full of love for you

When Xiao Man came out of Lin Hong's shop dragging his numb and painful body, it was already dark, the shadow of the moon was just beginning, the street lights were dim, and the people on the ground were indistinct. Most of the shops in the market had closed their doors. It was also replaced by a deserted place.

After all, the wool was still taken, and when Xiaoman came back to his senses, he had already put it into the bag containing the doll, and when he was about to leave, he remembered that he forgot to give the money just now, and when he turned his head to go back, he saw Wu Li pulling the shutter door. It had reached his calf, and finally he pulled it hard, and there was a "squeaky" sound, which was harsh in the silent street, but the door was completely closed.

Xiaoman thought forget it, anyway, he remembered the way, so come again next time.

When he was about to leave, the newly bought mobile phone in his trouser pocket vibrated, and it tingled against the skin of his thigh. He took it out and saw that it was indeed a message from Li Xiwei, "I will have dinner with my friends at night, come back later, and go to bed early , don't wait for me, Ann!"

For several days in a row, Xiao Man would receive messages like this from Li Xiwei every night, saying that they were not disappointed, it was a lie, they hadn't had dinner together for a long time, Li Xiwei left very early in the morning, and came back very late at night, they seemed to be the same as before. The same, but it seems different.

It was awkward, and Xiaoman couldn't figure it out for a while, but he still sent him a message, "Okay, ride slowly when you get back, and be careful."

Xiaoman pinched the phone in his palm and didn't move it. The metal shell was covered with heat by him. His palm was sweating, soaking in the new flesh that had just healed and grown in his palm. It was itchy. He scratched it, and it got even more itchy. In the end, the palm of his hand turned red from being scratched by himself, and it started to hurt again. Together with the layers of grievances rising from his heart, he rubbed them together, and finally twisted them into a mess, without waiting for another message.

Xiaoman looked at the things in the truck, turned around, and went directly to the night market. After living a comfortable life for a long time, people have become lazy. Xiaoman counted, and he hasn't set up a stall for more than half a month.

Along the way, he thought about Lin Hong for a while, and Li Xiwei for a while. When he left Longdong Street and was about to reach Yeshi Street, he finally took the wrong road and turned into a new commercial street. He didn't realize it until he walked halfway, so he had to go back the same way.

As soon as he turned around, Xiaoman stopped pedaling, and his gaze stayed on the entrance of a five-star hotel across the street. The bright golden gate, the doorman bent over to lead the way, and people came in and out.

It's just that this sudden encounter, separated by four lanes, the passing vehicles quickly and briefly blocked the people at the door, but Xiaoman could still see his faint smile through the gaps, and the night wind blowing his eyes. up hair.

Xiaoman remembered that Li Xiwei was still wearing a gray sportswear when he went out in the morning, but now he was wearing a black suit. This was the first time Xiaoman saw him in a formal suit. The straight trousers wrapped his slender legs, which made him look taller and longer. His hands were in the pockets of his trousers, and his hair was combed meticulously. It wasn't the way Xiao Man tied it up for him this morning, but it should have been taken care of again. Obviously, tonight's party is very important to him.

The street lamp above Li Xiwei's head scattered a beam of light, like a spotlight on the protagonist in the middle of the stage, and a grand performance centered on him is about to begin. He is the protagonist tonight, enjoying the attention of everyone, and Xiaoman is not there Tonight is by invitation, so there are no seats available off stage.

Xiaoman looked down at himself again. He had a white blouse on his upper body and a pair of black slacks, and his white canvas shoes had been painted yellow. He hadn't cared about the difference between them before, but at this moment the sudden sense of difference The rapid swelling expanded and spread all over the body. Xiao Man wondered that he hadn't noticed it before. , thinking that this does not exist.

But all these things that he had neglected will gradually be revealed in the spread of time, either today or tomorrow.

The loneliness that cannot be ignored started from the canvas shoes on the soles of his feet, which rose up, gathered, and kneaded into numbness, binding him tightly.

A car parked next to Li Xiwei, the doorman stepped forward to open the door, and a person got out of the back seat. Xiao Man took a closer look, it was Fang Zheng, he was not wearing formal clothes, he was no different from usual, he walked to Li Xiwei after getting off the car Next to him, whispered a few words close to him, the distance was a little close, Li Xiwei turned to the side, and Xiao Man could imagine his impatient expression.

He was like this, he didn't like others getting too close, Xiaoman thought that when Li Xiwei was at home, he liked to cling to him, and the two would always stick very close, thinking of this, the sense of bondage tied to his body was loosened, and he could finally breathe smoothly.

After Fangzheng finished speaking, he patted Li Xiwei on the arm, bypassed him and went straight into the hotel.

After Fangzheng entered, Li Xiwei's eyes were still on the back seat of the car. Xiaoman couldn't see his expression clearly, but he had a premonition that he was looking at the people in the car.One was outside the car and the other was in the car. They seemed to be confronting each other. In the end, Li Xiwei was defeated first, walked to the door, said something with downcast eyes, and the people in the car got out of the car slowly.

Xiaoman recognized from the profile that the person who got out of the car was Su Yu, and they walked into the hotel side by side. Su Yu was wearing a white suit and walked with Li Xiwei. From Xiaoman's point of view, the two people's backs - they matched each other very well.

Xiaoman couldn't think of any other words, but he still couldn't control himself, got out of the car, and crossed the road, two figures, one black and one white, had just entered the elevator, Xiaoman ran to the elevator entrance, watching the red arrow of the elevator going up was always on , Finally, the elevator stopped once on the 3rd floor, 16th floor, and 23rd floor.

He had to search floor by floor, and when he was on the 23rd floor, he could only hear his own heartbeat, obviously he had been taking the elevator all the time.

As soon as the elevator door on the 23rd floor opened, Xiaoman glanced at the long corridor, and soon knew the exact location, because Su Yu was on the phone in the corridor, maybe he felt his gaze, Su Yu looked in Xiaoman's direction Look, then hooked the corners of his lips, hung up the phone, and walked towards Xiaoman.

"Brother Xiwei's banquet, why didn't you go in?" Su Yu's tone was full of sarcasm, he looked Xiaoman from head to toe, his eyes were piercing, "Or, Brother Xiwei didn't tell you at all? That's right, dressed like this Shabby, how do you take it out? You are not from the same world at all."

Xiaoman pretended not to care about Su Yu's words, but his toes kept bending and digging at the soles of his shoes, and eventually they became numb.

"Want to see the scene inside?" Su Yu took Xiaoman to the door of the box, and slowly opened a gap with his hand, and the originally quiet corridor burst out with lively voices, music, and voices.It turned out that I couldn't hear a little sound just now because the sound insulation effect was too good.

Through the gap, Xiaoman saw Li Xiwei sitting in the middle of the sofa at a glance. He was holding champagne in his hand, and the corners of his mouth were curved just right.

"Xi Wei is awesome, the number one student in the Nancheng college entrance examination." I don't know who started it, and they all raised their glasses, "Drink."

Li Xiwei raised his head and drank the champagne in the glass in one gulp, and soon the person next to him handed him another glass.

The top scorer in the college entrance examination?Are they talking about Li Xiwei?Didn't he have bad grades?Also dropped two grades.It turned out that they were celebrating Li Xiwei's winning the top prize in the Nancheng college entrance examination today, so the results had already been achieved.

"Did you see it? He is always the most dazzling, always standing in the center, as long as he wants to do, he must be the best. In school, he is the number one, and in the field, he is the number one," Su Yu paused, and then said, "Emotionally, what kind of person do you think he will choose? A white T-shirt that has been washed and turned yellow, or a white suit that can walk side by side with him?"

Xiaoman could understand what Su Yu said, but after being together, he couldn't put it on Li Xiwei who lived with him every day, so Xiaoman finally took out his phone and sent Li Xiwei a text message, "When will you be back? "

There was no reply, Xiaoman counted silently in his heart.

Li Xiwei in the private room kept his eyes on the screen, feeling his vision was a bit blurry, only to realize that he was in a hurry to drink the wine just now, and he traced Xiaoman's name back and forth on the screen with his thumb.

Fangzheng saw his dull eyes, and glanced at his hand, "Xiaoman's text message? By the way, why didn't he come today?"

"Can't I celebrate alone with him after I go home?" Li Xiwei thought about the lie he had told, his heart was confused, and he turned off the screen, "I haven't asked you yet, why did you bring Su Yu here today?"

"He begged me to bring him here, and I can't help it. I sent you a message in advance." Fangzheng also felt that he was a bit busy. Fortunately, Xiao Man was not here today, otherwise the scene would be very embarrassing, and he was a little uncomfortable. He explained, "What is the relationship between the three of you? Don't step on two boats."

"Who the hell is stepping on two boats? I have nothing to do with Su Yu." Li Xiwei leaned back on the sofa.

Fangzheng patted him on the shoulder, "You said it's nothing, but why do people around us misunderstand, haven't you considered your own problems? There was no Xiaoman before, and you went in and out with him, and you didn't avoid suspicion. We think You are innocent, think about it for yourself."

Li Xiwei pinched the base of his nose irritably, "I know it in my heart."

Xiaoman counted to two hundred, and finally called directly, Li Xiwei answered quickly, "Xiaoman?"

Xiaoman heard the lively voice inside again from the phone, but it was only a few seconds before the voices of other people on the phone disappeared, leaving only the sound of friction. Li Xiwei walked out of the box with the phone, "Xiaoman, I didn't watch it just now Received a text message, talking to a friend..."

Xiao Man originally turned around and wanted to leave when he saw Li Xiwei walking out, but after looking at him, the person had already walked out of the door, meeting his eyes.

"Xiao Man," Li Xiwei called out softly, and saw Su Yu at the side again, frowning, "Why are you here suddenly?" He closed the door of the box, walked past Su Yu, who had angry eyes, and pulled Xiao Man's hand Arms go out.

Su Yu caught up with them and grabbed Li Xiwei's arm, "Brother Xiwei, our previous photo..."

Li Xiwei's eyes instantly turned scarlet, "You try it?"

Su Yu was so frightened by Li Xiwei's gaze that he let go of his hand, and didn't dare to continue chasing him.

Li Xiwei held Xiao Man's hand, "Let's go home."

Xiao Man crossed the road, and Li Xiwei followed him.

"Xiao Man, isn't this your tricycle? Are you going to the night market today? I'll go with you."

Xiaoman lowered his head and walked, Li Xiwei asked for something by himself, "Have you had dinner? Do your hands hurt?"

Feeling guilty, he babbled and babbled, and finally held up Xiaoman's left hand, opened his palm to look, saw his palm was red, and his heart twitched, "Why is the palm so red?"

Xiaoman didn't know how to speak, so he had to be silent, and silence is the best way now, he didn't know what to say or ask, the person in front of him was still the person he usually lived with, he wanted to be able to see Li Xiwei at a glance, but he looked at him again and again. unclear.