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Lin Hong's operation was carried out on time, and Xiao Man had been standing outside the operating room waiting, the time passed quickly, the mobile phone showed that it was already three o'clock in the afternoon, and the three words "in operation" on the top of the operating room were always on the red light, Xiao Man could only feel Silently pray that everything goes well.

Lin Hong's operation ended at five o'clock in the afternoon. After the doctor came out, he said that the operation went well. In order to prevent infection after the operation, he needs to be observed in the intensive care unit for the next few days. After the situation improves, he will be transferred to the general ward. When Lin Hong was pushed out, Xiaoman only took a quick glance, and then she was pushed into the intensive care unit.

The intensive care unit has a specific visiting time for family members, only 10 minutes in the morning every day. Xiaoman lay on the small window of the intensive care unit and looked in. He couldn’t see anything except the white bed. Finally, the nurse let him go. In the accompanying room of the critically ill family members, they were instructed that the family members could leave the hospital, but not for too long, in case the patient had special circumstances. After Xiaoman applied for the accompanying mattress from the nurse's station, he waited at the door to pick up his things.

Everything is going well here, but the phone in Xiaoman's hand has been very quiet. Although he has seen it many times, the phone and messages have also set ringtones and vibration reminders, but he still can't help it. After a few minutes or After a few seconds, he will turn on the screen to take a look, but there is only a clean screensaver picture, which is a small bridge and flowing water. If there is new information, the display bar will cover the stone steps on the small bridge, but every time he clicks on the screen , The stone steps are all empty.

Xiaoman rang the doorbell of the intensive care unit, typed on his mobile phone, and told the nurse who was looking after Lin Hong that he had a temporary trip, so he could call him if something happened, and hurried back to the apartment. He held the key and turned the finger of the door lock. They were all trembling, looking forward to seeing Li Xiwei after opening the door. He thought about countless possibilities. Maybe Li Xiwei got a good result in the competition and went to have dinner with others to celebrate after the competition. Maybe he invited many friends to celebrate his birthday together. Just like celebrating his college entrance examination results last time, maybe Li Xiwei passed out drunk on the sofa after opening the door, his legs were still hanging on the corner of the sofa, and his arms were over his eyes, covering the glare of the overhead lights.

But when the door was opened, only one room was dark, the window was open on the balcony of the living room, the night wind blowing in swirled under his feet, and the palms of his hands were no longer sweaty, the cool night wind caught him, so Xiao Man searched around in every room .

Li Xiwei didn't come back.

After that, Xiaoman ran around the hospital and the apartment every day. Lin Hong had been transferred to the general ward. The rejection reaction after the operation was not serious, and the recovery was not bad. Although she was still very thin, her complexion was much better than before. The month of hospitalization passed quickly, and Lin Hong finally breathed a sigh of relief before being discharged from the hospital. Looking at Xiaoman's face, she couldn't bear it, "Xiaoman, you haven't slept well in a long time, you have lost too much weight , you can relax after leaving the hospital, I am in good health and can take care of myself.”

Xiaoman squeezed Lin Hong's legs, afraid that she would be worried, so he forced the expression on his face and smiled at Lin Hong, telling her not to worry. Although it was not easy to accompany Xiaoman in the hospital, it was Li Xiwei who kept Xiaoman from falling asleep. He had appeared before, and no one could tell him where Li Xiwei had gone. He just disappeared suddenly, as if he had never appeared before.

Just like Li Ran back then, he came suddenly and left suddenly, but he couldn't find it, there was nowhere.

It seems that this summer is the same as the summer when I met Li Ran, it was just a dream bubble, the sun came out, and nothing was left.

After Lin Hong was discharged from the hospital, Xiao Man moved in with her directly. The doctor said that postoperative recuperation is very important, and special attention must be paid to diet, taking medicine on time, and regular follow-up visits. Lin Hong always emphasized that she can do it alone, but Xiao Man Worried about her, she persisted, and finally returned the rental house directly.

Xiaoman went to the old house of Li Xiwei's family. The iron gate was wide open, and there were two large box trucks parked at the door. Several people were wearing the clothes of the moving company and wearing masks, moving furniture from the inside out one after another. Things were directly piled up in the yard, Xiaoman walked into the yard, grabbed a person to ask about the situation.

The man knew that Xiao Man was dumb and talked a lot, as if he had nowhere to vent his gossip, finally he found someone to confide in, he just wanted to express it quickly, so he grabbed Xiao Man and kept talking.

"This family's surname is Li. This man was arrested some time ago. I heard that he was involved in bribery, illegally sucking in funds, and using charitable organizations to launder money. Anyway, I heard that there are several crimes. A few days ago, all the crimes under this man's name The property has been seized by the court, the house has been foreclosed, and the court has enforced it. Things are changing. It turns out that there is so much money. However, a skinny camel is bigger than a horse, which is not something we can compare."

Xiaoman really wanted to ask them if they knew about Li Xiwei's situation, but that person had already been called away by others. Xiaoman stood in the yard, looking at the people who kept coming in and out, a little dazzled, not knowing where to look, turned around and thought Walking, I suddenly caught a glimpse of a wooden table among the sundries piled up in the yard, a book was pressed under the table legs, and a photo was sandwiched between the pages of the book, revealing a corner of the photo.

Xiaoman stared at the yellowed corner of the photo, and immediately recognized the photo. He walked to the table, carefully lifted the table leg, and pulled out the photo. There was a gray line on the edge of the photo A small part of the color on the print was also worn off. Xiaoman gently wiped off the dust on the photo with his fingertips. Looking at the people in the photo, two small people are close to each other, with their shoulders close together, and one is full of smiles. , one with a serious expression, both of them looked at the camera, their eyes were very bright, Xiaoman turned the photo over gently, there was a sentence on the back of the photo, when he saw it for the first time, he couldn't read or understand.

Now he can read—

Little dumb, let's elope.

There is a sentence immediately below, next time I will teach you to write my real name, Xi Wei.

All the doubts like hemp ropes suddenly found an exit from the place he couldn't figure out before, and everything had a reasonable explanation, why did his rose tattoo have the rough feeling after the scar healed, his age, his name, And everything that went wrong all summer long.

Li Xiwei still had no news, so Xiaoman began to look for people he knew Li Xiwei everywhere, Fangzheng's phone was often disconnected, even if he got through, no one answered, Xiaoman finally ran to Nanguang School, looked for many people, and finally found Fangzheng address, he went to Fangzheng's house that night, because there was access control, he could only wait downstairs, and it was late at night, but fortunately, he finally saw Fangzheng.

Seeing Fangzheng lowering his head and opening the door with the key card, Xiaoman rushed up and grabbed his arm tightly, breathing heavily suddenly.

Fangzheng didn't notice that there was someone next to him, and when he was held by Xiaoman, he was so frightened that he jumped half a meter high, screaming, "Who, who attacked me?" When he turned around and saw that it was Xiaoman, he patted his chest, Embarrassed smile, "Xiao Man, it's you. I thought I met a bad guy in the middle of the night. Why are you downstairs at my house?"

Xiaoman didn't bother him, took out his mobile phone and typed, and asked him, "Do you know where Li Xiwei went?"

"You don't know where Xi Wei has gone?" Fang Zheng's tone seemed a little surprised.

Xiaoman nodded and continued typing, "His phone has been disconnected and turned off."

Fangzheng scratched his head and smiled mischievously, "Xi Wei is a real person, why didn't he tell you before he left, I thought you already knew about it, haha, that...he went abroad, and it's more than one It's been a month, and he went to country M, and he went to his grandfather's place."

In order to prove his words, Fangzheng pulled out a photo from his mobile phone to Xiaoman, "Look, this is a photo he sent me a few days ago, a photo of him and his grandfather, it was taken on August 8th. "

Xiaoman's gaze turned to Fangzheng's cell phone. He hadn't seen Li Xiwei for a long time. The camera in the photo was only his upper body. The background should be in the room. Xiaoman saw the wind chime hanging on the window eaves. The wind was blowing, and the wind chime The direction of the wind was tilted, he thought, the sound of wind chimes must be very pleasant, because the person in the photo was smiling happily, leaning on his grandfather's shoulder. It's pointed, and the hair has been cut a little shorter. It used to reach the shoulders, but now it only reaches the chin.

Xiaoman bit her lower lip, her throat was choked, her eyes were a little red, seeing someone, the stone in her heart finally fell to the ground, she was relieved, as long as there was news of someone, but then the bottom of her heart quickly rose again Resentment, he went to other places, told Fangzheng, but did not tell him, at least, tell him, he has his decision, he will respect and support him, but his news still needs to be obtained from others You know, this makes Xiaoman feel very far away, farther than their distance, a distance that can't be touched even across the ocean, this feeling is very uncomfortable, just brought it up again with a sigh of relief.

Thinking that Li Xiwei was in country M, the place he only heard about on TV, it was very far away, and it might be very difficult to meet up, so he continued to type and asked Fang Zheng: "Is he going to country M for vacation? Did he tell you? When will you be back?"

"He applied to the school with his grandfather, and a SU motorcycle club abroad invited him. His idol is the founder of that club. He wanted to go before, and now he just received the invitation, so he agreed. SU is a professional club, so there will be a lot of time for training, plus he still has to go to school, so he should be very, very busy." Fangzheng paused and swallowed, "It will take at least three to five years to go to school there. , and his grandfather's health is not very good, it is estimated that he will not come back in the past few years."

Xiao Man stood there blankly, he was still thinking about how long three to five years is, and how long it would be if converted into a day.

Fangzheng looked at Xiaoman, couldn't bear it, sighed, raised his hand and brushed two handfuls of hair indiscriminately, put his arm on his neck, pinched the back of his neck vigorously, finally took out his phone and searched for a long time, and found a message, Holding it in front of Xiaoman, Xiaoman squinted his eyes and stared at the screen with the help of the dim lights at the intersection to see clearly the words on it.

"Fangzheng, if Xiaoman comes to you to ask about my situation, you can tell him for me, and tell him not to look for me. We are still young, so I feel sorry for him. As a person, I am most interested in what I can't get. Yes, but after I got it, I found it tasteless. I don’t have any qualitative feelings. I used to be the same with Su Yu. I didn’t know clearly. The same is true with Xiaoman. I always lied to him. I was a bad child a long time ago. Didn't grow up to be a very good adult."

"Tell him not to look for me." Li Xiwei emphasized again in the text message.

It happened to be morning when Xiao Man returned to Lin Hong's place. He went to the nearby vegetable market to buy vegetables and made breakfast. The siblings were the same as before.

Lin Hong's habit was the same as Li Xiwei's, he didn't like to eat noodles with soy sauce. Xiaoman looked at the noodles in clear soup on the table and thought, the first time Li Xiwei left was a last resort, and he had no complaints after looking for him for seven years.

The second time he left was his own decision, no matter what his reasons were, he would not look for him again this time.

The summer of [-] was fast and slow. Fortunately, God had pity on him, so that autumn came very early, and the leaves of the poplar trees outside the window also fell. After a night rain, the leaves with the mottled imprint of time were pressed on the mud Down.

But summer is still the same, it goes and comes again...

The author says:

The first volume is finished, the second volume is the memories of childhood, and the small theater is from childhood, so it will not be too long.The third volume is the reunion of the two after that, and then I am going to revise the previous article tomorrow. There will be no changes in the general direction, so you don’t need to re-read it, and the update time will remain the same. Thank you for your continued support~~Then I will continue to work hard Be ashamed to ask the author's column collection...orz