this world is fake

The sky is vast, people come and go, and the sail is alone.

Cheng Shanyu has always felt this way all these years.Just like a fisherman who is good at fishing in the vast sea, it is easy to survive, but he is too lonely.

She's 26, 26, a very old age.She has been married for ten years and has been her family for ten years.She has a strong temper, and if others secretly say that she is hot, she should be praised.This home is beautiful on the outside, but decayed on the inside. It has been struggling for so many years, but it is just lingering.Relying on the harvest in the field, how can they maintain this splendor and wealth.The honor and favor of the emperor was a matter of years ago, and now, apart from the usual rewards, there is no other income.She opened a shop under the guise of a name outside, barely maintaining all this.It's just that no one at home understands.She told the old ancestor that she should save money, and when the old ancestor heard this, he lost his face.No one is happy that she is in this family, and they all wish that she would collapse anytime.

People say that if you marry a chicken, you will follow the chicken; if you marry a dog, you will follow the dog. If you marry a dirty husband, you will live a dirty life.She has been married to Song Qin in the past few years, and she has been happy for a few years at the beginning of the year. Unfortunately, it is only a few years. Song Qin is a generous, good-looking, and knows how to measure.

But recently he has restrained himself. She thought he was a prodigal son who turned back, but she didn't think he just had a new target.He whispered to his ancestor that he was going to divorce Cheng Shanyu and marry another. The ancestor said that if he wanted to take a concubine, that was all he wanted, so why bother to divorce Cheng Shanyu.He said that if Cheng Shanyu and Xie Jiayan come in, they will be bullied to death.Cheng Shanyu smiled when he heard this.

This happened indistinctly.Later, she worked too much and suddenly fell ill.The doctor said that it was due to overwork and he became ill, so he needed to take care of himself.Song Qin took the opportunity to bring Xie Jiayan into the mansion.In a few days, no one in the Mansion knew that Miss Xie, who had just entered the mansion, was a pitiful orphan, with a miserable life experience, her parents died, she was kind-hearted, and she was very kind to others, unlike Cheng Shanyu, who got into money eyes all over her body. Here, playful and overbearing.Doesn't she listen to these words too much? She just doesn't take them seriously. Whether other people's words can hurt others depends entirely on herself.

What happened next was what really broke her.At her age, she had only one son and one daughter.The son was fine, but he was suddenly encouraged to play chess. He won the fight but was accidentally beaten to death by the ruffian from the opposite family.She was already ill, and after hearing the news, she was in a trance. She didn't think about food and drink day and night, and she just wished she could die.When she came back to her senses and wanted to take good care of her daughter, her daughter had already lost while she was going out with Song Qin and Xie Jiayan to watch the lanterns.When she heard the news, she completely suspected that she had fallen for Xie Jiayan.It's just that she didn't say much at the beginning, she just asked her ancestors and Song Qin to send more people to look for it. She dragged her sick body and went outside with them.In those few days, the sky was low and cloudy, and she struggled to open her tired eyes and searched around.However, it was not found.Then she really broke down.

In this world, is there anyone worthy of her concern?

She asked Song Qin what would happen if Xie Jiayan did it.He said, Xie Jiayan was kind-hearted, how could she do such a thing.Besides, Xie Jiayan is weak and pitiful, how can she have the ability to do these things.

She had no regrets and just let herself die day by day.

When she was about to die, it was snowing heavily in Beijing.That day, when she looked back at the light, she suddenly wanted to go to Yanshan Mountain, which her son and daughter had always loved, where she could sleep on the yellow beams and see the shadows of the two frolicking on the grass.She didn't tell anyone, and she supported herself to the top of the mountain.There, every plant and tree seemed to still have their phantoms. When she looked up, they were beside her.

In a daze, she saw a monk walking slowly with his clothes on his sleeves.She thought, could it be that hell is impermanent, have they all become monks?

She opened her eyes, and the sky and the earth became a vast ocean.

There was a faint person coming from a distance, and if you got closer, you could clearly see that it was a monk, but the boat he was riding on was actually half a gourd.The gourd has a big round belly, and the top half is small, and the monk is sitting in the big round belly.Cheng Shanyu said, "Monk, are you here to ferry me?" The monk shook his head and said, "I can't ferry you, only you can ferry you."She asked with a wry smile, "How can I ferry myself?" The monk pointed at her feet and said, "You have your own boat, how can you not ferry yourself?"She lowered her head and saw that there was a big leaf under her feet. The leaf was so big that it seemed to be able to accommodate many people.

The monk asked again, "Why are you here?"She replied, "I have been abandoned by others, and I have fallen here. My children are all dead, and I am alone. Why should I live in this world?" The monk wondered, "You said you were alone, but the one behind you Isn't it your relative?" She looked back, and in the distance, her child was holding on to the edge of the leaf, floating in the water, with tears in his eyes, looking at her wrongedly.She was so worried that she hurried over there.

Now she thinks the leaf is too big.She never seemed to be able to run away.The monk said, "If you want to save your child, you should wake up first."

She flung her eyes open.I was already lying on a rough wooden bed.There was a monk standing in front of her. She still remembered the monk in the dream and the scene in the dream. That monk was the one in front of her.She said anxiously, "I want to save my child." The monk said, "You are too weak now, you can't even save yourself." When she heard this, tears rolled down the pillow, a string of tears , as if unable to stop.The monk hurriedly said, "It's so good, the poor monk has not finished speaking, the benefactor must not be overjoyed and angry." She heard the turning point in the words, and looked at him earnestly.The monk said, "I accidentally acquired a skill called dream recovery, which can help people nourish their souls. I will protect you in the dream recovery. Do you dare to believe me?"

Of course I dare.

Ji Cheng is a monk who does not fast.He has an ability of not being able to see people. He has never told the outside world, so no one knows about it.For this skill, he named it Huimeng.

As the name suggests, for dreamers, returning to dreams can bring people back to the past they most want to go back to.It's just that it is a dream after all, and there will be many illusory parts.But for Ji Cheng, returning to his dream is actually a way, through other people's dreams, he can see his past and avoid the laws of this world.He has always known that he will always forget some very important things, and these forgettings are related to certain "rules" of this world.

He usually hangs in the Yanshan Temple, eats and drinks every day, and when he gets hungry, he puts on a cassock and goes out to cheat, no, he beats teeth for alms.Do nothing, fear nothing, don't matter.

This time when he went down the mountain and met Cheng Shanyu, she was walking on the mountain path as if she was about to die, and she fell down before Ji Cheng reached it.Although he is a famous monk, he can be seen in front of his eyes. As the saying goes, saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda. For a monk, if you don't save a life, you don't dare to call yourself a monk.

And after rescuing her, he found that she was a very suitable Taoist.