full of love for you

Li Xiwei didn't bring Xiaoman back to the house they used to live in. Xiaoman felt that he had been sitting in the car for a long time, bumping all the time, leaving the southern city and passing the eastern suburbs.

In the first half of the journey, Xiaoman tried his best to get out of the car, but in the second half of the journey, he was exhausted and fell asleep leaning on the seat.

When Fangzheng's call came in, Li Xiwei had just carried Xiaoman into the room, followed by a growl, "Li Xiwei, you are not human, I was frozen in the mountains all night, and the fireworks I bought were covered with dew this morning. Your mobile phone has been disconnected, and I dare not leave it anywhere, are you okay, what did you do last night, didn't you say you were going to surprise Xiaoman?"

"There's no more surprises. You can set off the fireworks. You can set them off however you want. I don't need them," Li Xiwei said.

"You don't need it anymore? You don't plan to chase people anymore?" Fangzheng was a little surprised. Li Xiwei had discussed with him for a long time before, "Don't you want Xiaoman to stay by your side?"

"Anyway, the result is the same for me now, there is no need to chase after him, just tie him up." Li Xiwei hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

When Xiaoman woke up, he found himself in a quiet single-family red brick villa.It is very remote here, with few people, but the environment is impeccable. Behind the red brick house is a blue lake, facing the low but continuous green hills, the sound of insects, rain and fog, distant mountains and close trees, as beautiful as a landscape painting.If he came at another time, Xiaoman would definitely like it here, but he was brought here by force, so naturally he didn't have any extra thoughts to enjoy the beautiful scenery.

Besides, every time he took a step, he would be followed by one or two people. If there was one more person, it would be Lao Song, the driver who picked them up today, and if there were two more people, the other would be Li Xiwei.

"The environment here is good. We will live here first in the future. If you feel bored, just tell me where you want to go, and I will take you there." After Li Xiwei finished speaking, he offered Xiaoman a pen and paper, "Or let Lao Song with you."

Lao Song is now serving as Xiaoman's 24-hour personal assistant, and Li Xiwei told him about this title.

Xiaoman's hand holding the nib was trembling, partly because of physical discomfort, partly because of Li Xiwei's absurdity, and wrote on the note, "What's the difference between you and being imprisoned?" After he finished writing, he threw the paper in his hand to Li Xiwei ,

After reading Xiaoman's words, Li Xiwei said: "Of course it's different. I don't restrict your freedom. You can go wherever you want. I just want to be with you. If you don't want to be with me, you don't have to. You just need to be on time at night." go home."

After he finished speaking, he paused, and continued: "It must be much easier for me to find you than it is for you to find Li Ran."

Xiaoman stared at Li Xiwei with wide eyes, as if he was looking at a strange and terrifying person he had never seen before, as if all the time the two of them had spent before was fake, taking off the gentle mask, this is his true face , sharp, extreme, with incredible thorns all over his body, he insisted on stabbing, no matter whether it was himself or someone else.

Xiaoman looked out the window, and the green mountains and green waters surrounding him had become the reinforced concrete that built this cage, hard and ferocious.

The two days of the weekend passed too long, Xiaoman was not feeling well, and he didn't go anywhere, he knew that even if he wanted to escape, he had to gather enough energy to do so.

Li Xiwei stayed at home with Xiao Man for two whole days, one person chattered endlessly, and the other kept silent for a legitimate reason - unable to speak, rejecting all forms of language.Not even eye contact.

Xiaoman often sits alone in front of the bedroom window on the second floor, listening to the murmur of the lake, non-stop.

Li Xiwei didn't force Xiaoman to share a room at night, but slept in the room next to him. The compromise requirement was that Xiaoman could not lock the door at any time.

"Today is Monday, and I'm going to work." Finally on Monday, Xiaoman felt much better, and the bruises on his body were slowly fading. He took the initiative to pass a note to Li Xiwei for the first time during breakfast, and couldn't wait.

Li Xiwei's eyes lit up for a moment when he received the note. He thought Xiaoman would say "Good morning", although they had been up for a long time, maybe it was "Breakfast is delicious", "The weather is fine today, I want to go out for a walk" .But when he opened the note and saw the words on it, Li Xiwei's eyes were soaked from the flames that had just ignited.There was a pungent blue smoke.

"Do you want to leave that much?" Li Xiwei put the note beside the breakfast plate, picked up the knife and fork to cut the ham on the plate.

Xiaoman wrote another note. Li Xiwei didn't read it this time, but put it next to the note just now, and handed the milk cup in front of him to Xiaoman, "I don't like milk, please help me drink it." .”

Xiaoman took the milk cup, took a sip and drank it to the bottom, and even brought the noodles with soy sauce in front of Li Xiwei, Li Xiwei did this every time these days, the food in front of him was always something he didn't like, but Xiaoman pretended not to see, and would no longer eat the food he didn't like for him like before.

Xiaoman ate a lot of this breakfast, his eyes were red when he put down his chopsticks.

"Don't eat so fast, it's not good for your stomach," Li Xiwei frowned at him, and ate the remaining half of the bun in front of Xiaoman.

"You don't have to go to work," Li Xiwei continued after eating the steamed stuffed bun. "The principal of your school is Zheng Lan. She is suspected of embezzling and misappropriating a huge amount of charitable funds. She has already been taken away by the relevant departments. Your school has also been temporarily shut down." It's closed, and the school's teachers and children have been urgently transferred to Nancheng Public Special School, and the teacher you think is highly respected is also a demon who eats human blood behind his back."

Li Xiwei didn't even give Xiaoman any buffer time, and asked in full swing, "Xiaoman, why don't you accompany me to a place today."

Without even thinking about it, Xiao Man stood up from the dining table, turned and left.

Facing the breakfast, Li Xiwei murmured softly, "It's fine if you don't want to go with me this year, and I'll take you there next year."

Xiaoman seemed to hear Li Xiwei's murmur before going up the steps. It sounded sad, his chest was tight, and he walked upstairs step by step according to the rhythm of his own heartbeat.

When Li Xiwei left the house, he received a call from Li Pei. Li Pei recovered quickly in the hospital and has now been discharged from the hospital. His voice on the phone was full of strength, and he returned to his usual full of energy. A mute, how long will you go crazy? Last time you suddenly gave up the opportunity to talk about cooperation. This time you actually dropped everything in the company. You have disappointed Dad. I hope you better understand in your heart. Compared with that dumb, Who is more important."

After Li Pei accused him, he didn't continue as usual, but suddenly softened his tone, "Did you do what happened to Zheng Lan?"

Li Xiwei squeezed the microphone tightly, his eyes darkened, "Dad, do you still want to lie to me? Ever since I knew my mother committed suicide, I have been investigating what happened back then. The director of the Sunshine Welfare Institute is Zheng Lan, the social charity fund of the orphanage has been donated by my mother. For more than ten years, she has a very good relationship with Zheng Lan. She has always regarded her as a friend, but she doesn't want her to be my husband's lover. I asked people to investigate Zheng Anning, but I didn't expect that Zheng Lan would adopt the child to her sister, so that I didn't know the truth for so many years. After my mother died, you used the will my mother made a long time ago, Continue to donate to Zheng Lan. For a person who caused her mother to commit suicide, I am very polite in doing so. She will never get out of it in this life. Also, Dad, don’t blackmail me with the company anymore. Whether there are other transactions during the period, you know in your heart."

After Li Xiwei finished speaking, he didn't listen to Li Pei's words at all, and hung up the phone directly.

Li Xiwei didn't come home that night, and Xiaoman tried to leave several times, but Lao Song could always find him easily, "Young master told me that you can't speak, and it would be better if someone took care of you personally." Every corner, every direction, and then back to the red brick house.

It was early in the morning when Li Xiwei came back, and he was sent back by Fang Zheng's arm. When Fang Zheng saw Xiao Man, he just laughed dryly, "I have already sent it back for you, Xiao Man, Xi Wei drank a lot of wine. Take care and take care."

Xiaoman looked at the drunken man who had to lean on Fangzheng so as not to fall. He suppressed a breath in his heart, walked to Fangzheng's side, and took Li Xiwei. He himself soon smelled of bitter alcohol.

Fangzheng didn't stay too long. Emotional matters are always the authorities' obsession, but no matter how clear the onlookers are, they can't influence the person involved. Talking too much will only have the opposite effect, but when he walked to the door, he still couldn't hold back and turned to Xiaoman. Said: "Xiao Man, I don't know what happened between you and Xi Wei, and I'm not trying to say good things for Xi Wei. He has a lot of shortcomings, he is overbearing and unreasonable, and sometimes he is paranoid. I know how to talk about it, but I can see that he is serious about you, and he has never been so concerned about anyone except you."

It was a bit difficult for Xiaoman to support Li Xiwei. Drunken people always have all kinds of brute force, and the two stood crookedly, not knowing how to respond to Fang Zheng's words.

"Xiao Man, yesterday was the anniversary of Xi Wei's mother's death. He was not in a good mood." Fangzheng sighed and waved his hand without further words, "I'm leaving first."

Xiao Man answered Fang Zheng's closed door after he left. It turned out that Li Xiwei wanted to take him to visit the grave yesterday, but he refused. Even now, he couldn't find a reason to go.

He helped Li Xiwei onto the bed in the room. When Li Xiwei was lying on the bed, his body fell, and he even dragged Xiao Man to the bed.

It took Xiaoman a long time to push Li Xiwei away. Li Xiwei felt empty around him, stretched out his hand and scratched in the air a few times, muttered a few times, and finally fell asleep on his side.

It's been a long time since I've seen Li Xiwei seriously. Xiao Man stood by the bed, his eyes fixed. When he first met Li Xiwei, he was always bright and bright. He wouldn't go out even if his hair was not well tied up. His clothes were not wrinkled at all, and he was elegant and serious. But at this moment, the collar of the person on the bed was stained with yellow wine, strands of hair were sticking to his forehead, his eyes were black and blue, and his trousers were also stained with mud. It turned out that a set of clothes never stayed overnight, but today he was still wearing the same clothes that he went out yesterday. That set.

Looking at it in a daze, Xiaoman was interrupted by Li Xiwei's dream talk, his voice was very low, Xiaoman was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable or wanted to drink water, so she put her ear to his lips to listen.

"Xiao Man, I didn't drink the medicine in the wine."

"Xiao Man, I wanted to take you to see my mother today."

"Xiao Man, I didn't tell you a bedtime story that night. The ending of the lark was very good. Later, I waited for the scholar and returned his elixir to him. The voice of the lark came back."

After Xiaoman listened to it intermittently, he forgot where his thoughts stopped just now, and was beaten on his chest in a daze, and was indescribably dull. He tried hard these days to stop himself from thinking, But during this time, everything with Li Xiwei was always like a slow motion movie, frame by frame, played in an uncontrollable loop, pulling a picture randomly, it was all Li Xiwei, shaking in front of his eyes.

Finally, Xiaoman's eyes were drawn away from the screen, and he stayed on the messy hair on Li Xiwei's forehead. He sighed, got up and went into the bathroom, washed a warm towel, and wiped Li Xiwei's face and hands. Originally, he wanted to go back directly. In the end, he helped him take off his shirt. When he was taking off his pants, he heard the "ding dong" notification sound from his mobile phone in his pants pocket. Xiaoman secretly helped him take off his clothes.

The person on the bed didn't respond, Xiao Man breathed a sigh of relief, carefully picked up the phone from the ground, but didn't want to accidentally click on the text message just now, the MMS photo on the text message occupied the entire screen, the clarity was very good, the two people on the screen Xiao Man also recognized them all - the background should be a certain morning, in a hotel room, with white sheets, two half-naked people lying together, Li Xiwei and Su Yu.

There was another panic when exiting the text message, and accidentally pressed the delete button in the panic. Xiaoman could only pray that this photo was not so important to Li Xiwei. In the end, he put the phone next to Li Xiwei's bed and quietly exited. Li Xiwei's room.

The wind that had just risen was turbulent, and was finally burned by a wildfire.