You said you liked me earlier

?? Lu Chen, who hadn't seen him for a long time, called, and before Xia Yan could speak, the other party preemptively said, "Yanzi, haven't we gone out to play together for a long time!"

?? Xia Yan probably guessed what he wanted to say, so he responded first: "Yes."

Seeing his answer, Lu Chen spat out all the remaining words: "You shouldn't be busy this year, so how about we go to T City for a few days after the new year? Brother Chen said Several times, I have already made a special strategy, so when the time comes, the three of us will stay together for three days and two nights, okay!"

?? During the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, the three of them went to M city to play together.

??Chen Ke looks big and thick, but he is actually a very careful person. He will arrange the strategy route hotel and so on early.

??Xia Yan, you only need to be obedient entourages.

??In the first two years of college, they also dated.

?? Xia Yan shied away and didn't go, as if he was afraid that he would refuse this time, Lu Chen hurriedly said: "We will graduate next year, if we don't go out to play together, there will be no chance to play after work. So no matter what the reason is this time, I will not agree to it at all, anyway, we have already bought your ticket, see you at the train station, do you know?"

?? When it comes to this point, Xia Yan still feels that he has gone too far if he refuses to agree.

?? What's more, he didn't intend to refuse this time.

??I did not agree in the past two years because of He Cheng. This year I will agree. Although it is also because of He Cheng, the reason is very different from the past.

??About the internship, Xia Yan wanted to bring it up again later, but He Cheng always switched to other things as soon as the topic was brought up.

?? The number of times is too many, and he will not mention it anymore.

?? But since then, he began to intentionally alienate He Cheng, and it can't be called alienation. He just distanced himself a little from him, thinking of telling him directly with actions that not all friends need time and time. glued together.

??His changes were too obvious, and He Cheng must have noticed it. As for the reason why he didn't ask, he probably knew that if he took the initiative to mention it, Xia Yan would take advantage of the opportunity to bring up the internship.

??Winter vacation has passed for a week, during which He Cheng never came to him.

?? Xia Yan felt uncomfortable, but forced himself to endure it.

?? Until Lu Chen called today.

?? He thought, it would be good to go to relax.

??Temporarily let their own miss breath.

??…

?? He Cheng was very precise in timing. As soon as Xia Yan picked it up, he heard him say Happy New Year.

??At the same time, the hosts on the TV also smiled and wished a happy new year to the people in front of the screen.

??The repressed longing instantly overwhelmed him, causing him to almost collapse.

?? But he still held back, forcing himself to swallow the sentence I miss you, and then replied in a calm voice, thank you, and I wish you a happy new year.

?? With difficulty uttering these words, he let go of his hand, and the sofa that had been picked underneath had a small, abrupt opening.

?? He Cheng's side was very quiet, and he wondered if he would hang up the phone at any time.

??But he didn't want to. Between the struggle of rationality and longing, he slowly added a sentence: "By the way, please tell Aunt He for me."

??"don't want."

??Xia Yan froze for a moment, bit his teeth on his lips, and it was broken like the sofa under his hand.

?? "Talk to her yourself."

?? As soon as the voice fell, the doorbell rang suddenly.

"Xia Yan, open the door."

??…

?? It was supposed to be a good day to bid farewell to the old and welcome the new, but Xia Yan had a terrible nightmare.

?? First, what happened in reality.

?? He Cheng who was standing outside the door was welcomed into the room by him, but soon left with a sullen face.

?? There is no other reason, Xia Yan brought up the internship again at an inopportune time.

??The moment He Cheng disappeared from the door, the picture began to distort and gradually darkened until nothing could be seen.

?? Then, just like when a person opens his eyes, the small ray of light in the middle becomes brighter little by little, and the darkness in front of his eyes begins to have something.

??He didn't know where it was. The scene was blurry, but the colors were clear. Looking around, there was only gray.

??The picture didn't move until there was a touch of color, which appeared from nowhere, almost in an instant, and appeared for no reason.

?? Xia Yan could tell that the only thing in the picture that was not black was a silhouette.

??—Although it is only a layer of phantom.

??The originally static picture began to change due to the appearance of that person.

??Where the figure goes, there is color there. The originally gray world is painted with colorful colors little by little until the figure turns into a line, then a point, and finally disappears.

??The moment it disappeared, the world that was originally like a color painting, all the colors faded in an instant, and turned back to the most primitive blackness.

??Xia Yan thought it was over like this, but saw that the picture changed again, the burst of light appeared again, and then turned into a dark world, with colorful figures lighting up everything, and after leaving, he was stingy and didn't leave a trace color.

?? I don't know how many times he repeated it. He seemed to be entangled by the nightmare. He wanted to break free from this cycle, but it was all in vain.

??He didn't know if this dream had any symbolic meaning, and he didn't understand why he had such a dream that he had never had before. Apart from panic, he also felt an unknown distress.

?? Pain, pain, he seemed to suddenly understand this dream.

?? The moment I figured it out, everything disappeared.

?? He escaped from inside without warning.

?? The sound of panting like the aftermath of a catastrophe seemed very heavy in the dark room.

?? After an unknown amount of time, Xia Yan opened his eyes, and slowly let go of the hand that was holding the quilt tightly.

?? In the dream, the pain was like a bleeding heart cut by someone with a knife. Someone dug it out and threw it mercilessly on the ground. I stepped on it with one foot and crushed the thing that gradually stopped beating. It became mud.

??—he understood.

??—I also know.

??——In this life, it is impossible for him to qualify for the competition.

??…

?? Proper exercise is good for physical and mental health, but for someone like Xia Yan who has not exercised for a long time, walking tens of thousands of steps for two consecutive days is really unbearable.

??So on the last night in T City, the three of them didn't even have time to eat dinner. As soon as they got back to the hotel, they threw themselves on the bed and fell asleep.

??When I woke up, before the next day, Xia Yan touched the phone and looked at it, 20:06.

?? After washing his face, he followed the two people who woke up, and just opened the delivery software.

??Chen Ke threw the phone to him: "I'm hungry, we're going to order takeaway, look at what to eat, and go back to sleep after eating."

??When the takeaway arrived, one was eating/chicken, and the other was eating the king. Xia Yan stepped on her slippers and went downstairs directly. When she came up with the takeaway, the door of the next room was just opened.

??He glanced subconsciously, it was a middle-aged woman.

??The woman has a gentle appearance, and she looks a bit like Li Shutong.

??The other party also happened to look at him, saw his appearance clearly, paused, and forgot to look away for a while.

?? Even though there was no hint of aggression in those gentle eyes, Xia Yan was still a little uncomfortable being looked at by her.

?? She came back to her senses, realized her offense, and hurriedly smiled at him apologetically.

?? Xia Yan was not angry, and smiled back politely. Just as he was about to open the door, the woman suddenly took a step closer to him and asked nervously, "Hello, my husband and I just arrived here, and we don't know where is nearby. The food is more delicious, if it is convenient, can you please recommend a few for us?"

??Her voice is very soft, which is also very similar to Li Shutong. It is the kind that makes people feel very warm when listening to it.

??Because of this unexplainable affection, Xia Yan couldn't help but let go of his modest guard.

??He thought about it, and said in a gentle voice: "If you don't mind, I'll take you there now. There is no food near the hotel, so you have to walk a little way. The night view by the river is also very beautiful. Auntie, when you arrive You can go and see with your husband."

??The woman expressed her thanks repeatedly, and looked into his eyes with unpredictable liking.

??…

?? Xia Yan was forced by the two to have a meal together. After the meal, the relationship has become a lot closer.

?? Coincidentally, they are also from City C.

?? And the way the man eats reminds him of someone unconsciously.

?? Seeing that Xia Yan was a little curious about the man's reckless appearance of jealousy, the woman explained with a smile: "Both of them, father and son, like to be jealous when eating."

??Xia Yan knew that she had a son and a daughter in her family. Hearing what she said, she couldn't help saying: "I have a friend who also likes to be jealous."

??Her eyes flickered slightly: "Is it Yanyan's good friend?"

?? "Well, a good friend."

??…

?? "By the way, Yanyan, how many days are you going to play here? Are you here alone? Do you want to go for a walk with your uncle and aunt tomorrow?"

??Following the two back to the hotel, before entering the door, the woman asked one last question.

?? Xia Yan told her the truth.

??She showed some pity, then thought of something, and asked, "Then what time are you going back tomorrow? We can see you off."

?? "We're leaving tomorrow morning. My friends and the others plan to go shopping in Lan Town. After shopping, it's almost time to catch the train."

?? After getting the answer, the woman didn't say anything more. After Xia Yan said good night to the two, when she opened the door and entered, she found that the two of them had already fallen asleep.

?? He collected the trash, lay down on the bed in a low voice, and fell asleep with his eyes closed.

??After that day, he could no longer sleep peacefully and would not continue to have the same dream, but he always felt palpitations when falling asleep, which made him unable to sleep peacefully.

?? But tonight, for the first time ever, he had a good night's sleep.

?? In the dream, a person whom I haven't seen for many days appeared, and then they kissed fiercely.

??——Like a pair of lovers who like each other.

??…

?? "Don't eat, don't eat, if you don't go, you will be late waiting for the train."

??Chen Ke grabbed Lu Chen, who was about to follow the crowd into the store, and grabbed Xia Yan with the other hand, and led the two of them forward while muttering: "I don't know you are here to play The ones are here to eat, you tell yourself, besides eating, what else are you doing with you these days!"

?? Lu Chen retorted dissatisfiedly: "Traveling is not just going to various places to eat delicious food, don't tease me! Let go! I'll go by myself!"

?? Chen Ke released Xia Yan at the same time as he let go. The three squeezed into the bustling crowd and walked towards the exit with the same goal.

?? "Yanzi, if there is a chance next time, let's go to see the snow."

??Xia Yan: "Yes, can you go to City O?"

?? "No, City R, the snow looks better there."

?? "Okay, let's go when I have time."

?? Lu Chen interjected: "It's settled, next time if you have time, you must go with us."

??Exit here is to release people by bills, one person, one vote.

?? The three of them lined up at the back of the line. The line moved very fast, and soon it was Xia Yan's turn.

?? He took out the ticket from his pocket, and was about to hand it to the service staff when his free hand on the other side was grabbed without warning and pulled back forcefully.

?? People came and went, the man's deep voice hit his heart hard.

?? "Today is the fifth day, do you miss me?"

??The author has something to say: I am not sure if the next chapter will be locked. If it is really locked, wait for me to edit the article. I suggest that sisters read it on time. If you find that it is locked later, you can read it together with the next chapter.