You said you liked me earlier

??"How did you come?"

??Xia Yan took a bite of the Spike potatoes he bought casually on the way back. He asked the boss to add cumin powder and chili powder, which was full of flavor and tasted very fragrant.

?? He Cheng was folding clothes with his back turned to him. Xia Yan glanced at the suitcase he had spread out on the ground. It was in a mess. It looked like he was going out in a hurry, so he didn't care about his things, so he stuffed them indiscriminately. of.

??Ask again: "Are you here today?"

??He Cheng replied with the word "um" this time, so there was no further words.

?? Xia Yan closed his mouth and stopped eating. Instead, he quietly stared at He Cheng's back, feeling the urge to hug him desperately.

??All the emotions that originally affected me—whether it was sad or repulsive, when I accidentally saw the person in front of me, they finally turned into the simplest and strongest thoughts.

??He thought of that dream, his eyes darkened.

?? If that person knew that there was someone who liked him so much, then he would not like He Cheng anymore.

?? But everything is doomed.

??The person He Cheng hides in his heart may only be hidden in this life.

??The thoughts that I shouldn't exist can only be hidden.

?? He won't ask He Cheng who he likes again, just as he won't ask He Cheng if he treats Xia Yan so well just because he looks like that person.

??Suddenly felt sad, not because of myself, but thinking of He Cheng, would a person like him like a person who couldn't confess?

??"what's on your mind?"

??Xia Yan was taken aback by the sound that suddenly rang in his ears. He didn't move much, but his hands shook unconsciously. Fortunately, he held the paper bowl tightly enough so that the contents inside didn't spill.

?? He turned his head and found that He Cheng had finished folding his clothes and sat next to him, looking at him.

?? The light in the eyes seems to be a little different from usual.

?? Xia Yan shook his head, holding a stick, unconsciously poked a piece of potato in the bowl, just biting half of it, the rest has not been put back into the bowl, it has been sucked in by another mouth that came over suddenly .

??The first thought that flashed in my mind was that I was glad that I didn't ask the boss to put more peppers.

??He squeezed the bamboo stick tightly: "I told you, if you want to eat, just ask me to pick it for you again."

??The other party sat down a little bit, and there was half of the seat vacant, but it was so narrow that he couldn't even put his hand in it.

?? "You haven't answered my question just now."

??"what?"

?? "Are you starting to miss me?"

??The heart stopped suddenly, and something stepped on the surroundings, making it tremble continuously.

?? Xia Yan suppressed the throbbing, pretended to be calm, turned to look at him, and said softly, "No."

?? When He Cheng looked into his eyes, a trace of sadness flashed, and it was fleeting. Xia Yan was hugged by him before he caught it.

?? The voice rang in the ears, with grievances that people would hardly ignore: "But I miss you, Xia Yan, I miss you."

??The paper bowl was pinched with a wrinkle.

?? "I can't live without you, so I will go wherever you go, okay?"

??Xia Yan calmed down because of his words, let the other party hold her, and said seriously: "You are just used to the current life. When you get to the new environment, you will find that we actually have a common language with you and can be quiet with you. It’s not just me who get along with each other.”

?? There is one more reason not to let the light fall.

??——The weed discovered that the light was shining on it just because it resembled the flower it missed.

"Well, He Cheng!"

?? Xia Yan wanted to push away the person who suddenly bit like a dog, but before he could do anything, the person who gnawed a mark on his right shoulder had already let go of his mouth.

??He murmured: "In this world, there is only one Xia Yan."

??Xia Yan was bitten by him for no reason, so he was naturally in a bad mood, and he didn't care what he said: "Why are you biting me?"

?? He Cheng's black eyes reflected his angry look, and suddenly he smiled: "Xia Yan, I've decided."

?? Eyelids twitched, I heard him continue.

?? "A year and a half later, no matter what happens, I'll be here—"

??He pointed at the mark he had bitten just now.

?? "One more bite."

??——At that time, it doesn't matter to me whether you still like Cheng Chencheng or not.

??——Because, I want to see the light.

?? "What are you talking about? You are going to bite me again, believe it or not, I will bite back!"

??Xia Yan couldn't understand what he was saying, but the pain on his skin was real. He gently rubbed the place where he was bitten, and stared at him warily.

?? It's rare for He Cheng to do something wrong, but he doesn't intend to make up for it in time.

?? Seeing Xia Yan frowning at the moment rubbing the marks left by himself, I suddenly felt an indescribable sense of satisfaction in my heart.

??"I promise you."

?? The movement of rubbing his shoulders stopped, seeing him stretching out his hand, Xia Yan couldn't help avoiding it, but he still didn't dodge. The hand landed on his soft black hair and rubbed it.

?? "Don't think that I don't care about you biting me suddenly. Could it be that you were bitten by a dog?"

??He Cheng's face darkened, he gritted his teeth and said, "No."

?? "Then why are you biting me?"

?? Of course it is impossible for him to tell him the real reason: "I plan to stay in City A. Lu Xuqing's brother's company has just started. He asked me to help him, and I promised him. So, are you satisfied?"

??Xia Yan knew that he was changing the subject, but it was undeniable that even if he knew this was the case, he still continued the conversation along this topic: "You should have decided a long time ago."

?? "So, what about you?"

?? "My mother's friend, she wants me to go to her place." He Cheng glanced at him, and he continued: "In City C."

??He Cheng closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was no trace of darkening in his eyes.

?? "One meal a week together."

?? "One month."

?? "Two weeks."

?? "Don't eat, isn't it enough to eat together for a few years?"

??He Cheng gritted his teeth: "One month is one month." When the time comes, it will be an internship. Who will remember what he said at this time, he goes to City C every week!

??Xia Yan narrowed her eyes and agreed.

??…

"Why did you suddenly change your mind? I persuaded you so many times before, and you are as stubborn as a child. How did you figure it out today?"

??He Cheng turned sideways, staring at the person on the other side of the bed with his back facing him, and said softly, "It's nothing, good night."

?? If the stalemate reached the end, and it was Xia Yan who cut him off even as a friend without hesitation, then what's the point of being close to him in the past few years?

?? He just figured it out for a moment.

??When Xia Yan said that sentence, implying that he could find the next "Xia Yan".

?? Up until that moment, he had thought himself a great man.

??You can hide your liking for someone and don't break the peace. Even if you feel aggrieved, it doesn't matter.

?? Facts have proved that he overestimated himself.

?? Even before three years had passed, he had already thought about wavering more than once, even though every time he wavered, he managed to endure it.

??But since Xia Yan said that he shouldn't pester him anymore, he may have sensed that something was wrong with him.

??——He is not that great, and he will accompany him as a friend all his life.

??—Sorry, he can't.

??Probably in Xia Yan's view, in another environment, he can find another person who can be a confidant. This is a distrust of him, and it just proves that from the beginning to the end, Xia Yan just held him down. In the identity of a friend.

?? That's why he was able to calmly ask him to find the next "Xia Yan".

??So, he finally decided to completely break the barrier called friends.

?? No matter after the smashing, whether it is full of scars or other things, he must tell him in a fair manner that I never, never intend to treat you only as a friend.

?? At that time, even if it takes a lifetime to make up for it, he will admit it.

??At least, he doesn't have to keep hiding his shady thoughts.

?? After all, he has never been a person who wronged himself. The only thing he has endured for many years has already pushed him to the brink of collapse. If he continues to endure like this, he will probably get sick.

??…

?? He Cheng was awakened by a sharp pain.

?? When I opened my eyes, the room was still dark.

?? He lowered his head and looked at the person who turned to his side at some point and had already stripped his clothes and was biting his left shoulder.

?? soon understood why, he was full of helplessness, he could only let the other party vent, and then carefully touched the place where a tooth mark was bitten.

??The other party finished his revenge and was satisfied. He fell to the side and fell into a deep sleep again.

?? He Cheng knew that he was not awake. He had been attacked so many times, and he knew better than Xia Yan himself, how terrible things a sleeping person would do.

??The place where he was severely retaliated began to tingle, accompanied by a faint pain, which made the rest of his drowsiness fade away.

?? He Cheng turned sideways, stretched out his fingers and pressed on Xia Yan's right shoulder.

?? One left and one right, it can be regarded as a unique sign.

?? As soon as he withdrew his hand, the person who was lying on his back, like a snowball, rolled into his arms again.

??The other party opened his mouth in the night, and He Cheng noticed a burst of physical pain in his left shoulder. As a result, he did not suffer a second injury, but was bitten by the other party's Adam's apple.

??As if he knew that this place should not be bitten hard, he just touched it lightly, but he was not satisfied, so he stretched out his tongue again, and carefully licked the bulge on the person's neck and wet it .

??He Cheng grabbed the opponent's waist, and when he was about to turn into a ball and roll back to his side, he first imprisoned the person in his palm, pressed his head down, and in the darkness where nothing could be seen, accurately Bite on that wet lip.

??Sense was burned by desire/fire, and burned into large pieces of ash, which fell in the firelight one after another.

??It seemed to fly into the clouds, and my whole body was so soft that I seemed to have lost any strength.

?? A light appeared in front of him. He groped towards this secret place that he had never stepped on before. The closer he was to the light, the more intense his body was burned.

??Finally, he touched the light.

?? All disappeared at the same moment.

??He Cheng clenched his fist, and he held the afterglow of light in his hand, which was the trace of the moon.

?? In the air, filled with the smell of the moon falling.

?? He slowly came back to his senses, and found that his hand was still getting close to such a hot moon.

?? A burst of shallow sleep talking, so frightened that people could almost die on the spot.

?? Fortunately, the man just tilted his body and continued to sleep without knowing anything.

??This is the first time He Cheng is so thankful that Xia Yan's sleep quality is so good.

?? He rolled out of the bed in a panic and hurriedly cleaned up the mess before returning to the bed in a low voice.

??As a result, the person who was still soundly asleep suddenly opened his eyes as soon as he approached.

??The eyes of the two met in the darkness without warning.

?? One is a little innocent in a daze.

?? The other, full of chagrin about having done something wrong and feeling overwhelmed.

??The author has something to say: understand?