of summer, when the trees are full of small red fruits.

Standing under the tree, the fair-skinned child raised his head and whispered, "Brother, be careful."

The older boy lowered his head impatiently: "Shut up."

The child immediately covered his mouth tightly, but his black eyes stared at the boy on the tree without blinking, for fear that he would fall.

But maybe because of a light rain, the branch was slippery, and the boy accidentally fell down.

The soil on the ground is wet, and the tree is not high, so although the fall hurts and the branch cuts his arm, it is not a serious problem, and the boy doesn't take it seriously.

But the child cried like he was going to a funeral: "Brother, do you hurt..."

"You must be in pain, don't be in pain, I'll show you..."

The child leaned close to his arm and exhaled on his wound. The boy smelled a scent of milk. Although the family was bankrupt, the child's parents still bought him a bag of milk to drink every day.

The boy was inexplicably irritable, and he pushed the child violently. The child was unprepared, and sat down on the muddy floor. He looked at the boy with big eyes, his eyes were full of confusion, and seemed to say, "Why did you push me?"

The boy turned his eyes away and was about to get up, but the child stretched out his tender and slender arms to hug him: "Brother, are you in pain? Hug me when you are in pain."

At that time, the boy was very disdainful, why would he hug you if it hurts, wouldn't it hurt to hug you?

But now Song Linsheng thinks, it turns out that hugging you when it hurts really doesn't hurt.