Scum smell

Ji Yao stared at Zhang He's leaving back, and his numb soul once again felt the feeling that Zhang He was so angry that his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were in pain.

As I wish!If you punched me just now, would it have the same effect as punching me after you've cleaned everything up? ? ? ?

When he saw Mother Zhang who was kneeling in front of him, tearing off his clothes in a hurry while wiping away tears, his teeth itch with hatred.

This wilting boy, the black face sings really well, and he didn't forget to destroy his plan when he was obviously angry, what a deep scheming!

……Dry!

Because of this incident, the whole family was in a state of turmoil, except for Zhang's and Ji's, and Wen's.

When the news broke, Wen Lin was on a rare trip home to have dinner with his parents.It was only two or three days since the failed engagement, and Ji Yao came to the door with a swollen face to apologize the next day. This matter was revealed, but the relationship with Su Bingxin was considered to be married.

Because of this, in the past two days, she has become the most discussed topic in Wen's mother's meal, which made Wen Lin very upset.

It was a cliché again today, Wen Lin couldn't listen anymore, he put his chopsticks on the table: "Mom, you've had enough."

Mother Wen wanted to say something when she saw her son like this, but seeing his expression, she swallowed her words apprehensively.

I don’t know what happened to Wen Lin in the past few years after graduation. He is growing completely reborn. Parents can only feel relieved, but his son has changed too much, and it is inexplicable. Although he pretends to be It's good, but Mother Wen always has the feeling that he has become very evil.

It's that kind of... unspeakable feeling, like it's not dangerous even if it's dangerous, and it's not sunny when it's called sunshine.He hadn't actually done anything, and he was even as polite and polite as before, but she just felt that something in him had changed.

So in fact, mother Wen is a little afraid of him now, and father Wen has been unable to stand upright in front of his son since the last time his business failed and almost went bankrupt.

So in the past few years, Wen Lin has been doing what he wants, and the two people who have such a strong desire to control their children have allowed Wen Lin to move out early, and they will not be at home for several months without saying anything.

If it weren't for the fact that Su Bingxin's matter was so embarrassing, Mother Wen wouldn't know that Wen Lin was unhappy, and couldn't help talking about it.

The family of three had dinner, and Father Wen asked Wen Lin some nonsense such as "Are you in a better mood" and "How are you feeling?" Wen Lin answered politely and respectfully, and then went to watch TV together .He said he was watching TV, but in fact he just turned on the TV, Father Wen read the newspaper, Mother Wen swiped her phone, and Wen Lin processed documents.

The old couple couldn't bear to leave their son who didn't come home once in a few months after dinner, so they found a reason to stay with them for a while.

As a result, when Mother Wen swiped her phone, she found something extraordinary.She suddenly sat up from the sofa and looked at Wen Lin in shock: "Ji Yao is gay???"

Wen Lin's hand holding the pen paused. At this moment, no one knew how many thoughts passed in his mind. Then he raised his face and frowned: "What?"

Mother Wen showed him the phone: "Here, I don't know if it's true or not, it's said on the Internet that there are noses and eyes."

Wen Lin flipped through several messages in a row, his brows became tighter and tighter, and then his face became livid.

Mother Wen was a little frightened by Wen Lin like this, she forced herself to show her majesty as a mother, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Wen Lin didn't answer, he quickly searched for some information, and after reading it, he suddenly got up, picked up his coat and was ready to go out.When Mother Wen saw his reaction, the part of her mother's sensitivity made her realize something, and she screamed: "Come back!!!"

Wen Lin stopped and looked at his mother.

She has always been an elegant and decent woman. Because of her background, she pays more attention to her words and deeds and never shows timidity.After she really has wealth and status, this kind of pursuit has reached the extreme. She has always been extremely strong and extremely concerned about face.Such screaming like a shrew has never been in her dictionary, and she even despises this kind of behavior.

But now she couldn't care less, she was frightened by the thought that popped into her head just now, she couldn't help asking: "Is what is said on the Internet true? Ji Yao...is he really gay?"

Father Wen also caught the unusual signal, raised his face, and closed the newspaper.

Wen Lin was so anxious that he wanted to ask Su Bingxin right now, but the emotion in his heart made him go away, but reason and years of upbringing made him stand there, answering his mother's questions respectfully.

But he didn't want to answer.He fell silent.

The ominous premonition in Mother Wen's heart grew stronger, Father Wen frowned, pulled out Mother Wen's mobile phone, looked down quickly, then looked up at his son.Everything at the engagement ceremony was still vivid in his mind, and Father Wen connected them instantly. He said affirmatively, "You two..." He seemed to find it difficult to say the word "gay", and the words came to his lips Changed to another way of saying, "...together."

Wen Lin looked directly at him.

His blood stems from his father, who look very similar.The older ones are elegant and personable, while the younger ones are gentle and handsome, advancing and retreating well.This may not be so rare in the academic world, but in the business world, such a handsome father-son family with highly similar temperament, appearance, and demeanor is still very rare.Once at a reception, someone joked that their father and son were from the Jiangdong Sun family, plus a wife who was as beautiful as Da Qiao, they happened to be a family of three.

This is not a good word. Although the reputation of Soochow during the Three Kingdoms period spread far and wide, from Sun Jian to Sun Ce, their lives were not very good.This is very taboo in the business world, that person is deliberately embarrassing the Wen family.

But Wen's father smiled calmly and said, "With your good words, I also hope that Wen Lin can emerge from the blue, expand the territory for me, and achieve supremacy."

This is treating Wen Lin as Sun Quan.

This remark has also become a good talk.

Father Wen is such a person.

So Wen Lin didn't want to hide anymore, he simply walked back, stood in front of his parents, and said openly: "Yes, we have been together." When he said it, Wen Lin suddenly felt relaxed all over, this feeling is so Wonderful, he even began to regret why he had too many scruples and didn't say it earlier.

Mother Wen's eyes darkened, and Father Wen's eyes were not much better. The blood vessels on his forehead twitched twice. He sat there for a while, and then he managed to suppress his anger, and said: "Being together means that we have separated now." Yes, right? That’s okay, young people can be flirtatious for a while.”

His father was also maintaining his manners at this time, like those mud-legged nouveau riche wearing gold and silver, he would never do something like slapping the table and scolding his mother as soon as he rolled up his sleeves.

Wen Lin laughed out loud, because of his father's self-deception.He had a premonition that he would not leave so easily tonight, so he turned back calmly, took off his coat, and sat back on the sofa again.The worst situation has already happened, and parents are more important than a useless Su Bingxin.

He also returned to his usual gentleness and composure, as if it was another person who was shocked and paled just now: "Yes, we have separated now, but I am still pursuing him."

The amount of information in this sentence made Father Wen's brain ache. He took a moment to say: "You pursue him...?" He pointed to the phone, "Isn't it really his promiscuity that involved you? Don't worry about him Justify, what kind of person you are, I think it is very clear to myself, you made a mistake because you were seduced by him. "

One's own children are always the best and the most innocent. If homosexuality is a heinous sin, the one with the original sin must be someone else.

—Don’t say the truth is really like that.

Wen Lin knew that he couldn't figure it out on this aspect, so he changed the subject subtly: "Dad, I like Ji Yao, there are already—" He paused, counted in his heart, and then said, "There are already 11 Year."

Three years in high school, four years in college, and four years in graduation, adding up to exactly 11 years.

11 years.Only more, never less.

Father Wen's pupils shrank sharply, and Mother Wen didn't care about maintaining her demeanor any longer. She jumped up and grabbed her son's arms, and said eagerly, "What do you mean? You...you have been together for so long?"

Wen Lin shook his head: "It's because I have always liked him, but he refused and worried about me, and then he just left. We didn't get together for a while until he returned to China half a year ago."

He used the spring and autumn style of writing to briefly describe the past, and he clearly said that it was all the truth, but a pair of lovers who dare not marry due to the secular world appeared on the paper, which was completely different from the real situation.Mother Wen has been taken away by his thoughts, subconsciously wanted to continue asking, but Father Wen was not so easy to fool, he was not at all moved by the poignant love described in a few words, the past is not important anymore, the important thing is now, this The boy who is clearly in a daze, what is he going to do.

He said blankly: "I don't want to pursue what happened in the past." Wen Lin smiled. He didn't expect to make his parents change their minds by saying a few words. His purpose was just to divert their attention. Let them hold Ji Yao accountable, "Ji Yao, I watched him grow up. Although Lao Ji is reckless, his character is not bad. Their family must be in a bad situation at this moment. I don't need to ask them. But—— —”

He paused: "From tomorrow on, go on a blind date with me. Unless you get married within a year, don't meet Ji Yao again." After finishing speaking, he fixed his eyes on Wen Lin, wanting to see Son's reaction.

This is implying to his son that if Wen Lin doesn't listen to him, he will trouble the Ji Group at this stall.

Wen Lin sat comfortably on the sofa, with his hands resting on the armrest of the sofa, tapping his fingertips regularly, as if he was meditating.

Tap, tap, tap.

His parents stared at him, waiting for his answer.Father Wen probably didn't know that Wen Lin had assumed the posture of a business negotiation and got the initiative from him. However, he was actually in a state of confusion at this time, and he only maintained his composure on the surface.

It wasn't until Wen Lin felt that he had had enough of them that he slowly uttered a word: "No."

This was a tedious effort to ask for prices and pay back the money. Father Wen didn't expect him to agree easily-that was 11 years, not November and not even eleven days!Unless he lied, with the character of a son, this relationship is enough to last a lifetime and then be brought into the coffin.

He thought to himself that he knew this son who had been carefully cultivated since childhood.

He has already drawn the bottom line, that is, if two people want to be together, it is fine, but Wen Lin must not make it public here, and he must never come out of the closet. He must marry a woman before the age of 35-the family background can be a little bit worse, and he can leave after marriage. , but must be tied.To be honest, he can still sit here and negotiate with his son so calmly, not because he doesn’t think homosexuality is a big deal. On the contrary, he feels uncomfortable when he thinks of these three words. for "disgusting".

Really disgusting.

Unexpectedly, Wen Lin didn't accept the move at all, he directly flipped the chessboard: "Dad, Mom, I'm not bargaining with you, I'm just telling you——I want a hero to save the beauty. Obviously, someone is taking Ji Yao as a joke in this matter." If you don’t want our house to be messed up with a raft, help me get rid of it.”

Father Wen was stunned by the shamelessness revealed by Wen Lin's words: "You—this is your home! The business you will inherit in the future! You actually want to use it to threaten me and help an outsider? If you The two are still a couple now, so I can still understand, but you have obviously separated! What are you planning?"

Picture what?Of course, to make yourself happy.

After Su Bingxin's incident, Wen Lin has been thinking about how failed his short life of more than 20 years was.

Then he realized that he was going astray, he shouldn't take other people's expectations as his own task - Ji Yao's matter was a little bit more off, he directly forgot his original intention.

What did he think at first?He just wanted to like Ji Yao quietly; later he found out that Ji Yao was not straight, so he wanted to get him; not counting the person who got him, but also got his heart.

In all honesty, there is nothing wrong with that.But the problem was, he knew clearly in his heart that it was something he couldn't get.

While knowing it in his heart, he still had delusions, so the process of chasing became extremely painful, and he couldn't help feeling resentful.While resenting, she warned herself, Wen Lin, you can no longer be humble, because you have already humbled to the end, if you continue like this, you will have nothing left.

However, he still couldn't help himself, and bent down again and again helplessly.

Standing in the position of the giver, Wen Lin also felt that he was a miserable man.But what if we break out of this endless loop?

The happiest and most beautiful days in his life were spent with Ji Yao.It is no exaggeration to say that the time spent walking down the street with Ji Yao and buying an ice cream is more satisfying than the moment he signed a tens of millions of orders.

That's right, although the process of chasing Ji Yao was painful, it was more blissful than anything else.Looking back, this is probably the only thing in his life that is not driven by external forces, and is completely done by his heart.

That's enough, after all, he insisted, and Ji Yao did not respond to his obligation.

When I was in junior high school, there was a popular saying among a group of non-mainstream, called, "I like you, it has nothing to do with you".

Wen Lin couldn't understand at that time, what does liking you have nothing to do with you?Liking is obviously a matter between two people.

Now he also fully understands that it is really not about two people, only one-sided liking is called "liking", and if two people like it, it is called "loving each other".

After understanding this truth, after jumping out of that vicious cycle and looking back, Wen Lin couldn't help but feel that his previous self was ridiculously stupid, and what else could he do besides touching himself for his self-serving efforts?Even if he is as humble as the dust, he still positions himself as "Ji Yao's suitor".Then simply don't use this label, put aside all worries, give up the possibility of being with Ji Yao, stop having illusions, be a happy egoist, and just want to be happy.

Of course he can continue to lick the dog, whether it becomes a joke or ruins his reputation with Ji Yao, as long as he asks himself before doing everything: Are you happy?Is this in line with your heart and what you want to do?

Yes Yes.

I don't want anything anymore, I just want to be nice to him, I don't want to test his ideas anymore, I don't want to care about others, I just want to be nice to him according to my own mind.

He smiled at his father, who has almost never disobeyed: "As long as I feel happy, that's enough."

Ever since he coaxed away some shares from his mother with a little trick, he holds 30.00% of the total shares of the family property in his hand, plus he has been working at home since college. After seven or eight years, Many people in his hands hold important positions in the pulse gate, and it is too early to say that it is too early to evade his father-but it is enough not to be easily manipulated.

It was rare for Wen Lin to feel a little high-spirited, and he almost wanted to laugh out loud—laughing at himself.

In the past, he worried too much, was too indecisive, and treated his feelings in a muddled way, which made him and Ji Yao get into this same situation.He stood up, picked up his coat again, and said in a calm and peaceful tone, "Of course you can oppose and hate this feeling, and even suppress me, let me continue to be a marionette obediently according to your wishes, but I will still insist Of course I will resist my decision, and we can wait and see what the final result will be."

After finishing speaking, he smiled at his parents: "I'm going to find trouble with Su Bingxin. The way of the Su family will probably be compromised in the future. Parents, please change the plan."

He strode out the door.

What is it just to be low in the dust?It doesn't matter even if he turns into real dust, as long as he is willing.

It is said that when the darkness of the Middle Ages was the most severe, many martyrs in Europe were smiling before they were tied to the cross and burned to death.

Are you happy?

Yes, he is very happy.

He has never been so happy.

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——Jiang Chunshui narrowed his eyes slightly, and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case: "I want to slap you, is that okay?" She asked politely.