this world is fake

Cheng Shanyu fell asleep again, and when she woke up again, the vast ocean was in front of her again.This time, there were no leaves, no children, she was standing on the waves, and the waves swayed on the water, and she felt that she was shaking with the waves.But when she calmed down, she was still standing firmly in place, as if she was on solid flat ground.There is a man in front of him, with white beard and hair, holding a fishing rod, sitting and fishing.She asked him, where is this?The man said, Heze.She asked again, what are you doing.The man replied, fishing for carp.She felt that she couldn't ask anything, so she had to ask, do you know how to get out? The man glanced at her, picked up the fishing rod, and swung it obliquely from a high place. At the same time, a big wave suddenly rolled towards her. Come.

She opened her eyes again, seeing a familiar street in front of her.She grew up here.The bricks and tiles in front of my eyes are clearer than in my dreams.She walked forward, as if her footsteps were drawn towards her home.

Walking outside the gate, I vaguely heard voices coming from inside.That's right, she remembered that the yard of her house was sold to someone else after her parents passed away.With this money, she made up a large amount owed on the Song family's account.

She looked at the familiar house in front of her. The arrangement in front of the door was still kept by the family.

She stood for a long time, the door suddenly opened, she hurriedly turned to leave, but the person who opened the door called her, "Xiaoyu, why don't you go in?" With a familiar voice, she suddenly raised her head, and the person in front of her was her father who was not yet sick.Dazed, she followed him in.In the yard, my mother was choosing flowers, preparing to sell clean petals to the powder shop.She looked down at herself, and she also returned to her childhood, dressed as a boy.

She didn't know what to say about going back to the past.

But since she came back, she returned with peace of mind.My father's illness was caused by overwork. He was young and strong, so he felt that he could bear the wind, the rain, the frost, the cold and the heat, and it was no big deal.Occasionally I can't go home in time, so I stay overnight by the river, just for fun and to save money on accommodation.When I was young, I was suppressed by a wave of thoughts, no matter how much I tossed about, I didn't get sick, so I became more and more unscrupulous.After working so hard, he finally earned this house.But I don't know that the foundation has already been worn down. If it weren't for this, how could it be so fast later.It should be time to adjust at this time.She also forbade her father to sleep in the open, and threatened that if he continued to disregard his body and sleep outside, she would go and find him overnight.Her father was amused by her, and her old hatred welled up in her heart, and she burst into tears on the spot.Her parents quickly comforted her, assuring her that she would take good care of herself.

This is the most beautiful and leisurely time in her memory. She thought, maybe when she comes back here, time will not move forward. After all, the monk said that it is to nourish the soul, so there should be no such labor-intensive things later.

However, time never stops, no matter whether it is in a dream or not.

The family finally found it.The eldest son of the old man, a big family in Beijing, was seriously injured and bedridden in order to save the saint. It was his abducted second son who was talking about it day by day during his illness.His fate was not good. He had several sons, but they all died early. He thought in his heart that he was the only second son who had no news and was very likely to be alive.He dreamed again and again that his second son was suffering, and when he woke up, he let go of his strength and prayed to his father with tears.Fortunately, there is indeed news.

The people of the big clan are quite seasoned in handling people's hearts.Cheng Shanyu objected in every possible way, but he couldn't stand it. In the end, the old man relied on his old gray hair to coax them back to Beijing.

What to do back in Beijing, but to see the old man's eldest son for the last time.His wish came to an end, and he left with a smile on his face, but he didn't know that he had pushed this simple family to the cusp of the storm and made him the target of public criticism.

Since they are the only heirs of His Majesty's faithful servants, they are naturally quite rewarded.Those rewards naturally entered the public.Daily fine clothing and fine food, living in high mansions and large courtyards, for people who have lived as a commoner for decades, I am afraid it is not ecstatic.The masters and servants in the house all think so, and look at it this way, as if the glory and wealth of the three are bestowed by them.

Cheng Shanyu naturally had a quarrel, and asked the three of them to separate out and set up a small family.The parents were moved by the old man's words and wanted to be filial.She could only settle for the next best thing, asked for some rewards that could be exchanged, and secretly went out to open a shop by herself.

She originally had a talent for doing business, and she had practiced it before, but within three years, she had secretly accumulated a large fortune.She also secretly dealt with the Buddha-mouthed Bodhisattva and the second aunt who hid the knife in her stomach.It's just a few rounds. Before, she was careless and shallow, but now she is on guard, and the yard is replaced by her own people.Father and mother, she also reminded intentionally or unintentionally, the two of them are not really stupid, but they have never seen the soft knife tactics of the big family before, and now that they understand it, how can they be wise.Although the family has no reputation abroad, it is a warm little family behind closed doors.After a long time, when she proposed to live alone again, her parents were a little moved, but Xiaoyi was over their heads, and the old man always rejected her proposal. They insisted on disobeying, but they would be poked in the back.The plan had to be put on hold for now.

At the age of 15, the family, again the old routine, wanted to marry her to Song Qin.If she had never experienced it, she would only think that the Song family is a good one.Song Qin, at first glance, looks like a talent, what's going on inside, how can the person who pulls the strings not know?

The people who rose from Muhuang's kindness will be overthrown just according to the holy will.

Cheng Shanyu felt that the most urgent thing was to find the monk and ask about the situation.Before, she was too weak and had no time to think about it, so she couldn't ask clearly, what is the basis for this so-called dream return, is it the wish in her heart, or even in the dream, what should happen will still happen?If this is the case, and she really wants to marry Song Qin again, then she would rather throw herself into the river immediately.

She went to Yanshan Mountain to look for him, but found nothing. She also looked for monasteries in Beijing and other places, but there was no trace of him.Could it be that in her dream, the monk couldn't come in?But it is clear that he said he would protect himself, is it a hoax?

She thought about it, but she couldn't understand it. During the hard thinking, she didn't notice that she didn't hide it, so she came to the silk and satin shop she opened.Fortunately, the shopkeeper was not there, and the staff inside didn't know about it, so she just pretended to be a customer who came to pick up the cloth, looked around casually, and was about to leave.

It's just a coincidence that Song Qin came when she was about to leave. Fortunately, Song Qin didn't recognize her at this moment.She pretended to be ignorant and was going to fool around, but Song Qin was a good-natured person at heart, pulling her to strike up a conversation, dropping her book bag and teasing her literary talent, she had never worked hard in learning, otherwise she wouldn't have done it last time Be fooled by him.It's just that now that I've seen a lot, I can see clearly even if I don't understand.She politely declined, but he didn't understand, and the servant girl couldn't move him because she didn't know martial arts, so she had no choice but to refuse explicitly.It's just that I haven't spoken yet, so coincidentally, another person came here.It was Xie Jiayan.It's just logic, Xie Jiayan should still be a child at the moment, but for some reason, she is as old as Cheng Shanyu.This dream is also strange. It is said that it has evidence, but it is all kinds of absurdity. It is said that it has no evidence, and it basically comes from her memory.