Confessing to the enemy every day
Chapter 36
Ji Sitang took a deep breath, and his expression became solemn in an instant.
It seems that I did not have hallucinations that day.
He did see Xiao Yuze in the psychiatry department.
"What's the matter?"
Xiao Yuze stretched out his hand and unbuttoned his cuff.
Then, he lifted the cuff up little by little.
Ji Sitang's eyes widened.
Xiao Yuze's body was covered with scars.
There are traces of burns from cigarette butts, and more, criss-cross scars from whipping with sticks.
After seeing this scene, his forehead couldn't help another burst of pain.
A woman's scream came to his ears.
The screams were accompanied by begging for mercy, and the hoarseness made people palpitate.
When Ji Sitang came back to his senses, his forehead was already covered with cold sweat.
"Is it... domestic violence?"
He took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at Xiao Yuze,
"You... suffered domestic violence when you were young?"
However, at this moment, Pei Yunmo on the side grabbed the conversation and said angrily,
"More than that, what Brother Yuze suffered is more terrible than domestic violence..."
"Okay, Xiaomo."
As if he didn't want to delve into the matter further, Xiao Yuze stopped Pei Yunmo and stopped her from speaking.
I saw that he lowered the raised cuffs little by little, covering up the shocking scar again.
"That's already a thing of the past, let's not talk about it."
As he spoke, he met Ji Sitang's eyes again,
"I just want to tell you that mental illness is not that terrible, as long as your willpower is strong enough, you can overcome it."
Ji Sitang couldn't help thinking of what Xiao Yuze had said to him in the classroom before.
Have a goal, have a thing to do...
No wonder Xiao Yuze is proficient in so much professional knowledge.
Whether it's taekwondo, acting, speech, vocal music...
That's not because he's gifted.
It is the fruit he has made in order to defeat the mental illness.
At this moment, a spoon was stuffed in his hand.
Only hearing Xiao Yuze's urging voice sounded,
"Eat it quickly, or the ice cream will melt."
Ji Sitang came back to his senses and nodded.
Picking up the spoon, he set his eyes on the bowl of ice cream in front of him.
At this moment, the chocolate sauce on top of the ice cream has gradually melted.
His name and Xiao Yuze's name gradually intertwined and became one.
Ji Sitang took a deep breath, reached out to scoop up a spoonful of ice cream, dipped it in the chocolate sauce with their names on it, and put it in his mouth.
Very sweet.
After dinner, Pei Yunmo had to rush back to school because of group discussions, so she said goodbye to the two of them.
Before leaving, she did not forget to "threat" Ji Sitang,
"If you dare to bully Brother Yuze, I will snatch Brother Yuze over right away, and let you die alone forever!"
Ji Sitang just wanted to answer him.
I still don't know who is bullying whom!
However, thinking of Xiao Yuze's scars all over his body, Ji Sitang resisted the fragrant quotations in his mouth, and replied to her,
"Don't worry, I will never let you snatch it."
If it is said that Xiao Yuze was half intimidating and half threatening to hold hands before.
At this moment, Ji Sitang took the initiative to hold Xiao Yuze's hand.
Just like Xiao Yuze did before, he clasped his fingers and held it tightly.
"Go back to the bedroom?"
Xiao Yuze turned to look at him, "Shall I take you back?"
"Do not……"
Ji Sitang met his eyes,
"Just now our date between two people was interrupted by Xiaomo, we have to make up for it no matter what."
Xiao Yuze smiled slightly, followed him and said,
"What do you want to do?"
Ji Sitang thought about it carefully:
"At this point, the amusement facilities are almost closed, or... watch a movie! I don't know if there are any good movies recently..."
Xiao Yuze nodded, reached out and picked up his phone to search,
"There are no good-looking blockbusters, but there is a domestic romance film at 11 o'clock. The popularity is mediocre, and the audience's response is mediocre. The reversal is illogical, and the sweetness is also very mediocre."
"just go."
Ji Sitang grasped Xiao Yuze's hand tightly, "We are two lovers, why don't we watch romance movies?"
Xiao Yuze smiled, and went with Ji Sitang.
On normal weekdays, there were few people watching the midnight movie, and the response of this movie was not high, so there were only the two of them in the huge movie theater.
When the staff checked the tickets, they muttered a few words, as if they were complaining about these two ignorant people who made him have to work more overtime.
It is equivalent to booking a room, so the two of them naturally chose the middle seat.
Maybe watching it with Xiao Yuze, even if it was such a slow-paced romance, Ji Sitang calmly watched it.
This movie is not as bad as the Internet makes it out to be.
On the contrary, it reflects many real problems.
The heroine is a girl who has been poisoned by patriarchy. She has been neglected since she was a child, and she has to work from dawn to dusk to do housework and take care of her younger brother.
After finishing junior high school, although her grades were excellent, she still chose to drop out of school and work under the persecution of her parents to subsidize the family and pay for her younger brother to go to college.
However, the younger brother is a restless master, because he has been favored so much that he has developed a lawless character, fighting and fighting, and his family has to lose money to others every day.
In order to make up for her younger brother's sting, the heroine worked four jobs, but the salary was still not enough. In the end, she chose to sell herself.
Most of the customers who sell themselves are low-quality barbarians, and the hostess has been tortured until one day, she met a customer, but the customer did not touch her, but just came to chat with her every day, and the money was paid.
Soon, the girl fell in love with him, looking forward to him coming to her every day, even looking forward to marrying him and conceiving his child.
Finally, the girl did not wait for the guest, but only received a letter from him.
It turned out that the guest was a child from another family in their village. They liked the heroine since childhood and wanted to save her from that family.
However, when he saved enough money to take the heroine away, he died in an accident.
With his love for her, the heroine mustered up the courage to face the next life again.
The movie is over.
However, at this moment, Ji Sitang found that Xiao Yuze beside him was already in tears.
He had never seen Xiao Yuze cry.
In his opinion, Xiao Yuze is like a god, capable of resolving all unhappiness and solving all unsolvable problems.
For the first time, he showed his vulnerable side.
This made Ji Sitang even more distressed.
"what happened to you?"
He covered Xiao Yuze's hand and asked worriedly.
Xiao Yuze took a deep breath and said in a low voice,
"I just remembered something from the past."
With that said, he turned his head to look at Ji Sitang,
"Did you see those scars on my body earlier?"
Ji Sitang nodded.
Xiao Yuze sighed lightly,
"Actually, these are all masterpieces of my own father."
Although he had already guessed some clues, but hearing Xiao Yuze say it himself, he still felt a chill down his spine.
After a moment of silence, Xiao Yuze slowly opened his mouth,
"My father used to be a businessman just like your father, but he didn't have a business mind and lost a lot of money. After he failed in business, he became depressed day by day, didn't go out to work, and became addicted to drinking and gambling. My mother In order to support the family, I can only work around to make money, but the meager wages earned from working are not enough to plug my father's hole..."
Having said that, he clenched his fists, his whole body trembling,
"Later, in order to make my mother earn more money, that beast forced her to go out and sell herself, just like the heroine in the film, my mother was not willing, but in order to make my mother agree, that beast used a young I'm a threat..."
Ji Sitang couldn't help but widen his eyes.
After adjusting his breathing, Xiao Yuze continued to speak,
"In order to protect me, my mother had no choice but to agree. However, she was not greedy enough to swallow the elephant. The beast took the money my mother exchanged for her dignity, squandered it in a blink of an eye, and used more violence against me. In the end, my mother suffered. In spite of his atrocities, one night when he was drunk, he picked up a kitchen knife and stabbed him directly in the chest..."
Xiao Yuze covered his forehead, as if recalling the past of that day, his expression looked very painful.
It seemed that there was empathy, and Ji Sitang's forehead began to swell and ache unknowingly.
However, he still held Xiao Yuze tightly.
After Xiao Yuze took a deep breath, he spoke slowly again,
"After my mother successfully killed the demon, she chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building. After that, I was adopted by a policeman, and that policeman was Xiaomo's father."
demon……
torment...
Ji Sitang covered his forehead, as if he had heard such words before...
Who exactly said that...
that woman...
At this moment, the devastated woman overlapped with a certain image in his mind.
Ji Sitang opened his eyes wide, and couldn't help but feel a chill down his spine.
mother.
That woman is his mother.
It seems that I did not have hallucinations that day.
He did see Xiao Yuze in the psychiatry department.
"What's the matter?"
Xiao Yuze stretched out his hand and unbuttoned his cuff.
Then, he lifted the cuff up little by little.
Ji Sitang's eyes widened.
Xiao Yuze's body was covered with scars.
There are traces of burns from cigarette butts, and more, criss-cross scars from whipping with sticks.
After seeing this scene, his forehead couldn't help another burst of pain.
A woman's scream came to his ears.
The screams were accompanied by begging for mercy, and the hoarseness made people palpitate.
When Ji Sitang came back to his senses, his forehead was already covered with cold sweat.
"Is it... domestic violence?"
He took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at Xiao Yuze,
"You... suffered domestic violence when you were young?"
However, at this moment, Pei Yunmo on the side grabbed the conversation and said angrily,
"More than that, what Brother Yuze suffered is more terrible than domestic violence..."
"Okay, Xiaomo."
As if he didn't want to delve into the matter further, Xiao Yuze stopped Pei Yunmo and stopped her from speaking.
I saw that he lowered the raised cuffs little by little, covering up the shocking scar again.
"That's already a thing of the past, let's not talk about it."
As he spoke, he met Ji Sitang's eyes again,
"I just want to tell you that mental illness is not that terrible, as long as your willpower is strong enough, you can overcome it."
Ji Sitang couldn't help thinking of what Xiao Yuze had said to him in the classroom before.
Have a goal, have a thing to do...
No wonder Xiao Yuze is proficient in so much professional knowledge.
Whether it's taekwondo, acting, speech, vocal music...
That's not because he's gifted.
It is the fruit he has made in order to defeat the mental illness.
At this moment, a spoon was stuffed in his hand.
Only hearing Xiao Yuze's urging voice sounded,
"Eat it quickly, or the ice cream will melt."
Ji Sitang came back to his senses and nodded.
Picking up the spoon, he set his eyes on the bowl of ice cream in front of him.
At this moment, the chocolate sauce on top of the ice cream has gradually melted.
His name and Xiao Yuze's name gradually intertwined and became one.
Ji Sitang took a deep breath, reached out to scoop up a spoonful of ice cream, dipped it in the chocolate sauce with their names on it, and put it in his mouth.
Very sweet.
After dinner, Pei Yunmo had to rush back to school because of group discussions, so she said goodbye to the two of them.
Before leaving, she did not forget to "threat" Ji Sitang,
"If you dare to bully Brother Yuze, I will snatch Brother Yuze over right away, and let you die alone forever!"
Ji Sitang just wanted to answer him.
I still don't know who is bullying whom!
However, thinking of Xiao Yuze's scars all over his body, Ji Sitang resisted the fragrant quotations in his mouth, and replied to her,
"Don't worry, I will never let you snatch it."
If it is said that Xiao Yuze was half intimidating and half threatening to hold hands before.
At this moment, Ji Sitang took the initiative to hold Xiao Yuze's hand.
Just like Xiao Yuze did before, he clasped his fingers and held it tightly.
"Go back to the bedroom?"
Xiao Yuze turned to look at him, "Shall I take you back?"
"Do not……"
Ji Sitang met his eyes,
"Just now our date between two people was interrupted by Xiaomo, we have to make up for it no matter what."
Xiao Yuze smiled slightly, followed him and said,
"What do you want to do?"
Ji Sitang thought about it carefully:
"At this point, the amusement facilities are almost closed, or... watch a movie! I don't know if there are any good movies recently..."
Xiao Yuze nodded, reached out and picked up his phone to search,
"There are no good-looking blockbusters, but there is a domestic romance film at 11 o'clock. The popularity is mediocre, and the audience's response is mediocre. The reversal is illogical, and the sweetness is also very mediocre."
"just go."
Ji Sitang grasped Xiao Yuze's hand tightly, "We are two lovers, why don't we watch romance movies?"
Xiao Yuze smiled, and went with Ji Sitang.
On normal weekdays, there were few people watching the midnight movie, and the response of this movie was not high, so there were only the two of them in the huge movie theater.
When the staff checked the tickets, they muttered a few words, as if they were complaining about these two ignorant people who made him have to work more overtime.
It is equivalent to booking a room, so the two of them naturally chose the middle seat.
Maybe watching it with Xiao Yuze, even if it was such a slow-paced romance, Ji Sitang calmly watched it.
This movie is not as bad as the Internet makes it out to be.
On the contrary, it reflects many real problems.
The heroine is a girl who has been poisoned by patriarchy. She has been neglected since she was a child, and she has to work from dawn to dusk to do housework and take care of her younger brother.
After finishing junior high school, although her grades were excellent, she still chose to drop out of school and work under the persecution of her parents to subsidize the family and pay for her younger brother to go to college.
However, the younger brother is a restless master, because he has been favored so much that he has developed a lawless character, fighting and fighting, and his family has to lose money to others every day.
In order to make up for her younger brother's sting, the heroine worked four jobs, but the salary was still not enough. In the end, she chose to sell herself.
Most of the customers who sell themselves are low-quality barbarians, and the hostess has been tortured until one day, she met a customer, but the customer did not touch her, but just came to chat with her every day, and the money was paid.
Soon, the girl fell in love with him, looking forward to him coming to her every day, even looking forward to marrying him and conceiving his child.
Finally, the girl did not wait for the guest, but only received a letter from him.
It turned out that the guest was a child from another family in their village. They liked the heroine since childhood and wanted to save her from that family.
However, when he saved enough money to take the heroine away, he died in an accident.
With his love for her, the heroine mustered up the courage to face the next life again.
The movie is over.
However, at this moment, Ji Sitang found that Xiao Yuze beside him was already in tears.
He had never seen Xiao Yuze cry.
In his opinion, Xiao Yuze is like a god, capable of resolving all unhappiness and solving all unsolvable problems.
For the first time, he showed his vulnerable side.
This made Ji Sitang even more distressed.
"what happened to you?"
He covered Xiao Yuze's hand and asked worriedly.
Xiao Yuze took a deep breath and said in a low voice,
"I just remembered something from the past."
With that said, he turned his head to look at Ji Sitang,
"Did you see those scars on my body earlier?"
Ji Sitang nodded.
Xiao Yuze sighed lightly,
"Actually, these are all masterpieces of my own father."
Although he had already guessed some clues, but hearing Xiao Yuze say it himself, he still felt a chill down his spine.
After a moment of silence, Xiao Yuze slowly opened his mouth,
"My father used to be a businessman just like your father, but he didn't have a business mind and lost a lot of money. After he failed in business, he became depressed day by day, didn't go out to work, and became addicted to drinking and gambling. My mother In order to support the family, I can only work around to make money, but the meager wages earned from working are not enough to plug my father's hole..."
Having said that, he clenched his fists, his whole body trembling,
"Later, in order to make my mother earn more money, that beast forced her to go out and sell herself, just like the heroine in the film, my mother was not willing, but in order to make my mother agree, that beast used a young I'm a threat..."
Ji Sitang couldn't help but widen his eyes.
After adjusting his breathing, Xiao Yuze continued to speak,
"In order to protect me, my mother had no choice but to agree. However, she was not greedy enough to swallow the elephant. The beast took the money my mother exchanged for her dignity, squandered it in a blink of an eye, and used more violence against me. In the end, my mother suffered. In spite of his atrocities, one night when he was drunk, he picked up a kitchen knife and stabbed him directly in the chest..."
Xiao Yuze covered his forehead, as if recalling the past of that day, his expression looked very painful.
It seemed that there was empathy, and Ji Sitang's forehead began to swell and ache unknowingly.
However, he still held Xiao Yuze tightly.
After Xiao Yuze took a deep breath, he spoke slowly again,
"After my mother successfully killed the demon, she chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building. After that, I was adopted by a policeman, and that policeman was Xiaomo's father."
demon……
torment...
Ji Sitang covered his forehead, as if he had heard such words before...
Who exactly said that...
that woman...
At this moment, the devastated woman overlapped with a certain image in his mind.
Ji Sitang opened his eyes wide, and couldn't help but feel a chill down his spine.
mother.
That woman is his mother.
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