Scum smell

Zhang He lowered his eyes, and his tone was always straightforward: "I took care of Ji Yao when he was still in kindergarten, and I didn't know how to cook at that time. The two of us most often ate rice soaked in plain water, a bowl of rice, and a handful of pickles. A glass of boiling water, we eat this when the kindergarten does not have meals on weekends."

"When I was in elementary school, Ji Yao didn't even have pocket money to buy a ham sausage worth [-] cents, and I didn't see you once in ten days and a half months. If I wanted to feed a stray cat on the side of the road, I had to pay for the food myself when I was hungry. .”

"In junior high school, I was most annoyed by parent-teacher meetings. My parents couldn't come five or six times out of ten. The head teacher always wondered if I didn't tell my parents. Every time I was suspected by her, I was in a bad mood and I would think about Ji Yao. , and then it was cool, because my parents can come four or five times, and my godfather and godmother, can I come once out of ten times? The head teacher is very interesting, and asked me in private, is Ji Yao adopted by our family? Child."

"In high school, Wen Lin won the second place in the school. His father scolded him why he didn't get the first place in front of him, but when he met people outside, he praised his son for how good he was and won the second place. Everyone knows how the Wen family's children are. It's all good, you all praised Wen Lin when you came back, saying that this kid Wen Lin is really good, but why didn't you ask, 'How many people did you get in the exam this time'?"

"The No.1 report card was signed by my mother. When she asked Ji Yao why he didn't tell you, he didn't care, saying that you were busy and there was no need to talk about small things."

Ji Yao was dumbfounded.

These are all things that have happened for a long time in the past, and he has even forgotten many things.Unexpectedly, Zhang He still remembered.

What he said was almost pointing at the nose of the two elders. It doesn't matter what Ji Yao said is enough, it's really enough. He wants him to feel, and he feels that what they have done is far from enough.

There is a reason why Zhang He suddenly exploded.

When they were young, Zhang He was beaten twice in three days. After the beating, he complained to Ji Yao, saying that he would beat him back when he grew up.Ji Yao asked why in surprise, and Zhang He asked him why in surprise.Ji Yao was confused and went back to what he didn't know, he had never been beaten, and seeing Zhang He like this, he was quite envious.

What kind of environment is it that makes a child feel envious of his brother next door being beaten? ?

So Zhang He likes to bully Ji Yan, beat him, play his head, and suppress him violently to make him unable to get up ...

As a junior, Zhang He knew that he really shouldn't contradict him like this, especially at this stall, but he really, really...

Zhang He had no expression on his face, and pulled Ji Yao back: "Since you said 'equal education' when he was young and you didn't hit him once, don't hit him now either."

"Ji Yao used my pocket money when I was a child, and fed my own meals when I grew up. I'm afraid he won't be able to eat ten meals a year at the same table with you, but he can eat a hundred meals with me. There are still many meals, so I am afraid that if he does something wrong, I will teach him a lesson, and that is me."

When Zhang He spoke, he was never in a hurry, and he was as steady as he was usually.

Although the tone of these words is not serious, the meaning is serious enough. With the anger and resentment that have not been uttered for many years, every word is pierced into the heart of the two elders. Ji Yao pinches him hard to make him shut up, Zhang He thinks he is annoying , without turning his head, he directly pressed the person on the back with his backhand, Ji Yao's face hit Zhang He's strong back muscles, his long eyelashes trembled, and he stopped talking.

Compared with this pair of children, Ji's father and Ji's mother are truly heartbroken.Mother Ji choked up suddenly, she had a lot to say, but seeing Zhang He protecting Ji Yao behind him like a cub, and looking at them with vigilant eyes, she felt that she could say nothing. late.

In the end, she only managed to say one sentence: "Yao, we don't want to take care of you, it's just, just..."

It's just that before they noticed, such a small Ji Yao grew up, and they couldn't control it anymore.

In this way, in Ji Yao's prediction, a coming out that was about to be a world-shattering level was resolved so lightly - it even turned into a denunciation meeting of Ji's father and mother in the end.Until Ji Yao was dragged away by Zhang He in a daze, he still didn't turn his head around.

"ended?"

"Well, it's over."

"Just...that's it?"

"that is it."

"But……"

Ji Yao was still stuttering a bit.He's been feeling extremely depressed recently, subconsciously thinking the worst about everything, and he's really started to fabricate the ending for himself uncontrollably.As for suicide or any other way of death, he has thought about it.

Zhang He raised his eyebrows: "A slap, isn't it enough?"

"But, but..." In his heart, it was naturally not enough.

Under the watchful eyes of the two parents, Zhang He took him out of the door grandly, pushed his car out of the garage, and put Ji Yao on the back seat: "I told you to come out early and give birth early, you I just don’t believe it—the person who really cares about you, how can he be willing to hurt you, just wait, the two of them will definitely not be able to sleep tonight, and then they will hug each other and cry.”

"........."

His motorcycle still only had one helmet, and he put it on Ji Yao's head, and Xu Yeye's face suddenly came to mind, and he dispelled her shadow from his mind: "I haven't eaten all night, right?" ? Let's take you to eat supper."

Ji Yao finally recovered from the shock of "I rely on my parents' fighting power to be so weak", and when he raised his face, he found that Zhang He was about to take him away under four pairs of eyes.He took off his helmet with a wooden face: "Zhang He, are you sick? I told you not to meet in private."

Zhang He swallowed back the words that came to his lips, pointed to the brightly lit Ji's house behind him with its door open, and the Zhang's family's shadow on the dark terrace, quite confidently: "It's not in private, I'm in front of them of."

...God damn it in front of my face.

Ji Yao was really tired, he said tiredly: "At this time, what problem can you solve by selling miserably to my parents? They haven't fulfilled their responsibilities as parents, and that's not the reason for me to go out and fool around. In the end , what I should face, is not to face."

Zhang He pursed his lips tightly.

Does he know that this is passing on responsibility?He knows better than anyone else.

But at the same time, no one knows better than him how sad Ji Yao has been in his heart recently. As long as he can help Ji Yao relieve a little burden at this time, even if he uses some indecent means to his godfather and godmother, he will do it. Feel nothing.

It can be seen that some people usually look at the thick eyebrows and big eyes without any intention, but in fact their stomachs are full of bad water.

Ji Yao looked at Zhang He, this person was like this every time, appearing in his life like a god.

Stand by his side every time when he is most painful, hesitant, and helpless, accompany him, support him, and give him strength.

He never seemed to think about it seriously, but looking back, it seems that every time he broke up, was beaten up, and his scum essence was exposed... Zhang He always stood by his side and said to him: I will take you away .

He smiled and wanted to say something else to divert his attention: "I slept with Comrade Xu Yeye last night and established a deep revolutionary friendship. She even sent me a message to show off to me this afternoon. Said you two went on a date, how was it, did the date go well?"

Zhang He pursed his lips and remained silent.

It seems that it is not very good.

Ji Yao thought with his toes, and knew it was because of himself.He reached out and straightened Zhang He's crooked collar: "Zhang He, don't spoil me anymore."

He didn't mean to blame Zhang He, he was just really tired and wanted to have a good time.He said: "Besides, you dragged me away just now, our parents...maybe thinking wrong." He raised his eyes and looked at the four people who came out of the two gates.

While they were talking, they had already come out.

On the left is Ji's father with a sad face, supporting Ji's mother who is crying; on the right are Zhang's father and Zhang's mother with extremely complicated expressions.

The two parents looked at each other, as if they had never been so embarrassed.They were silent, and the two boys were also silent.

Zhang He didn't know what to say, and Ji Yao just didn't bother to say anything.

Everyone confronted each other for a few seconds. Father Ji seemed to have done enough mental construction. He coughed lightly and said, "Everyone, go in."

The Zhang family, who were still worried and not easy to intervene, can finally not only watch from the sidelines, but this opportunity is really complicated and unspeakable. Zhang's mother's brain hurts from thinking about it. At this moment, she has only one question in her mind: What's going on with the two kids?

As soon as she returned to the hall of Ji's house, she couldn't wait to ask again: "Yao, Ahe, tell your parents the truth, you..." She glanced around the people present, as if she couldn't speak, Finally, he gritted his teeth and said, "Is there...?"

The words were vague, but everyone understood.There is no need to play dumb at this time, this is inevitable, Ji Yao knows in his heart that once his sexual orientation is exposed, everyone who knows the relationship between the two families will think in their hearts: Since Ji Yao is gay, then the Zhang family boy and him Well then, isn't it also...?

This is what he fears most when he refuses to come out of the closet, and this kind of being forced to come out, which is well known to everyone, is what he fears the most.

People in the world are ignorant, and always feel that since a person is gay, then all the same-sex people around him who have a good relationship with this person should be questioned about their sexuality.

At this time, what is the most appropriate method?

Play dead?remain silent?The clear is from the clear and the turbid is from the turbid?

Wrong, silence will only make the fool more excited, put his own prejudice on others, and use his ignorance to make the silent person a final conclusion.

So the best way to maintain innocence is to keep a distance, and it is best to scold this disgusting homosexual with everyone, bah, I used to be so close to our family, maybe I have a crush on my son, it is really wicked.

Ji Yao's eyes slowly swept across the crowd, compared to the hesitation and apprehension in Zhang's mother's eyes, his eyes were cold, as if they were completely cold.Finally, his eyes met Zhang's mother.

This is the woman who held him and fed him.

This is the woman holding his hand and leading him to school.

This is the woman who held a parent-teacher meeting for him and signed his report card.

This is the woman who was on a business trip, and he came back with just one phone call, cooking him braised prawns.

He still remembers the scene at that time, when he was in the first grade of elementary school, he suddenly had a fever, his parents were not at home as usual, and dinner was usually boiled rice with pickles, but he couldn't eat it.Zhang He was in a hurry. He called his godmother, and the connection was made there. It was clearly a very crisp voice. When he heard that it was him, he immediately became gentle: "It's you, what's the matter?"

He thought it was nothing at first, but when he heard that gentle and gentle voice, he cried for some reason, and said with a sob: "Mother, I'm so hungry..."

After hearing this, Zhang's mother only said a few words: "Wait for me to come back." Then she really rushed back in the middle of the night - when he entered the door, he felt that Zhang's mother was glowing all over.As soon as she entered the door, she gave him a box of chocolates and asked him and Zhang He to rest their stomachs first. Then, without changing their clothes, she rushed into the kitchen and cooked him a pot of braised prawns.

He still remembers that the box of chocolates belonged to Dove, and the braised prawns were delicious, which later became his favorite dish.

Zhang's father also treated him very well, but his father's love was always reserved, and he had Zhang He again, so he didn't have a deep affection for the two fathers, nor did he have that much hope for the two mothers.But he always understood one thing, that is, the Zhang family never owed him anything, but they owed him a lot.

Such a kind-hearted and nice family, why put them in a dilemma?

He thought so, so he opened his mouth and said clearly: "Yes."

At the same time, another voice sounded with him: "No."

Ji Yao: "..."

Zhang He: "..."

Fa Xiao and the two looked at each other.

Mother Zhang laughed angrily: "Is it there or not?"

Just as Ji Yao was about to speak, Zhang He got anxious and stretched out his hand to cover his mouth.How can the parents of the two families not understand this situation, Father Zhang pointed to Zhang He: "Ahe, you...you..."

Yep, big misunderstanding.

Ji Yao rolled his eyes and smiled.He broke Zhang He's hand away forcefully, and said: "It's not that Zhang He likes me, it's that I have conspired against Zhang He for many years. This kid is a straight man."

He really spoke up.

Zhang He closed his eyes.Usually such a cowardly child, why did he suddenly wake up at this time?

Ji Yao repeated what he said twice today: "I'm a real homosexual. I've had boyfriends since I discovered my sexual orientation. I've had lovers who can't count on both hands. I've done all sorts of bad things. He is a rotten person who can't be more rotten." But this time he added a few words: "But rottenness is my business, and I know in my heart that no matter what the reason is, although sexuality cannot be changed, no one forces it. I messed around, and no one put a knife on my neck and made me fall. This matter has nothing to do with Zhang He from the beginning to the end. He wants to control me, but he can't control me. He is a straight man, no Knowing what I was thinking, I did that on purpose, all I wanted to do was to stimulate him and make him worry about me, thinking that maybe he would be bent if this continued, but two days ago, he still discovered my plan."

What the hell is he talking about? ? ?

Zhang He looked at him in disbelief.

Ji Yao casually looked at Zhang He's eyes flushed with anger, and smiled: "Look, he still wants to cover for me now, and he will definitely say——"

"Are you farting?"

"Are you farting?"

Ji Yao rolled his eyes, as if he felt very complacent and interesting, but Zhang He was about to explode—his personality was not peaceful, but he was very buddhist and stable, and this kind of person could be called angry, even violently angry. This is the first time for everyone to see him.

Ji Yao's lips grinned even wider.

"Parents, don't listen to his nonsense!"

"Parents, don't listen to his nonsense!"

The parents of the two families were stunned to see the two performing at the same time as if they were talking about something.

The whole space was completely quiet, the air seemed to be stagnant, and the parents were even a little scared. This kind of atmosphere is really too——Ji Yao lightly tapped his lips twice, and leisurely looked at Zhang He who was completely driven away by him .

"Ji Yao, you bastard—"

"Ji Yao, you bastard——"

The two looked at each other the same way, Ji Yao said "Ouch" softly, covered his mouth exaggeratedly and artificially: "You guessed wrong."

"You——!!!" Zhang He picked up Ji Yao's collar and was about to punch him.There was a smile on Ji Yao's lips, and she just looked at him like that.

Zhang He's chest was heaving up and down due to intense emotions, and the wound on his forehead that Yu Siyuan smashed hurt violently, but the pain brought back a sliver of reason in him. He recalled that Ji Yao was outside and went indoors just now His words and deeds suddenly became clear.

He stared at the smile on Ji Yao's lips, and slowly let go of his hand: "You are provoking me on purpose, since just now, you have been provoking me—"

For the first time tonight, a look of surprise appeared on Ji Yao's face.

"If you provoke me to hit this punch, I'm sure I won't hold back. Maybe I can break the bridge of your nose, and our two families will have a reason to break up. It just so happens that we don't have much business involvement, friendship It won't hurt your muscles if it's lightened, right?"

When the parents heard this, Qiqi gasped.This time it was Ji Yao's turn to change his face, he rushed forward and covered Zhang He's mouth: "You—"

The more you care about someone, the more you push him away.

It's a typical Ji Yao style.

Zhang He waved him away, and said with a sneer, "Coward."

He turned his wrist twice, and the knuckles were pinched by him.He sneered: "As you wish." Then he punched Ji Yao hard in the abdomen.

"Pfft—cough cough cough cough cough cough!" Ji Yao was brought back several steps by the violent force, bumped into Father Ji directly, and then fell to the ground.

"峣峣!!!" Everyone's exclamation was left behind by Zhang He, and he strode out of Ji's gate with a cold face.

"—Anyway, you, Ji, enjoy the feeling of betrayal, don't you?"

: (The next chapter is really sweet, trust me)

——Father Wen said affirmatively: "You two..." He seemed to find it difficult to say the word "homosexuality", and changed it to another way of saying, "...together."

—he had never been so happy.