Brother Jack, don't kill me!

Xia Youjie didn't hold an umbrella, his clothes were wet from the rain and stuck tightly to his body, he looked thinner than before.

When he heard the sound of the door opening, Xia Youjie raised his eyes, smiled, stretched out his hand towards Lott, and said, "I'm back."

Luo Te took a few steps forward, and then tentatively grabbed Xia Youjie's palm.

The imaginary pain did not appear.

So in the next second, Luo Te hugged Xia Youjie.

"Jay." Lott said with a smile, "Welcome back."

Xia Youjie gave a "hmm" and said, "I'm back. Then, we should go."

It was raining lightly, Xia Youjie took the umbrella from Luo Te at this time, opened it, and covered his head.

Rainwater drips down the edge of the umbrella, and when shoes step on the ground, splashes will also be splashed, and the sound of "slapping" water keeps ringing.

The wheels of the suitcase slid across the ground, and the sound of swishing and rattling sounded at the same time, which was a bit ear-piercing.

Luo Te held Xia Youjie's palm, and his fingers were put into a tight posture of clasping ten fingers. The body temperature of the two people was transmitted, it was warm, and it felt like being alive.

Luo Te raised his head, he turned around, and lightly touched Xia Youjie's shoulder with his other hand, which was wet.

Xia Youjie asked, "What's wrong?"

"Jie, why didn't you hold an umbrella when you came here?"

Xia Youjie said, "It's too urgent. Because——"

Xia Youjie's words stopped, he smiled, shook his head, and said, "It's okay. I won't be sick."

"But I'll still worry about you."

Xia Youjie laughed and said, "Then I will remember next time."

Lott nodded and said, "Jie, you're still skinny."

As they walked, the things behind them gradually faded away, and the small town that had lived for many years seemed to melt into a microcosm at this moment, until it could no longer be seen.

The station outside the town is right here.

A bus was parked, Xia Youjie put his luggage into the storage space at the bottom of the car, then he put away his umbrella and took Lott on the bus.

There are very few people inside.

After all, people in the small town hardly leave here.

It seemed that Luo Te and Xia Youjie were the last ones to come up. After they sat down, the driver started the bus.

After the sound of the car sounded, the scenery outside the window changed. The rainwater hit the glass and slid down quickly, leaving transparent marks.

Lott's palm was pressed against the glass of the car window, and he turned his head to look out of the car window. It was still completely blank, only the sun hanging in the sky like a child's graffiti.

Xia Youjie called his name at this moment.

"Lotte." Xia Youjie asked, "Where are you going?"

Luo Te turned his head away, he withdrew his hand, looked at Xia Youjie, and said, "I'll tell Jie later."

After speaking, Luo Te raised his face, and he smiled at Xia Youjie, which made Xia Youjie stunned.

After a while, Xia Youjie took his hand and said, "Okay. Then go to the temporary foothold first."

The foothold is not far from the town, it is a hotel in the transit area, there are many people coming and going, it is a good place to confuse the public.

Xia Youjie moved the luggage into the room, and then he went to take a shower first.

The sound of running water in the bathroom was rattling.

Lotter sat on the bed for a while, then he stood up again, walked to the suitcase, unzipped the side zipper of the suitcase, and took out the medicine bottle from it.

Lotter squatted beside the suitcase. He shook the medicine bottle and heard the sound of the pills inside. At this moment, he clenched it tightly.

Lott took a deep breath, stood up, walked to the bed, sat down, and quietly looked at the medicine bottle in his hand.

Soon, it will all be over.

Xia Youjie came out soon after. He changed the school uniform of the Conjuration College and put on casual clothes casually.His long black hair fell down and was still a little wet.

When he heard footsteps, Lott turned his head and said, "Well, let me tell Jie now. Where we are going."

"En." Xia Youjie responded, and he sat down beside Lott, and also saw the medicine bottle that was taken out.

Xia Youjie's smiling expression disappeared when he saw the medicine bottle.

Lott unscrewed the medicine bottle and said, "I've prepared it, it's for two."

"After eating it, we will reach the kingdom of heaven in our dreams." Lott said, "There are no worries and responsibilities there, and then we will know that in the face of the vast universe and timeline, the worries of being human beings are not at all. Not worth mentioning."

"That's what C told me."

Lott lowered his eyes, and he said, "I think what C said may be correct. So, let's eat together..."

Before Lot finished speaking, his collar was grabbed, Xia Youjie stared at him, and at the same time, Lot's wrist was grabbed, his palm had to be released under the pressure of external force, and the medicine bottle It fell to the ground, and the sleeping pills inside were scattered all over the floor.

The sheets sank.

"So, the escape you're talking about is this—"

Xia Youjie bit the words and said it. He frowned and looked serious. He asked as if questioning: "Are you going to commit suicide?"

Lotte's white hair was scattered on the bed sheet, and he was still a little confused when he was pulled by the collar and pushed onto the bed.

Lott blinked, raised his head, and smiled flatteringly at Xia Youjie, saying, "Yes."

"As long as the two of us are together, it doesn't matter."

Lott laughed, and he continued: "Confusion and sadness are emotions that only humans have. When we ascend to the sky, we will forget them, and there will be no more pain."

Xia Youjie stared at Luo Te, and he was silent for a long, long time.

It was almost a dead silence.

Afterwards, Xia Youjie lowered his head, his long and narrow purple eyes drooped, still looking at Lott, and he asked emphatically, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Lot nodded, and he said, "I know, I..."

Xia Youjie covered his mouth and said, "Stop talking."

Xia Youjie narrowed his eyes, as if he was sizing up Lott, then he sighed and said, "You don't even know what you're talking about."

Lot struggled, he opened his mouth and tried to say, "I know!"

But his mouth was covered by the palm, and the sound he made was blurred, and he couldn't hear clearly.

Xia Youjie said: "You said before, you want to be with me forever."

When he said this, Xia Youjie moved closer, his anxious breathing sounded in Lot's ear, and the extremely hot air touched Lot's cheek, as if he was angry.

But it seemed a little overwhelmed.

Xia Youjie said, "Why are you talking about committing suicide again now!"

Luo Te thought for a while, then he stretched out his hand and hugged Xia Youjie.

After a while, Xia Youjie let go of his hand covering his mouth.

Lott said, "Jay, we can escape together..."

"Stop saying such stupid things."

Xia Youjie frowned, took a deep breath, fixed his purple eyes on Lott, and said, "Why don't you want to live anymore?"

why don't you want to...

After Xia Youjie asked this question, it seemed inexplicably ridiculous.

Lott wanted to say, because you didn't want me to live last time, so this time, I thought we could leave together.

He didn't expect things to turn out like this in the end.

"Listen, Lotte." Xia Youjie said, "Forget about this thought."

Lotter's lips moved, he trembled, and he asked, "Why, Jay?"

Lott said: "You hate those ignorant people who are parasited by parasites."

Xia Youjie didn't care about his first half of the sentence, and then said: "I really hate monkeys. But this is not the reason we chose to leave."

"So in the end..."

Lott said, "Jay, you actually didn't think about running away with me, did you?"

Xia Youjie didn't speak.

Lotter coughed, and he could feel the ink rushing out of his throat.

"Why..." Lot reluctantly said this sentence, his words were a little vague, and he could vaguely hear crying.

Xia Youjie said: "I would like to run away with you, but it's not like this. It's not suicide. It's an escape."

"But Jie, isn't he also running away?"

Lott asked: "Or, I actually don't know you at all, Jay?"

"No—it's different."

Xia Youjie's tone became heavier, his chest heaved up and down, he seemed impatient to prove something, he said, "I just want you to live well. The reason I want to become stronger is also for you."

Lott said: "If it has always been to protect me. Then why should you be shaken by other people's performance..." And finally kill me?

Xia Youjie said, "It's different."

Xia Youjie pressed his temples, his black hair fell down, and said, "But conjurers need to protect the weak. This kind of truth is my responsibility taught in school. I just..."

"I started wondering if I was right."

Lot looked at him explaining earnestly, and was in a trance for a while.

After a while, Lott said in a trembling voice, "I like you, Jay, and it has always been like this."

"Me too." Xia Youjie said, "I..."

"Can you go through it, Jay? Can I hear you?"

Xia Youjie said word by word, "I like you."

Tears oozed from the corners of Lot's eyes, and the ink from his throat overflowed. He wiped the corners of his mouth with his hands desperately, and the result was that his fingers were stained black.He didn't want to be in such a mess, but the more he covered it up, the more miserable he felt.

Lotter coughed violently, and he said, "I liked you so much, before. But Jay—"

"Now, I don't seem to like you as much as before."

Xia Youjie lowered his eyes, the expression on his face seemed to disappear for a moment, he pursed his lips tightly, and then he said slowly: "Don't say such things."

Luo Te raised his head, and he saw that the corners of Xia Youjie's eyes were moist, but under the dim light, he couldn't see clearly.

"Last time, you didn't want me anymore, you killed me." Lot whispered, "This time, I want to run away with you, why do you..."

Lott closed his eyes, he felt himself crying, and he said vaguely, "Are you letting go of my hand again?"

"Don't say such things."

Xia Youjie said, "I won't leave first, I promise you."

Xia Youjie said, repeated, he said it over and over again with emphasis, and at the same time he bent down and hugged Lott tightly.

"I don't want you to commit suicide."

Xia Youjie said, "I want you to live."

When he heard this sentence, Lott opened his eyes, tears blurred his vision, he couldn't see anything clearly, but he wanted to see Xia Youjie's expression clearly when he said this sentence.

Lot choked and said, "You're lying to me again, Jay."

作者有话要说：嘛，这个时间点的杰哥还没有完全走偏（？，所以还是想洛特活下去的，后来就不一样了……感谢在2021-05-0713:02:40~2021-05-0820:25:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 running water;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: @[email protected], I want a rainbow, kkaanaeee, Xue Xiao 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：落十一、不是哥谭er10瓶；-6瓶；想吃糖、arbiter5瓶；糖与好书不可负2瓶；喵喵喵1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!