Scum smell

When Yu Siyuan arrived, Jiang Qiutong had already started blanching the mutton and eating it.This night snack shop has been open for many years. It has skewers and soup pots, and the taste is good. The two brothers meet here almost every time.

Jiang Qiutong picked up a chopstick of mutton and gave it to Yu Siyuan: "Why, your little friend is here, shouldn't you be happy?"

Yu Siyuan ordered a pint of beer—Jiang Qiutong raised his eyebrows to show surprise, this man wanted to keep fit and hadn’t drank beer for a long time—he buried his head in eating meat: “Happy, come all the way to see me, why don’t I Happy."

"Then who are you looking like this for?"

Yu Siyuan poured a glass of wine, but didn't drink it. He just stared at the brightly colored wine in a daze. After a while, he said, "I think people are really greedy."

If you have one, you want two, if you have two, you want three, if you have three, you want five, if you have five, you want ten, and if you have ten, you want all.

He wants it all, but the problem is, he doesn't know how much he has.He thought he already had eight or nine, but he was afraid that he only had one or two.

Jiang Qiutong thought about it. He remembered the big and small paper bags he saw in the boy's hand in the afternoon: "Your little friend wants too much? He wants your money? Just buy something, don't mind ”——Don’t blame Mr. Jiang for being gloomy, the reality is always like this.

But Yu Siyuan shook his head: "I think - I didn't spend any money for him, he has it himself."

Jiang Qiutong looked at him curiously: "Then why are you still pretending here?"

People like them always come for money rather than people.Even if you meet someone who doesn't want to spend your own money, you have to cherish it.

Yu Siyuan wiped his face. If Ji Yao was here, he would be very surprised, because Yu Siyuan had never shown such an expression in front of him. Yu Siyuan in front of him was always smiling—or Gentle or sweet or chic or hearty, in short, he is always smiling.

"It's because he doesn't want anything that I feel bad."

Jiang Qiutong stopped talking.

To put it more utilitarianly, when two people are together, they must be trying to order something for each other. The low-level things are like money, face, and sex, and the high-level things are like spiritual enjoyment-inner peace, sense of fulfillment and so on.

When he was with Ji Yao, all of Yu Siyuan's needs were met, but what about Ji Yao?What does Ji Yao want?

Ji Yao never takes the initiative to talk about the past, and never reveals his preferences easily. He seems to like everything, but also seems to be indifferent to everything.Such Ji Yao made Yu Siyuan feel more and more bewildered, so bewildered that he became uneasy.

In fact, these things have been in his heart for a long time. Every time he meets Ji Yao, these emotions disappear like ice and snow melting, but once they are separated for a long time, Yu Siyuan is tormented by an inexplicable sense of panic. go Ape.

But he can't tell.

They are in different places, and they can only meet once a month on average. Ji Yao never asks him to go over, or discusses with him how to get closer.Sometimes in the middle of the night, he was too busy with work to get away from his body, thinking about Ji Yao so much that he would send a WeChat message to Ji Yao—he knew that Ji Yao would turn off the Internet at night, so that it would not affect the other party's sleep.

The next day Ji Yao saw that no matter how busy he was, he would take the time to make video calls with him, make jokes with him, or just skip class and fly over to meet him if he couldn't.

Yu Siyuan was so moved that he was worried about Ji Yao's exhaustion, but he was so satisfied that he wanted to fly every time. He thought, Ji Yao really loves him.

He asked if you weren't tired, Ji Yao said but you miss me.

Gradually, Yu Siyuan stopped saying that he missed him, because every time Ji Yao came all the way, his heart ached.

But did you really love him?

He wished he could peel off his heart and show it to Ji Yao, so that the other party could see himself clearly. He took the trouble to tell Ji Yao about his past—except for the experience that he really didn't want to touch, he wished for the other party know everything about him.

And the other party——

The person he likes is called Ji Yao, a sophomore in the Department of Fine Arts, who went to a university in his hometown. There is a girl named Zhang He, and Bai Yueguang named Wen Lin.

Others, gone.

He doesn't know anything.

Jiang Qiutong originally wanted to scold him for being hypocritical, is it enough for someone to treat you well—but Yu Siyuan obviously felt that it was not enough, he looked at his cousin's ugly face, and said with disgust: "Why don't you tell me the name of that kid, Let me help you pay attention, we are from the same school, he might still be my student."

Jiang Qiutong always felt that the boy was a little inexplicably familiar, and reckoned that he had met him before, so he might be his student.

Yu Siyuan was stunned for a moment, then shook his head: "You probably haven't seen him before, he is a sophomore at the Academy of Fine Arts, his name is—"

"Forget it." Jiang Qiutong immediately interrupted him when he heard it. He teaches in a business school, and there are juniors, juniors and first-years, and more juniors, but there are no sophomores.Besides, the Academy of Fine Arts is on the South Campus, and he is on the North Campus, so they can't bump into each other.

Seeing Yu Siyuan's expression, Jiang Qiutong couldn't help comforting him: "Maybe he just loves you so much that he can't bear to make things difficult for you."

These words overlap with Ji Yao's words.Countless times, Ji Yao was asked "Why are you not angry?" "Why are you not angry with me?" "Why are you not wronged?" "Why don't you say you miss me?" His answer is always like this - "Because I can't bear it."

He said that he couldn't bear to embarrass himself a little bit, and he couldn't bear to feel a little bit sad.Such wonderful sweet words really melted my heart.

"Brother," Yu Siyuan drank the wine in his glass, and smiled wryly, "The person I love is a little liar."

The most difficult thing about the two of them is that Yu Siyuan can feel that Ji Yao is not telling the truth, but he can't find the problem. Everything is his guess and feeling. Ji Yao is caring, sensible, humorous, and cheerful. Treating him so well and acting so perfectly, he couldn't grasp anything except getting more and more panicked.

Jiang Qiutong picked up a chopstick and ate the beef without saying a word.He couldn't help thinking of Ji Yao.Ji Yao is also a little liar, the words in his mouth are true and false, slipping like a loach.

Thinking of that prodigal boy, he couldn't help but drank a glass of wine before asking: "Then what do you like about him? It's so uncomfortable, can't we just break up?"

The experience of being married didn't make this man in his 30s feel any smoke. He frowned with a puzzled look on his face, and even the confusion was indifferent.

Yu Siyuan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed at himself: "Actually, at the beginning, I was really not tempted."

He and Ji Yao met through mountain climbing, at that time, they just saw that they were of the same kind at a glance, and they chatted with each other along the way to relieve boredom.After getting to know her a little better, he felt that Ji Yao was not bad, and he was tired of being surrounded by those people, so he chased after him dispensably, and Ji Yao also agreed dispensably.

He is several years older than Ji Yao. In his eyes, Ji Yao is as immature as a child. Although he likes Ji Yao a little bit, it's just a little bit. He just wants someone who can pass the time to accompany him.

The reason why Ji Yao really fell in love was because the two of them once went climbing together again.The mountain was not high, and when we walked halfway up the mountain, we passed a deep pool hit by a waterfall, which was about ten meters lower than them.

He forgot what had caused the dispute between the two, and he said casually, if you dare to jump, I will believe you.

Ji Yao asked without thinking: "Can you swim?"

He said, "Of course."

Ji Yao nodded, and gave him a bright smile: "I won't."

Yu Siyuan was dazzled by that smile, and then saw Ji Yao throw away his backpack and coat, and jumped down without hesitation!

Ji Yao laughed brightly and presumptuously, he frantically gestured his middle finger to him, only heard a "plop", and in the blink of an eye, he fell into the emerald green pool.

He was almost going crazy, and after understanding the meaning of Ji Yao's words, he jumped into it without even thinking about it.The stimulation of falling straight down from a height of more than ten meters made him dizzy, his adrenaline surged instantly, and the blood in his whole body was swollen. It seemed that before he could react, he followed Ji Yao and fell into the deep pool , "Plop", a high splash of water was splashed.

He coughed, and stuck his head out, bobbing ups and downs on the water, looking around, crazily shouting in his heart, save him, save him—Ji Yao will die if he doesn't hurry up!

Ji Yao seemed to have disappeared.

Just when Yu Siyuan's heart was getting heavier and he was about to despair, a pair of hands pulled him violently, dragging him into the depths of the Bitan.He fell down unexpectedly, the icy water wrapped him, he couldn't hear anything, and there was silence around him.

Suddenly, a pair of hands colder than water cupped his face and kissed him greedily.

He managed to open his eyes, and saw Ji Yao's quietly closed eyes in the emerald green water waves, with exceptionally long and thick eyelashes, and his hair fluttering in the water, like seaweed.

Yu Siyuan's oxygen was plundered, suffocation made his brain hypoxic, and his heart beat like a drum-it had never beat so fast, as if it was about to burst in the next moment, his eyes turned black, and his hands and feet began to explode. Twitching, but still stubbornly wanting to see the lawless bastard.

They didn't know how long they kissed underwater, until the suffocation made them convulse, and they suddenly surfaced.

Yu Siyuan breathed desperately, and he threw away all self-cultivation and shouted: "Are you crazy!"

Ji Yao hugged him tightly - Ji Yao really couldn't swim, but he just asked with a smile: "Then do you believe me?"

Yu Siyuan went crazy: "I believe it!"

Ji Yao asked again: "Have you heard of the suspension bridge reaction? Then do you like me now?"

Yu Siyuan was dumb.

Ji Yao was not angry either, and still smiled and said: "But Siyuan, I like you so much."

Their faces were covered with water, and they were in a mess. Ji Yao looked at him with clear and serious eyes, so straightforward that he poked his heart: "I like you, I like you so much."

"You still don't like me?"

Saying that, Ji Yao suddenly let go of Yu Siyuan, he couldn't swim, almost the moment he let go, his whole body was quickly engulfed by the pool of water.

Yu Siyuan understood Ji Yao's meaning almost instantly - if he hadn't been tempted by Yu Siyuan just now, then Ji Yao will try again!

madman!This man is simply crazy!

With a low curse in frustration, he swam right behind.When they sank to the bottom of the water again, Yu Siyuan stretched out his powerful arms, pulled them tightly into his arms, and then blocked those chattering lips.

Angrily, he pried open Ji Yao's jaws that were closed tightly due to suffocation, and delivered oxygen to this lunatic whose body had begun to weaken.

He lost.Yu Siyuan thought angrily, he really couldn't help but like such a person.

Yu Siyuan recalled this past event, drinking wine in one gulp.Jiang Qiutong looked at him, still waiting for an answer, an answer about what he liked about him.Yu Siyuan closed his eyes, and finally replied softly: "I like everything about him."

The more you drink the white wine, the more drunk you become, the more you drink the red wine, the warmer it gets, and the more you drink the beer, the colder it gets. Yu Siyuan put down his glass and felt that after drinking a few bottles of wine, his internal organs would freeze, and even his fingers trembled from the cold.

The two chatted while eating, and when the pointer in the lobby was about to point to ten o'clock, Yu Siyuan put down his chopsticks and prepared to go back.Jiang Qiutong was surprised: "It's so early? The kid wants to check the post?"

Yu Siyuan shook his head: "If you stay for a while, your body will be completely cold. I'm afraid I'll wake him up after going back."

Jiang Qiutong got goosebumps all over his body from the nasty words, and quickly waved him away.Yu Siyuan was surprised: "Not all the way?"

They knew they were going to drink, so they didn't drive. The two families were not far away, so they just took a taxi.

Jiang Qiutong shook his head: "I want to do something."

Yu Siyuan didn't say much after hearing the words, nodded and left.

Jiang Qiutong recalled his cousin's expression just now, and he asked suspiciously at that time: "It's so tiring to talk about, why do you still have to talk about it?"

Yu Siyuan didn't explain, just said that he would know when he met.

You'll know when you meet it.

He took out his mobile phone, opened WeChat, and flipped through the chat records with Ji Yao bit by bit.The latest record is Ji Yao's message back to him this evening: "Brother Jiang, you almost killed me."

What happened?Why do you say you almost hurt him?Is it solved now?

Jiang Qiutong had countless questions to ask, but he knew that Ji Yao was waiting for him to ask him—the two of them secretly competed, neither of them would bow their heads, neither of them would retreat.

He is undoubtedly full of curiosity about Ji Yao, but does this curiosity mean that he likes Ji Yao?Or, is Ji Yao the right person?

he does not know.He just stopped in front of the cliff and stared into the abyss.

He is full of curiosity about the abyss, he wants to study it, he wants to test it out, but he can't get any closer, he's about to fall.Can he jump off?

At that time, the younger brother told Siyuan, I can't swim.Then Yu Siyuan jumped down without hesitation.

Now it's Jiang Qiutong's turn.

Can he jump off?

Jiang Qiutong's fingers caressed the screen of the mobile phone, as if touching the abyss.

——You will know when you meet it.

Jiang Qiutong's long eyelashes trembled, and slowly typed a word, and then pressed send.

"Ji Yao, when we get back from school, let's have sex."

He jumped.

brain hole.

When the emperor hooked up with the queen back then, the emperor lied to him: "I am the youngest son in my family, and I have no intention of inheriting the family business. Inevitably lonely."

Today's Empress Yu, at that time Young Master Yu felt pity after hearing this: "Haven't you asked the young master's name?"

The emperor smiled casually: "My surname is Ji, but the name of Ji, the rose rose, has not been called by anyone for many years. If you don't dislike it, you can call me brother brother."

Empress Yu secretly read it once in her heart, thinking, Ji Yao—this name is really similar to the current Holy Majesty's, isn't she afraid of making taboos?

Later, when Empress Yu thought about this passage, she just drank all the wine in the glass in silence.

He only said that "my brother" loves mountains and rivers, and is addicted to reciting poems and painting, but what he says is true and false, and there are countless orders.

It's ridiculous that he thought at that time, this is all right, I love him, even if he said something unclear to deceive me, I would be willing.

It's just that he never thought that the whole person was a fake.